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I think it's just going to get weirder and weirder and weirder, and finally it's going to be so weird that people are going to have to talk about how weird it is.
Eventually people are going to say, what the hell is going on?
It's not enough to say it's nuts.
You have to explain why it's so nuts.
The invention of artificial life, the cloning of human beings, possible contact with extraterrestrials, the systems which are in place to keep the world saying are in utterly inadequate to the forces that have been unleashed.
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Today, I want to welcome Boston two percent.
He is a former methaddict that spent a year in a mental health facility and now speaks out about the corruption within the facility and his experience with possible demonic forces while under the influence.
Boston, Welcome.
How you doing.
Speaker 3I'm doing really good, Chris.
Thanks for having me back.
It's been an amazing ride and it's good to see.
Speaker 2It's great to have you back.
Speaker 3Man.
Speaker 2Last time you were on, you were joined by the great Jerry Marzinski.
We got into a little bit of your story as it relates to your stay at the mental health facility from Hell.
Today, we're gonna hear more of your story, focusing on your experience with me addiction and possible demonic intelligences.
And the more we're able to analyze these experiences with altered states induced by certain drugs, it does seem that it opens a person up to energies and intelligences that are normally not perceptible.
This is such a fascinating topic and there's a lot to get to with your story.
Before we get into it, Remind the audience a little bit about yourself and let them know how they can find out more.
Speaker 3Well, I am Boston two percent.
I am author of the best selling Fire and Icethmeth Bible on Amazon dot com.
You can find the link to my Linktury in the YouTube description Boston two percent on all platforms.
Speaker 2Awesome, man.
I think the best way to go is to start from the beginning.
Tell us a little bit about your journey.
How did your addiction get started?
Speaker 3Well, you know, I always tell it right from the very go because I think it has prominence.
I was born on January thirty first, nineteen eighty two, and the devil tried to kill me that day and I've been fighting for my life ever since.
And that's a true story.
I was born, I turned bright purple, and my grandparents, my parents would tell me stories that I almost didn't make it that day, and it was funny.
They said, I was born with a hole in my heart, Chris, And that's what they thought, and I did.
It wasn't of the physical nature.
It turned out.
I pulled through and everything was okay, obviously, but I had a very big spiritual hole and it took me down the roads to hell and they were covered in ice.
So I had a lot of childhood trauma I grew up in an alcoholic home.
There was also a dark mental illness present in that household.
I didn't have God in that household at all, and I experienced a lot of things that opened wounds really early in my life.
So I started smoking marijuana.
That was the first substance that I ever dabbled in.
I was about twelve thirteen years old, but it was really when I took my first drink.
Summer of eighth grade, going into ninth grade, kids are experimenting.
I'm under this canopy of beautiful oak trees in Boston, Massachusetts, in a little town called Reading.
I was with my buddy and he had a bottle of sheep underwood in Pierce vodka a gallon of orange juice, and we mixed it.
And when I tilted it up and I took the first drink, I remember it hit my stomach and I had an instant chemical reaction, and I remember thinking, in my own voice out loud, I was like, that's what I am talking about.
That's the way I want to feel for the rest of my life.
All my childhood trauma.
Everything drained like water in a bathtub, and I was literally off and running.
I was an everyday vodka drinker.
At fourteen years old, methan fed him.
I mean pills like your adderalls, your ritolins, they're really crystal meth and preform pharmaceutical.
Okay.
I started a love affair with those cocaine, heroin, oxyconton, benzo diazepines, anything really that I could get my hands on.
I ingested and I was really wrapped in the chains of the devil in addiction right away.
Okay, So I'll fast forward through a lot of this story.
It's all in the book if people want to read it.
It's based on my life.
And I was trapped in addiction for twenty five years.
Okay.
So I struggled.
I was trying to get my life together in and out of those twelve step programs for fifteen years.
Completely failed.
When I was about twenty five years old, I met a girl, and at twenty five, I did what you think you're supposed to do, is I get married.
She had a child.
We moved to this little island.
I went in Boston, Massachusetts.
I moved down there with my dad, Okay, and that's where I met the girl, and I started this business career on this little island.
It was a little pirate town called Porter Ransas, Texas.
Okay, Like you go into the bar and they're legit be a guy with a parrot and an eyepatch drinking at the bar and it was not Halloween, Chris, I'll assure you.
It's a little drinking village with a fishing problem, is what they said.
Speaker 2Okay.
Speaker 3So I got into the vacation rental business and I'm starting to make millions of dollars for these companies.
Everyone overlooks my bad behavior.
I got away from drugs, but I was deep in alcoholism.
That was about a ten year period out of the twenty five long story short, I get beaten a couple bad business deals back to back.
I lose everything.
I lose my career.
I had no identity in christ, I had nothing.
I lost, the wife and kids left.
It was really bad, okay, but right in everything was falling apart.
I started to dabble in crystal meth amphetamines and I started off snorting the drug.
And that's usually what people do.
That's where you start, is you start snorting the drug.
It's a high sex drug.
It's super endorphins rushing through your brain, highly addictive.
I was hooked instantly, Okay, right before everything fell apart.
While I'm dabbling, there's a story in the book about this, but it's like the first demonic visitation.
You want me to get into that and tell you, Like, Okay, So the first time I came face to face with what I believe to be a full on demon, I just got this new job.
This is before everything fell apart.
They started a company.
They got a new office.
It was like a little house set on the side of the road, right off the main highway.
And I remember they blessed the office with holy water.
