
...but I digress!
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The One with Erica Cassady (Ashley)
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Welcome to the podcast, I digress with your host, Jennifer Dooley, and this week's special
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guest, Erica Cassidy, aka Erica Ashley, as some people may know her. This is going to
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be a continuation of the episode we had about starting a theater program with, as the name
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suggests, a million digressions. So with that being said, I'm going to turn it over to Jennifer
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and Erica.
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Thank you, Brent. Welcome back. We hope you enjoyed the last episode, a couple of things
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I want to say about that episode before we continue. The first is I want to make a correction.
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Brent asked me about the number of shows we've done, and I just made up a number. The actual
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number is we have put up 105 different titles, and we've done 235 performances, mostly in
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the auditorium here at our high school. Also, I wanted to let you know there is a link on
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the last podcast episode to another podcast episode from the Theater History Podcast.
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I think the guy that runs that is Michael Luger, and it's a whole episode about our
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town and how our town is still relevant for 21st century audiences, because I did strongly
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suggest that you pick that as your first show if you're doing a straight play, because
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you don't have to buy anything to do it. You have to buy the rights, and it's really
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a universal production. The guy in the interviews have written a book about eight different
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productions and how they did it differently all over the country and I think all over
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the 20th century. So you should check that out if you want to know more about our
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town. All right, so back to this new fancy episode. So I wanted to introduce Erika, used
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to be Ashley, now it's Erika Cassidy. When did you join the theater program? Do you
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remember? 2006? Okay, so that was very early in our iteration. What was the first show
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you did? Tech Please. That's a great show. Yeah. Yeah, there were some interesting components
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of that show. There were indeed. So the story and there's three of them, I think. I think
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there's Check Please One, Two, and Three. Right, I think we did one, like there are
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one acts, and I think we did Check Please One and Two together. Yes, and I did Three
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Later because I think Rachel, Rachel Gray is not Rachel Bagshaw, I think she played
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girl, and it's basically about a series of really terrible first dates and from one side
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of the stage to the other until ultimately the people on the bed, the girl on one side
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and the boy on the other side, realized they may be out to be together. So that is
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also the show where Darren Tinker got a standing ovation for kissing an upper
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classman girl, like we had to stop the show. Yeah. That was, that was a good time
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had by all. I directed that show too. That was like one of the first shows that I
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directed because it was a pretty easy, a pretty easy one. And it's good. It's a lot
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of like character acting and silliness. And that's pretty easy for high school
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students to. Right. And we had to play multiple characters that everybody got a
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lot of screen time and there was no set. It was just like two cafe tables and four
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chairs and then some weird costumes. Was that the one where the kid dropped his
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pants? Is it that one? I don't know. I remember somebody in a burlap sack.
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There was a boy in a burlap sack. Yes. There was a mime. Yes. There was something about the bear suck. Yes. Yes.
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Stephen Bliss lost all his props maybe. Well, that was all the shows. I'm sure he will be a guest on this program. But yes, that was, that was a lot. I will let him defend himself if he ever comes on the show. I'm, I'm sure, I'm sure that he will. Um, so what, uh, so you were in the, we've been in the program for like four
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years. Did you the whole time you were in high school? Um, I think I came in as a sophomore. So I did, yeah, I did tech please. And then, oh gosh. And then the weird sisters. That's a good show. And I got to, I think I was prop mistress. And so I made pot out of oregano. Yes. Which to this day, children will come and say, Mr. Lee, we think we've found pot in the prop hall. And I'm like, it's oregano little buddy. It's fine. Every year they just hide it from each other. The prop master's
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doom. And then, yeah, I mean, if they just sniffed it, it's, I know that's okay. Other shows, so many shows. And then, oh, and then my junior year Fallon did a Midsummer Night's Dream and I stage managed with her. That was a good show. It was good. And it was all emo. It was like emo punk goth. And Gavin was a little changeling boy. I forgot about that. He was. And then my senior year, I just directed everything. You did.
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Oh, I did the brother. No, did I do the Brothers Grimm Spectaculathon? I think I acted in the Brothers Grimm Spectaculathon. With all the fairy tales in it. Yeah, I was Snow White. And I was married to Spencer Lawler. And, and then I, we did, I did that one show about, um, it was all like trying to be a throwback to the Greek tragedies. And it was about the chick and her brother died.
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Oh, the one that Madison was in? Yeah, yeah, yeah. And then she knocked the podium off and hit somebody in the heart. The podium she did. Yeah, that was, that was not our finest hour. It's okay. The lady got stitches in her head and she's fine now. It's okay. It wasn't my fault. It wasn't really anybody's fault. The podium didn't go without, so to go in the dark. So.
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And then we did, Miss Nelson is missing
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and bought that cool talk board.
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We did it.
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And we did it for all the little kids
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and that was fun.
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Yes, I think that was the first little kid show
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that we did.
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It was, yeah.
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That was, and then we figured out that those,
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if you can do a children's show,
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those are gonna be your best audiences
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because it doesn't matter what you do.
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They're gonna be so-
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They love it so much.
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Because they see older kids
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and possibly older siblings or cousins or neighbors
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or whatever, and they just think it's like
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the Beatles are on stage.
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I remember in that show,
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I actually hit my head on something hard enough
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to cut my head open.
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And at the end of the show,
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when I was doing tech,
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at the end of the show,
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we had a little talk back
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and this little bitty kid raised their hand
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and he said,
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did you make any mistakes?
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And I said, did you see any mistakes?
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And he said, no.
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And I could feel the blood, like.
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You were like, see, it was fine.
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Everything is fine.
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Is that a child talking to me?
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I can't, my vision is double.
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So it's okay.
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I did not require stitches for that show.
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Drama is a very physical sport, isn't it?
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Here's the thing.
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The entire time that I directed,
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I don't think I ever had to.
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I never got physically injured.
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I might not as a director.
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Now the person who has now taken over
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the program that I left,
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I think she like broke her ankle or something.
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Like the middle of a vortex last year.
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So she didn't keep the streak alive,
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but me personally.
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So when you left the program,
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did you think you were gonna do theater professionally
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or theater in some capacity after you graduated?
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When I left you?
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No.
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So I think something that has really changed
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from then to now is like,
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kids come into high school and are in these programs
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and it's a legitimate thing that is presented to them.
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Like you can leave high school
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and go and do this thing that you really love.
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And I don't think that that was a thing
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that I would have thought at that time
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was the thing that I could do.
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It was the fun thing that I liked to do,
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but I was very instilled with like,
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you have to do something that's very stable
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and very real.
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It's a real job.
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A real job.
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Yes.
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And so no, I think when I left,
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I wanted to do it.
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I wanted to keep in the realm of educational theater
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because I knew I was gonna be a teacher.
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So there's this really funny story
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about how when I was at Governor's Scholar,
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you had to, they had us write our own obituaries.
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And I did this whole like prophecy moment
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where I was like,
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and then she ran this theater program for all of these years
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and was amazing and all of this, that and the other.
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And so like in high school,
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I wanted to be running a high school theater program
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because I loved theater,
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but I didn't think that I could pursue theater as itself.
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When I wrote my GSP application,
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I told them I was going to run a high school theater program,
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but also people were telling me,
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this is not real.
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You can't do this for a living,
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which is why I got the English degree,
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which you also-
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But that's so different.
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That's so different now.
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Like now I think they're doing it.
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Like they're going and they're having
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really successful careers in performing arts
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or music business or things like that.
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And so I think that's awesome.
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And a testament to some changes,
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but also just the power of good theater educators.
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Like if you're a good theater educator,
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your kids are going to leave and feel like
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if this is the thing that they want to do
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that they can do it and they're going to know how.
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Yes.
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Yes.
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And I think that's what I've seen from your kids
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and from your program.
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So you left us and then you went on
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to study English secondary education.
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And then what did you do?
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And then I've taught some kids some English.
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And then I went to Warren County schools
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at Greenwood High School
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and they already had a very well established musical program.
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Not so much a theater program.
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Like they, I don't even know what the time,
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I guess they did have theater classes,
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but they weren't doing any kind of theater
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outside from the yearly musical.
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But it was like for many years before me,
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it was like top-notch.
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It had this reputation, like it was amazing.
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And then whenever that school split,
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then they lost their directors to the new high school.
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So they were like rebuilding again.
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And so, and I guess like the three or four years
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before I came to Greenwood,
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they had had maybe two or three different directors.
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The program, as it was when I got there
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was really just in a rebuilding place.
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Yeah, so the first year I was there,
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I was an English teacher
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and they gave me the theater classes.
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So I focused on what I, like my ultimate goal was like,
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I need that musical program to be mine,
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but I was just buying out my time.
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And so I did my theater classes
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and did it very similarly to what I had with you.
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So we did, they were semester-long classes
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and we culminated and did a class play at the end
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and we rehearsed at school.
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And I don't think the first year I was there,
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I don't think I did any kind of after-school play.
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I think I just worked on building the class
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and figuring out what I was doing.
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And then at the end of my first year,
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the director, there was a brand new choir teacher.
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So it was her first year helping with the musical.
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And there was another English teacher
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who was helping with the musical
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who had been doing it for a couple of years
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and her father passed.
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She ended up needing to go and be with her family
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for a few weeks.
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And the choir teacher was like,
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I don't know what I don't know about theater at all.
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And she, we had never even spoken.
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She just knew I was the theater teacher.
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And she was like, please, please come help
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because I don't know what's happening
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and I can only teach people how to sing.
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That was so hard.
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So what part were they into the process
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of the rehearsal process?
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So they were about a month away from tech
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when the-
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So that was Cinderella?
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Was that what that show was?
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And this was Cinderella, yeah.
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Came in and that was real tricky
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just because I didn't wanna undermine anything
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that had already been done
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and be very respectful of the work that they were doing.
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But it also was like, I don't want them to stall
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and they're a month from the show
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being put up or whatever.
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So I did the best I could and I built the carriage.
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That's what I was thinking,
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you guys built a carriage for that show.
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It was pretty cool.
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And so I did that then the next year,
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or at the end of that year, I guess,
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the English teacher who had been doing it was like,
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I don't really wanna do this anymore.
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And so then that's when I took over the program
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with my co-director who was that choir teacher.
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I don't know, which can I talk to that show?
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Some kid, I have so many.
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And the only complaint they had was
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they were very excited to see Gus Gus, the mouse.
