Big Bank, DJ Scream.

And BABYJ with the number one podcast industry, Big Big Facts.

A live from Revolse Studios and the atl It's time for Big Facts, Big Bank, What Up, Baby J?

What Up?

DJ Scream?

I'm here today on Big Facts.

We welcome the one and only Bloody J.

Bloody J is home.

What's up?

What's up?

What's up?

Bloody?

What's man?

Everything good?

Les, let's less man.

We appreciate you because because the word is that a lot of people have been trying to get at you, to get your conversation in your story.

But house first understood, all right?

How you feeling?

First off?

Man?

How you feel?

You know what I'm saying, you out, You're free, we feel the energy is the energy.

You always had good energy, but I'm saying it shifted.

It seems like it shifted even to a more positive space.

How you feel just blessed, refreshed, you know what I'm saying.

Ready for the world.

You know what I'm saying.

Yeah, I'm just here to get mine, you know, for everybody where they supposed to be.

Man around me.

What's the first thing you did when you touch them?

First?

I did?

I went, uh, you went Cuban.

You know that was.

Did but uh now I got with my sons, man, I went when it got my sons.

I actually got out the day before my son's birthday, so I didn't tell them that day, so like I surprised them.

You know what I'm saying.

My youngest son, he just broke down on his birthday, on his birthdays, you know what I'm saying.

So that was that was the hardest thing ever.

Tears of joy.

M hmm.

What's the what?

What's what's what's the thing?

I guess obviously family for sure, but outside of family, what's the thing like when you was incarcerated, man, the thing you was just looking for the most too, Like I can't wait to I don't know, get back in the studio, cruise to the city.

Okay, watching it first, I got the lit ill know, got to salute y'all.

You know, we real family right here.

You go back years.

You know what I'm saying, And I just I'm just big on saluting.

You know what I'm saying.

Hat then side, you know that we canceled, you know what I'm saying.

So that I said, like I just watch out every winds.

Let you know it real.

Everywhere I was on Hot met they had the TV inside the cell.

Okay, so you know what I'm saying, I just have to sit in that moment.

I'm like, when are you watching a remote?

Got me through?

He let me ask you something?

Blood you know we supresy got it done before you went in, right or from jail from jail?

Yeah no, now before I went in, i'my and from jail.

I think you were sly knowing because I think we did.

We was gonna do yeah, yeah, yeah for sure.

Another cancer for sure, another cancer, my boy.

And uh but aside from that, man, I just ready to get back to the music.

Man.

You know, I love creating the process music man.

That's that's that's what beside the kids.

You know what I'm saying, just knowing, like too hard to be here, Like come on, like what I'm doing?

What artists?

What artists you've seen when yousing the you locked up like damn he made it, you know what I'm saying like that, No, not just like he finally made yeah, uh no, we just gonna say he deserved to make it.

He finally getting do just say that.

One one person off the top.

I know it's more often I'm forgetting about one person I've seen with my eyes, Rich the Kid.

Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, you even know who was like who is this nigga?

Like Drive?

He was always you know what I'm saying.

Like Rich Rich, so many people behind and I seen them, uh kids of them.

That was a moment.

Yeah, exactly exact, you know what I'm saying.

Exactly like Nigga reached the key.

In real life.

Rich was the first real life human bot he in the computer today, Yeah, type in all that ship man like man deserves everything he's getting for real.

And then my question that I wanted to ask you since we're talking like about the music shit or whatever, is how do you feel when you hear people compare or say that you were the original the Resid Shine or you were the original Rod Waver.

You know what I'm saying, some ship like that, like the original music pain rapper with soul like type.

It's an honor because you know, you know and Rod, theyre great artists, so for sure, so you know know what I'm saying, Like you know that people listening to my ship have felt my ship and know you know what I'm saying.

It's always you know what I'm saying, we won't do that enough.

Yeah, it's a little nigga Like I said, no nigga side, so you feel me get my flower?

Yeah.

So do you think you think that's your lab bit?

I know it is.

Yeah, I know, I think I know it is.

Yeah, yeah, I know it is.

That's your number one obstacle.

It's just go and sit down.

Yeah, like that's my you know, like like now I'm just so folking like you know what I'm saying, Like we're just talking camera, like, nigga, I go sit down.

I learned that I gotta isolate myself better feel I close my own door to crash from that, you feel, I just isolate myself studio show.

To the house, you know what I'm saying.

Like, kids, that's it.

Like, so let me ask you this.

Do you feel like every time that you've gotten out, the need to keep it real and kind of slip back into your old patterns and revisit your old surroundings have always been your downfall?

Yes and no, because I just believe that's just you know, you know, we'll creature habit.

And that's what I realized being locked up, like just breaking, just just just breaking like you know what I'm saying, like bad habits and implement new good habits.

You know what I'm saying.

But you know, git real, that's just who he is.

You know what I'm saying.

So it ain't like but I try to control it now, you know what I'm saying, like like controlling.

Thathing or limited Yeah yeah, yeah, like you know what I'm saying, protecting my energy.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm all around the people who who helped me do this.

You know what I like, you know, we salute you know what I'm saying.

How that niggas, you know what I'm saying, what's up?

What's up?

I keep it moving.

It ain't no really just like no hanging out like that, no moment.

That's why I think the niggas fuck up, like go to hanging too much.

That's my Grandma used to always saying.

I say all the time, Idle time is the devil's playground.

When you're not when you're not actively doing some ship with a purpose and you're just sitting around kind of just doing anything, that's when all the trouble comes to you.

For real, Like then with nothing I realized, you know you know you can sit around and ship.

Man, you know you're around the walls all day.

You know, some ship.

That energy brogga respecting them.

But some ship you can make your mouth say anything.

They ain't going for that.

What you're gonna do when what you're done done?

What you're finna do?

Yeah, yeah, yeah we heard, Yeah yeah don't.

Yeah, especially not these young niggas today.

They don't give about nothing.

I wasn't living back then.

Then it's ours.

Yeah, we've been around long enough to know.

You know what I'm saying?

How big are y'all on?

And then everybody else is like guilty by association?

Like I never thought that that was real coming up, Like I us be looking like ship, I.

Ain't ship, Yes you did, you're with them?

That's ship the truth bro.

So like you said, when you when you got because we can't skate who he is and where we're from, so we all know crumbles.

You get what I'm.

Saying, Like every day they on your line, they where you're gonna what they?

You know them in your family, real blood.

So I got.

Niggas in my fan.

So how do you how do you escape that?

Oh gosh, you gotta make a concerted effort and a conscious decision to separate yourself to a certain extent and not feel guilty about the elevation that's coming from that separation.

For real, that is hard to do.

But not being a nig You're gonna be a fu nigga to somebody regards know who you are.

If you knew, let me ask y'all.