That was their beliefs, right, And I remember I was buying drugs from somebody associated with that whole thing.
This person who walks through the door doesn't know me.
It's this girl.
She knows him, but she was like snarling.
She opened the door and she tried to put her foot down to walk into the office.
Right I'm there, My first wife was there, office full of people, and she could not break the plane of the office.
She tried to put her foot on the floor.
Okay, And I get up and I see the commotion.
She's got her head in the door, but she can't physically walk in and I'm not really a believer in God, the demonic anything.
At the time, I was partying.
I was drinking like a fish.
I was going crazy.
I was just getting into crystal man, there's no psychosis.
There was tons of people around, so I get up to address the issue.
I walked towards this thing that was attached to this girl and she backed out and I'm in Now I'm outside the south how Texas heat is just blasting off of the hard top.
You could see the squiggles of heat in between us.
And this person starts like snarling with the liar's tongue.
But she was saying things that nobody else could know about me, you know.
And she she said, I'm gonna tell your wife, and I was like, go ahead, you know, hoping that this thing wouldn't tell what I was doing behind closed doors at the time.
But that's one telltale of demonic oppression or possession, is the spirit in somebody else will know things that there's no way that they could possibly know about your life.
I mean, I've never met this person ever in my life, and they were saying things that no one else could know.
Speaker 2What was she saying some of the things that she said.
Speaker 3Things I was things I was doing in my house, drug use, things like that.
And she said, I'm gonna tell your wife, you know, things like I was watching that I shouldn't be watching things like that, right, So, yes, crazy, So I said, I'm gonna call the cops.
And she's just slithered back to her car.
But while she's talking to me, it was like a marionette with rusty old strings was puppeteering this person.
Gyrating snarling very common in meth users.
You're wide open to the supernatural realm, and it's just like the twist, the twitching and the twisted movements.
It's very demonic in itself.
But that was like my first taste of it.
Right.
The year was two thousand and sixteen at this time.
Okay, so I'm just going into the crystal meth world at this time.
Right after that, everything falls apart.
It was almost like God was giving me a prophetic vision almost of where I was heading into hell, and I had no wise.
Speaker 2Let me ask you one more thing about this encounter with the woman.
Was she visibly under the influence of anything that you could tell?
Speaker 3I mean, looking back, I could tell I can say I believe that she was under the influence of meth amphetamines.
But I've seen a bunch of crazy stuff with people on that drug, and we'll get into it.
It's like the myth does something chemically to the human brain.
Okay, and this goes way back, and they don't understand much about the human brain.
Later in the institution, they the team of doctors told me, we don't really know much at all about the human mind, right, And I believe it chemically opens a doorway to the supernatural, the spiritual realm, the unseen around us, and we just have these mind blowing experiences with myth and the devil, god, angels, demons, you name it.
So the veil to the supernatural world becomes paper thin, almost nonexistent, and things start happening in the natural realm that are vulgar displays of power, both good and evil.
It's a really wild ride.
So I ended up the after everybody leaves, everybody walks away from my life, I lose my career.
I was just in the throes of addiction and depression, and I went on a purposeful suicide mission in the underworld of crystal meth amphetamines.
I moved back in with my father and Corpus Christie.
Very interesting that God chose to write the story of fire and Nights the Meth Bible in a city that name quite literally means the body of Christ in Spanish Chris.
It's like this supernatural battle of souls happening in the body of Christ, Texas.
So I move in with him, and by no chance at all, it was like a predestined story being written.
I end up being a nighttime cab driver in the city of Corpus and I'm a methaddicted cab driver.
Okay, so the story is really told through the eyes of a meth addicted junkie cab driver in the body of Christ, Texas.
Okay.
It's one of the most violent cities in Texas, which is very violent because there's firearms everywhere.
It's a really dangerous place to be, lots of gangs, the whole thing.
I'm now in the taxi, okay, I'm driving from seven pm till seven am.
My client tele is pimps, prostitutes, drug dealers, money printers, professional thieves, check cashers, you name it, just the dregs of society.
I'm ferrying around the lost souls of the city during the wee hours of the night, giving them safe passage on all these underworld drug missions and prostitution and everything.
And I quickly discovered that being in the taxi was a really good way to support my drug Okay, and I start making connections, and this is something I wanted to tell.
I met this guy, and it's almost like these characters would say things to you as like fore warnings, like prophecy.
Almost.
This one guy, we were in this abandoned apartment, in this really swanky place, but it was like we weren't supposed to be in there.
There was like a vacant apartment.
And he says, you know, Boston, He goes, the meth counter culture is a very strange place, and you're gonna see a lot of really strange things.
Now he's in the world already, and boy was he not lying, Chris.
Because all right, so everyone in the underworld of meth, their minds are wide open to the spiritual.
Right.
You see witchcraft, Wicca, Satanists, true Blue Satanists, card readers, born again Christians preaching in trap houses.
For some reason.
Everyone is into some intense form of spirituality and it's really crazy.
The cast of characters that you meet along the way.
Okay, so it ropes you in.
It's sex, addiction, corn on the cob, you know, like stuff you shouldn't watch on TV.
They'll throttle us if we say what it really is.
But you know what I'm saying.
Okay, But it's like it's just every sin imaginable, lying, cheating, stealing, infidelity, debaucherous sex.
It's just hedonism and its highest level.
The devil sets up his carnival in every major city and every little town and every trailer park in between to break the lives, will and souls of God's children.
And it just takes you down this derogatory, crazy lifestyle.
And I covered it in the book the chapter Driver.
