What happen is left every time an lea Yee.

I'm Gg Maguire, his Cleo Trapper, I'm the Puerto Rican Princess Johnson and Hernandez.

That Puerto Rican printest for real.

We see you at the Puerto Rican Day Parade.

You know that is a staple here.

Listen.

Can I just say I love everybody from New York.

They are so amazing to me.

It's like I was from here, but I'm from out of them.

They literally loved me like it's like it's like I can't believe it.

Everybody else so crazy.

I've never seen one hundred thousand and two hundred thousand people like screaming my name.

That was a lot.

Yeah, but I was good.

Yeah, they love you in New York.

It felt really good because being an independent audist is really hard.

And you know, I've had at I've got a backlash about my music for many many years.

But I sell out shows.

I literally sell out shows like I'm an independent audists.

I'm not to my husband's labels, shut out to you, ballistic, but I'm an independent.

Audists and I sell tickets.

When I come to New York, I do three, four or five shows back to back, and I make so much money here period.

And you know, people like to talk like you know, people like to say shit, But I do it for my fans, I don't.

I do it for me obviously.

I love to do music.

I love to do TV because I do, and I don't know which one I love the most.

But will you put them together?

Though?

Because yos and the songs and episode and I'm in I'm gonna watch it, you do like we was really in here because it's very catchy music.

Yeah, you know, so so congratulations on that because sometimes we don't take a minute to reflect on like all the great things, you know, because you.

Got a lot of haters out there.

You got a lot of haters out there, and you know, for me, I just be like you can hate a fucking day.

But the bitches that I signed to the labels, they can't sell a fucking ticket, you know what I'm Sayings can't have like it's no organic flow, no organic following.

And when you have an organic flowing or organic following, it's so much better because it's like you're gonna forever be a the tour, right, motherfucker's always going through They're always gonna go to Vegas.

Well, they're gonna always do it like it's your be day.

They always and everybody.

One of the smartest things somebody is a popping birthday song because we always need that.

We always everything, because every five seconds somebody told somebody's birthday, and we on need like a dope birthday song.

I actually did that song throughout our COVID and it was just me and my husband and Bonnie Bella.

Or daughter, and I did they do it like a your be Day.

Was kind of like, let me just finish this motherfucker song, because god damn, you know, like you want to just get to the next thing, and you know, home blocked up all day long, so you ain't got ship to do but find a way to be born instead of acting productive and doing some stuff.

So I was like, you know what, do it like your be day?

Baby?

My husband was like, do you know you just made a motherfucker birthday song?

Like you kept telling me that ship every day like for the past.

The next it's like, Johnson, you made.

A birthday's home, which is huge, and it didn't it ain't dawn on me.

It didn't not down on me like it didn't down on me until you saw it.

How much you did you made of that song so far millions of dollars.

Yeah, well, my tours are sold out.

I sell out tours like shout out to all my fans, like, I'm out to the tour, but I am going to any tour in October.

So can you take as actually you ever?

Have you guys ever been, because if you haven't got it?

I want to was at Starletts and I was like, yeah, I wanted to go.

I need to go.

I'm gonna go.

I'm gonna shout out to Starleist.

We've done like fucking twenty shows in Starlist but now we we have so many people coming that we have to get out of the clubs and the strip club and so now this tour we are in the actual like event.

Just because we can't be out there and be to do that.

But that's how you build something, right, sell it out and you show people what you can do, and then you let it grow, because sometimes you start off too big.

That's not Yeah, you gotta started letting intimate.

Yeah, I feel like a lot of.

The bushes that started off really big, especially like when I started doing music.

It's really difficult for them to like continue to make hot music.

It is because when you deal with the labels, they think they you got a bunch of old motherfuckers out there trying to tell you what the ship?

But you ate, why what did you tell me?

What the shoe?

Is?

Not outside?

You ain't outside working the getting your money.

What you you out there in the offices in New York on the you know, fifty or four ship.

And the landscape of music is so different because there's more access.

It used to be like you had to be signed to a label that was back in the day, right because you needed to have a rollout, You needed to have a marketing this.

You needed to be like distributed.

You needed somebody to work radio.

It was a lot.

But you don't even need radio.

You have to have that machine behind you.

Well, I'm not on the radio.

I'm not.

I'm not.

I don't get play on the radio.

But I don't give a fuck up my game play on the radio.

Plase you don't need tickets.

Show My fans actually buy my music.

They come see me on my shows, they pay me to watch my showing your music, they.

Streaming my music.

I'm doing pretty good for myself.

You're doing very good.

Thank you so much, and you tell me for twenty years we used to be right.

I would have never thought that.

And congratulations to you and everything that you have going on with you.

And they never thought that girls like us could get to like a certain level, even though we had a dream.

And you want to do that, but like you know, it's hard.