If y'all knew, y'all could be the biggest version of yourselves, wealth and everything, just simply isolating yourself and leaving the people that gone.

What do you mean?

That's that's the crossroad we all go out.

We all go through that cross road.

Though everybody been through it out.

It's a cross road, but you've probably been to that crossroad and stay closer to their love because we love like we say, we love our family outside.

Yeah I'm outside, but I'm inside of myself.

What I'm saying is, if you could be at that point where you had to make cross road decisions.

If you you don't know, but if you had the feeling that, man, if I leave right now, say fuck everybody and move.

I'll be bigger than jay Z.

If I knew that.

If you if you knew it and what did you do?

There's two different questions.

I mean I knew that, yeah, but that's that's the truth.

It ain't you just don't want to know it.

You know it now, niggas know I am.

You just don't want to know it.

Because you feel like you can't see the future, they say on the other side of goddamn uncomfortable, brother, it's comfortable.

That's truth.

Like so soon as it whatever, brou I'm telling you got to push yourself to do things that don't feel normal, bro, not no, you know.

Right, you gotta put yourself past your box.

Yeah, like like like I always didn't want to know how to swim.

Now I'm taking swimming less off to be a swimmer graduation.

What I'm saying I made an uncomfortable comfort.

Yeah, yes, to show yourself anything is possible.

Right, exactly myself.

But how many promises did you make the god sending it on how man I made?

How many of you done broke so far since you been home?

I broke a coup.

I really been on my ship, But I really been on my ship.

I ain't gonna lie.

I ain't gonna lie, but you know, but you know how that ship go Bronia.

God ain't smoke.

Okay, I don't know that's good.

You know it's good.

You know what I'm saying.

I ain't doing that violent you mean like I'm just staying in my zone.

Man.

You know what I'm saying.

How many promises that you make the women that you didn't keep.

Now you're gonna get it.

But now I thrill like, nigga, change this whole.

Hold hold that like, I ain't gonna lie like that.

Nigga.

Promise to me, you keep up problem to me?

What you mean?

Break it down?

See?

You know you making my say anything.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

But you got to be prepared for this.

You have to right.

You have to be secure with who you are.

You have to be outside by inside yourself.

You know what I'm saying.

Bars men saying it, you're like, you know, man, this ship life be life.

What they say might be life.

But you didn't go in You didn't go in there trying to be the pussy police.

Did you.

No?

Hell no, we know what comes with Jim.

You know what cole Man, out of sight, out of mind?

You feel me?

She want to feel it?

Days That cat is a scatt some ship.

Let me ask you something, what you have gave her more grace in there than out here?

You said she didn't stick to it.

You know how niggas give you grace to death.

You know what I'm saying, nigga, get out, get outside and come from inside itself.

I feel like you know what I'm saying.

Like I'm the same nigga.

Yeah, I just stand on rules and trump because first of all, if you out there, you ain't mine anyway.

Facts.

Yeah, at the end of that, Yeah, that's the end of that.

I can get a bit, I can get some pussy for I get mymselves on to eat.

Yeah, I ain't tripping or no no, no female then niggas, man.

You know what I'm saying.

So that ship really.

But nah, for real though, man, I just feel like me me pursuing what I'm pursuing and staying gold driven and being focused.

It's hard, you know what I'm saying, because because first of all, I gotta get myself together.

You know what I'm saying.

You know what came with?

These women are long, so basically saying a distraction anyway, Yeah, it is about this on the ground.

It depends, It depends on what woman you get.

Typical woman is a distraction.

Yeah, I ain't gonna put all of them in the category.

Typical woman would be a distraction because you have to take time to compromise with her feelings.

Right right now, Yeah, right now, nigga ain't got time for that.

If you if you, if you uh chasing your purpose, if you're purpose driven, you can't.

I can't sit around and talk about how you feel for an hour.

When I'm missing my plate.

Yeah.

Plus plus I'm trying to do something.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm in the booth you text me when you come home.

I might be in making a.

Drill or I'm now you you hear me with the love it David, I'm like man with that, like I.

Gotta make a song about that I'm doing.

I might not be in at being at mold you feel me?

You you weigh session?

Where you at?

When you are you in that with them hole?

You know what I'm saying.

I know you.

You ain't ask your phone.

You know I'm gonna tell y'all something, bro, were listening this really ship.

How you started your morning is how your day go y'all?

Right, So if you got the motherfucker land next you mad about ship yesterday, your whole day gonna be You know what I'm saying, because you gallas like people be thinking it's waking up is automatic.

She ain't automatic, bro, This she is a blessing every time you wake up.

This is a blessing.

You got your gratitude, be grateful, Thank you God, you woke me up.

This is another gift.

Every day is a gift, right every day, but you got this.

Next to you, they're mad because you went through your phone while you sleep, but that day fucked up.

That gift stole your gifts.

You can to we could get We could be tripping sometime.

It could be us too.

We ain't going through no phone.

Not not that.

I ain't saying that.

I'm saying we can wake up, and I'm guilty of being I.

Used to be, not me.

Now I wake up.

Guess what all this forgiving?

Once I went to sleep and woke up with this new gift, all forgiven from yesterday.

I love that.

That's that's that comes with age of wills.

No black saying that wills.

Yeah, but but like that why like they say, when you when you're in a relationship, you trying not to go to sleep mad with your with your spot.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm big on that you feel me.

But like I said that, that's what I be meaning like, we just don't have time for that right now.

Trying to get myself together, I ain't got I ain't got time to explain that you know, female or no niggas you feel because because that's what I'm bigg know.

Like I was just telling my pun that Liken, you quit these females out.

You gotta cut some of these niggas off too.

Man.

What I'm saying, man, motherfuckers, just live with the colle jay.

I'm not even finished.

Bro Okay, that was like somebody said, it's on the JA that I said.

Man, all right, man, I'm not into explaining that I'm right or wrong.

Think what you wanna think, because you believe it.

If you believe it, I didn't even want to call you with that ship broase.

Don't because it then do not laugh about it.

You know what I'm saying.

All Right, You gotta understand, man, some people think I'm gonna keep going at this.

Some people thinking of you, that you that they got in their mind not knowing that people evolve every day.

So the nigga that you once knew me as or the nigga that you think I am, ain't that nigga.

Bro, that's just in your mind.

But guess what I ain't.

It ain't.

It ain't up to me to try.

To convince you, right, I just gotta push back from you.

Brother.

You'll see I'm going through that now.

Like you know what I'm saying.

People be thinking like here.

My phoney, wait, what's up?

Why are we popping out?

I ain't on that ho my little boy.

Permanently popped in.

Ye, like I'm in the studio.

I'm in the studio, like it ain't time for that.

But you got to keep that energy.

Want this ship gone and go back up all the way?