Stakes is high, you know, and it's like you go into the underworld of crime, you know, mothers selling their bodies for pennies on the dollar, fifty cents on the dollar, food stamps.
I go into everything that it looks like, and it really is the most evil place that a person can be.
Speaker 2At this point, where you still snorting meth or had you graduated to other ways of ingesting it, I.
Speaker 3Started, I started to get on the pipe at this time.
Okay, now, there's something about smoking crystal meth that's absolutely wild.
Chris.
It's it's almost a fascination where you blow the smoke out.
Okay, it's it's meant smoke dissipates very quickly into the night sky.
Okay, there is a phenomenon.
I am now.
You saw us go viral last month, fourteen million views in the month of October on my Facebook reels alone.
Then we've got TikTok.
I'm starting to farm all of this data from the masses of people, because nobody's ever talked about math and the devil being so linked, or the supernatual world and the things we experience out in public before.
And here I am on the Internet and we're just exposing it all people, I mean, by the thousands in the comments section, they're all they're all saying, I can't believe I'm hearing someone else talk about the same exact experiences that I went through.
Everyone was gonna call me crazy if I ever said this in public, but I stepped out and I started telling this stuff, and then the book came out, and then and then people are really they're really starting to talk publicly about the supernatural demonic experiences the experiences with God too.
I mean I never disclaimer, never go looking for the Lord, Jesus Christ or God or spirituality in the bottom of a meth bubbler, because it's called the devil's drug on the street.
And it's not a mistake because if that's what you're looking for, that's exactly who you're gonna meet.
Okay, So I'm farming this data.
There's a phenomenon and I've seen so many pictures Chris, people that have had these in their phones for a year, two three years.
You blow the myths smoke out in front of a light, okay, and then they're snapping photos and they are straight demon faces in the smoke of this methan fetom.
It's almost like they're walking through the smoke for they appear, and it's bone chilling, to say the least.
And it's like I've seen pictures from La New York City, everywhere in between, Johannesburg, South Africa, I mean New Zealand, and people are all capturing this supernatural phenomenon and it's absolutely wild.
Man.
So it's like there's definitely something evil.
Like Jerry, who's a doctor, Jerry Marzinski, he says that he's talked to tons of meth addicts through his career, and everything that we're all saying in the drug world, in the medical world, it's all starting to collide where the truth about meth and the devil is finally out in the open.
Yeah, isn't that amazing?
Speaker 2Is amazing?
Maybe we could get to some more examples to help the audience make that connection between the paranormal and metheus, because for people that have never experienced it or aren't heavy drug users, it may be hard to understand how these experiences could bring about something paranormal.
Speaker 3Okay, and let's go back to the poisonous roots of where meth came from.
It's a very important piece to this story because you have to see the actions and the things that happened when people are under the spell of this ice.
Okay, it was invented by the Japanese way back, but then Hitler came to power and he came into the Third Reich, and that they started to perfect it in a drug called purvet it.
Have you ever heard of that?
Okay?
It's all historically accurate.
In a book it's called Blitzed okay by an author named Norman older.
You can get it on Amazon or anywhere else and it goes through.
Like the German government started giving it to the troops in World War two, okay, and it was to create almost like a super soldier to fight in cold environments like they were preparing for in Poland, Russia, etc.
Right, So they they wanted them to stay up for weeks on end, so they started giving them that.
Then they needed like the workforce in Germany to start making shells and everything, so they started giving it to the public as a pep pill.
Chris.
Yeah.
They even commissioned like our version of Hershey's chocolate to lease chocolates with the purpose, and then they sold it as like a pep treat.
The whole country falls under the spell of amphetamines, and some of the greatest war crimes and atrocities this planet's ever seen happened under that in the reign of the Third Reich.
And we know what happened there, Okay.
So that's where ice and meth and fetamines came from.
And then they started making crystal meth, and around and around we go.
Ice and meth have spiderwebbed all over the entire planet.
And we get into the supernatural experiences.
People are wide open, I mean prophecy.
I've seen like a ton of people me included, where you can start to speak things or see things before they're coming.
People that know things about other people, their intentions, things that they do in their personal life.
It's just this weird experience where they're being fed information through the ether.
People are seeing the shadow people.
Have you heard of the shadow people?
I have experienced this, and we talked about this with Jerry briefly.
But the shadow people are these dark, shadowy figures that look like they resemble human beings, Okay, and they'll walk by you in the house.
The things that go bump in the night are very real in the meth world.
Chris and Jerry was saying that the common when you're really deep in they either have bright, lime green or red glowing eyes.
Okay, so people see those.
There's another phenomenon called the hat Man.
Have you heard of that?
Speaker 2Yeah?
Speaker 3The hat Man is a dark, shadowy figure almost like he's the king or the prince of the shadow people.
Now, I know from my experiences that shadow people are demons.
I know that that's my personal, very deeply rooted belief from my experiences, always inflicting fear, always inflicting the thoughts where you think that you're going crazy.
Demons have three main jobs.
This is from Derek Prince.
He's a brilliant pastor deliverance minister.
The first one that they have is to torture and torment people, so that lines up with the shadow people.
The second one is to keep you from knowing the Lord Jesus Christ is your lord and savior, and the third one is to keep you from serving him effectively.
But this is a spiritual war zone, and those those shadow people are really troops in the Devil's army.
Really, nothing ever, good comes from these spiritual experiences, not until the very end, where God comes in and gives all these people I've talked to a choice.
Are you gonna choose God above or the devil behave?