You're a stripper like you come from nothing, like how do you get there?

You feel me?

I want to say if for you giving you your flowers.

You have always been a star.

Thank you.

Like even in the clubs you were the it girl like you had girl you know.

What especi especially and the old original Diamonds cabgrat you ran that CLUBB I.

Got good pussy, I got your head, I got a fat as, I got a flatter man, I got you ran.

You ran that club like you were the it girl during our era in Diamonds Cab.

Like you would come on stage and not even half the dance, you would just walk back and forth, side to side and they would just lose their minds over you.

And that's so quality.

Don't get it.

I don't get it to this day.

But you did that because right now, I work so hard.

Like when I'm on stage perform me, I work really hard, like I do.

We have over like twenty five choreographies for my six it's like two it's a two hours.

I work really really hard, right, But I'm learning to work smater just like so I don't overwork myself.

Yeah, because you have to find a medium.

Like you said, I would just go on stage.

I thought I was the cutest thing on earth.

I'm like, nigga, you better throw me some money.

And they didn't money.

Fuck it good.

I gotta shake my ass, bitchy fuck about it.

So but now it's like, Okay, I work hard, but maybe maybe I'm just loving my craft.

When you think about the women on Jocelyn's Cabaret, then what if one of them was like, I'm just gonna walk, I'm just cute, just throw money.

Do you think that could work today?

Well, it's a lot a lot of things that are happening in this new season, a lot of things that are changing.

I know you watched the show, so it's a lot that change this season.

Just because I want to go off to have a baby and do other difference.

You said that on the first episode you like you to like to be a big sister, said Mammy.

Get pregnant after my birthday.

That's what she keeps saying, and give me a baby.

Yeah, she's like, you need to get pregnant after my birthday.

Did not get prenant before my bday.

I'm like, relax, your birthday is coming up.

I said, I'm gonna do it before your birthday.

But don't don't worry.

It's not gonna it's not.

A minute.

The baby gotta cook, right, it's gonna take ten months.

But no, the girls, I'm changing the way that I'm doing the show.

And you know, I was the first one on Susan Network of have an amazing show.

And still still I still have top show at the Suits Network and people love it and enjoy the show.

And I pride myself in not just doing fighting.

My bitches do fight.

I feel like we get it on more than a lot of other bitches, you know what I'm saying.

And there be standing there having a conversation and I'm home tour.

They acted like that in real life when we tour, but they're not allowed to fight on tour or I get rid of them.

Because that actually messes with the money for real.

Why we're gonna look up, how we're gonna go on station fighting?

You know.

So I've changed a lot of the seas.

I think you guys are gonna enjoy what's happening on the season and just the growth.

And I'm a businesswoman.

I'm gonna always do the right thing to make the money.

I own that show.

You know.

When I writed to mister lem Plumber, the CEO of Suits Network, you know, he thought it was a great idea, and I was gonna get my ownership, and that's what I did.

You know, I wasn't gonna get him all my ownership, Like Nigga, I don't know you like that.

I like you, you know what I'm saying, But like what I mean my ship.

So you know, I'm just excited to grow and to keep create.

I created that show.

Like when I walked away from Love and Hip Hop and I told them it's going to take God to come down here and get rid of me.

They thought he was a fucking joke, But I'm never a jokester, you know, And yeah, just to and that's what that's what it's about.

I wake up every day, you know, since I was a little girl.

I always wanted to be the most sexiest, just sexy.

I wanted to be the sexiest woman in the wore like I don't know why I wanted to do that, Like since I was.

Like fourteen, and I remember, I don't know, I don't know.

I used to look in the mirror and I will say, Okay, you got to fix this, you gotta fix that.

I don't know why I wanted to be that person, Like I always wanted to be the sexiest woman a lane, Like I wanted when people to see me.

They be like, that is a creature.

And you don't even know where that came from?

Where goes in you?

That's why I you it seems like such a confident person.

But I'm just curious for Jocelyn, like have you always because like you said, when you were fourteen, you were looking in the mirror, and but have you always felt confident?

Because even when you were starting on Love hip Hop, that's a whole different thing.

Right back then when it's like we you know, people knew you like as a you know, as a local celebrity.

But then I'm being on TV, but everybody just watching you and having things to say, how did.

That well, Disco shoes was my priority if you followed my dress, So you know, I was a party girl.

I used to love to snip cocaine and so doing that on TV, it's like you could be the ugliest bitch, and well it's not a good right because you high a kite, you thinking.

You're just flawless, even if you're not flawless, you know.

So that was that was my thing.

But prior to that, obviously I always thought that was beautiful.

But yes, everybody have insecurity.

Shit.

I still got insecurities to this day, not that many because I work on it.

But you know, I don't want to be fat.

I want to always be smart.

I want to work out.

I want to have a flat stomach.

I want to have a fat ass when that's not, you know, sloppy.