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Oh, yeah. And he didn't show up
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and they didn't, they were very unhappy.
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Rogers and Hammerstein left him right out of the script.
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So yeah, that's interesting
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because I've never had to come in the middle of a show
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and in the middle of a program,
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middle of a show and be like,
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hello, it's me now.
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And none of the kids knew me
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because I taught ninth grade
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and those were the kids in the musical
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were upperclassmen.
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But it was also so cool
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because then I got to make all these relationships
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with the seniors of that group
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who I wouldn't have even known otherwise.
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And like one of them ended up naming Willow.
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Like she named my child.
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One, two of them, we just got,
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I just thought there was a small group
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that I got super close to.
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It was like Michael and Shelby
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and Ellie and Isaac and Sophia.
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And I was really close to this crew.
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And so Shelby and Michael got married a few years ago
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and they just had their first baby.
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So I was like at their wedding
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and I would have had no relationship
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at all with those people
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if I had not just been called in at the end of Cinderella.
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So that was super cool.
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And that is a massive benefit
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that you won't see the very beginning
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if you start a program or come into a program
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that this is family.
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Like once you're in the drama family,
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I've been around for your kids being small
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and growing up and there's lots of other,
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it's kind of cool now that I'm teaching the kids
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of kids that were in the program,
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but you guys are family
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and there's that connection
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no matter where you go and what you choose to do.
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And that's like universal across the programs.
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And my daughter does community theater
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with Skypack and PTK.
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And this is not something that I have taught her,
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but she'll be like, I have so many theater families
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and they're all so unique.
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And so there's always like a vibe
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and there's a culture of it.
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But anytime people are doing theater together,
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it's like a bond that surpasses anything else.
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And so I'll see kids,
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even kids who I maybe just had in theater class
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and they didn't really end up doing afterschool shows
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or musicals, but they'll still be like,
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that theater class,
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like that was something so special to them.
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Felt very connected to it, even if, yeah.
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So that's a really cool,
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that's a really cool part about being a theater educator.
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It really is, it really is.
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How long were you,
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did you run the theater program at Greenwood?
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Let's see, 2015, cause that's when I got pregnant.
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So 2015, and then I ended it on another pregnancy.
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So 2015 to 2022 is how long I did musicals there.
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And that was the big thing at Greenwood was the musicals.
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But we also did, so starting in 2016,
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so I don't know, is that like eight or nine years, I guess.
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And so we did, we started to do a fall straight play
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and then a spring musical.
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It was just, we had a really hard time
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getting the fall shows up.
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We did them and we did awesome stuff.
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Like we did Shakespeare Bridge twice.
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We did the importance of being earnest.
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Earnest, yeah.
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Yeah, we did Midsummer.
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We did a Romeo and Juliet that the,
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we put it in like 1944 and it was really cool.
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And we did, I don't know, we did all kinds of,
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and they were good and like fairly well attended
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for what they were.
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But I struggled casting them
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cause it was also marching band season.
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Yes.
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And so you compete with these things.
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And because they weren't the musical
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and they didn't have like a 20 year reputation
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preceding them, you know, for the musical,
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kids would bend a little on their other obligations.
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Like, eh, I'd rather do musical than this,
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but I never got that kind of buy-in for the fall show.
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But they were good and I was proud of what we did
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and the kids who were a part of it was great.
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And we were able to make quite a bit of money for,
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and I used the money from the fall shows
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to kind of keep what we did in class up and running.
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So buying rights and props and all that stuff.
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Right, right.
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So that's one thing is that your budget at Greenwood is,
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for the musicals was way bigger
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than anything we've ever done down here.
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But not in the beginning.
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Okay.
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So when I inherited the program, we were in the red.
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Oh, and they were letting you work in the red.
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I mean, we were, I mean, it was a couple hundred bucks.
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It wasn't like we were like thousands of dollars
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in the red, but yeah,
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we were not making money on shows when I first got there.
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When I left the program, they had tens of thousands of dollars.
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You're so cool.
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So how did you do that?
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So they had a few good things already in place
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and it's easier too, because I was in a bigger community.
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I was in a bigger community,
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but they would do ad sales
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for their program was a huge thing.
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So we started out and we would really focus on that.
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And they had a couple of other fundraisers
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that were just things they did every year.
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They sold chocolate and they sold candles and whatever.
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So we kind of really assess for the first couple of years
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what was working and not working.
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And we fundraised with what they were doing.
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And then we learned that when the quality
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of your show improves, your ticket sales improves.
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And so really most of our money ended up coming
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from ticket sales eventually.
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We did some really cool things
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like we created a sponsorship program.
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So it was a leveled program.
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And we named it cool things depending
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on the show that we were doing.
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But you could get kickbacks.
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So we would have companies like Scott Waste
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who would give a pretty good amount of money.
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And then we would send them 10 tickets or 15 tickets.
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And they'd had their name on the cover
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and we'd mentioned them in the curtain notes.
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Or sometimes it was like,
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I think the lowest realm was like $150
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and you got a half page ad and one ticket or something.
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And so I was really skeptical doing that at first
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because our ad sale costs were always like $30, $50 a hundred
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for a full page.
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And to me personally, I'm like,
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God, a hundred dollars is a lot of money
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to have your name on a page of a program.
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But then what I realized is that when you ask people
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for money, they will give it to you if they have it.
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Like people in the community are eager
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to support the kids in the community.
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The first year we did the sponsorship program
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I don't think we ended up getting like the highest
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but the second year we got a $2,000 sponsorship.
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Oh, wow.
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And that was huge.
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And then if you get others at the $700 level,
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we got several set or like families would go together
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as family groups and grandparents and aunts and uncles
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and moms and dads and they would all go together
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to get like a big sponsorship.
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And they were gonna pay for their tickets anyway.
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So they would get those kickbacks and whatever.
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So that was something huge.
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And then we also tried to look at fundraisers
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that were not really on the other people's radars.
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Like my favorite one that we did,
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I think they still do it, I don't know
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but we would do flamingo flocking.
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So we bought a flock of yard flamingos.
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I have heard of this.
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Yeah, and then people could pay $25
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to have the students flock someone's yard.
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And you could also buy insurance
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so that your yard didn't get flocked.
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Yes, yes.
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So like all of our school administrators
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would always buy the insurance
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because they didn't want the kids coming to their house.
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And so we were like, okay, well, that's a solid $150
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in the bank because none of the principals
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are gonna love to get into their house, you know,
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or whatever.
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And so things that we started doing,
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we did a pancake breakfast a couple of times.
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We've got things donated.
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It really though varied depending on the kids that we had
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and the parent involvement that we had.
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And there were some years when that was high
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and some years when it was low.
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And so we tried to just stay really open
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to what we felt like we could handle as directors
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because it was only two of us.
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And we were doing all of the things.
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So, you know, we didn't have like a fundraiser person.
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It was just us.
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And that's typical in theater programs.
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And so when we had a lot of parent support
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and then we were able to do some of those cool
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and more like unique things.
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And then when we didn't, we didn't.
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But yeah, we really worked hard
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and fundraised and focused on the quality of the show.
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We also started doing our school day performance.
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So that was another way that we really increased revenue.
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And I think the first show we did that for
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was the Little Mermaid.
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So we did not do that for my first couple of years.
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No, because I remember taking,
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we took our kids from Evans County School of Little Mermaid
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and you sold them all light up flashing tridents.
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And I think we bought all of them.
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Like when we got in, we bought 40 of them.
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And then they were like, you can't use these
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until the king tells you to.
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And like-
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They got to kill Ursula.
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Yes, but like two minutes in, I can see,
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we were in the balcony.
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So I can see down my kids
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where one of my kids like, I can't turn it off.
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I can't turn it off.
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I was like, I knew this wasn't even an idea.
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And I know those are floating around.
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There's probably three in the prop hall right now.
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Where's this from?
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I was like, how do they still work?
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You know, you say it's a bad idea
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and I just see money signs.
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Right, when the people all went on the bus
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with the kids stabbing each other in the eye or what?
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I had two toddlers at the time and they don't know that.
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But yeah, that was another, that was a good idea.
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That was a good idea that we had.
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So like part of growing your program
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is just kind of seeing like where's their interest.
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And then if we knew that we wanted to do school day shows
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that also helped us pick our repertoire
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and some musical or theater snobbery people
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may have looked at the shows that we did
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and for the last few years and been like,
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oh, well you did all like Disney shows or whatever.
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But guess what people want to come and see with the family.
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Yeah, well that's the money.
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We did Thoroughly Modern Millie and that was a fun time
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but not a lot of kiddos wanna come see the weird show
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in the 1920s about trafficking white girls.
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Yeah, that's right.
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Good music though.
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I mean, it's so fun.
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Like the songs get stuck in your head for days.
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It's a great show.
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But when we, and we did Bye Bye Birdie
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and that was a fun show.
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But yeah.
498
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:32,480
And all the telephones in America,
499
00:22:32,799 --> 00:22:35,220
all the corded telephones in Warren County,
500
00:22:35,500 --> 00:22:36,140
you end up with them.
501
00:22:36,140 --> 00:22:37,500
And we tied them to their shoes
502
00:22:37,500 --> 00:22:39,140
so they could do all these cool choreography.
503
00:22:39,220 --> 00:22:40,640
Yeah, that was really cool.
504
00:22:41,180 --> 00:22:44,160
And Jason and Jason's dad made those boxes for me.
505
00:22:44,740 --> 00:22:45,019
Yes.
506
00:22:45,500 --> 00:22:47,000
And also I think Alan helped.
507
00:22:47,319 --> 00:22:47,839
So that was-
508
00:22:47,839 --> 00:22:50,859
And they made the kitchen for Mary Poppins in the bedroom
509
00:22:50,859 --> 00:22:53,680
so you could get all the magic stuff from Mary Poppins.
510
00:22:53,700 --> 00:22:55,859
Those little boxes, which I think they still use for things.
511
00:22:56,259 --> 00:22:59,059
But when we started doing, like we did Mermaid
512
00:22:59,059 --> 00:23:00,599
and then we did Newsies
513
00:23:00,599 --> 00:23:04,400
and then we did Well, Little Lemon, which was the COVID year
514
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:06,079
and it was a beautiful and great show.
515
00:23:06,359 --> 00:23:07,940
But that was, it really was.
516
00:23:08,140 --> 00:23:08,799
I loved that show.
