Nothing arrives. Nothing persists. And you were never behind. Monday Zen Live, original YouTube conversation here.

0:00 Welcome & The Imaginarium — Why the World Is a Story

1:38 Krishnamurti's "Filthy Word" and Taking the Story Sincerely

4:05 When the Whole Thing Just Drops

6:13 Absolute Freefall — This Is Pure Unadulterated Chaos

7:49 Nothing Ever Arrives Before It's Gone

9:18 Descartes Got It Almost Right — But Not Quite

11:43 Staring at a Blue Sky: The Instability of Appearance

13:02 Emptiness Isn't Magical

14:43 Is This Too Extreme a Negation?

16:05 Love Is Real — But Not How You Think

18:10 Awareness Isn't Fundamental — A Bone to Pick

20:05 Dogs Don't Live in the Imaginarium

22:06 You Don't Have to Believe Me — Let Go of Belief Entirely

23:24 Whatever Is Arising Right Now? That's It.

25:27 Why Unknowing Gets Rejected — By Society and the Ego

27:13 Always Exactly Where We Need to Be

27:38 The 5-MeO-DMT Realization: Nowhere to Go, Nothing to Seek

29:04 Perfect Days — A Film About Total Liberation

29:36 When the Dream Character Wakes Up (and Gets a Spiritual Ego)

34:33 Appearance Noticing Itself as Appearance

35:52 Isness, Thusness, Beingness — Words Pointing at Nothing

44:43 Why Zubin Blocked All Spiritual Content

47:38 How AI Pointed Back to the Unknowable

49:34 The Spiritual Entertainment Industrial Complex

52:06 Does Zubin Want More Followers?

54:22 Why He Stopped Practicing Medicine

1:04:08 Spiritual Apologism and the Self-Deception of Influence

1:03:00 Mark and Sharon at Chemo — What Live Is Really For

1:10:13 When You Cringe at Your Own Words (And When You Don't)

1:12:09 Wrap-Up & Peace Out

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