Speaker 2The metho itself alters your perception in a very profound way, most likely enough to have these metaphysical types of experiences.
But you add on no sleep for days at a time, and I imagine this enhances those experiences quite greatly.
Speaker 3Right, yes, And I mean in Christianity.
In a lot of different relige they talk about fasting and the power of fasting to open spiritual doors right the natural way, where you abstained from food or water.
There's a phenomenon in the meth world, and I talk about it in the book and all these interviews.
It's called fasting for the devil.
And it's like, you're living this debaucherous life.
You're worshiping the pipe, Chris.
I mean, there were spiritual times in my life when I started going in really deep where you start seeking the myth as a spiritual tool.
So I would keep my meth bubbler.
Now I'm shooting up too, I'm on the needle.
Okay, Oh, absolutely, I was doing.
I took methamphetamine use to a level no human beings should take it.
I was trying to unalive myself to totally self delete.
Now, nobody told me myth doesn't usually kill you.
It drives you insane first, Okay, Okay, So the lifestyle kills you.
But it's not drinking water for a week at a time, five six days.
You're not eating food for stretches of sometimes a week, two weeks.
So you're fasting for the devil.
You're worshiping this drug like on a on a satanic altar.
Really.
I would keep my meth pipe in a wooden box and I would use it as a ceremonial tool to summons these spirits from outside of myself, knowing that when they come into me.
I mean, you're acting in all types of strange and mysterious ways, total sexual debauchery, you name it.
But it was like you're seeking the devil through this substance, through these rituals that you participate in, and I mean, boy did they show up.
I mean, wild stuff would happen.
I'll tell you one supernatural story where the veil where the it crossed over the plane into the natural.
If you want to hear that for sure.
Yeah, it's it's It's in a chapter.
There's a story based on this.
It was about four or five in the afternoon.
I took my last toke of the last drugs I had, and then later on in the evening, I'd met this girl off a dating app.
I mean, everybody in the meth world's trying to hook up, link up, and they're using the Internet to do it.
It's this underground world.
Okay.
So I get in my dad's gl three point fifty Mercedes Benz truck and I drive down to this this really neighborhood west side Corpus CHRISTI in the hood, and I drive down there and I pick up this girl that i'd met online.
And I remember when she got in the car, the hair on the back of your neck would stand up.
She laughed like the joker.
I mean, there was something so black attached to this girl.
I mean it was just like you were shaking trebling when she sat next to you in the car.
But I took her back to the house anyway.
I mean, I'm used to evil at this point.
Okay, so we go back, we hang out for a while.
Things unfold about three o'clock in the morning, so you're figuring a little less than twelve hours.
I haven't had any drugs at all.
Okay.
So I'm sitting there and I'm starting to like go through withdrawls from meth.
So I reach under the cabinet and I open up a bottle of rum.
I poured a drink, and I'm trying to take the edge up.
So she's standing right across from me.
There's a sink behind me, a lower countertop and a higher countertop like a breakfast bar.
Right, So we would go around like this and she's up on the breakfast bar and she's talking to me, and we're having the first normal conversation of the entire night.
My guard's down over her right shoulder.
I saw these pains of electric hot white light moving like this from top to bottom, and they were going away from her shoulder, and they took a blob form and they whipped around the corner down the hall.
That house was extremely highly steeped in paranormal activity to begin with.
I'll go into that in a minute.
But this blob electric figure takes off down the hall.
Now, I didn't say anything, and she's staring at me, and my breath was taking from me.
When you're in the presence of the devil, demons, the supernatural, you can barely speak.
And she looked at me and her eyes were as wide as dinner plates.
And I said, did you see that.
She goes, no, but I felt it.
And there was a knob missing on a ceramic top stove right next to me, on the lower part, so it's in between us on my right side.
As soon as she said no, I felt, but I felt it.
A pire of sparks bah whoa came up three feet.
Now I ran down the hallway and I went into my room.
I did.
I admit it.
I was terrified.
I've never felt that kind of fear, anxiety, and just an absolute terror in one moment of my life.
So the funny part is like you're trying to make natural sense of these things.
Right.
The next day, my dad was paralyzed with spinal cancer.
During this time he's down the hall, there's this train of drug addicts living in the house, lots of different evil people always circling through the house.
That's why I believe the house was haunted, so to speak, Demonic spirits or presence was brought in the house.
Because when you have a bunch of different people living evil lives with evil things attached, they tend to like stay in the hub place of where it's all happening.
Right, So it's like, be very careful of who you invite into your home, who you let touch you all of these things.
Right.
So the next day my dad had to pay one hundred and eighty five dollars to have the stove physically rewired.
There was something literally really there in the room with us, and it's like it'll take your breath away.
I mean, that stuff really happens where the spiritual crosses over into the natural.
I've heard stories of stuff flying off the shelves.
People just I mean, I've put a meth pipe on the counter, and I was always I was always hearing them smash on the floor.
So I took a sock that was wet, and I put the pipe on the counter.
I walked backwards and I looked at it.
And then and this is the same kitchen.
This is later on, And I looked at it.
It's not going anywhere.
Man, I turn and I walk around the corner and hear psh and the meth pipe smashes on the ground.
It's like real life supernatural, Like you're talking like goat story level stuff.
You don't believe in this stuff until you actually experience it.
Speaker 2Bro At any point, did you start to link what was happening to the drug use or did you think it was connected to something else?
Speaker 3I was.
I was absolutely terrified.
And then the people.
There's also this phenomenon.
Have you ever heard of gangs stocking?
Okay, so you're familiar with gangster talking.
