Tell me what you live was like before you died.

January eighth, twenty twelve.

In my twenties, when my father transitioned, that door opened because then he started communicating from other side, and I had shut this store very tight since we migrated in the US.

I just didn't want it and I was forced to communicate.

So then I was very angry.

I was very bitter, and I became quite depressed and suicide all I have to say during that time because I couldn't again.

I was back in this place.

I had this phenomenal experience in the Fader car crash, which thirty years later I wrote.

I was told to credit to write this book called The Day I Became a Superhero.

It's children's inspirational memory to assist children.

No matter how awful you experience, you have this power inside of you that is always with you.

It's God's sources power.

So during this time twenties, I was suffering around a lot of this.

So I just there's this battle inside of me, not again wanting to because I couldn't fully be myself.

So a few years later than I had my first son, and through my first son when he was born, he was because he was an ill during when he came into this incarnation.

During that week, it was.

A horrible week of what the tragedy that I faced, and from such place of anger, I can't even tell you how angry I was.

I was so angry at.

God, and I turned to God and I said, you did this, You better have answers for me.

And from that answers, that door opened up.

So the door started to slowly open up, and I opened an entire center just to dedicate a holistic healing and also made spot because I wanted to find a way to educate, to help people to not go through what we went through.

Any mother or any father should ever face what with their child.

That stuff.

I'm meeting all these medical community, they didn't understand.

As I opened my center.

I began experiencing people from mediums and psychics coming in.

Meanwhile, the door started open, and I had I've been fighting it.

I just didn't want to because it felt so lonely.

I couldn't relate.

I was just I just wanted to be normal like everybody else.

But that was definitely not the plan.

So long story short, During this time, I began having a lot of things started open up, so the doors were opening.

I was having a lot of amazing experiences with the angels started knocking in again, the sended masters, and I again, I'm kind of pushing and I'm kind of hiding it, and I have to say, went probably in more of a spiritual closet because I just didn't want people to know what I knew.

And I happened to be married.

I got married really young.

I was married to a special agent with Department of Defense who was a top secret engine.

And meanwhile we were having a lot of experiences with the birth of my first son and second son, with plasma ships and some of these other star being experiences.

He had seen also the blue beings, and so these were starting to happen.

Until January twenty twelve.

A little bit before that, I was very ill.

I became very ill, and that's when my heart stopped on that day about seven thirty PM, and I crossed over into spirit side, and my entire world changed.

The very first thing was when I left this body, I was not in this body naturally, it was not physical anymore.

Ye still was the spirit body.

So as the.

Spirit body came out of the room above the room and just looking at the physical body that.

The physical body just looked just lifeless, nothing.

Yet this is my spirit body.

Was so excited that it was finally out of that body that had suffered so much.

I experienced so much pain.

It was so happy to be fee from it.

So as it came out, it looked at it quickly.

It wasn't anything of I have to say, it wasn't any compassion, any of that.

You were just the freedom finally out of that body.

So then it lifted up and the very first thing that happened is sort of like my spirit party came out of Earth and it was like the stratosphere, if you want to call it.

That.

The very first.

Thing that happened for me was this incredible, luminous angelic being, This mighty angelic, gorgeous with a golden pink whitish ray appeared before me, and it was more of a feminine energy, and she put these three sort of like a dusty pink rings around me.

She introduced herself as arcandohaneyl.

A lot of people don't have that experience, but mine.

The first one that met me was Arka and Johanniel, and it was just the most incredible loving experience my spirit body was experiencing, which was very much looked like this, except was in light lighter form.

So from there she took me to this.

She kind of like lifted my consciousness a little bit, and I came to this place that had a two sides.

One was a quarter on my right that was my loved ones.

My uncle, my grandmother was there, my grandpa, my cousins.

My other toe was my aunt, my great grandmother.

Although I could see them, they were like laughing, and they looked so radiant.

And gorgeous, this radiant luminous, and they were so excited to see it.

I was so excited to see them.

And but this archangel looked at me and looked said, no, this say And to my left was a like another quarter.

The colors inside of them.

Was very dark blue with a bit of a silvery and a bit of like an indigo color, and she telepathically communicator.

I had to go through there, and I had no understanding why.

So I went through that, and it went really fast, kind of like.

When you see Star Wars, it's going really fast.

So it went through that, and when I came on this other side, it was a different complete different dimension.

It was a different consciousness place where there was no body.

It was just consciousness, and it was exuberant.

It was gorgeous in the colors, colors that on Earth we never ever, ever even experienced.

And the again, lack of a better word, would be like Nebula.

It was like I was inside it a star that's Nebula, like the most exquisite, gorgeous.

I can't even despite what that was.