517
00:23:08,880 --> 00:23:10,339
Cause I had never seen it before
518
00:23:10,339 --> 00:23:11,700
and I really loved that novel.
519
00:23:11,740 --> 00:23:13,960
And I thought, I don't wanna hate this, but I'm scared.
520
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:16,099
And then I was like, like the thing with the kite,
521
00:23:16,339 --> 00:23:17,660
I was like, oh my God.
522
00:23:18,019 --> 00:23:18,359
Oh yeah.
523
00:23:18,619 --> 00:23:20,099
And then the next year we did SpongeBob.
524
00:23:20,099 --> 00:23:21,440
And so all of those shows,
525
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:23,740
we could do a school day performance with the littles.
526
00:23:24,099 --> 00:23:26,180
So you have a problem that I'm sure the people have
527
00:23:26,180 --> 00:23:29,259
that I don't have in that you have to get,
528
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:32,440
to do the musical because yours are such huge productions.
529
00:23:32,859 --> 00:23:35,460
You have to go to a different location for your theater
530
00:23:36,459 --> 00:23:39,220
over at the local university, at West Kentucky University.
531
00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:41,059
So how does that work?
532
00:23:41,220 --> 00:23:43,920
Like how much time do you spend at your school rehearsing
533
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:45,140
and how much time do you get?
534
00:23:45,339 --> 00:23:46,559
And how does that work with getting everything,
535
00:23:46,680 --> 00:23:48,000
all the people and all the stuff?
536
00:23:48,540 --> 00:23:50,900
How's that work with having to go to different locations?
537
00:23:51,019 --> 00:23:52,779
Cause I know there are other programs that have to do that.
538
00:23:53,339 --> 00:23:53,380
Yeah.
539
00:23:53,980 --> 00:23:58,160
I would say if you were to have Jeff Smith from WKU,
540
00:23:58,180 --> 00:23:59,980
he's their technical director on your podcast,
541
00:24:00,140 --> 00:24:01,640
which I recommend actually.
542
00:24:01,859 --> 00:24:02,839
Yeah, no, that's Gavin's boss.
543
00:24:03,059 --> 00:24:03,839
Do you know Smitty?
544
00:24:04,079 --> 00:24:04,579
Cause he's-
545
00:24:04,579 --> 00:24:05,519
Dude, he's Gavin's boss.
546
00:24:05,839 --> 00:24:06,559
I love Smitty.
547
00:24:07,140 --> 00:24:07,180
Yeah.
548
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,480
Like Smitty is one of my favorite people on the planet.
549
00:24:09,579 --> 00:24:10,019
He is great.
550
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:11,720
And here's the thing about Smitty
551
00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:13,440
is that he helped me grow so much
552
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,039
because I am embarrassed when I think
553
00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,660
about the first show I did at Van Meter.
554
00:24:18,339 --> 00:24:20,500
You know, I had done theater in high school
555
00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:23,599
and at Western, I took several theater courses
556
00:24:24,319 --> 00:24:25,880
and I was in like the black box theaters,
557
00:24:25,980 --> 00:24:29,920
but I had never done anything like, yeah,
558
00:24:30,259 --> 00:24:33,200
like anything with such grandeur as what Van Meter can do.
559
00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:33,660
Yes.
560
00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:37,220
And I didn't even know what I was supposed to prepare for.
561
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:41,920
So we came in and I mean, tech,
562
00:24:42,299 --> 00:24:45,039
we had one week and, but we had to pay for it.
563
00:24:45,039 --> 00:24:48,319
So like you can have as much rehearsal time as you want,
564
00:24:48,359 --> 00:24:49,720
as long as you schedule in advance
565
00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:51,119
and as long as you're ready to pay.
566
00:24:52,019 --> 00:24:54,859
So we would be prepared in my program
567
00:24:55,860 --> 00:24:59,960
to pay 10 to $12,000 for venue rental.
568
00:25:00,420 --> 00:25:00,720
Oh, wow.
569
00:25:01,319 --> 00:25:04,880
That was for the location, for all of the mics,
570
00:25:05,299 --> 00:25:07,059
for the use of all of the equipment,
571
00:25:07,420 --> 00:25:09,519
like fog machines if we needed them,
572
00:25:10,940 --> 00:25:13,619
you know, special effects kinds of things, gobos,
573
00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:17,819
also we had, Smitty was a technical,
574
00:25:18,059 --> 00:25:19,259
he was our technical director.
575
00:25:19,779 --> 00:25:22,700
He had his own people working for him for light and sound.
576
00:25:23,180 --> 00:25:26,539
For what you get, it's like, it's, it's duh.
577
00:25:26,740 --> 00:25:27,359
Yeah, it's worth it.
578
00:25:27,420 --> 00:25:28,279
You're gonna pay for it,
579
00:25:28,279 --> 00:25:31,960
but like you, it's not cheap to pay for that.
580
00:25:32,660 --> 00:25:36,799
And so, but we would move in on Sunday
581
00:25:36,799 --> 00:25:39,859
and then we would have tech rehearsals
582
00:25:39,859 --> 00:25:43,119
Monday through Thursday and then show up on Friday.
583
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:45,059
And like I said, I learned so much,
584
00:25:45,180 --> 00:25:47,700
like my first year, our tech rehearsals for Mary Poppins,
585
00:25:47,839 --> 00:25:49,799
which already that show is 12 hours long,
586
00:25:49,940 --> 00:25:51,700
nobody should ever direct Mary Poppins.
587
00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:53,559
You know, there's that weird subplot
588
00:25:53,559 --> 00:25:55,240
about the evil nanny in it.
589
00:25:55,420 --> 00:25:55,779
Like, why?
590
00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:56,859
We don't need her, like.
591
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,559
And also the part where the toys are dancing
592
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:01,240
and it's awesome.
593
00:26:02,079 --> 00:26:03,640
Listen, it has a special place in my heart
594
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:04,579
for everyone always.
595
00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:07,819
And we made enough money so that Mary and Burt
596
00:26:07,819 --> 00:26:08,700
could like fly.
597
00:26:09,259 --> 00:26:09,660
Yes, we did.
598
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:10,859
That was cool.
599
00:26:11,460 --> 00:26:14,299
But also added hours and hours.
600
00:26:14,519 --> 00:26:16,619
So we were in tech until like one in the morning
601
00:26:17,300 --> 00:26:19,660
and I thought parents were gonna be there with pitchforks
602
00:26:19,660 --> 00:26:22,140
and it was awful.
603
00:26:22,660 --> 00:26:23,759
And I didn't know what I was doing.
604
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,200
And we did not really have sets that filled that space.
605
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:28,240
Yes, yes.
606
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:29,980
Because the set pieces that we inherited,
607
00:26:30,259 --> 00:26:31,700
they used to do their shows at the Capitol
608
00:26:31,700 --> 00:26:33,680
and the Capitol was a much smaller space.
609
00:26:34,299 --> 00:26:36,380
So it was, it was awful.
610
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:38,720
And like, God loves Smitty
611
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:41,359
because he really was like, you know,
612
00:26:41,559 --> 00:26:44,299
like this is way better, like quality,
613
00:26:44,500 --> 00:26:46,900
like we rented sets for the, or rented costumes
614
00:26:46,900 --> 00:26:48,240
for the first time that year.
615
00:26:48,980 --> 00:26:50,720
And that really improved production value.
616
00:26:50,940 --> 00:26:51,799
So we did what we could,
617
00:26:51,799 --> 00:26:53,319
but there was also just so much we didn't know.
618
00:26:53,759 --> 00:26:56,299
And he was such a guiding hand for me to be like,
619
00:26:56,460 --> 00:26:58,859
this is what you do to fill up this space.
620
00:26:58,859 --> 00:27:00,319
And these are the things that you need to know.
621
00:27:00,779 --> 00:27:03,960
Like he'd be like, just terminology
622
00:27:04,519 --> 00:27:05,640
I had never even heard.
623
00:27:05,799 --> 00:27:07,900
And like, what do you want this one to be on?
624
00:27:07,900 --> 00:27:08,920
And where do you want this to go?
625
00:27:09,039 --> 00:27:09,279
And what do you want?
626
00:27:09,380 --> 00:27:12,240
And I'm like, what do you think of these words mean?
627
00:27:12,579 --> 00:27:13,599
What are you doing?
628
00:27:14,940 --> 00:27:17,279
And, but then, you know, the more I did it,
629
00:27:17,279 --> 00:27:18,559
I was like, okay, I'm ready.
630
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:19,440
Here's our plot.
631
00:27:19,660 --> 00:27:21,039
Like here's where everything's going.
632
00:27:21,220 --> 00:27:22,140
And I knew what I was doing.
633
00:27:22,740 --> 00:27:25,099
And I remember there was like one tech of newsies
634
00:27:25,099 --> 00:27:27,460
where we did, it was just like a dry tech,
635
00:27:27,859 --> 00:27:30,480
but we left at like six or seven,
636
00:27:30,599 --> 00:27:31,759
like it was still daylight.
637
00:27:32,140 --> 00:27:36,079
And I'm like, whoa, like see how far I've come.
638
00:27:36,079 --> 00:27:38,279
It's not 2 a.m. and I'm going home.
639
00:27:38,660 --> 00:27:40,660
So it was hard though because,
640
00:27:40,859 --> 00:27:43,059
so we would move in all of our stuff on Sunday
641
00:27:43,679 --> 00:27:45,059
and we would assemble.
642
00:27:45,380 --> 00:27:47,480
So a lot of the times we would build something
643
00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:49,880
then we would have to disassemble it to move it.
644
00:27:50,259 --> 00:27:51,720
And so then we would get to van meter
645
00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:53,859
and then we'd have to reassemble it.
646
00:27:55,319 --> 00:27:58,059
And then we would set up our prop stuff.
647
00:27:58,359 --> 00:27:59,960
We would set up the dressing rooms.
648
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:02,960
We'd, if we had time on Sundays,
649
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,299
we'd try to spike things, but often we didn't.
650
00:28:05,299 --> 00:28:06,799
It would just be hours of building,
651
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:10,680
especially like the more advanced we got in production.
652
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:14,299
It was a lot of construction.
653
00:28:14,940 --> 00:28:17,900
For SpongeBob, we built our whole volcano of tires.
654
00:28:18,579 --> 00:28:19,799
Yeah, were those actual tires?