Yeah for balance now, bro, Yeah, I been not in balanced and that's what fucked me up.

More sold than.

Niggas and gang banging or trapping, it was it was me being that balanced.

But you know what I've learned though, Like in real life, you can't achieve true and real balance until you have mastered the art of honesty.

Facts.

Real ship ain't not balance though from your unbalanced Like like my to day a week.

This ain't even me.

I don't they got a little I got girlfriend.

I got five girlfriends, ten side joint, get high smoking them back to running at this state.

I mean this show over here, packed up, this show.

I ran through this bank roll.

When I got another one.

I ain't even went home yet.

You feel me like it just like you know what I'm saying.

I got close over here, clothes.

Just do you think that time with the best thing for you?

A lot of people say that.

Of course, of course, you know what I'm saying, Like you got I got time to myself.

You know what I'm saying.

They had me in how Max, so I was twenty three and one.

You feel me like, you know, like free my bro down there.

You know what I'm saying, Like freedom, free the chain game, free nigga.

Yeah, man, you know what I'm saying, straight up, fuck nigga died.

So but it's just like it's just like, bro, like I got time to get closer to God, you know what I'm saying.

Like I'm not a religious person.

I'm a spiritual person for sure.

So with that being said, you know, I got to get myself together and just like what real you know what I'm saying, but you ain't gotta go to prison for that.

What this taught me like, you don't isolate yourself.

That's what I was on isolation.

So it just opened my eye to that.

That's what I'm big on.

That's all just like man, I got you know what I'm saying, I got, I got pulled back.

It's just like in basketball, got the full court press.

You can't driven through the press.

You gotta step back the whole court, see the whole court.

Yeah, And like I said, when you're unbalanced, you ain't seeing that.

You you think I don't want the one that you know living.

When you're unbalanced, you put yourself in a situation to where you're forced to have to make that decision and not making it on your own.

Like you said, making impulse, you're making a lot of impolt.

Like you said, you driven ball, you gotta step back, look at the court, then call the player.

If you get gone on down or ship.

You finna do anything in the score.

You might, but sh it's gonna be tough respond and not react said else that big fact.

I think the first step of evolution is blaming yourself for everything, no matter what it is.

Like just anything, anything that you go through.

If you argue with somebody, it's my fault because I know you really to be around you, if you, if you, if you.

Get pulled over, get caught with a strap.

Instead of saying, I, bruh, I shouldn't have been smoking, or shouldn't even had the motherfucker I should have had the head better, you gotta blame you the first.

If you always got somebody else to blame, you ain't gonna never fault yourself.

You ain't got no accountability, You ain't gonna never change, You ain't gonna never get it right because it's always somebody ell fault.

But do you think that some of the time that self blame and that tough accountability can put you into a situation where you are what am I trying to say to where you are depressed or something not depressed, but you're forcing yourself to accept or take more ship off of people than.

You have to.

Nah, hell nah, I ain't saying that.

What I'm saying is, if you put yourself in a state of everything is my fault, then they gonna make you carefully step back, watch and call I mean, watch the court and call the play you know what I'm saying, because you ain't even you ain't gonna want to do that.

So if I'm blaming myself everything, that means I can't put myself in those positions no more.

You get what I'm saying.

If I know savings, I don't go to clubs, and that's what nigga pay me.

Damn who has the happy birthday niggas?

But I ain't coming.

You see what I'm saying.

But if a nigga pay me, I'm pulling up.

But I know I'm pulling up.

How I pull up?

You see what I'm saying.

This is what the hell I look like, spending money just to spend money that don't make sense to me.

It used to, but it don't now.

You know what I'm saying.

I spend a little money to go make some money.

That's different.

Every time we come out of the house.

It costs.

Then it cost you to come a big fat sure you say it cost you to come come to work.

You know what I'm saying.

So I just feel like instead I just stand in Howard Ruler that shit don't cough.

That's experience though it will then we gotta tell niggas might it might click to somebody.

But you have any of y'all have potentially done that.

In y'all twenties, you couldn't do it.

You was itching too bad to see what was outside and live life.

I wish I had, you know, we wish possibly just mindset.

One right, Yeah, But it's like for me, when I was in my twenties, like I experienced some ship that I was like, I was doing shit with people and with things and places and ship like that that most people like never would have experienced.

So like me and him were just talking about earlier, how like when you're younger and you do everything while you're young, when you get older, it's not nothing to do, and you be bored as fuck.

Like that's what I'm going through now because it's like, bruh, I did everything when I was young, everything that you could think of, like even fucking ship that grown people dream about when I was young, and now that I'm older, it's kind of like ship.

I go to the movies twice a week, and I like going to restaurants and ship, but the other ship doesn't excite me.

Like I'm working and I'm getting paid, so I have to be in those type of environments to make my money and ship.

But as far as oh my god, like it's not there no more.

Got to stop thinking border, stop thinking bored them, and start thinking peace, because you could be bored, but you could be at peace.

I'm always at peace, That's what I'm saying.

I'm alway at peace.

Like you say that you don't get bored fat you know what I'm saying, Man, I always say that.

Man, grown don't get bored, you know what I'm saying.

I feel that now.

So speaking of like boredom and growing and learning and all that type and stuff or whatever, since you like actually had to go to prison and do time and all of that.

Before you went to prison, you were like a staple in the city of Atlanta, and you had the luxury of being able to collaborate with both Thug and Lucie, you know, before you had to go do your time and like do your bid and stuff.

So with you having that close relationship with both of them, how did it feel to see them both fighting for their life in real time?

Like on T break It's heartbreaking.

You don't wear prison on nobody, you know what I'm saying.

And just to know that we were young and black, and we took over the town.

Right?

Is that Adam loving the crew.

It wasn't just it wasn't just screaming.

It just went Jad won blood.

It was the crew.

They were loving big facts.

You know what I'm saying.

Yeah, said, it's just like you know, just to know that the power and being together is powering numbers, you know what I'm saying.

And and I hate you know what I'm saying when when things get how they get.

But you know, we gotta respect that.

You know what I'm saying, it's fucked up.

We gotta respect the streets though, because this is where we're coming from, you know what I'm saying, And it's it's real life or deafenit and when it comes to streets, you know what I'm saying.

So but I hated it, you know what I'm saying, Like it's heartbreaking, you know what I'm saying.

But like God is, God ain't gonna put none of you can't handle.

So they came through.

It and and yeah, it's time to get back to the money, right right.

A lot of blessings came out of them, Like let me ask you something like sitting there, like what was the worst news that you got, you know, not on no negative ship, just trying to bring a nigative conversations like sending you know how because I was just talking to find the other day and he was just.

Like, bro, I heard that ship my day.

This is just fun that day.

Trouble ship a lot.

My older brother he died in PRIs.

