Tell me what you life was like before you died.

I had a military career before my professional career in civilian life.

I was in the Air Force, but I worked for the NSSA.

They would call my job nowadays, they would say, I'm My job was what's now called an intelligence analyst.

And then I did that for four years of duty, did the whole Pacific rim and you could say I was involved in communications technologies.

Anything having to do with electromagnetic waves really prime me to understand all the paranormal stuff that was happening and would happen in my life.

From there on, I.

Realized that I had been grooned my whole life to understand that part of all this, so I could put the pieces together to tell you how I see things how they work in the universe, at least some of it.

Still have questions on how a lot of it works.

So after I got out of the Air Force, I became a.

Software development manager for a major bank and retired in twenty fourteen.

Really not by choice.

I just became really sick in two thousand and eight and somehow managed to survive retirement until I had enough rest of time in the company I was able to not work anymore at that time.

So I was in surgery number five of thirteen and my last two surgeries I had, I was.

In a coma.

Okay, So the first surgery happened about a decade ago, about twelve years ago.

Now I had surgery.

They opened me all the way up from my sternom area all the way down past my belly button, and they had they put this mission side me using all the commercials on TV about all the.

Lawsuits and all this stuff.

Well, I'm one of those victims.

But of course my company that made my mesh wasn't part of those major class action suits.

So maybe one day I'll see some kind of compensation.

But they put my life through hell for over a decade.

Now I'm still not right because of it.

When they took it out, they didn't replace it with anymore mesh.

They just well, what happens now, and the surgeon goes, I don't know, and here we are five years later.

That was twenty seventeen.

So when at some point something stopped working in my body, I used to think it was breathing, but I had there was an antesphusiologist that didn't think so she thought maybe it was my heart stopped beating.

So something happened and it stopped me from stopped my bodily functions from doing whatever, and I came out of my body.

And that's that moment I came out through my head backwards.

It feels kind of like you're in a pool and you got your legs, your feet up against the wall.

It's the side of a pool, and then you push off, and that gliding back motion is kind of how I felt when I came out and mixed with the biggest kind of high you could ever imagine.

Like people call it love.

It's just the biggest feeling of warmth and love and everything's gonna be all right, kind of feeling right.

So I did this kind of slid back, glided back kind of at an upward angle, off from my body, and I was looking down at myself for a while, and I was trying to tell them I didn't want to go back to that body, like stop trying to save me, you know, because I had been in so much pain and misery for the five years before that.

I was done.

I was at the end of my rope.

At that point, I just didn't want to go along anymore.

And so after a little while, you know, they couldn't hear me.

That was really frustrating for me.

But eventually I got like a tractor being would suck you back.

I got sucked back into one of the outlets, electrical outlets in the operating room of the hospital.

And because of that, I now know that our soul or spear body, whatever you want to label it, it runs on alternating current, or there is alternating current associated with oursal I can tell you that it's very important.

And so anyway, once I got inside one of those prongs in the outlet I went, I shot really fast, like through.

This long tunnel lash wormhole.

It was more like a wormhole.

Like in a Star Trek movie or something, or like in Contact when you see her going through all those wormholes.

It looked exactly like that, except the difference is I was going fast than light.

I know that doesn't seem possible, but I was in it, and I was going faster than light.

And I just remember just seeing colors that I've never seen before, sparkling everywhere, and it's just kind of like going on a ride in a music park, the best ride you've ever been on.

For the first term kind of terrified.

But yet you know everything was going to be okay.

And then at some point, I don't know, I don't know how long that was in our time, when the tunnel stopped, when the wormholes stopped, everything just went.

All the light and everything that I had been passing sort of all caught up with me like that.

And when that happened, I was in a bathroom, and I knew that I was dead on the operating table in Tampa, Florida.

But where I was in this bathroom was San Diego, California, but not this San Diego.

It was a different San Diego.

And I don't know how to tell you how I knew that.

It's just something I knew things.

When you're out of your body, I can see why our brains are designed the way they're designed, because when you're out of your body, or in between lives, I guess you could call it, there is kind of no time or space.

So it's hard to say how long I was actually dead on the opering table.

For it could have been seconds, maybe, but in this time it went on for years and years and centuries.

I know it sounds like I'm a crazy person, but this is exactly what I experienced.

And so in this bathroom, I looked in the mirror.

I was looking in the mirror when I stopped it in this wormhole, and I, at first I thought I was kind of like a fly on the wall.

I was experiencing somebody else.

I was observing somebody else's life because I knew I was dead on the oppering table.

So I was like, Okay, so I don't know what this is, but let's real roll with it, this kind of thing.

And eventually I realized that I was controlling the body of the face looking in the mirror.

I'm like, how is this possible?

And you know, then I started touching myself and I was like, how's this possible?

Because I was looking at a kid in the mirror.

I was like sixteen years old in that one.

Imagine.

I was trying to figure this out.

And so that was the first life I was able to experience.

And I was able to experience that life for a couple of years, from like when I was sixteen until I was eighteen.

In that life, while I was experiencing this, I figured out I understood a lot of things.

It took a while.

I'm not even sure how long it took.

So when you come back to this brain, a lot of the details of all this kind of go by the wayside.

But the most important thing for me to know about that experience was that this life was connected to this life, the one I'm talking to you right now, and the things that I was experiencing in that life mattered to this life, and vice versa.