655
00:28:20,180 --> 00:28:20,759
Those were actual.
656
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:22,619
So I got them next to your house.
657
00:28:22,940 --> 00:28:26,180
Like, I don't know, there was like this trailer next,
658
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,019
like right on the street that you live on.
659
00:28:28,019 --> 00:28:30,299
And they had like a bajillion tires in their yard.
660
00:28:30,599 --> 00:28:31,000
Okay.
661
00:28:31,579 --> 00:28:32,559
I stopped and said,
662
00:28:32,559 --> 00:28:34,599
how much do you want for all of these tires?
663
00:28:34,599 --> 00:28:37,299
And the woman was like, I hate them.
664
00:28:37,299 --> 00:28:38,559
And my husband's not home.
665
00:28:38,660 --> 00:28:40,359
You can have them all for $200.
666
00:28:41,079 --> 00:28:42,940
Oh my gosh.
667
00:28:44,380 --> 00:28:46,579
Anyways, we built all of that during tech.
668
00:28:47,019 --> 00:28:48,400
And so Sunday was always that.
669
00:28:48,759 --> 00:28:49,980
And then again, the further we got,
670
00:28:50,099 --> 00:28:51,500
the better we were at knowing like,
671
00:28:51,519 --> 00:28:53,079
what do we need to do on each day?
672
00:28:53,380 --> 00:28:56,819
So on Monday, we're just going to spike and set things,
673
00:28:56,980 --> 00:29:00,279
let the lighting director see what the visual is.
674
00:29:00,900 --> 00:29:01,980
And then we'll do,
675
00:29:01,980 --> 00:29:04,579
we started doing a sits probe with the orchestra
676
00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,000
the week before.
677
00:29:07,299 --> 00:29:09,440
So we didn't have to be doing things
678
00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:11,460
with the orchestra pit because we had a live pit.
679
00:29:11,700 --> 00:29:13,519
So that always took a lot of time
680
00:29:13,519 --> 00:29:15,359
when the kids hadn't rehearsed with them.
681
00:29:15,599 --> 00:29:18,319
So we tried to make that happen a little bit sooner,
682
00:29:18,779 --> 00:29:22,339
which meant paying the accompanist more.
683
00:29:22,740 --> 00:29:24,480
So that was another choice that we had to make.
684
00:29:25,059 --> 00:29:27,319
Monday would be kind of dry tech kind of stuff.
685
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,640
And then Tuesday we'd add,
686
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:32,500
we're going to do our choreography or singing or dancing.
687
00:29:33,039 --> 00:29:34,160
And there was always adjustments
688
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,400
because our stage was not the right.
689
00:29:36,859 --> 00:29:38,119
So when we did newsies,
690
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:42,700
we didn't even have room in our theater to rehearse
691
00:29:42,700 --> 00:29:44,819
because our sets were so large.
692
00:29:44,819 --> 00:29:46,279
And we had them in advance.
693
00:29:46,519 --> 00:29:47,519
So we bought those.
694
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:49,160
You bought the whole set, didn't you?
695
00:29:49,279 --> 00:29:51,980
From all the sets, the costumes, the props.
696
00:29:52,319 --> 00:29:55,220
Which is like three stories with a scaffolding basically
697
00:29:55,220 --> 00:29:56,619
was the majority of the set.
698
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,059
Three, three story towers.
699
00:29:58,059 --> 00:29:59,680
The massive printing desk.
700
00:30:01,339 --> 00:30:04,519
And so, but anyways, we didn't have anywhere to rehearse
701
00:30:04,519 --> 00:30:07,220
cause it was a lot of like kids climbing up and down,
702
00:30:07,359 --> 00:30:10,420
moving the big thingies around and running up and down it.
703
00:30:10,460 --> 00:30:12,819
And I was like, this is going to be super dangerous
704
00:30:12,819 --> 00:30:14,779
if we don't get to rehearse this in advance.
705
00:30:15,079 --> 00:30:17,220
So that was the year one of our parents
706
00:30:17,220 --> 00:30:20,039
found somebody who owned like a warehouse
707
00:30:20,039 --> 00:30:21,740
and they weren't using it for anything.
708
00:30:22,059 --> 00:30:25,920
And so it was on Nashville road and our dads built,
709
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,240
they could only build the first two levels
710
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,119
because it wasn't tall enough.
711
00:30:31,319 --> 00:30:33,680
And so we could, and we had those two other pieces
712
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:36,160
that were small and rolled off and on and everything.
713
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:40,400
And so we rehearsed, we would carpool from Greenwood
714
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:42,960
over to Nashville road and rehearse
715
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,019
so that we had a space big enough.
716
00:30:45,259 --> 00:30:48,140
But we would, and what we got really smart about
717
00:30:48,140 --> 00:30:50,819
is like knowing the size that we had at the theater.
718
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:54,200
When we did SpongeBob, we knew we were going to have
719
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:55,660
certain things flying in and out.
720
00:30:55,660 --> 00:30:58,599
And so we knew then, this is how much space we'll have.
721
00:30:58,740 --> 00:30:59,839
So we would tape it down.
722
00:31:00,660 --> 00:31:03,500
And so the kids got used to being in the space
723
00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:04,640
that they were going to have.
724
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:06,440
And that's something that I didn't know before.
725
00:31:06,579 --> 00:31:08,660
Like if you're going to be moving into a different space,
726
00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:11,200
you're going to have to redo all of your blocking
727
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:14,259
and all of your choreography if you don't account for that.
728
00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:17,660
So we got, you know, in the warehouse, we taped out.
729
00:31:17,819 --> 00:31:19,819
This is what Vameter stage is going to be like.
730
00:31:20,019 --> 00:31:21,700
This is where this drop's going to be.
731
00:31:21,859 --> 00:31:24,420
This is where, you know, these things are going to be
732
00:31:24,420 --> 00:31:26,500
so that they could get familiar with it.
733
00:31:26,599 --> 00:31:28,140
And there's still some adjustment when you move
734
00:31:28,140 --> 00:31:30,059
into a different space, but it's not as much.
735
00:31:30,519 --> 00:31:32,660
And just being really organized and in good communication.
736
00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:35,140
I think I was really intimidated by Smitty
737
00:31:35,140 --> 00:31:37,039
because he's so smart.
738
00:31:37,039 --> 00:31:39,299
He looks like he toured with the Grateful Dead, probably.
739
00:31:40,539 --> 00:31:42,339
And I did not feel very,
740
00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:45,059
and then I remember like the first time Smitty told me
741
00:31:45,059 --> 00:31:46,319
like, good job.
742
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:50,299
I was like, just weeping.
743
00:31:50,940 --> 00:31:52,660
And all of my kids, well, not Beckett
744
00:31:52,660 --> 00:31:53,500
because I was pregnant with him,
745
00:31:53,500 --> 00:31:57,599
but like Willow and Abel both slept through tech rehearsals
746
00:31:57,599 --> 00:32:00,680
in a pack and play, like in a closet in Vameter
747
00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:02,599
that Smitty would unlock for me.
748
00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:05,119
So like when he said, good job, I was like,
749
00:32:05,119 --> 00:32:07,579
I've really done something in my life.
750
00:32:07,579 --> 00:32:07,900
Yes.
751
00:32:08,859 --> 00:32:10,339
But it was a lot of learning.
752
00:32:10,759 --> 00:32:13,039
And so when I passed the program on,
753
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:15,460
I tried to be like, here are your contacts
754
00:32:15,460 --> 00:32:16,980
and here are the people and here are the things
755
00:32:16,980 --> 00:32:19,140
because I was so intimidated by Smitty.
756
00:32:19,279 --> 00:32:21,299
I didn't like want to ask, like I wanted so much
757
00:32:21,299 --> 00:32:22,539
to seem like I knew what I was doing
758
00:32:22,539 --> 00:32:23,839
that I didn't want to ask questions.
759
00:32:24,039 --> 00:32:25,420
And then it was so obvious that I didn't know
760
00:32:25,420 --> 00:32:27,059
what I was doing, I had to ask questions.
761
00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:30,539
And I think, yeah, like you've got to have good communication
762
00:32:30,539 --> 00:32:33,640
because he would just have me come in
763
00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:35,859
and be like, these are the things that I really need.
764
00:32:36,420 --> 00:32:38,339
And he's very like cut and dry.
765
00:32:38,519 --> 00:32:40,880
Like there's not, this is what we're gonna do
766
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:42,079
and this is how it's gonna be
767
00:32:42,079 --> 00:32:44,599
and theater safety and theater etiquette.
768
00:32:45,019 --> 00:32:49,619
And, but yeah, be just talking to that venue
769
00:32:49,619 --> 00:32:51,839
and knowing like the size of your space.
770
00:32:51,839 --> 00:32:54,380
And if you are bringing in weird stuff,
771
00:32:54,519 --> 00:32:57,039
like flying things that are gonna fly in and out,
772
00:32:57,059 --> 00:32:58,359
if you have access to that,
773
00:32:58,660 --> 00:33:01,740
like just know that all of that stuff adds a lot of time
774
00:33:01,740 --> 00:33:03,759
at the end and you don't always like,
775
00:33:03,940 --> 00:33:05,579
you're not getting any of that stuff
776
00:33:05,579 --> 00:33:07,319
until a week before the show.
777
00:33:07,960 --> 00:33:10,059
So you want to make sure you are really solid
778
00:33:10,059 --> 00:33:11,779
on all the things you can control.
779
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:12,359
Yes.
780
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,819
Because you don't want to be having to fix issues
781
00:33:15,819 --> 00:33:20,180
of like lines or blocking or just basic stuff
782
00:33:20,180 --> 00:33:22,119
that kids can mess around with.
783
00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,039
Costume changes, where's your prom?
784
00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:27,940
Yeah, like all of that stuff better be solid
785
00:33:27,940 --> 00:33:28,759
before you get there
786
00:33:28,759 --> 00:33:31,079
because you're gonna have a lot of other things to deal with.
787
00:33:31,359 --> 00:33:32,740
But there's a lot of benefits of doing it.
788
00:33:32,839 --> 00:33:34,359
Kids feel really like for us,
789
00:33:34,460 --> 00:33:36,359
our theater only held like 300 people.
790
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:36,680
Yeah.