Some people say it's spiritual, like it's the devil.
Some people say it's the government with v two A having stuff fit.
Now they really have that technology.
Okay, So I don't know for sure what this stuff is, but I've seen it with my own eyes, where you make an enemy in the meth world and a group of high level drug dealing type gangster people.
They'll play mind games with people to try to get them to unalive themselves.
So, like, I'm going through all of this stuff, and I start looking for answers because I was like, Okay, this is like, this is stuff that doesn't normally happen in real life.
So I start getting on YouTube and I searched up like demons, all of this stuff, and I came across a video by Derek Prince called Demon Gangs, and all of a sudden, it started to make sense about everything I was experiencing, like how different demons travel together, and like the spirit of witchcraft is always preceded by the spirit of rebellion, where you start to rebel against morality or God or whatever.
Okay, and then all of a sudden, the witchcraft now crystal meth Chris, it's witchcraft at its absolute highest level.
It's a bubbling culture and a witches brew.
Even the way that they make it Okay, it's like they're putting batteries strips from lithium batteries and it's absolutely wild.
But yes, I started making the link that meth was linked to the supernatural spiritual demonogram.
I mean, it was undeniable in this How did you navigate through that?
Apparently it didn't scare you enough to stop at that point, but how did you start to have those experiences knowing that you may be dealing with something supernatural?
Okay, so this is my belief.
I was in a car.
I have the picture of this to prove this.
Okay, I was in the city taxi at the time, and I'm driving.
I leave the house and I'm driving to go to the taxi stand.
I pick up this old two thousand and nine Ford Police Interceptor model.
It's an old cup car turned tax Yeah, okay, so I'm driving.
It's in October night.
I believe it was like twenty seventeen when this happened.
So I'm jumping back a little bit, but this was like the beginning of the spiritual battle.
So I'm driving.
The fog starts rolling in the city, covering the tops of the palm trees and the bulbs of the palm trees, and I'm falling asleep a lot behind the wheel because I'm staying up way more than I should, working way more than I should.
So it's like the cabs seven to seven.
Then I'm in the personal car driving drug dealers around all day, doing debaucherous things a day, so I'm not sleeping at all.
So I'm driving and I'm waking up to the honking of horns.
Okay, So it happened once.
It happened twice, and the fog was so thick you couldn't even see, like they couldn't even see into my window from the other cars.
They just saw my daillights.
So I wake up the third time to this loud, monstrous crash.
And I wake up and I have my hands on the steering wheel because I jolted, and I looked down and the s pedometer was reading just about seventy miles an hour, and I flown over the curb on the highway and flew over and off onto the future road, and I came down and I crashed on four popped tires right and the smoke starts billowing around the car.
And another cliche thing.
Would they say, okay when you get in one of these fatality style accidents or near death experiences, everything slows down like slow motion and freeze frames.
Again, never believed it until it happened to me.
I'm going towards this massive concrete structure with a big sign on the top of it.
And I remember the first frame.
It was like time stopped, and I heard my own voice in my mind and I said, oh, you know what, I was like, that's concrete, Like I identified what was happening.
The second one, I saw the face of my youngest daughter, and I felt this feeling of just total love and it was the best that I felt in a long time.
And then immediately after I accepted the third one, as I accepted my own death and I knew I was gonna die.
I mean, I'm flying towards this concrete signed the size of a redwood tree.
So upon impact, my eyes were wide open, and the nose of the taxi starts to crush and tune a can in, and the car starts like melting and tunic canning in around me, the engines in the front seat, and it looked like a nuclear weapon went off a hot white concussion.
Okay, and I just remembers sitting there.
I had broken glass in my eyes.
I had a superficial cut on this hand where blood was spurting all over the engine that was next to me, and it smelled like some demonic psychotic barbecue where someone was cooking Filet Minyon.
My heel was crushed under the seat, my left heel, my sneaker was broken.
There's blood spurting out all over the what's left of the windshield and onto the engine.
There was five ribs, like if you X rayed me right now, five of my ribs were sawed completely in half by the seatbelt.
I wore a seatbelt because it's the dumbest reason to get pulled over with nine ounces of myth in the car, you know.
So it was like I trained myself always to have.
If I didn't have that, we wouldn't be having this conversation.
So I, you know, everything happens.
I spill out onto the parking lot and I vomited.
And there's a whole story.
It's in a whole chapter called Angels and Signs in the Bible based off this real life story.
And later on, I'm dropping a girl off a week later to go get a drug test in the same strip MO.
They only took the car away.
The police tape's still there, headlights underneath from where the impact kicked the headlight out, and I'm tweaked out and I'm looking for like stuff in the picture.
Just can't believe that I actually survived this accident.
And I look and I had fallen asleep and I had crashed into the sign at the South Texas Christian Sleep Study Center.
It was like God had and then the sign fell on the taxi during this, so it was like God dropped a sign on my head to tell me to take my foot off the gas and get out of this lifestyle.
And I just went harder and harder and harder, and the spiritual experiences got more and more.
But this was the crazy part about the accident.
For five days after that accident, if you picture a black stage in total darkdarkness, and there was like a sign that had letters made of light bulbs, and they would just light up and then turn off, light off, and turn up, and it said find the others.
And I thought I was going crazy.
I never told anybody that story find the Others, And now I know what it is I was supposed to to find the other spiritually gifted people that went through this myth mind bomb of a lifestyle that had these experiences, and unite us all together, and we're supposed to expose this to the world.
And that's exactly what happened in real life.