So a second here saying it's kind of fast to us, but in many other dimensions, a.

Second is a long time.

That's exactly what I experienced.

Some people think there's no time outside of this dimension, but I don't think so.

I think there are a time in dimensions outside of dimensions.

That's another whole story.

One thing I knew for sure is that there is this greater force I called the infinite One.

Now you know, you could call it guy or source.

You and me are part of this source, a part of this infinite one.

We all make it up.

And when somebody says we have higher selves, I even believe I've heard others say this too.

I believe that we all share that higher self.

There was not an individual higher self.

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You know, there are other galaxies, other places.

I don't even know how to describe it, like different bodies, different atmospheres, different all kinds of things are happening.

They were living at the same time.

I knew where I came here, but I didn't really know that until I was two years old, or I didn't remember until I was two.

I told my parents why I came here because I had to deliver a message all of humanity one day, an important message, and I had to learn all the languages on Earth.

Well, there was a point when I got to right before I came back into this body, and I don't know how long it was from that point until the time I woke up in the recovery room, because I was back into general anesthesia at that point, so I don't remember that.

What I remember, what I was experiencing at the before I came back was I got to see a place where we're all going.

We call it heaven, but it wasn't seen with eyes.

It was feeling.

It was a feeling I got, and I was at a distance from it.

I can tell you this place has a lot.

There's a new type of love.

We're going to learn about this twenty seventeen.

I was just visiting some friends in Nashville or north of Nashville that year.

On Christmas Eve, I was taken by ambles down to Nashville's the hospital and so basically, this mesh got infected inside me.

They didn't know it at that time, but the mesh got all entangled with my insides and they had to open me up again.

So they did the first surgery.

It was kind of like an exploratory surgery because they didn't know exactly what was wrong.

And so the next thing I did was I woke up and a lot of pain.

Every time I hit the button on that pain pump, nothing happened.

I was just I kept getting in worse pain and worse pain.

And then finally I developed this thing called what they called a fishtullo it', which is a fancy term for a tunnel.

A tunnel developed inside me, which wasn't good.

I didn't know that they were going to put me in a komato state.

So at some.

Point after that second surgery, they just took all the mesh out of me.

During that surgery and they put me in a coma.

So I woke up in this coma because they didn't give me enough medication or whatever.

They were giving me fentanyl, which is toxic to most people.

Fentannyl doesn't even work on me at all.

I had two central lines in my neck I didn't know, So when I woke up, the first thing I saw was I was in this dark void like or a dark hallway, and at the very end of this black kind of like tunnel, I was like, where am I?

You know what's going on here?

Because the last thing I knew I was an excretating pain and I was on my hospital floor and they just started shooting stuff from ivy and that's the last thing I remember until this moment.

That's why when I talk about astral projection and stuff nowadays, it's really enough.

We're not travel in anywhere, We're already everywhere because basically everything.

Has a black hole, and that's how we travel.

We travel through black holes.

That's how it works, And black hole is kind of a misnomer.

It's really more like a gateway or a portal.

That's what they are, a portal time, time and space.

But what I experienced was that that's the last thing I experienced, was where we're all going, and that's that was part of my message to bring back to you all, was to tell you there's something so amazing.

I don't have words for it, but it's an amazing and it's already here.

It's already here all around us right now, and call it heaven on Earth.

It's everywhere, and we can't experience it until we are vibrating at that frequency.

Put it that way, and that is part of what I am learning about.

I don't even remember coming back to my body at all.

I just remember waking up in the recovery room.

At some point after that experience, I had feeling that next place we're all going to and we're talking about like a thousand years of time that I was gone from here.

I know that sounds crazy, but I was able to experience lives like that far ahead, and details about every life a lot, but I'm still remembering every day.

I have dreams about places I've been in.

So what I remember the most was the reason for the lives more.

Than the lives themselves.

The details those are kind of Monday in details, but the lessons of why I was in these other lives is more important, and you just can't imagine how connected we all are.

It's mind boggling.

When you go to a restaurant with your wife or something and you see all the people around you, they are all connected to you.

And when iut the hospital from that surgery, and my mind was just going a million miles a second, and it took me about a month for everything just to calm down where I could cope here in this life because of all the things I experienced.

The first thing I realized when I got back to this body was I've wasted so much time in my life.

I'm talking about like even washing TV or arguing with people, that's not important at all.

All the negative stuff, it's just it's a waste of time.

Like next time, even to your viewers are having a bad day or something, try to turn that bad day into something positive.

Because energy doesn't die.

We just go change it to a positive energy.

That's really the secret to this life.

Master in this life is love is really all that matters here.

That's why, And it's not really the forgivenes learning to love and forgive.

Just in the last eight months, I've learned that it's not those things that we have to master.

It's a vibration that those things generate, like being grateful.

Being grateful is a higher vibration than love.

That's being grateful for everything you have, for every soul.

We have to learn how to love every soul in our heart.

I mean, think about how difficult that is.

God is all of us, put together, everything, everything and every all of us.

Everything that there is God's I call it the infinite One.

God is always beginning and the end.

But there our minds don't believe that.

We think there has to be a beginning to that living a fulfilled life.

We all seem to have a little different takes on that living a fulfilled life.

I haven't lived it yet, even though I've had a full life.

I mean, I've experienced things that most people will never experience in their life these lifetimes.

So I always try to think about that.

The ultimate purpose in life is to learn the lessons we came here to learn s