791
00:33:36,880 --> 00:33:38,240
If we wanted to have everybody in the school
792
00:33:38,240 --> 00:33:39,180
come and see our show,
793
00:33:39,460 --> 00:33:41,319
we would have had to do like four showings
794
00:33:41,319 --> 00:33:42,519
just for the school to come.
795
00:33:42,680 --> 00:33:43,460
Yeah, we have the same role.
796
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:44,740
It wasn't feasible.
797
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:48,740
So I loved having that space
798
00:33:48,740 --> 00:33:52,200
and loved that we were able to continue to do it,
799
00:33:52,220 --> 00:33:55,720
but it took a lot of work to afford it and to pull it off.
800
00:33:56,180 --> 00:33:57,740
But of course you have more butts in seats.
801
00:33:57,960 --> 00:33:59,779
So I mean, and like you guys were selling out shows
802
00:33:59,779 --> 00:34:00,539
out there, weren't you?
803
00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:02,859
We did for the Little Mermaid,
804
00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:04,519
the Saturday night performance,
805
00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,299
they were lined up like wrapped around Van Bier.
806
00:34:08,039 --> 00:34:10,119
And I remember King Triton's mom
807
00:34:10,119 --> 00:34:12,199
was like in the end of the line
808
00:34:12,199 --> 00:34:14,079
and Smitty came out and he was like,
809
00:34:14,139 --> 00:34:16,099
you need to hold, like we've got to count seats.
810
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:17,880
I don't know if we can get these people in.
811
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:20,199
And I was, yeah.
812
00:34:20,780 --> 00:34:21,599
Oh my gosh.
813
00:34:21,739 --> 00:34:22,860
Yeah, the whole place.
814
00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:24,619
Do you know how many seats that place has?
815
00:34:25,579 --> 00:34:26,380
1,100.
816
00:34:26,860 --> 00:34:27,960
Oh my gosh.
817
00:34:28,579 --> 00:34:28,800
Yeah.
818
00:34:29,539 --> 00:34:30,500
That's so cool.
819
00:34:31,579 --> 00:34:33,519
And I was like, we have got to find somewhere
820
00:34:33,519 --> 00:34:35,280
for Triton's mom to be.
821
00:34:37,219 --> 00:34:38,699
But Triton's mom has to be in there.
822
00:34:38,980 --> 00:34:40,559
And I think we were able to get everyone in.
823
00:34:40,659 --> 00:34:42,000
Like we just had to scoot people together.
824
00:34:42,679 --> 00:34:45,559
But that I think was the only show we sold out every seat
825
00:34:45,559 --> 00:34:47,420
for the Saturday performance of the Little Mermaid.
826
00:34:48,599 --> 00:34:48,760
Yeah.
827
00:34:49,219 --> 00:34:50,260
That's really cool.
828
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:51,760
Yeah, it was.
829
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:55,960
So what is something that you took away
830
00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:58,719
from our program for your high school program?
831
00:34:59,079 --> 00:35:00,679
Like maybe even that's something that involves
832
00:35:00,679 --> 00:35:02,239
like doing theater specifically, it could be.
833
00:35:02,500 --> 00:35:05,539
But something you think was beneficial to you
834
00:35:05,539 --> 00:35:07,260
that maybe other people might get out of.
835
00:35:07,539 --> 00:35:09,219
It's just the theater family.
836
00:35:09,780 --> 00:35:12,239
Like one of my former theater students works
837
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:14,599
for the public library in Warren County.
838
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:17,900
And I guess she's running a theater camp or something
839
00:35:17,900 --> 00:35:18,880
cause she had posted online.
840
00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:19,340
What's your name?
841
00:35:20,299 --> 00:35:22,739
Ella Hagen, she works at the Bob Kirby branch.
842
00:35:23,039 --> 00:35:24,579
Okay, is she involved with, is this part of,
843
00:35:24,639 --> 00:35:25,340
something's going on with Capitol?
844
00:35:26,159 --> 00:35:27,139
Maybe, I don't know.
845
00:35:27,260 --> 00:35:28,280
Like I didn't even know she was doing it.
846
00:35:28,340 --> 00:35:29,719
She had just posted on Instagram,
847
00:35:30,340 --> 00:35:32,039
like a kid had written her a note
848
00:35:32,039 --> 00:35:35,019
that was like, dear theater teacher, I love theater.
849
00:35:35,219 --> 00:35:36,780
And I think this is going to be, you know,
850
00:35:36,860 --> 00:35:37,820
and she was just like melting.
851
00:35:38,619 --> 00:35:40,440
And that was such like a full circle moment.
852
00:35:40,500 --> 00:35:43,320
Cause I was like, yeah, that's why we do it.
853
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:47,420
Like you do it because when you are a theater educator,
854
00:35:47,719 --> 00:35:49,039
and I know that you know this
855
00:35:49,039 --> 00:35:50,840
because like I'm hearing talking to you,
856
00:35:50,860 --> 00:35:53,320
but there are so many kids who you just watch
857
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:57,440
like find a place where they really belong.
858
00:35:59,599 --> 00:36:04,119
And that surely it happens in other places,
859
00:36:04,119 --> 00:36:06,119
but there's also just something about the empathy
860
00:36:06,119 --> 00:36:09,739
of the theater and the openness of the theater.
861
00:36:09,940 --> 00:36:12,619
Like there's just something really special about it.
862
00:36:12,619 --> 00:36:15,719
And so like you're going to have story after story
863
00:36:15,719 --> 00:36:17,940
as a theater educator of kids just being like,
864
00:36:18,579 --> 00:36:20,539
I didn't know I could do this.
865
00:36:20,699 --> 00:36:20,980
Yes.
866
00:36:21,940 --> 00:36:24,860
Or I was going through X, Y, or Z
867
00:36:24,860 --> 00:36:27,059
and the theater got me through this.
868
00:36:27,579 --> 00:36:27,599
Yes.
869
00:36:28,019 --> 00:36:30,059
Or I mean, like even just saying this like kids,
870
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:32,719
like it's like a Rolodex in my brain of kids.
871
00:36:33,159 --> 00:36:34,400
I'm having the same experience, yes.
872
00:36:34,619 --> 00:36:35,300
Yeah, you know.
873
00:36:36,079 --> 00:36:38,000
And like I said, it's not even the big things.
874
00:36:38,219 --> 00:36:40,219
Like our musicals were very special.
875
00:36:40,219 --> 00:36:44,079
And I was super lucky that I was able to do like the level
876
00:36:44,079 --> 00:36:45,780
and the quality of things that we did.
877
00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:51,539
But it was the same feeling as the theater family I had
878
00:36:51,539 --> 00:36:54,539
in 2006 and like a tiny high school auditorium
879
00:36:55,260 --> 00:36:57,019
at a program that was just beginning, you know?
880
00:36:57,260 --> 00:36:59,960
Like the feeling is the same.
881
00:37:00,139 --> 00:37:02,239
And I think that's like what the kids crave.
882
00:37:02,579 --> 00:37:05,159
Like all of the big stuff is really cool.
883
00:37:05,219 --> 00:37:08,199
And that makes them feel like special or whatever.
884
00:37:08,199 --> 00:37:10,519
But like what they crave is the connection.
885
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:16,420
And so, yeah, like when the kids, one of my kids,
886
00:37:16,619 --> 00:37:19,619
he's a social studies teacher now at Greenwood.
887
00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:21,619
So he went back to teach there after I left,
888
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:24,860
emailed me a question about teaching, which is funny.
889
00:37:25,300 --> 00:37:28,599
And then was like, sent me a picture of a note
890
00:37:28,599 --> 00:37:30,159
that I had written him after a show.
891
00:37:30,260 --> 00:37:30,940
And it was like, you know,
892
00:37:31,219 --> 00:37:33,000
this is hanging on my wall behind my desk.
893
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,420
And you just don't know, like for years,
894
00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,599
like when I graduated, you wrote me a card
895
00:37:38,599 --> 00:37:39,820
and it was like, screw your court,
896
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:41,579
courage to the sticking board and you'll not fail.
897
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,199
And that was before Lin-Manuel put it in Hamilton.
898
00:37:45,360 --> 00:37:49,159
So like, you were like spouting off McBeth quotes
899
00:37:49,159 --> 00:37:51,320
to people before Lin-Manuel was doing it in Hamilton.
900
00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:53,420
So maybe he owes you something for getting it.
901
00:37:54,679 --> 00:37:57,659
But, you know, like that kind of stuff.
902
00:37:57,880 --> 00:37:59,420
And when you're doing it as a teacher,
903
00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:00,800
you're just showing up for your kids.
904
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:02,440
Like you're not even thinking like,
905
00:38:03,059 --> 00:38:04,739
you're like, I'm just trying to put up a good show
906
00:38:04,739 --> 00:38:06,360
and have a good time and love on people
907
00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:08,139
and create this environment, you know.
908
00:38:09,039 --> 00:38:10,239
But it turns into something
909
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:13,039
that's so much more important to the kids than that.
910
00:38:14,739 --> 00:38:16,139
Yeah. And then you go on
911
00:38:16,139 --> 00:38:17,579
and do all this work that you've done.
912
00:38:17,579 --> 00:38:18,940
And then those kids go on
913
00:38:18,940 --> 00:38:20,840
and just gets bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger.
914
00:38:21,019 --> 00:38:22,559
And that is just, that's all.
915
00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:26,079
Because one of your kids is best friends with Gavin.
916
00:38:26,619 --> 00:38:27,199
My Allie.
917
00:38:27,759 --> 00:38:30,059
Allie, she, and like the first time I met her,
918
00:38:30,059 --> 00:38:31,239
she was at Western, they were working,
919
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:32,360
I think they were both in the box.
920
00:38:32,420 --> 00:38:33,900
And she came out and like tackled me
921
00:38:33,900 --> 00:38:35,659
and she was like, you're at a good house,
922
00:38:35,820 --> 00:38:36,300
what are you talking about?
923
00:38:36,500 --> 00:38:37,539
And I was like, I know you.
924
00:38:37,679 --> 00:38:39,519
And Gavin's like, no, she loves you.
925
00:38:40,059 --> 00:38:42,800
And she was like, we've never met.
926
00:38:42,900 --> 00:38:43,840
She's like, I know.
927
00:38:45,059 --> 00:38:47,280
So, no, she's like, she comes out to the house.
928
00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:48,139
We have different with her.
929
00:38:48,340 --> 00:38:49,679
I went to her graduation, you know.