So that's where I started to know God was like in the story and on my side, Yes, and I and I believe that you're on are You're walking so close with the devil, hand in hand with the serpent, that God sees you and he comes in to give you a chance.
You could choose God above her or the devil beneath, and the choice is completely yours.
Because we have I.
Speaker 2Can look back at my experiences when I was heavy into drugs.
There had been plenty of times where I should have died.
I should have been taken from this earth because I was doing something ridiculously stupid under the influence, and there was an intervention of some kind.
I can only describe it as some sort of miracle or angelic spiritual intervention that prevented me from dying.
And in that moment, it's just a knowing that something intervened because the situation was so impossible it shouldn't have turned out the way it did.
Did you have any other experiences during your addiction that were similar to that.
Speaker 3To where God saved me?
I mean it just went on and on.
I mean just the fact that I used to use dirty needles that were off the floor of my traphouse.
God knows who used them.
There was hundreds of homeless people in and out of there.
And when I was later on incarcerated, I got tested and I didn't have not one blood born disease, no hivy, no hepatitis.
When they tested me, they saw that my spleen was four times the size because right before this I was drinking for all those years, and when I started smoking ice, I stopped drinking abruptly.
So later on the doctors were like, we can't explain it.
Your spleen is four times the size, your liver is completely healed.
What was your drinking history?
And I told him and the lady was like, I've never told anybody this, she said, but that meth saved your life because I stopped drinking so abruptly, right, So it was like God used that to save me from sure death.
And then I went down a whole different pathway in hell there's so much we can cover.
Have you heard of the Truman Show experience before?
Speaker 2I've seen the Truman Show, and I think it's a great analogy to much of what we experience in this reality.
But what are you referring to?
Speaker 3Okay, So I did a whole show about it last night.
This is a phenomenon, Chris, it's wild.
You've got to look into this.
I started talking about the chapter in this book called movie Magic.
Speaker 2Okay, we touched on this a little bit.
Speaker 3Okay, yeah, yes, and movie Magic.
So I start to think that I'm being filmed with hidden cameras.
At first, I thought that through the gang stocking, these girls were getting sent to my house.
They would always show up when it ran out of drugs, like, knock on the door, This really cute girl would be there with a bag full of dope.
And I was like, Chris, I'm good looking, but I'm not that good looking.
Okay, for that to happen all the time, I'm like, there's something up.
These women are being sent So methinphetamine's psychosis is like a It's like a snowball that rolls downhill.
So then as my mind's deteriorating, I start to believe that I'm being filmed with with satellites.
I believe that I'm selected in this Hollywood movie.
Okay, that's actually being executive produced by Jim Carrey.
Jim, if you're watching, I'm still waiting on my check, bud, that's great.
But listen, this is the craziest part.
Right.
So I go through my whole Truman Show experience.
I embrace it.
I'm doing stand up comedy at the countertop in Walmart in what a Burger.
I'm being thrown out of every south Side Corpus business for life, getting banned.
Thinking that I'm an actor, I was like, hey, you want a movie, Let's give him a movie.
Right.
So I'm embracing this.
But the thing is, when I started talking about this, Chris, thousands and thousands and thousands of people have had this same exact experience.
Most of them all when they got clean, came out and believed in God, started following Christ.
And I'm like, it's not Buddha, it's not it's not Mohammed.
And it's like who would care?
Right, Like everyone gravitated towards this one spiritual being or character.
Right.
So I'm looking at the comments people were freaking out.
They're like, I can't believe someone's talking about this, So we're farming data, right.
We believe that there was a great spiritual awakening that started in the meth world and all over the planet really in twenty seventeen till the present.
And the weirdest part out of this whole thing is when Truman in the movie was going through when he found out that he was actually in the Truman Show.
He was thirty six years old, and so were most of the people I talked to.
Wo It's wild, man.
Speaker 2I think we naturally experience something called synchronicity, which may be connected to some sort of spiritual intelligence that guides us or presents us with information on our path.
I'm wondering if substances like meth may hypercharge our awareness of synchronicity and things like this and may lead to forms of psychosis.
Basically, the strangest, most coincidental things happen when you're under the influence of this drug.
Speaker 3So much so I think that's where it creates the Truman Show delusion.
You're like, there's no way this person would come up right now unless it was scripted and say this exact thing or this would happen.
This saved my life at this exact moment, I'm starving to death, and this person dropped food on my front door and left like things like that, like it's just wild.
But yes, I do believe that.
And I also this is another one I've been touching on.
I am convinced that the United States government and other governments worldwide have done think tank deep black budget studies with crystal meth.
I am convinced because it opened you up.
Like there was one time I had a blow torch and a pipe in my hand and a girl was walking by me in my trap house.
She'd never been there before, I never met her.
She tapped me as she walked by with her shoulder and I spun around and she had on some steelers, some Pittsburgh steelers, like house shoes and like slippers.
And I looked down and I said, hey, I go.
Your dad says he misses you and he loves you.
And tears started streaming down her face, and she goes, my dad gave me.
My dad gave me these shoes.
It just it just brings you to this place.
But this is the thing.
You're gonna lose.
Every part of your life in the process.
Like it's something that really should never be played with.
It is like the invention of a nuclear weapon.
It's something that we should not play around with because it's hell on earth.
Speaker 2Talk a little bit about what led to the event that caused your incarceration in that facility.
Speaker 3Okay, So I was at the end of my rope.
It was one hundred and ten degrees in the trap house.
It was a house in the country club of slates.
We all had been on meth and it's just the meth life is so insane.