So we all have insecurities.

But I have a daughter to raise and I come from this salum sub Puerto Rico, the slum su Puerto Rico and drug infested.

My dad died of a hearing overdose.

So I cut my whole family, Like, I just come from a drug place, and I just knew I never wanted to be that and running away from something you never wanted to be.

You're gonna always get caught up or it's gonna catch up.

To your ass.

Well, you say never.

That's why I can't never say never to you.

Oh my god, it's like right there, it's like and it's hard living in America.

You know, every time you turn around it's something somebody did, somebody got cancer.

That the news is crazy impressing.

I'd be like tears sometimes it's it's incredible.

But you know, for me, I just I have to thrive hard and I don't have a way out.

The only way out it's me.

So why not having a way out?

What the fuck do you do?

You have to work and you have to keep pushing.

And there's gonna be a lot of motherfuckers in the way of telling you no that you're not good enough.

How many times they told me I couldn't do songs, but you can't tell me a motherfucker.

Then when I got to three.

Thousand motherfuckers on my show, two hundred thousand people singing all my songs, and even then you in New.

York at the parade, that parade, honestly, I mean, because you know the parade is such a staple here.

It's an icon in the.

West Indian American Day Parade there our parade every year here in New York and be able to get that type of reception there, they was wildent for you then.

But then look, but then I saw the women got into a little scuffle.

And yeah, so that kind of puts a damper on things.

No, because it adn't happened during the parade, the para, no way, the parade was already done, that.

Was doing the parade.

I would have been highly upset.

I would have been got fired somebody.

Somebody, somebody did get fired, but it was after the parade, not the best place to have a confrontation in.

But you know, this hoe's got a back up off my dick, yo, because if.

You on the deck that you're gonna end up over there.

So that's kind of like changing them what people and.

Almost are you going me?

You know?

So I kind of understood a little bit like you from New York, you little Spanish right, a little something through her.

When I was younger, people always.

Thought I was Puerto Rican or Dominicans being from Brooklyn, because you know, we have a lot of Puerto Ricans and Dominicans every time I would go get my hair done, They're start talking to me in Spanish, and so I had to learn it just because yeah, and.

Everybody speaks it.

Anyways.

I feel like you.

Chinese and black such a cool mixture.

My daughter's fandering really, Yes she does in school.

Yes, good for her even speak and so give her.

She got to teach me.

Girl, You gotta speak your language.

Man.

I never forgot how to speak Spanish.

I don't think I ever could, and I just love it.

M h.

But I want to go back to what.

You said earlier when you were saying love and hip hop, you know, you was doing cocaine and that did you feel like you had to do that to film?

Like you had to kind of it's having a.

Good time with with with the baby daddy, And it was something that I was like, bitch, I'm going to work, I'm having a good time.

We're gonna get turned up and doing drugs while you filming or doing music, recording a song or performing.

It's really your enemy.

It's your enemy because you're not You're not there one hundred percent.

You thank you there, but it's your enemy.

Did you still go back and look at stuff and be like Damn, what the fuck was I because you're saying like you're not one hundred percent there, so you feel like when you looked at it, you were like, I would have been better if I wasn't.

I don't regret anything that I've done, only because and I always told my kid that, because my kid.

She's a judger.

She'd be judging me.

Oh my god, my kid, Oh my god, she will judge you.

They Oh my god.

I'm like, Bonnie, you not judge what anybody does.

And I tell her, I'm like, see you, you're you're being raised in a in a beautiful home, getting everything that you want, going to the Mason School, want the scholars that her school in the Florida it's like number one scholars.

I'm like, we can't from the hood in the cameo, you can't.

You can't look at us the same.

And she was like, Okay, my mind is staying like we're not.

Because she she was talking about me at the cabaret dancers.

She's like, I'm not your minion, right.

And I'm like, my girls have my minion is why are you saying that?

I know?

She she her job.

She was eating that last week and she was like, yes, and I'm about to eat it all.

She said, I eat like a grown person.

She said, I'm not eating burgers and chicken nuggetsper I said, yes, ma'am, and.

That for me.

She's a little hand.

She's very but she's judgmental.

I'm not.

And so I try to tell her, like, listen, you got it, can't be judgmental.

So I don't judge myself.

Back to saying your question, answering your question, I don't judge myself for anything that I've done.

Like, I'm not gonna judge myself.

Why I'm not perfect?

And everybody that's pointing the fingers, bitch, you got four pointed back home three.

You know what I'm saying.

You know.

So it's like, I'm not gonna I'm not like, Okay, I'm not gonna judge my I'm not gonna judge myself.

I've done a lot of funk that ship.

But who gives a fuck?

Everybody?

So they've done a lot of fun up ship.

Look at the future, Look at why I'm going now, look at where I'm look.

I'm actually a fucking.