930
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:51,420
So, no, she's thinking he's with Gavin.
931
00:38:51,659 --> 00:38:52,980
But, and I just think that's great that,
932
00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:55,340
and this community just gets bigger and bigger and bigger.
933
00:38:55,559 --> 00:38:57,719
And it's only good things can come from it, so.
934
00:38:57,840 --> 00:38:59,539
Yeah. And it's like a, you know,
935
00:38:59,619 --> 00:39:01,460
it's a legacy kind of a thing.
936
00:39:01,579 --> 00:39:01,980
It is.
937
00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:03,460
Like you've got your kids
938
00:39:03,460 --> 00:39:06,199
and then there are stories, you know,
939
00:39:06,340 --> 00:39:10,519
like the directors of the past or the people of the past.
940
00:39:10,619 --> 00:39:11,699
And like people know, like,
941
00:39:13,039 --> 00:39:15,739
oh, I had one of your kids at Upward Bound this summer.
942
00:39:16,079 --> 00:39:17,820
And I don't even remember.
943
00:39:18,380 --> 00:39:19,780
Oh, he was wearing a drama shirt.
944
00:39:19,980 --> 00:39:22,300
Okay. And I was like, oh yeah, look, turn around.
945
00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:24,199
And I was like, look, this is me and me and me
946
00:39:24,199 --> 00:39:25,260
because they had it all listed on the back.
947
00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:27,679
And of course he couldn't see what I was pointing to.
948
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:31,260
And he was like, are you old enough for the crucible?
949
00:39:32,020 --> 00:39:35,920
And I was like, well, I wasn't a part of it.
950
00:39:36,219 --> 00:39:37,920
I was in high school when it happened.
951
00:39:38,679 --> 00:39:41,139
You know, it's funny because like he is so far removed
952
00:39:41,139 --> 00:39:43,480
from that, but like the stories and the legacy
953
00:39:43,480 --> 00:39:45,559
or in my program at Greenwood,
954
00:39:45,920 --> 00:39:48,000
there were so many like rituals and things
955
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:49,659
that long preceded me.
956
00:39:49,860 --> 00:39:51,440
Like they came way before me,
957
00:39:51,579 --> 00:39:53,940
but just became a part of the culture
958
00:39:53,940 --> 00:39:55,699
and became this thing that was so special.
959
00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:57,699
And then it's been really cool that like,
960
00:39:57,719 --> 00:40:01,000
since I left, kids will be like, well, we told them,
961
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:02,980
we still have to do blank, blank or blank.
962
00:40:03,119 --> 00:40:05,039
Like some things that I brought in
963
00:40:05,980 --> 00:40:08,360
that the kids then latched onto
964
00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:10,420
and wanted to make it part of the legacy of the program.
965
00:40:10,699 --> 00:40:13,300
But it's because of the connections
966
00:40:13,300 --> 00:40:14,280
that you make with the kids
967
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:15,780
and they're still connected to it.
968
00:40:16,059 --> 00:40:18,579
And that's just, I don't know.
969
00:40:18,940 --> 00:40:23,900
Like maybe it happens on softball teams or soccer teams,
970
00:40:23,900 --> 00:40:26,380
but it just seems to be something very specific
971
00:40:26,380 --> 00:40:27,659
to me about the theater.
972
00:40:27,699 --> 00:40:29,500
And I would have kids who came from sports
973
00:40:30,059 --> 00:40:32,340
for the Little Mermaid, we had all these senior boys
974
00:40:32,340 --> 00:40:33,519
who had been football players
975
00:40:33,519 --> 00:40:34,780
so they can never do the musical
976
00:40:34,780 --> 00:40:36,900
because of football practice.
977
00:40:37,260 --> 00:40:37,820
And they were like,
978
00:40:37,900 --> 00:40:40,420
we had three football players who did the musical
979
00:40:40,940 --> 00:40:42,480
like Prince Eric and Triton
980
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:44,539
and then one of the members of our ensemble
981
00:40:44,539 --> 00:40:45,840
were these football players.
982
00:40:46,340 --> 00:40:48,340
Every stereotype you think you have
983
00:40:48,340 --> 00:40:50,340
about these kids in these different groups,
984
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:51,480
and then they come into musical
985
00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:53,500
and you're doing the happy sad circle
986
00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:54,380
and they're just weeping.
987
00:40:55,159 --> 00:40:55,739
Yeah, yeah.
988
00:40:56,679 --> 00:40:59,940
This changed them in a positive way.
989
00:41:00,079 --> 00:41:02,159
Like they felt and experienced things
990
00:41:02,159 --> 00:41:03,360
with their theater family
991
00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:05,579
that they had not previously experienced
992
00:41:05,579 --> 00:41:08,840
even though they had experienced winning games
993
00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:12,659
and it's not that to negate the times that they had,
994
00:41:12,659 --> 00:41:14,179
there's just something different.
995
00:41:14,579 --> 00:41:15,719
Different, and you only have to do one show.
996
00:41:15,980 --> 00:41:18,380
Like it's like you need to be in drama for four years
997
00:41:18,380 --> 00:41:20,619
to get back to one show and then you're booked
998
00:41:20,619 --> 00:41:22,280
and they just, you want that feeling again.
999
00:41:22,380 --> 00:41:24,000
So we get seniors come in and it's drama one
1000
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:25,880
and they get to do three or four shows
1001
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:28,940
and they're like, oh, I should have gotten here earlier.
1002
00:41:29,039 --> 00:41:30,320
I was like, but you can do the other places.
1003
00:41:30,500 --> 00:41:31,340
And they're like, no, no.
1004
00:41:31,900 --> 00:41:32,719
We can only do three years.
1005
00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:34,139
Yeah, it's not the same, yeah.
1006
00:41:34,559 --> 00:41:36,219
You can go somewhere else.
1007
00:41:36,559 --> 00:41:38,679
Oh, sometimes they do and it works out okay.
1008
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:42,099
So what is your relationship to theater now?
1009
00:41:42,219 --> 00:41:43,699
How are you involved with theater now?
1010
00:41:44,199 --> 00:41:46,679
So I gave up the program when I had my third kid
1011
00:41:46,679 --> 00:41:48,980
because it was a lot.
1012
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:50,960
Yeah, I feel that.
1013
00:41:51,539 --> 00:41:53,539
Maybe there's like way more bad ass than me
1014
00:41:53,539 --> 00:41:57,059
but I was just like, I can no longer.
1015
00:41:57,239 --> 00:42:00,360
And I remember there was a very specific moment during.
1016
00:42:00,980 --> 00:42:04,300
So we did SpongeBob and a flipping blizzard happened
1017
00:42:05,179 --> 00:42:07,039
in March on opening night.
1018
00:42:07,860 --> 00:42:09,699
And so like it really affected our attendance
1019
00:42:09,699 --> 00:42:17,159
and my ankles were like huge and I was very pregnant
1020
00:42:17,820 --> 00:42:20,539
and I just like, I had a panic attack and I started crying
1021
00:42:20,539 --> 00:42:22,699
and I was just like, I can't do this.
1022
00:42:22,699 --> 00:42:24,199
Like this is too much.
1023
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:27,099
Just the situation where like where I worked
1024
00:42:27,099 --> 00:42:28,659
and then where my kids went and things like that
1025
00:42:28,659 --> 00:42:30,780
and Willow got all involved in all of these things
1026
00:42:30,780 --> 00:42:32,300
and Abel was all involved in all these things.
1027
00:42:32,619 --> 00:42:33,940
So I gave it up because I was like,
1028
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:35,579
I couldn't figure out how to balance everything
1029
00:42:35,579 --> 00:42:37,639
and not have a nervous breakdown.
1030
00:42:38,739 --> 00:42:39,039
But-
1031
00:42:39,540 --> 00:42:40,719
I just have the nervous breakdown.
1032
00:42:41,260 --> 00:42:44,400
Yeah, you know, some people just choose that route
1033
00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:46,059
and I guess that's fine.
1034
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:47,059
I don't think I should.
1035
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:48,179
I don't think I should.
1036
00:42:48,179 --> 00:42:49,739
I think you made a good decision for you.
1037
00:42:49,980 --> 00:42:51,400
I am very proud of you for knowing
1038
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,340
when you felt like this is what the time is.
1039
00:42:53,500 --> 00:42:55,400
And it was such a high note too.
1040
00:42:56,019 --> 00:42:57,320
Yeah, and that was the thing too.
1041
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:01,159
I think it was like, I was at a place where I'm like,
1042
00:43:01,179 --> 00:43:04,400
I can't show up with the same kind of vigor
1043
00:43:04,779 --> 00:43:06,900
that I want to be able to show up for the kids.
1044
00:43:06,980 --> 00:43:08,280
So I could have kept doing it
1045
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:10,400
but I don't think the quality would have stayed
1046
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:14,079
where it was because that was the thing that was too much.
1047
00:43:14,699 --> 00:43:17,900
And so I left, but since, so,
1048
00:43:17,900 --> 00:43:20,199
but that last show that I did,
1049
00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:24,760
I put Willow in as Gary the snail and she was like five
1050
00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:29,719
and she got the theater bug, like hardcore.
1051
00:43:30,460 --> 00:43:32,099
So that summer she did theater camp.
1052
00:43:32,239 --> 00:43:37,119
And so now I'm a theater mom and that is so fun
1053
00:43:37,119 --> 00:43:38,840
because I get to do all the fun things
1054
00:43:38,840 --> 00:43:40,039
that help what I want
1055
00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,920
but I'm not actually responsible for anything.
1056
00:43:43,420 --> 00:43:45,440
The directors at her elementary school
1057
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:48,019
they did their first musical her first grade year.
1058
00:43:48,119 --> 00:43:50,119
They had never done one at Cumberland Tracy's before.
1059
00:43:50,860 --> 00:43:52,059
And so they did frozen junior.
1060
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:55,300
And I was like, I've got a little experience in the theater.
1061
00:43:57,239 --> 00:43:59,280
So if you need like help with anything,
1062
00:43:59,699 --> 00:44:02,679
so then I like actually just inserted myself
1063
00:44:02,679 --> 00:44:04,800
into the process and I hope it was welcome.
1064
00:44:04,940 --> 00:44:05,659
And I think that it was
1065
00:44:05,659 --> 00:44:07,380
cause they keep letting me come back and do things.