Sheet rock torn out.
There wasn't a strip of carpet in the house.
The place was down to the studs, no water, no electricity.
I was at the end of my rope.
Now, my dad had been missing, Remember he had cancer.
Nobody came to tell me that he went into hospice care.
I thought he was in Hawaii playing golf as part of the movie scenario.
I thought he faked cancer as part of this movie conspiracy.
I was like, he took the money, you know.
He was like, they paid him off, and now he's part of this.
So he's gone.
Everyone's abusing the fact that I'm mentally challenged and they're all swarming the house.
But this day I was by myself and I went down.
I ended up going to catch the Wi Fi at a grocery store.
I talked to a family member.
I was like, where's my dad, and they're like, he's been dead for three weeks.
And some type of a light bulb went off in my head even though I was so deep, and I shoplifted like three four locos.
I went home, I pounded and I passed out.
I was covered.
I'm like the demon possessed man from Gagerines from the Holy Bible that was possessed with legion, self inflicted knife wounds all over my body, just covered in blood.
I was wearing a pair of just disgusting swim trunks, no shirt.
I got up.
I'm on this mattress that my dad used to sleep on.
And I sit up and there's trash up to the fiberboard, there's needles.
It's just absolute hail.
And I looked over and there was a huge rusted butcher knife.
I have nowhere glue where it came from.
Looked like one of those ones from like the Prince of Arabia or something like a curved blade.
I get up and I said out loud.
I stood up, and I go this ends now.
And I walked around the corner of I opened the door.
I walked out.
I threw a TV that was in my I threw a TV out of closed window days.
Yeah, it was on the front lawn.
I picked it up and I threw it over my neighbor's fence.
And I stomped around and I went into a McDonald's restaurant and I opened the door.
Now I look like a maniac, demon possessed lunatic with blood and knife wounds.
My hair's all messed up.
I hadn't had a haircut in months.
And I opened the door and I said, this is not a robbery.
Everybody get up out of here.
And they ran out the back door.
And I threw the knife on the ground and I walked behind the counter and I got a burger and I poured a coke and I sat down and I waited for the police.
I was being tossed into like your local psych word every three days and then released.
I was a total danger to myself and other people.
I could have underlived myself or someone else.
I was living in an alternate universe and I did it so I could get clean.
It was a self inflicted arrest.
I faced one count of aggravated robbery in the state of Texas.
That's five to ninety nine years, three counts of aggravated assault with a deadly weapon because I scared some people with the knife, and then the commission of a crime two to twenty each one hundred and fifty sixty years stacked.
And they tried to give me fifteen years in prison on my first felony arrest ever.
And I had the best lawyer that money could buy.
I had the number two pay attorney in the city of Corpus.
I want him in a lottery as a public defender.
So is that one of those synchronized moments where God saved my life?
Chris, what do you think I'd have to say one n yes.
And during this this insanity portion of my life, I want to say this.
I was an absolute pornography and sex addict.
I was an absolute math addict.
I was out of my mind.
I was the dirtiest worst that a person could be.
And I remember I was on my bed in the trap house and I felt the flame of God sit next to me.
There was some energy that came and sat down, and I believe it to be the Holy Spirit.
That's my belief.
But I felt this intense love and just wave of affection throughout my whole body so much so I vomited.
And that happened quite a bit.
When I'd be walking down the street, it'd be like a tractor beam would hit me and I would throw up, and then all of a sudden, I'd start to be able to like I was saying things from the Holy Bible that I've never read the Bible in my life.
At this point, this is all true stuff.
I was going around trap houses telling people, I believe the veil has been lifted from my eyes.
That's from the Holy Bible.
That stuff later on, I'm reading it.
I was so crazy in incarceration.
God used my insanity, and I believed that they could see through my eyes for the movie.
And I believed if I read the Holy Bible that I would learn something and they would let me out of this terrible try.
I was facing right, So I read the New Testament three times and I actually ended up beating that case on insanity.
Drugs disqualify you from that finding in court, so it's an absolute They called it.
This is a group of experts said it was a miracle court case.
They said, no one in Nuace's County will ever get off on insanity ever again with they have drugs in their story.
This was a mistake and I beat the case.
I actually have no criminal record of any kind.
I had a corporate job after this, and my mind completely healed.
Chris, like eight months in jail before the trial, I was talking to the weather man on TV, thinking we're having a conversation, and I went to bed and I woke up healed, like I am, Now, gee, how scary that is.
Speaker 2That's incredible.
Speaker 3You're like, I'm facing fifteen.
Yeah, my dad's dead.
The houses were closed.
Everyone hates me.
I probably have HIV.
Like all of these things because you know, the girls and the needles and everything weren't props in the movie.
Nobody was getting tested in Hollywood.
Speaker 2That must be a health root awakening.
To come to and have your faculties back and realize everything that you've done during that time period, that's.
Speaker 3Crazy, better than ever before, is the strangest part.
I literally have a sixth grade education.
I stopped paying attention in school and I dropped out of high school and I stopped paying attention in sixth grade when I started smoking wheat.
I was a terrible addict from childhood.
And I wrote a seven hundred and sixteen page book.
Never went back to change anything.
It was one run through.
I wrote it in six months to the day.
It's incredible and it's just and it's a best seller.
It's not like it was like not a good book.
It's like I am blown away because I'm like the spiritual doorways that were blown open with the substance.
I don't know what it is, but God touched me when he healed, and I've never been the same man.
I have a gift to speak that I never really had, like not like that I preach, I go and do public speaking.