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So from there my consciousness was risen again, so I was going through dimensional consciousness shifts.

So as it lifted, I was brought into this place where it.

Was more of a structure.

And inside of the structure it was a very large room, semi circular, more circular, and there were windows onto my left and it was all gold and windows to my right, and there were twelve.

Tall, very tall.

Blue beings, six to my right, six to my left, and there were more translucent and color.

Couldn't see their face.

There was a kind of like a white hue behind them, no feet, and they were waiting.

So my consciousnesses was brought there and there was the communication as they introduced themselves as the Victorian Golden Council of twelve.

Well, I have no clue that was like that consciousness, but all I know when I was, when my consciousness was.

There, it was this feeling of finding.

I didn't know how I knew that, but I just knew that I'd been waiting so excited to be there, so within that I was able to broad in the sixth.

That were here and the six that was.

This said, there was a space gaped in between, and within that they brought some kind of like a screen, and this screen started going through very fast, extremely.

Fast, many many lives.

So on mine it was eight hundred and forty four fast flashing lives that they showed me very significant points in time of history and different incarnations that my soul had come in the first thing that happened.

These lives were short.

The lives and my life in the Maria was shown very specifically the work that I was doing with breath.

So I'm since the thirty years, I'm teaching meditation and breadth in this same So finally this was understood why the life in Atlantis was shown.

The life the other very significant was shown the time when Jesus walked amongst Us was shown very specifically, many other lifetimes in between verse shown.

And as that was shown, then my consciousness these Doctorian or elder beings, they brought my consciousness into the middle, but they wanted my DNA to come in there, so they brought the consciousness of my DNA right in the center, and they.

Started reshifting things.

With reshifting, there were these.

Color coding sequences kees that I have no language for, and it was readjusted, and they said something about the eighth strand, and at that time I didn't know what that was.

And so a few other things like this took place in there, and telepathically it's all communication and I'm seeing my consciousness is seeing, not the bodies.

And then after all.

Of this, the center, this blinding light started more like descending in the center, the room where they were started getting lighter and.

Lighter, even it was blinding to my consciousness.

My consciousness was getting pulled towards this light, and this was descending.

My consciousness was going more towards it.

As it got closer and closer, a figure appeared, and that figure I remember my consciousness sided like it was beloved Master living yes, sure, the Christ, but.

He's not known as Jesus, and like how it is on earth, it's yeah.

Sure he appeared and.

It was the most incredible experience of that side, that seeing, and my consciousness was pulled into this way.

Then he began communicating and very quickly he said, you cannot be with us, my child.

You must go back and share this.

He took his hand and with this it was in a body of knowledge that he showed that had to come back and share.

And then he also said you will be with us soon, go back, and a few other things that he shared that I cannot share here.

My consciousness was besides itself to finally be there.

And this feeling of home.

I was final.

I was finally right, this is where I belonged.

And just like that, I was sent back in the lightning state, and he went through those different planes of consciousness very quickly, dimensional consciousness and drop into this body.

As he dropped into this body, it was not that old, honey, because within three days.

My entire body was healed.

I was completely completely healed.

As I came back return, there were.

These other unusual abilities because I was then sent on a very planetary mission with forty locations on Earth that I had to go on.

So that's where my entire life.

Changed, everything like my marriage, when my center had closed, my product line, everything, everything went.

Down to me.

Then it came the aftermath to then answer this mission, the call to serve this planetary specific work.

When I was sent back to come into this body, different version of me, this part of the Auctorian had to sort of like reunite, come back so that it can deliver this planetary mission.

I also want to share that blue being that was with me since I experience as a child, it was recognized, it was understood, it was interstood that it was also one of these Octorian beings that was with me, watching over that had been around.

I didn't know, but experiences I had, especially in Iran, with being able to see their plasma ships for example, and telling my parents in the car, but the.

Quins see what I could see.

So after this everything finally made sense.

Everything was understood.

For me.

Is to allow that mighty essence, that gracious essence that we already are we created from, to be allowed in this human vessel to.

Bless it, really blessed.

In this love and bless everyone back home to its path.

That to me is a truly fulfilled life.

It is such a gift that you can feel the depth that you can feel, this is one of your most profound gifts that you will do so much good.

Just allow yourself to feel and don't be afraid to feel the depth of it, because that's where the miracles are.

Source is that omnipresence of the fullness, expression of all there is.

It is the purest of their love that we can truly experience and are given the opportunity to experience in this incarnation.

God's source is the source of everything, source, software, life flows, life streams, and the creativity allows make the changes, to alchemize the different ways.

It's the source of naurutia, the source of nectar.

That's what that is the ultimate to experience true joy, real authentic pure joy, completely allow