He was in he was at another priz he died.

And just to know that, I mean pri and my brother in another prison somewhere else.

This is my big brother.

You know what I'm saying, right me, you feel but he had he had lost his mind, you know what I'm saying, long little rock, but uh you know he but when I talked to my mom and the they just like you know, he had a life sentence.

So he was just like shit, he's free now.

So you know what I'm saying, Like I said in the song, like he free now.

He ain't got a certain elbow, you know what I'm saying that just like that that you know what I'm saying, that's just one I know, it's people I'm forgetting about, you know what I'm saying, Like it'd be so many people like it just be like you don't even want to call home.

Sometimes how you pulled through that ship though, sitting there in the boy yourself just god man like just just being strong mind.

You gotta be strong man anything you do because I'm watching Nigga, who they mind?

The more bo I'm watching Nigga I hang with like that be straight like then they lose their mind.

You feel me like like uh free that by hood Ri Pablo To.

We was in that together, were in the same part the whole time.

We went through jazzon together and everything like we kept each other float like, man, you don't just like I don't Nigga talking to the even weird bro he about to come home on Yeah, he come home, but they knew weird bro.

They end up playing with ship, throwing ship on each other.

Like I'm like, hey, I heard that.

Somebody amusing you.

Know that they kind of playing with the ship because you got to put that ship or whatever they got to.

Do with it.

You know what I'm saying.

When I first seen that, I said, No, this a whole nother ball game.

What they do because you can't get each other, can't nobody get each other.

You locked down on the table.

You know what I'm saying, I had marks on my wrist, on my on my ankles and shot.

I still got this ship.

But like we come to the table, like when we come out, everything segregated.

You know what I'm saying.

You might be everywhere I go.

I'm handcuffed to shaka to to police escort.

You know what I'm saying.

So a nigga might sneak ship pull it out of you know what I'm saying, Like this ship discussed, you feel me like this ship I just so I'm watching.

Nigga losing their mind.

It be a nigga talking on the door from twelve o'clock in the in the eating at twelve o'clock, and you feel me like he's God, damn.

Sir, just yelling what's all about it?

Man?

Shot lost your man shouting?

He'd be straight Like nah, I think that's a coping mechanism, but he's really gone.

He really gone.

Ain't coping, I guess feeling to him.

You feel me crazy or though, you know what I'm saying, Like mental health is real, bro, Like I realized that, Like but I coked with just reading man, I read it.

You know what I'm saying.

I wrote, I wrote a lot.

So let me, I want to ask you about the mental health thing, right because I got a lot of a lot a lot of people that are like currently incarcerating and niggas that have been incarcerating and got out.

And one thing that like really kind of like disturbs me is the whole solitary confinement.

Yeah, because I got I know people that have been in solitary confinement, and like when they when they put you in solitary confinement, they're technically not supposed to leave you in there that long.

But I know niggas that got put in solitary confinement and we're in there for like two three.

Years, Like how does that by myself?

No saying thening.

So like so for the people that are that are like watching and looking at don't understand, explain or break down Like what that does to your mental.

Man, it'll break you down if you ain't strong.

You gotta have faith.

But see they would let me know God real, yeah, like he ain't gonna put none of you came home when I first got enough, like hen it was a ton of other event.

So when we come out, but laughing, it ain't no coming out.

I'm coming out.

You know what I'm saying, what you mean, but like it ain't nothing to laughing about.

It.

I can laugh about enough, you know what I'm saying.

I'm just silling.

We just how we got allowed to keep a crying right, But you like, but it's that shit real man.

Like I said, I just like.

My brother he was he was uh, he was actually mental health and he was taking shots and everything, handout shot and he was yeah, he said, fuck that shit wasn't taking it no more.

And somehow the nigga got in there killed him.

You know what I'm saying.

He still lost his life.

So so I just feel like we gotta people gotta do better.

As you know, I don't know who to like the legislation or whatever the government far.

Like we got to investigate, Like that's what I want to get into.

Like these facilities and prison ain't for everybody people having real mental health problems, you know what I'm saying.

Or they're not doing nothing to help, no nigga just throwing them in the cell.

Because everybody don't have a sound mind or or never, don't have a structure, don't have nothing to come home to, you don't have nothing to live for support no support system all that matter, bro, So like, what the fuck we're doing?

It just make the nigga worse.

So nigga can't get no cell phone back though.

Hell now I ain't have no call.

I had to work my way up to full phone calls up system one call three months.

Well, I'm saying, what what what what like influence?

Yeah, too much influence.

You know what I'm saying, threat to the you know what I'm saying to the whole operation.

And then another thing too, that like a lot of people don't understand, is like it's a difference between like a state and federally mandated prison and a private prison because the state and federally mandated prisons are like they're fucked up too, but at least they have some types of like rules and regulations that they have to go by.

The private prisons get to do whatever the fuck they want to do and there's no system of checks and balances because they're not funded by the government.

They're funded by private investors and ships and that ship is like that's another thing.

That's like another discussion for another day, But that sh it is just like so fucked up, Like.

It's sad man like Like I said, I'm watching people lose their mind, man, lose like nigga losing they mind.

What happened to man this ship?

Man, I'm saying, I might trying to talk to your nigga ship shout.

Don't like that ship.

I ain't never seen nothing like that.

That should be that shit fuck you up like it make you double down on yourself.

Man, I might just stay in the room.

I ain't even coming out tomorrow.

I don't even want to.

Talk to these nigga music and shipy like like like they just had to go to court like where I was at.

They just they just sued.

Them like the uh the human right people, because she ain't right.

Nigga was dying in that more for us, Like a nigga right across from me died and to say, I don't nobody know what happened.

He's just dead, you know what I'm saying?

Like that was just crazy, Like it's that ship fucked up, bro, like that Damn the George Department of Correction fucked up.

Man.

If you got people locked up man anywhere, though, check on your people, man, check on your people, man, cud, cause ship ain't right, man, ain't no officers.

Ain't no officers, you know what I'm saying.

You know, even in regular perios, ain't no auso.

Niggas just backdun playing them knives and niggaet killed bro like this ship see her like I just I.

Just ain't nobody to come to say.

Yeah.

Hell now, So all that tough talking and you telling, and it ain't gonna catch up, you feel me?

So so the niggas just gotta be mind.

But thats why I was just so ready to get to my kids, because I'm seeing what going on.

Like, man, damn, I gotta get out.

I gotta tell these folks.

You know what I'm saying.

I gotta ridly let the nigga know.

Like you know what I'm saying.

I'm seeing the younger generation come there with more time than me.

You feel me the folk first time, but everybody playing with five, everybody playing you know what I'm saying.

I want to be steppers, I'm saying.

And nigga and that motherfucker, now, you got you got life, you got a forty, you got a thirty.