Like all of this stuff is blowing my mind right on.
Speaker 2Well, it's amazing enough that you're still with us, let alone that you've done all this since those experiences.
You mentioned something earlier that I'd like to spend the last few minutes on that it's possible that at the highest levels of our government there's experimentation and even implementation of some of these drugs, especially in our pharmaceutical realm.
There seems to be a pharmaceutical crisis.
Young kids being prescribed some of the hardest drugs that you could imagine from a very early age, like adderall riddling things you mentioned earlier.
I'm wondering how much does this affect a young child's mind and the spiritual connection that they have of how much could this be influencing them with demonic forces or otherwise and veering them on a very bad path from a very young age.
Speaker 3Well, I'll start off answering you like this, if you took a pile of shards crystal math and put it on a table, and then you put like crushed up adderall on the table.
As far as the experience or effects of those two drugs are like coke and pepsi in a taste test.
And I'm not kidding.
If you take if you snort adderall or riddling, I used to do it all the time.
It is literally pharmaceutical grade crystal math, and if you do enough of it, you'll go out there.
Now.
Vivance is exactly like that they just recalled it the other day.
Because it's not strong enough.
It's not giving people the effects that they're they're like, it's not absorbing into the body.
I'm like, these are literal school children that are being fed pill form crystal meth.
Just like, wait a minute, Chris, didn't we talk about a certain country with a certain leader earlier who did the same exact thing with pharmaceutical speed.
Every man, woman and child on the country is getting high on meth.
That's what's happening here.
And they're wide open and it's I mean crystal meth.
A lot of people who come out of crystal meth addiction all started at being given riddling as kids in school.
Big big surprise there.
Like if you give a kid, if you give a lab rat crystal meth, they're gonna get addicted to it.
So if you give a lab rat vivance or riddling or aterall, they're gonna get addicted to that because it's just the same drug.
Man.
Speaker 2Yeah, it does seem that even other types of drugs and illicit substances open you up, but in different ways, possibly even to different spiritual intelligences.
But there does seem to have an effect.
Drugs like meth have this hypercharged connection to these spiritual realms more than anything I've ever seen.
Speaker 3And we're seeing mkulture right, like everything that's come out about mkulture, about how our own government experimented on people in society, our own citizens, with like LSD mind controlled drugs, truth serums, all of that stuff.
Right.
Who's to say that this great wave of adderall vivance, all of these pills, right, these prescriptions.
Who are to say that the government's not monitoring the children being given these drugs in some vast scientific experiment to see if these kids are like like superheroes or like you know.
It's just it gets so wild because if there were prophets like Daniel from the Bible today who could predict wars and stuff, they would kidnap those people and lock them underneath a mountain and use them for their own good.
Speaker 2One hundred percent.
Speaker 3That's the true, and I believe that takes place.
I believe that all of my heart.
Speaker 2Last few minutes, let's get your final thoughts.
Very interested to know how people that have reached out to you are reacting to your story some of the information that's come out.
You said you're kind of data mining a lot of experiences to make comparisons.
What's some of the most profound information you've put together based on other people that have reached out to you.
Speaker 3We're in the portion of the data mining of this in the comments and I mean the messages.
We got fourteen million streams last month alone, Okay, and the book shot to the number one drug dependency and recovery book in the country on Amazon.
I wrote it when I was homeless, but now that with all the exposure, we're in a stage where people are really just in shock and awe.
Like you know, people are telling stories and they're all very similar to mine, almost identical.
The Truman Show one is the biggest one where it's all linked up.
I mean, really, we should have a convention in like Vegas or something and all get together and try to piece this thing together, because at the end of the day, we really don't know, but we know we know it's linked, and we know we're all part of this strange spiritual connection in some way, shape or form.
But it's wild, man, and I'm seeing people just kind of I can't believe somebody's talking about this out in the open.
That's the number one thing we're getting.
And then people are telling similar stories that almost carbon copy the one I just told.
Speaker 2What would you say to those that are in this moment struggling with addiction, looking for a way out but don't know how to get there.
Speaker 3If you can get off drugs and give your life to God, if you can find your purpose in this life and start chasing it like you did those drugs, you will be over the moon, blown away by what will happen in your life.
You could be an author, a director, a filmmaker, you could start a business.
The sky is the limit with what God will do with your life if you just surrender that addiction, surrender your will, and start to taking direction from a higher being than yourself.
I know everybody doesn't believe in Jesus, but that's my experience when I gave my life to Christ and I really walked in his path, not the path of religion, not organized religion, where they're just they're graping the body of Christ for money or anything.
I'm saying, when you walk in the spirit of God, your entire life will change, and then it becomes super fun.
You will obtain things that you never thought you were good enough to get, and life every day is kind of.
Speaker 2Like a right.
I love it, man, Boston, Thank you so much.
We'll have to definitely do this again in the future.
So much more we can get to before I let you go.
Remind the audience how they can pick up the books find out more about.
Speaker 3You, Fire and Ice.
The Meth Bible is a bestseller on Amazon dot Com.
You can just search the Meth Bible.
It's also on all my socials in my link tree.
It'll be in a link underneath this YouTube video.
Go follow me on Facebook, TikTok all over and I would love to interact with you if you have a story that's similar.
I also have my own podcast and I'm having people on where I'm interviewing him to show the world that this is all very much connected.
Speaker 2That's great.
I love what you're doing, man, keep it up.
Love to talk again, and until next time, everyone, have a wonderful evening.
We will talk again tomorrow.
We'll see all then.
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