Episode Description
In this powerful episode, I sit down with ordained Priestess and former federal intelligence operative Selvia Filteau to unpack the Epstein files, collective denial, and the modern discernment crisis.
Why did some people see the signs years ago while others dismissed them? What shapes our perception — media narratives, social conditioning, fear? And what happens when the truth becomes too uncomfortable to look at?
We dive into the inversion of sacred sexuality — eros as creative life force — and how distortion at the root of our power structures keeps humanity divided, distracted, and disconnected from sovereignty.
Selvia is an ordained, initiated Priestess, ceremonialist, and spiritual mentor guiding well-resourced, world-shaping leaders through deep initiatory work rooted in sacred power, ethical leadership, and authentic influence.
Before stepping into spiritual mentorship, she served as a federal agent in covert operations and human intelligence. At the height of her career, she walked away — not from lack of discipline or success — but from a refusal to continue building power on foundations misaligned with her soul.
Today, she bridges strategic intelligence and spiritual mastery, guiding leaders into embodied sovereignty, discernment, and responsible influence.
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The Sound of Freedom in Blue (#43, from my Every Phase series)asks: What does freedom look like? One way to know what it is… is to know what it isn’t. Created in the discerning edge of the luteal phase—where illusion collapses and truth sharpens—this piece exposes what the world tries to bury and affirms that sovereignty begins with facing reality. In my conversation with Selvia, we explore that same edge: eros, discernment, and the power of truth to liberate.
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✅CHAPTERS
00:00:00 Introduction
00:06:37 Collective Wake-Up Call: Epstein Files & the ‘Face Your Sh*t’ Moment
00:08:38 Why Sexuality Is Targeted: Eros
00:14:39 Why Children & How Distortion Hooks In
00:18:00 Inversions & Spiritual Frauds
00:23:41 Programmability, Perversion & ‘Synthetic Virus’
00:31:37 The Sound of Freedom in Blue Art Piece
00:34:45 Glamour Magic: Follow the Money
00:46:21 Matriarchy: Centering Children, Integrating the Masculine
00:56:05 Pilgrimage & The Priestess Path: Sacred Sites as Initiation
01:01:34 Pain + Healing Resources
01:02:58 Plasma Horse: Organic Intelligence vs Synthetic AI
01:06:19 Biohacking with Art: Sexual Energy as the Sun (Plasma Light Installation)
About the Podcast
Tired of being dismissed or told your pain is “normal”? So was I.
I’m Meredith Ochoa—ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST, photographer, author & generational cycle‑breaker. After 17 years of endometriosis I faced my shit, healed myself, and turned the journey into art.
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