It's your fir bed.

You know what I'm saying.

What the fuck can you tell me?

What the fuck did I tell him?

Oh man, you feel go home?

No NIGGAA tell you man, you think?

Man, try this thinking?

Let me get out here.

Wait the just respectfully expectfully.

Ain't no sucking ship, but just respectfully.

You know what I'm saying, because you know and the and they fucked up to it, so fun up.

You got niggas with shout time catching more time killing nigga you had a long time.

You know what I'm saying.

I ain't worried about what a nigga do to me.

Don't wory about what I'm gonna do to a nigga.

You're ready to come home catching free workers.

Yeah, I met a nigga like that.

Sick man, I've seen look I seen it.

I seen the young dude.

You know what I'm saying.

He was sick here, I've seen him.

I like, go wrong, bro, You're like I went home today, I.

Got puta got out.

How they called a fred body like where they had me at that's where they send niggas who catch your bodies on the compound or stapolic.

You know what I'm saying.

A supposed to be the worst inmates in Georgia, Like look it up.

How man, it's on you.

You know what I'm saying.

Like, that's what it is.

You know what I'm saying.

So that shit be real, bro, Like you know what I'm saying.

Just check on your people, man, you know what I'm saying, and lift them up like this ship they needed, like even out here, man, even out here, like like I hold myself accountable, you know what I'm saying, like for like talking to the to the youth, even something of the old niggas.

You know what I'm saying.

That nothing worse than the old food ship.

They damn stuck.

They stuck you for that and you still fuck up this you Yeah, they gone, They're gone, so damn yeah.

Man, Like, okay, so let's get into this because I know you were kind of like slick a little bit on your chef ship, you know a little bit like you were when you told me that you could.

I don't know if you lied to me or not.

You really did.

When you try to exchange the dinner when he was cakes.

What I was.

Geeked up and the other things.

I just balanced.

Oh, he was all balanced.

He's trying to finesse me out the cupcakes.

I don't remember that.

Yeah, you did, you said, I guess you maybe are not anymore.

I won't learn how to cook.

Get out of YouTube, you too, University, give me just a little bad and how to cook.

Chefs, my bost chef.

It come through for me.

Feel, what's the biggest thing?

Man?

When you just just just the biggest change, you know, going through your stints and coming back out to the world.

Man, Like, what's the biggest change you see?

Namely right here in the city of Atlanta, like ship?

That just kind of shock you, Like, Man, I can't believe that it came to this musical in the scowl music and culture.

The niggas snitching, nigga coming home, that niggas still sucking with him m hm.

The niggain holding niggas counting their own crew.

They still buddy buddy with them, your nigga lord or whoever give them something?

Mm hm.

Did you see it coming though?

Did you ever see that coming?

Was it inevitable?

No?

I don't even think like that.

I followed the rule, you know what I'm saying?

Like long little Troup, he talking me somebout you said a long time ago though, you know Trump, You know I know.

What I'm saying.

The courtyard.

Man, you know, vote in though, But I'm just you know how I mean you you know what I'm saying, But it was sometimes we're having a conversation, he said, but you're getting the industry ship thinking in the street.

You're gonna lose.

Yep.

So that always stuck with me.

But you know, just having the.

Rules and and and the prust and the values that I have.

You know what I'm saying, I don't.

I don't even that ship is like, uh, that ship is not even legible for me, you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't even know.

I can't wrap my head around That's what I'm saying.

That's that's Them't be the niggas.

It's so crazy, bro, this shit crazy and this ship canna sound crazy, But them be the niggas that lose because you trying to hold You're trying to be in the world with mores that don't exist no more.

The same ship that you just said what I told school like they used to be thinking because they know they certified street niggas.

I'm certified then wo I'm ready to go out that ship.

Don't mean nothing in this put sass industry sho that don't mean nothing.

Your codes don't matter here in the industry of the street, that turn industry.

You see what I'm saying.

You gotta think it's what streets is like that.

No, that ship everywhere?

Bro?

What street?

The whole energy different?

I just seen that this ain't even the black methan no more.

We ain't even got.

They gonna give that ship to Houston and Miami and that.

Y'all don't see that.

People don't don't populate the shifting that fucked me up.

We're still lick.

Yeah, but it's question ship going on.

It's everywhere.

It's just the climbing of the world.

I feel like it.

Don't be it, don't be too fine?

Are too fine?

Nigga like responsibility always been kind of shaky in Atlanta, Georgia.

Yeah, but now you've got everybody find everybody find.

I just put my phone.

Out making Wan the cry what he got a girlfriend on Instagram?

Instagram and bb fucked the world up, bro, for sure.

I agree Instagram Instagram Yeah, and Racks, Oh man, fuck the world up.

You right, It's just a cold world we're living there.

Man.

I stopped trying.

I used to be trying to got damn dissect this ship and figured.

But it's just like.

Now I'm just trying to my mind go to go to conspiracy theories now, like how did we get here?

What are we the little thinking about now?

Because you can't figure out.

Niggas the system that they put in place, the white people put in place a long time ago.

It's starting to it's really starting to see it, saying slavery to to prison, taking out the black man at his house.

You know what I'm saying, taking OG's out the hood.

You know what I'm saying.

So now that young niggas look raising themselves, you see in the fix of it.

You're seeing the fix like like like single parent household your young nigga too emotional?

Feel me?

I can I had to get on my son.

Yeah wrong, you can't just explode like that, you feel me, Like, you gotta be able to think.

You know what I'm saying.

Once you start thinking, you new so like emotional, but like like you gotta be emotionally disipant.

In fact, you know what I'm.

Saying, it's nobody to teaching that women emotional.

You know what I'm saying.

No, knock on the mama.

You know what I'm saying, because we support like you know what I'm saying, like salut, because that's.

A hard job to do.

Yeah, you feel me like like I'm I try to do the most I can for my baby mama because and I tell them about how much I appreciate them and whatever I got, you got, you know what I'm saying, to a limit now, you know what I'm saying.

You know what I'm saying.

But whatever and whenever them kids involved, but anything home later on there, you know what I'm saying.

Overly so, but that's what I think going on, just the effects of everything, you know what I'm saying.

It's starting to really show itself.

Yeah, I think we in the last day though, Like this ship, can the reset start over?

This ship burn up?

Yeah, once the news start going, it's over.

Anyway.

Everybody got that baby or a lott.

Wake up your ship?

Blood is here your back to.

Get that to thanks the guy.

There's a lot of George.

They got it.

Yeah, I ain't that no freak out.

Ain't that no party.

Know what I'm saying.

They got in the city that was I don't know.

I'm just saying, you know what I mean.

I get.

But I mean, okay, so since we're talking about that, do you think that no, no, no, no, no, it's not nothing crazy but nothing too crazy.