1066
00:44:07,619 --> 00:44:09,519
So I love being able to do that.
1067
00:44:09,519 --> 00:44:11,760
And it's also really cool doing it with littles
1068
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:13,179
cause I'd never done it with littles before.
1069
00:44:13,539 --> 00:44:14,980
So I help out with that.
1070
00:44:14,980 --> 00:44:18,300
And helping her do all of the theater things
1071
00:44:18,300 --> 00:44:19,280
that she wants to do.
1072
00:44:19,639 --> 00:44:20,820
And then it's still a part of my life
1073
00:44:20,820 --> 00:44:22,760
because I'm never gonna stop going to shows
1074
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:25,480
and I'm never gonna stop like staying current on it.
1075
00:44:25,639 --> 00:44:27,539
And I'm never gonna stop being connected
1076
00:44:27,539 --> 00:44:31,280
to the kids that I had when I was there.
1077
00:44:31,539 --> 00:44:35,099
So I miss it a lot, a lot, a lot.
1078
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,579
It was probably the thing in my whole career
1079
00:44:37,579 --> 00:44:40,800
that I felt like the most fulfilled in.
1080
00:44:41,539 --> 00:44:45,179
But it also just was not sustainable at that time,
1081
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:46,579
at the level I was doing it.
1082
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:48,739
So it was super hard to walk away from
1083
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,380
what was the most rewarding thing I ever did.
1084
00:44:51,579 --> 00:44:52,559
It was directing me.
1085
00:44:52,619 --> 00:44:53,900
And I would tell kids that every year
1086
00:44:53,900 --> 00:44:55,780
like in happy sad circle, I'd be like, oh yeah.
1087
00:44:56,559 --> 00:45:00,099
My God, like this, it's, teaching English is great.
1088
00:45:00,420 --> 00:45:01,440
I love that too.
1089
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:03,679
And that's a whole different level, but it's just.
1090
00:45:04,099 --> 00:45:05,440
It's not the same at all.
1091
00:45:05,619 --> 00:45:06,619
It's not the same at all.
1092
00:45:07,340 --> 00:45:08,579
So yeah, I don't know.
1093
00:45:09,079 --> 00:45:11,119
It's definitely like a hole in the chest
1094
00:45:11,119 --> 00:45:13,480
and especially at certain times of the year,
1095
00:45:13,780 --> 00:45:17,239
I'm like, oh, this is weird.
1096
00:45:17,679 --> 00:45:19,559
I'm like, oh, I wanna do this or that.
1097
00:45:19,980 --> 00:45:23,059
But what I'm doing right now and what I am is fine.
1098
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:25,219
And I'm at this new school now.
1099
00:45:25,679 --> 00:45:28,179
And I don't know if this is public knowledge.
1100
00:45:28,340 --> 00:45:29,500
I'm gonna make it public knowledge.
1101
00:45:29,599 --> 00:45:31,940
And if anybody from the school that I'm at now,
1102
00:45:32,159 --> 00:45:33,219
I just won't say it.
1103
00:45:33,460 --> 00:45:35,420
If anybody's listening, then if it's supposed to be
1104
00:45:35,420 --> 00:45:36,260
a surprise, I'm sorry,
1105
00:45:36,260 --> 00:45:38,139
but they're gonna do newsies this year.
1106
00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:41,119
I'm gonna insert myself as much as they will let me.
1107
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:41,559
Good girl.
1108
00:45:41,699 --> 00:45:43,940
I met the choir teacher one time and was like,
1109
00:45:44,579 --> 00:45:45,840
hey, I did that show.
1110
00:45:46,980 --> 00:45:48,519
I know some things about it.
1111
00:45:49,659 --> 00:45:50,380
Newsies, I don't know.
1112
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:51,719
Maybe it's just like one of those,
1113
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:55,619
like the emotion around newsies that makes it.
1114
00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:57,420
That was a very emotional time for people.
1115
00:45:57,480 --> 00:45:59,420
It was a very special group of kids.
1116
00:45:59,719 --> 00:46:01,579
You don't, when you're teaching these things,
1117
00:46:01,739 --> 00:46:03,139
you use plays or having these conversations
1118
00:46:03,139 --> 00:46:04,619
or saying try this out or whatever,
1119
00:46:04,619 --> 00:46:06,099
or here, I think you make this prop.
1120
00:46:06,559 --> 00:46:08,360
You're not thinking this is gonna stick with this kid
1121
00:46:08,360 --> 00:46:09,519
for the rest of their life.
1122
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:10,760
And they're gonna, you know,
1123
00:46:11,059 --> 00:46:12,840
this is gonna be this thing that they're gonna hold onto
1124
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:14,500
and keep this piece of paper in their pocket or whatever.
1125
00:46:15,199 --> 00:46:16,739
Cause the kids come back and they say things.
1126
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:18,480
And I think, oh, that was really cool that I said that.
1127
00:46:18,639 --> 00:46:19,760
I do not remember saying,
1128
00:46:20,139 --> 00:46:21,679
we're like, here's what you put in my yearbook
1129
00:46:21,679 --> 00:46:22,699
or in this note at the show.
1130
00:46:22,780 --> 00:46:24,940
And I'm like, I am so freaking smart.
1131
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:26,920
I'm so happy I did that for you.
1132
00:46:27,079 --> 00:46:27,619
Cause it wasn't like,
1133
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:29,920
I'm gonna give this great impassioned speech
1134
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:32,019
and it's like, no one ever remembers that stuff.
1135
00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:36,159
It's little tiny things and you're like, oh, okay.
1136
00:46:37,780 --> 00:46:39,320
That's cool, I don't know.
1137
00:46:40,159 --> 00:46:40,980
Oh my gosh.
1138
00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:42,579
I am so, do you think you might,
1139
00:46:42,820 --> 00:46:44,000
when your kids get older,
1140
00:46:44,159 --> 00:46:45,360
which I understand in your,
1141
00:46:45,659 --> 00:46:49,079
where you are the world seems like a thousand way,
1142
00:46:49,179 --> 00:46:51,900
but of course I'm sending the last one off to college
1143
00:46:51,900 --> 00:46:52,739
here in the fall.
1144
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,000
So I will surely find more things to do.
1145
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:59,440
Do you think you might get back into directing later on?
1146
00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:05,019
Yeah, I'm always looking for ways to do something somewhere.
1147
00:47:06,639 --> 00:47:08,420
So yeah, I even like for a minute,
1148
00:47:08,500 --> 00:47:10,139
I was like, maybe I'll stage manage.
1149
00:47:10,380 --> 00:47:11,900
Like they always bring in these college kids
1150
00:47:11,900 --> 00:47:13,960
to stage manage shows for BG on stage.
1151
00:47:14,619 --> 00:47:16,300
I was like, what if I just did that?
1152
00:47:16,559 --> 00:47:17,280
What if I was just like,
1153
00:47:17,380 --> 00:47:19,300
at least can I please stage manage a show?
1154
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:20,619
But then I thought,
1155
00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:23,340
I probably shouldn't take like that money away
1156
00:47:23,340 --> 00:47:26,539
from a college student who needs that at the moment.
1157
00:47:26,539 --> 00:47:30,159
But yeah, I will definitely do something.
1158
00:47:30,559 --> 00:47:31,039
I don't know.
1159
00:47:32,239 --> 00:47:34,039
I guess it depends on where I end up.
1160
00:47:34,039 --> 00:47:36,599
If it's like a school program that I take back over
1161
00:47:36,599 --> 00:47:38,559
or what it looks like.
1162
00:47:38,739 --> 00:47:40,440
I've talked to other people
1163
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:43,239
and like the Warren County art circuit
1164
00:47:43,820 --> 00:47:48,219
about doing some kind of community theater option
1165
00:47:49,139 --> 00:47:52,639
that presents some choices for kids
1166
00:47:52,639 --> 00:47:53,960
beyond what they've already got,
1167
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:55,900
which like Bowling Green's got a pretty lively.
1168
00:47:56,820 --> 00:47:58,539
Yeah, yeah, much bigger than it was
1169
00:47:58,539 --> 00:48:00,400
when my kids were little, yeah.
1170
00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:03,480
Yeah, but you know, there are still I think gaps
1171
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:05,519
and things that we could fill.
1172
00:48:06,039 --> 00:48:09,480
And I got to come back to it sometime
1173
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:13,500
because it is my passion, but-
1174
00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:14,619
When did you figure that out?
1175
00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,340
When did you decide that was the thing you had to do?
1176
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:18,500
It was like a specific moment where you were like, oh.
1177
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:21,920
I woke up on June 3rd, I'm just kidding.
1178
00:48:23,279 --> 00:48:25,980
I mean, really just when you do it for the first time,
1179
00:48:26,059 --> 00:48:28,960
like I remember my first, I don't know,
1180
00:48:29,079 --> 00:48:32,960
one of my first class shows.
1181
00:48:33,300 --> 00:48:36,340
I guess it was before I started doing the musicals.
1182
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:38,699
I don't remember, but it was Lord of the Pies.
1183
00:48:39,059 --> 00:48:40,039
I don't know if you ever did that one.
1184
00:48:40,300 --> 00:48:41,219
I've not done that one.
1185
00:48:41,679 --> 00:48:43,920
I don't, I honestly, I don't really remember much.
1186
00:48:44,219 --> 00:48:46,559
I was doing that show and those kids were so cool.
1187
00:48:46,679 --> 00:48:48,380
And then at the end, they were like,
1188
00:48:48,599 --> 00:48:51,219
can we write a scene on the end?
1189
00:48:52,739 --> 00:48:54,239
Like I was like, why?
1190
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:56,159
They were like, it's just this alternate ending
1191
00:48:56,159 --> 00:48:57,320
and we want to do it.
1192
00:48:57,699 --> 00:48:59,380
And they did, and it resulted in like
1193
00:48:59,380 --> 00:49:00,519
me getting pied in the face.
1194
00:49:00,739 --> 00:49:01,619
And so that was the thing.
1195
00:49:02,659 --> 00:49:05,800
But it was like, I guess that was the group of kids
1196
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,860
where I was like, man, it's those relationships.
1197
00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:10,820
And they were so bought in.
1198
00:49:11,780 --> 00:49:13,159
And I guess it was the first time too
1199
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:16,440
that I felt like, okay, I really know what I'm doing.
1200
00:49:17,480 --> 00:49:17,840
Yeah.