But do you think that there is an attack on extremely high powered black success?

For sure?

For sure, I feel like that even what we just went through all ricall, I felt like because because the young niggas, they catch a charge, they got lawyer.

They coming up out of that, they feel like.

But the other hand, you know, I told you got to blame doing shit you ain't doing.

Of course, of course, so it ain't can't be no attacked on a nigga who ain't did no.

No, no, that that ain't always true brow unless you if you're affiliated, you did something.

I'm just being real.

But riding in the car with a nigga who I know sal bricks, he got a hundred bricks in the car, I'm can tell that nigga take me to crog.

No, but listen, we get pulled over.

We got breakes.

But on the flip side of that, though, true enough, you can't get caught, or it's a possibility that you may not get caught if you haven't done anything.

But who hasn't done anything?

Who are we to judge.

Okay, like bring it back to this.

What she was saying though about the high power people been doing that, what they've been attacking to high power Shue p Knew, Milcolm Matt.

But them niggas shouldn't have been doing nothing saying squaky clean.

They can't.

It's smoke, there's fire.

So if you don't smell nobody looking for.

Tell you, I'm gonna tell you the niggas.

I'm gonna tell you the niggas who they fairy comb but they ain't got him.

All they doing and new and him he ain't.

Did now, I'm pretty sure they digging.

If that nigga ever did anything, his ass will be grass.

I'm telling you, bro, Smoke, there's fire.

Bro smoke, there's fire.

Me that the Honorable Lewis Minister Phara Con is squeaky clean.

He clean enough.

He gotta right motherfucker around who ain't saying what he ain't what he doing.

That's the thing.

He got enough, He got the right motherfuckers around him.

So that's clean.

You ain't clean till you be out dirty.

These niggas doing all this air ship get too flamboyant and cock it.

He didn't get too cocky like they get a bottle out, they get that God complaint.

On too big, You get that too big in your mind.

Thank them.

Folks want smacking on your ad, they will your point.

But I feel like another thing too with that is that they don't have a solid foundation.

It don't matter something.

You're gonna pick somebody off.

You're gonna pis somebody off anyway.

But but if your foundation is solid, there's no point of entry and there's no possibility of infiltration, as with the fucking powerful lords Minister Lewis Fary Coyns.

But what I'm saying is like Hugh and Autumn Folk, them folk brought the dope to their congregation.

Them niggas start taking it.

They start doing dope, okay.

And that's what really brought them down.

If y'all want to get to the bottom of.

This ship, that's what I'm saying, niggas exactly.

In the in the play though, the people about that ship.

Nigga had to bring it in though.

So it's always your people.

If we like bro, they know what we like.

That like liquor stores on everything, they know what we like.

Yeah, but we ain't like that at first befir we were this.

Some niggas start hitting that.

No that ship that start getting little leading to ship nigga niggas destruct themself, were self destruct.

You gotta take that account, that account.

Do the same ship, man.

Look at a lot of is on math.

They all that kind of ship.

They're like on.

On boys and tongues boys.

They were talking on the corner, remember furious styles talking.

We ain't got no boats, we ain't got no plane bringing the ship over here.

Okay, mean you gotta do it.

We don't have enough bro that just know what we like, bro.

Time, hold on, hold on good No, don feel self account band, bloody.

They're just like now, God forbid.

They send something in here that you know you're you're man right, you're one hundred cent man.

Okay, no, okay.

If they send they send a guy with a BBL to your room, you're gonna beat that nigga.

Put him out your room because you don't like that.

You fuck got my room.

So how the hell I'm gonna start liking dope.

That's her choice.

Everything is a choice.

Bro.

If you never.

Tried dope before, how you know you like it?

Cause you see another nigga liking it.

What he said, oh blood, is this certain stuff you wouldn't try.

It's god, I don't do that, but it's no.

It's certain ship that you would never.

Try, no matter how many times, no matter if your sale mat And you see that Nigga went to the court got out for telling them.

Nigga, you be like here, it ain't doing.

That for sure.

So this nothing can influence you to do something that you don't want to do and want.

To mindset with everything up.

That's what he said, because you just said strong minded.

You gotta be strong minded to stay away for the people.

That don't do it, you know what I'm saying, but they do something else.

Give us so many Okay, you don't like, don't all right.

We get life though, we're gonna get you whole.

Everybody.

We're gonna put advice.

Everybody has one, like I agree everybody.

They do attack, They attacking, No, y'all, one hundred percent right.

It's an attacked, but it's also a defense defensive mechanism when you know they're attacking.

Nigga, wasn't Niga defensive?

Take take y'all.

It's some niggas out there, like why Lebron why hold on, why why Obama ain't got caught up in a scandal.

You got a solid foundation, you need to bro, and Lebron got Savannah.

But he's ain't got caught up in no scandal.

Bro, he's got Savannah.

Look, hold look how many Look how many people are coming to him?

Look at all those things that they're sending at us that we be weak.

For many it's time a billion towards this nigga.

Man, Savannah ain't going.

And all that ship when white girl, God damn older trying to suck.

She not there.

That's him saying, gone, this ain't gotten none to do it.

He can sneak and get it, dick suck if he wanted to.

He just ain't going, Savannah gonna sniff that ship out.

I don't give it.

That's impossible.

Some niggas just ain't going.

Bro, what I what I take from there?

Nobody else?

It's still it's all on you, It's still on me, It's still on us.

You say solid foundation, when then that's the first thing you need to do is be building a solid foundation.

That needs to be the priority.

But but the niggas be.

Letting the foundation.

Now what you mean you have a solid aird foundation and do some bullship to put the cracks in it.

Damn how many time we seen that, like amn, o g you did that.

Now the foundation be go to leaking out ship like now nigga whole might we'll gonna tell the whole shit he been doing.

I guess my thing is everybody that's going through that, and I do think there's an attech.

But if I start naming the names, everybody that's going through what they're going through on that level did something.

To put themself in this situation.

If R Kelly didn't do this, then this, and then go on and go on and go on, just keeping it real.

But my question to you is, as far as that's concerned with R.

Kelly and whoever else didn't do this and they did that, the this and the that that they did or didn't do, how is that any greater or any less than the this n of that that the next nigga did.

Or that journey.

It's one person what God gave one person, one brain a piece.

Yes, unless you tied to another motherfucker, Siamese, you got your own finger point, got your own when they take your teeth out of what they call it your dealer record, you got your own bro so ja Cuz their nigga can get away with some ship, like man, the white white boy do it?

Why I can't do it?

No, I'm not I can't do that.

I'm not saying.

I'm not saying as far as like on an accountability level.

I'm just saying, like on a moral level, like that's the the mind boggling and ship because it's like I don't know, I'm I can't get too deep into what I'm trying to do because we don't have enough time for me to be able to explain what I'm trying to say.

Okay, so okay, let's get into it then.

So my thing that I'm trying to say is that, like I'm not saying that just because this nigga got away with it, another nigga should blame this nigga for getting away with it and say I should got it, should have gotten away with it.

But it's just like at the end of the day, it's like who are we?

My thing that I just keep going back to is like who are we to judge?

Because everybody got some ship going.

On, yea do something criminal in them and legal that.

Is different.

But it goes back to like who who created that?

Just like I always say, like who decided that cuss was a word er?

Who decided that the crackers were the people that determined whether or not.

They did When them folks over here were born there and the folks came with them hot balls, it's a different.

That we're gonna put.

Them hot balls.

We created a lot, we put them.

We got some ship to make a loud sign on it.

That ship changed the world five five different bro them folks start rewriting everything, But we ain't gonna change the sitting right here with a bit fast, I'm just trying to tell people right now and we can try to smark the mind that may change it on the years.

Now, what I'm saying is right now as it sits.

If you're a nigga of caliber and you you you, you've done things that elevated your life and your your family life and your friend's life, don't risk it trying to chase your vice for sure, because it's not gonna be the same for you, is it gonna be for the next name?

But what do you think?

No?

But what do you okay?

So what advice would you give to a nigga that understands that now but has some things in his past that were less than honorable.

That ship don't go away.

You are you'll that's gonna stick.

Nah, you never you did I'm talking about you know what I'm talking about exactly that we're talking about.

You did them to now you can't come back.

But IM just saying you being gay and being a rat.

Can't come back from that.

You can't never come back from that.

You not being gay because the rat.

Ship niggas, niggas, niggas are resurrecting from that ship nowadays.

That's the problem.

In today's day.

These niggas are coming back bigger and better than that ship.

Is unbelieve, but it is what it is.

But what I'm saying is that was that's just that was the cold like if you download or you because we ain't got nothing against the community, that's what they do.

That's not wrong for them.

But if you was a man posing as a man and you're doing something and it's like, bro, come on, now, that's a stately sin from where we're from, Like, because if you're gonna be that, be that you just are popularist like that.

But don't be around here, goddamn smoking passing blunt the niggas you.

Know what, you had your lips on some pop balls, damn.

But you get what I'm saying, Bro, what I'm saying, I feel like I feel like you can, God damn you can outrun your car.

That I fun with that, okay, But let me ask you that because I feel like I don't reset mind if you If you if okay, and I'm with you on that with the whole outrun your krming thing because I've seen it with my own eyes right here.

But do you think out running it is gonna permanently prevent it from catching up with you?

I don't think you're gonna catch up with you if you ain't living that energy.

See if you if it's it's what's in your heart.

That's why I feel if you you could tell God all day man, I ain't doing that no more, I promise.

And niggas done did that and ben sinceil and win and did some ship and that's when you get caught up.

How many time nigga, I've been in jail or being in any situation like, man, God, you pulled me through that get pulled over?

Man, you don't let the nigga find it.

It ain't no round no scrap again.

They round one next week.

You know what I'm saying.

So you forgot your proud.

So I ain't finna tell God God if they ain't already got it, I ain't gonna get it to him and then go get it to him and them folks ain't already got what they gonna get to whatever with me, I ain't finna do nothing else now, I'm gonna protect myself.

I'm a man.

Nigga play me, That's what it is.

But I ain't gonna overreact.

I ain't going to take that talking little.

I ain't fine nothing.

I'm just gonna I'm gonna live how it's supposed to live, gud with gratitude and grace and accountability and everything that makes me a special person.

And toil that day come if you put it in front of me, that means.

On your car business.

You know what I'm saying.

God, make you do something to me, to make me do something to you.

That means why you did something to God?

Like that?

Like that, like that, but some real ship though, I feel like bro, what you is is what you bring.

Bro.

Like you gotta think, bro, we used to walk.

I used to be out there and getting on elevators and ship when I stayed in different comings.

I just get on elevator not speaking.

I don't know who means breaking my shit.

Now when I get on elevator, don't give a how you're doing, how you're doing regular, how you're doing, and my day goes well, yeah, I don't even stop up to ship no more.

What telling you, bro, is what you put out on the energy.

Bro, y'all think I'm lying?

I don't.

I don't, I don't I believe in it.

What was What would y'all say to that brother man that that might start to have some of them thoughts?

Like they think and clear and they want to get away from the element, but they feel stuck.

Do the circumstances do the surroundings due to the people that surround them?

They're like, man, I really kind of want to make a change, but I just feel stuck.

I feel like if they want to make the change, they got to make the effort to make the change.

If you want to make a change, you're going to make the change.

What if everything what if everything is attached to being around those circumstances, the livelihood of your children, your livelihood, your safety, everything.

You just feel stuck.

What do you do?

You gotta it's always I feel like it's always a way, Like if you really want to make that change, then you're gonna fucking get your credit done and get a loan and move your family out the way or fucking so you don't have to be in the streets no more.

You're gonna figure something out or you're gonna scam, You're gonna you know, you're gonna do something.

That's just like that's just like when you're in a relationship.

I mean, whatever you gotta do, like avenue to some ship that you used to if you don't want to work a job or whatever, you gotta do.

But that's just like if you're in a relationship or whatever, Like when niggas are fed up and they don't want to be with that bitch no more, or the bitch don't want to be with the nigga no more, they're gonna go through ship whatever whatever.

But when you hit that point where it's like, funck this ship, I'm done, niggas.

Are out time to be I'm going back natural.

Yeah, Like niggas like like like you're out, Like once you hit that breaking point, then it's like okay, cool, like.

And I'm going back to the natural.

They can go back natural if you're in a relationship, to say, some things can't be undone.

What you think?

What you think A dude can do that if he felt stuck, blood ah, if you felt stuck and he wanted to change, like, your will gotta be strong like than anything.

So if you what you want, you gotta do it.

There ain't nothing to it about to do it?

Man, you make him say anything?

Man, what im.

About to say?

You got it?

You got to be action.

Man.

You feel stuck to mean you don't want to do it right at the bottom line, you know the thing is stuck.

You can you're stuck and you're sitting in the twenty three and one.

Yeahs in that.

Box message other than that stuck where you want to be.

You gotta make your mind up, bro, And it ain't gonna feel the same.

See niggas is Niggas is addicted to the feeling the same, addicted to what he.

Says, comfort familiarity.

Yeah, so it's like ship, I know I'm gonna be able to make five hundred dollars if I stay on this little ship.

But I ain't gonna take the risk to go make five thousand because I might lose the fire the five hundred I would have made.

You know what I'm saying.

So you're gonna be stuck.

That's stuck.

That's real stuck.

I feel like I feel like being stuck is basically procrastinating because it's like, at the end of the day, it's like you're you're you're like bullshitting away, like from your dream.