1201
00:49:18,340 --> 00:49:20,219
So I don't know if it was a specific moment,
1202
00:49:20,219 --> 00:49:22,699
but definitely the first time that you,
1203
00:49:23,460 --> 00:49:25,699
you have a theater family that you created,
1204
00:49:26,579 --> 00:49:30,400
then you're like, ah, I have to keep doing this.
1205
00:49:30,900 --> 00:49:33,139
Like I can't stop doing this.
1206
00:49:33,579 --> 00:49:36,119
And you don't have to have,
1207
00:49:36,260 --> 00:49:38,179
you don't even have to like come from theater to do it.
1208
00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:40,000
So there's this teacher at Warren Central
1209
00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:41,500
who just got an English job
1210
00:49:41,500 --> 00:49:43,440
and they just put her in the theater class.
1211
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:46,980
And she's like, I don't even know what I'm doing.
1212
00:49:47,619 --> 00:49:49,659
I know that she's terrified.
1213
00:49:49,659 --> 00:49:51,260
And like scared out of her mind.
1214
00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:53,460
And she has zero experience in theater.
1215
00:49:53,840 --> 00:49:55,260
And I think I have a book over there.
1216
00:49:55,300 --> 00:49:56,380
I need to give her that I was gonna,
1217
00:49:56,699 --> 00:50:02,099
but I'm like, if you put even one or two
1218
00:50:02,099 --> 00:50:03,320
of the right things in place
1219
00:50:03,799 --> 00:50:05,340
and you can build a community,
1220
00:50:06,259 --> 00:50:07,840
then you're gonna fall in love with it.
1221
00:50:08,039 --> 00:50:09,780
And I think too, like if you were just getting,
1222
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:11,159
or you were forced into theater,
1223
00:50:13,299 --> 00:50:16,579
like don't shy away from doing the fun parts
1224
00:50:16,579 --> 00:50:17,920
because you're scared of it.
1225
00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:20,099
So I have seen theater programs where it's like,
1226
00:50:20,119 --> 00:50:22,119
well, I don't know anything about theater.
1227
00:50:22,219 --> 00:50:25,679
So we will just like study the shiz out of the history
1228
00:50:26,279 --> 00:50:28,039
and we'll watch a bunch of stuff
1229
00:50:28,039 --> 00:50:29,559
and then you write critiques on it.
1230
00:50:29,820 --> 00:50:30,639
You have to get it.
1231
00:50:30,940 --> 00:50:34,039
And like that, that sure will get them their credit
1232
00:50:34,559 --> 00:50:36,539
but you're not gonna get life from that
1233
00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:38,599
and they're not gonna get life from that.
1234
00:50:39,099 --> 00:50:42,739
So, you know, there is a vulnerability involved
1235
00:50:42,739 --> 00:50:44,920
that I know is easier like when you come
1236
00:50:44,920 --> 00:50:48,559
from a background of extroverted theater-ness.
1237
00:50:49,500 --> 00:50:51,840
And I'm thinking about this one particular friend in general,
1238
00:50:51,980 --> 00:50:53,820
like this is not who she is, it's not a personality.
1239
00:50:54,260 --> 00:50:57,099
But I'm like, play a warmup game with them
1240
00:50:57,099 --> 00:50:59,159
and see if at the end you're not all laughing.
1241
00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:02,719
You know, be brave to do some of these things
1242
00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:05,400
that you feel like are really silly
1243
00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:07,780
or not at all who you are
1244
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:10,880
and just give it the space to grow
1245
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:13,239
because you're gonna be miserable.
1246
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:15,539
It's not that we're not,
1247
00:51:16,059 --> 00:51:17,679
our bottom line isn't that important
1248
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:21,239
and it's okay in theater, in all the arts,
1249
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:24,099
if you, you're not gonna get it right every single time.
1250
00:51:24,219 --> 00:51:25,760
And I know your shows have been better
1251
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:26,400
the longer you've done it.
1252
00:51:26,480 --> 00:51:27,360
My shows are definitely better.
1253
00:51:27,940 --> 00:51:29,599
And so we tried stuff sometimes
1254
00:51:29,599 --> 00:51:31,480
and I was like, well, that did not work.
1255
00:51:31,639 --> 00:51:32,800
And then we do something different.
1256
00:51:33,159 --> 00:51:34,539
You can't be afraid to fail
1257
00:51:34,539 --> 00:51:37,500
and you have, and the kids are so afraid to fail.
1258
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:39,619
Like they don't wanna try anything
1259
00:51:40,859 --> 00:51:42,780
where they might look stupid
1260
00:51:42,780 --> 00:51:44,599
or they might not do it perfectly.
1261
00:51:44,900 --> 00:51:46,119
And you have, and the part of building that community,
1262
00:51:46,260 --> 00:51:47,800
that family is you have to be,
1263
00:51:48,559 --> 00:51:49,780
it has to be okay for them to fail
1264
00:51:49,780 --> 00:51:51,340
and we have to support them when they fail.
1265
00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:52,820
When they get up and do their monologue,
1266
00:51:53,059 --> 00:51:54,320
their Shakespeare Madness monologue
1267
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:58,260
and they just say everything in one giant breath
1268
00:51:58,260 --> 00:52:00,099
while walking back and forth across the stage,
1269
00:52:00,559 --> 00:52:01,440
they also get an applause.
1270
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:02,579
You know, it's all just gonna walk.
1271
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,000
They got up there and they did it.
1272
00:52:04,300 --> 00:52:05,880
So yeah, you gotta be able to fail
1273
00:52:05,880 --> 00:52:07,420
and let the kids see you fail
1274
00:52:07,420 --> 00:52:10,179
and it makes it easier for them to, yes.
1275
00:52:10,659 --> 00:52:12,719
This has been really, you were right.
1276
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:15,159
We can't talk about anything for any amount of time,
1277
00:52:15,320 --> 00:52:15,920
till the end of time.
1278
00:52:16,199 --> 00:52:17,280
Some of these things I knew
1279
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:18,500
and some of these I didn't know.
1280
00:52:18,719 --> 00:52:19,619
I mean, I knew a little bit about
1281
00:52:19,619 --> 00:52:20,860
what you had done over at Greenwood,
1282
00:52:21,079 --> 00:52:23,519
but I mean, I think I saw every single musical.
1283
00:52:23,860 --> 00:52:25,039
I think I saw all of them.
1284
00:52:25,539 --> 00:52:27,320
And every time I was like, oh, it's better.
1285
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:27,880
Oh, it's better.
1286
00:52:27,980 --> 00:52:28,300
Oh, it's better.
1287
00:52:28,619 --> 00:52:30,340
And I was just like, how can she keep getting better?
1288
00:52:30,539 --> 00:52:31,960
Like, this is incredible.
1289
00:52:32,219 --> 00:52:35,360
The learning curve was so incredible that I don't know.
1290
00:52:35,519 --> 00:52:37,260
I'm just, I'm really, I'm so proud of you.
1291
00:52:37,260 --> 00:52:39,840
You've just done so many great things in theater
1292
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:42,800
and other avenues and conferences you go to
1293
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:44,679
and stepping out of your comfort zone
1294
00:52:44,679 --> 00:52:46,500
and working with ESL kids.
1295
00:52:46,639 --> 00:52:50,619
And you just, like, you are a poster child for,
1296
00:52:50,860 --> 00:52:52,579
there's several of you that are like this,
1297
00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:54,139
this is what I wanted.
1298
00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:55,860
I don't, if you did theater, great.
1299
00:52:56,079 --> 00:52:58,980
But like, there's maybe a dozen out of the hundreds of kids
1300
00:52:58,980 --> 00:52:59,980
that have been in the program
1301
00:52:59,980 --> 00:53:01,760
who are professionally doing theater.
1302
00:53:02,119 --> 00:53:04,059
It's just so great to see you go out
1303
00:53:04,059 --> 00:53:08,119
and just bring this positivity, energy into the world.
1304
00:53:08,380 --> 00:53:10,920
And if we had something to do with that, then that's great.
1305
00:53:11,119 --> 00:53:12,460
Or maybe you showed up like that
1306
00:53:12,460 --> 00:53:14,480
and you got to work with us and make our program better.
1307
00:53:15,139 --> 00:53:17,739
But I think that's what theater does, you know?
1308
00:53:17,820 --> 00:53:22,579
It builds more empathetic, brave people.
1309
00:53:24,139 --> 00:53:25,260
Yes. Really brave people.
1310
00:53:26,339 --> 00:53:27,139
And yeah.
1311
00:53:27,639 --> 00:53:30,619
And it's like, it's not even hyperbole to say
1312
00:53:30,619 --> 00:53:34,340
that like, that people in the arts, not just theater,
1313
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:37,239
but people in the arts just have this different level
1314
00:53:38,380 --> 00:53:44,360
of empathy and bravery that they bring into the,
1315
00:53:44,579 --> 00:53:46,699
like viewing the world through a different lens.
1316
00:53:47,059 --> 00:53:48,460
But especially in theater, I mean,
1317
00:53:48,460 --> 00:53:50,579
the whole thing is like bringing life
1318
00:53:50,579 --> 00:53:51,880
to other people's stories,
1319
00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:53,699
which means that you have to spend a lot of time
1320
00:53:53,699 --> 00:53:55,280
thinking about other people's stories.
1321
00:53:55,780 --> 00:53:58,239
I'm glad you got to be our inaugural guest.
1322
00:53:58,239 --> 00:54:00,559
I felt really special about that.
1323
00:54:00,820 --> 00:54:01,280
You should.
1324
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:03,059
I'm going to put that on my resume,
1325
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:06,260
inaugural guest on the I digress podcast,
1326
00:54:06,260 --> 00:54:09,559
where I think we maybe only digressed truly like one time,
1327
00:54:09,780 --> 00:54:10,840
but then we circled back.
1328
00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:12,139
So we didn't even digress at all.
1329
00:54:12,460 --> 00:54:14,420
Yes. No, this was all completely scripted.
1330
00:54:15,159 --> 00:54:15,940
Here is the script.
1331
00:54:16,659 --> 00:54:17,280
Yeah.
1332
00:54:35,380 --> 00:54:37,139
But I digress is a.
1333
00:54:37,300 --> 00:54:38,820
We've snatched.
1334
00:54:39,380 --> 00:54:39,679
Production.