Because if you if you want to, if you really want to, like I said, if you really want to do some shit, you're gonna break up out of that ship and you're gonna figure it out.

Like you're not gonna sit around and just keep muddling in the same waters.

You see what I'm saying, We keep niggas stuck is validation, Brom.

You know what I'm saying.

They runing about what the next people are gonna think, Like, Bro, I can't like I might see a young niggas say you wanta rap rap niggas, I gotta wait till eye.

You gotta wait to you what I wanna start a podcast?

I gotta wait to eye, wait to what do it?

Do it in the moment what you're in right now.

If your hair napping nigga, turn it, come on to with your hall nap.

You're gonna get in nap ahead niggas and they gonna.

Grow with you.

When your ship started to get get cleaner, they're gonna clean us up.

You're gonna create your following.

You think you gotta look like another nigga to excel, you don't appeal to the napping head niggas, Maniga cut down when you start.

You gotta fucking anything, not real, anything you do, you gotta fucking appeal to the people that can relate to you, and they gonna do.

That's how it started, my man, That's how I started my career because you know, you know what I'm saying.

When I when I first came out, you know, it was bloody.

You know what I'm saying.

That's who I was before.

You know what I'm saying.

But that was that's what That's what it was.

That was, that's what I had.

You know what I'm saying.

If I had the mind before I had anything our blood.

So I said, let me let me you know what I'm saying that nigga at twenty three and one too that you know you were following you.

But yeah, yea, that what got me in the exactly.

But see what I what I was getting that is, you know people have a stip my like you make blood music.

Make blood music.

No, that's what That's what I was appealing to at the time, because that's what it was.

That's what people was.

You know what I'm saying that who So with that being said, I just grew from there, you know what I'm saying.

That's when the movie came the other stuff.

You know what I'm saying that first?

Yeah, black lin A, like then what it is blood?

I feel like young niggas just got it, even anybody your nigga, old nigga woman, whatever, you just can't.

I can't wait, like, bro, I gotta wait to know you don't well, you don't just do that ship now whatever it is, do it right now.

People is too afraid to get one like.

Social Yeah, they're afraid to get like I ain't posting on my page.

I don't want to get two three lights.

Bro.

If two three people like it, that means they gonna tell somebody else make you make next time, you might get.

Six start start start.

Your movement numbers is numbers.

Use Kendrick and Cole.

That's why they're so big.

They came out in the middle of trap music being themselves, Kendrick and Cold.

That's why they became so big.

And then one light that day, one.

Man, you being yourself.

You ain't gonna never run out of content.

The niggas who the niggas who tried so hard to do.

Ship is because you're being somebody else.

This ship comes natural for you to go in, go in the boot for rap that ship because you wrapping.

You, it comes naturally.

I ain't never had questions of none of this ship because we just having a conversation.

Why come to their motherfucker trying to be God damn.

Barbara Walters, Well whoever.

That ain't huh?

Like, come on, Bank, that ain't even me.

So you just gotta be the best you possible bro other than that, and then people don't.

That's drawing the line.

That's drawing the line on.

Who gonna fuck with me and who ain't because you're gonna run out of being somebody.

Else and you're always gonna be a step behind.

Gonna run out like they be saying, like, Bro, they nigga be stilling your ship.

He's gonna run out of it.

Bro, I'm gonna keep having me.

I can't run out of being me.

He's gonna run out of being me.

All right, Yeah, what's the biggest thing, bloody you want to say to the people, like man, like just just this journey?

Man, you got such a you said you've been writing, so you're working.

Like I, uh, you know when I was in the I was just writing, like journaling, you know, come.

Out, you wrote it.

That's what I'm saying.

The book coming.

Need that book, it's coming.

That's a hell of a movie too.

Yeah.

What about just about my life and just like lessons I wrote it in the in the aspect of like I was thinking, like God forbid, something happened to me.

I can get it, Get a game to my kids, get the rules to him, Like it's just you know what I'm saying, it's the rules like my life and just showing how I applied the rules to my life.

And this is what it became.

If you was giving know like a big like let's say, lecture, what's what's three things that you learn along this way that you like that you wanted the people to receive and give them like man one, two and three these three biggest things.

One put God first, for sure, that's first.

That's what we need.

You know what I'm saying.

You ain't now without God.

Two it's be yourself like like you're just said, be yourself.

And three know who you is and this ship.

You gotta know yourself to be yourself.

So maybe maybe maybe let's swap out too.

And three because you gotta know yourself to be fact.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

So four is never on your friends, that's number one.

Yeah, but I would have put it before God.

You don't get a big guy credit.

These niggas are congregating in choirs on niggas.

But you know what though, I stopped trying to be like who's telling it, because it only makes you be a hater.

And this day and time, if you be like if we said how we really.

Felt about like Mania, telling her the nigga, tell him, you become the hater.

If a nigga untold already you don't know he told he hates you too.

I'm because because if a nigga know that you hate, tell her tales like let me say this, I'm a funck.

That just anything we say on these podcasts, Like I could say I don't like niggas who cheat on their cheat on their girl or whatever, which I never said that, but I'm just saying I could say something like that, and a nigga cheat on this girl could take that personal, even though I ain't said I don't like Jade because she cheat on her dude or whatever, not to say she did.

But if I say that, another female take that person like I was talking to her like directly, right, So you can't talk in general, Susie is aflusy if.

You don't like the fact that's all about raps up here.

I feel like that.

But what I'm saying I moved away from it, like.

What show for sure they got that come and put it on you for working though Yeah you knew music on the way to man Yes soon man real soon probably like I ain't gonna put no date on I see you've been working some videos and ship yelp me and Wheeler Fool shout did the whole album called art Man Real Testimony shout.

Out my dog Joe Green.

I get Joe Green on the count I said you did something, Joe, Yeah, get Joe?

Yeah, Joe.

So what we did that?

Joe remember that?

Yeah?

Yeah that we shout the video on there?

Yeah?

Well what's next outside of the music?

Man?

I want to do a movie, say that you should be in the actor.

That's I promise, they say.

I kind of look like this a little bit, just a SMI.

Man.

You know movies book.

You know what I'm saying, fast pick you, It might it might be never know, scot de limit man, whatever God got for me.

So I'm here to get it here.

Yeah, best ability is availability facts, So I'm gonna be here.

Red carpet has always rolled out for I appreciate that.

Welcome home man, and we know you're gonna be home.

You know what I'm saying.

You're gonna be home and you got our support whatever you need.

But you appreciate, you appreciate Chill Love stream doing me take you to now?

So we talked about it.

Okay, you gotta put the back stream as on blad.

You know.

Yeah, No, I got one coming out to all right to hang with Jay volume want that's on the way for sure.

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