Poster girl for the young girls right right?

How I changed my whole ship around.

I'm married to an Amazon man.

Shout out to my husband balistic, I'm Mary.

Tell me an a Mason man that says care of my daughter.

He's had bind and said she was six months right.

He was trying to freak on me.

I his mother.

I just had her.

I know he did not I like you.

I was like, okay, but I had.

I don't know if you want to fuck with me?

Yes, I do.

Yeah, he did trip and then they're like that, they're so they're tighter than I am with her.

That's great.

I love it.

I love that, and it's like, I think that's a great judge of like who to be with, who can who loves my child?

When you have a kid.

They actually you're gonna be seeing you.

Guys are gonna be able to see Bonnie Bella.

Uh.

He's got his own show with Bonnie Bella called Taste the Beat with Bonnie and.

I've made a few appearances, not as much as Bonnie did.

It's gonna be on zeus.

No.

I actually try to get it on sus but let me decline it so I have to take you.

I don't know if he does stuff like with kids, like well, if does he does he have anything.

Because it feels like more adult.

Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like I can see, well.

I took him another show he also declined, called The Dancing Freaks, which is going to be coming out to I shot that in Atlanta.

We just got some investors on me.

You know, when you have a person I've made millions of dollars for suits network.

I make them millions and millions and millions and millions every month.

So you know, when I feel like, I had a couple of other shows that I think would be a good fit for the network that are different, not fighting, because the Dancing Friks they don't fight.

It's guys that dance like my girls, but it's X rated.

They dance, they get naked.

My girls don't get naked.

They get naked.

They performed.

We had a we had like five amazing shows in Atlenta and we filmed it.

So that's going to be coming out and then as a couple of months just with like taste to beat.

But it's two.

Shows that aren't like fighting, you know, It's two shows that are not problematic.

It's two shows that are actually something sweet.

Like when I was watching my husband's show, with my daughter.

Taste to Beat.

I was actually crying.

Chefs sweet.

I don't know if you guys know Chef Channica from The Gordon Show, she did Hell's Kitchen.

She's she was there with him the whole time because it's it's like a it's like it's like music and cooking and food in the house.

It's pretty cool.

But you know, let me, they didn't think it was a good idea for somebody else thought it was a.

Great idea because they gave me the money to feel it's.

They gave it to me the film.

I think sometimes it's also good not to have all your eggs in one basket.

I think sometimes it is good to have you have this situation here, this one here, this one here.

I don't think that's a bad thing.

Well, I always, because I am his friend, I always want to give him the benefit.

Of give him the first, you know, and I'm taking it somewhere.

I'm taking this somewhere else.

So I was able to get some of that.

And the thing that dancing Fricks is so amazing.

The boys are fine.

I'm but I'm not.

They got some big old thicks.

Okay, they got some bodies and they performed their society.

They don't like me, but it's not about with you.

It's called dancing fricks.

I own it.

It's actual.

I got twenty boys that are going to be going all over the country to perform.

So they like the Calagry ladies, but none of them do music.

The other one the real famous one.

Because look, remember I host it.

Because I also think it's hard, Like you can't have like a male strip club because I don't think it would generate enough money.

They gotta travel, right, travel, right, they gotta travel because I don't think that it's like some of.

Them make money.

They have so many Atlanta that do make money.

They do have.

It's closed.

When did they call Swing and Richard is going?

Isn't New Years though?

It was for years?

Because it's got to be more like Bachelor rep Party year because you know, we used to throwing guys money.

We're not used to throw in our own money.

You know about Swinging Richards that it was mostly gay men that supported it.

What the guys, the guys that I got, they dance strictly for women.

And these boys got big cocks and they want to show they're really like this.

Let me tell you something I truly don't know because I don't get up in their business right because I'm not like that's that's not because.

Like that it's not on the term.

My concern is that they come in performing okay and throw that.

Make sure the hold spence because we charged that seventy five dollars.

The don't you need to be able to tell your tickets because that do that?

You feel casting process like did you have to be like, okay, I need to because you got to make sure did you treat how they need to strict ship?

You didn't do that?

Well?

The guys that growers now showers, they might put it out and it's mad little and then you gotta they gotta be like hold on, be.

Ready when it's time to pull it out.

Way I'm going it gotta be hard what a y'all talking about?

When they.

Grower, Like sometimes guys just could really small and then when they get hard, it just see like you know what I'm saying.

It's a lot of guys are like that, and then some guys are naturally just you know, signed stuff, and then some guys really is a big difference from when they're not ready into when they already.

Well, my guys, they like to stop the blood flow.

They got to ring on and stuff like that.

With R.

That's gonna be well.

They switched bot so so so when I did the when I did the auditions, they all came to audition to show me that they could have a big heart dick and they could dance and perform for the ladies class.

And they was doing on top of flips on the lady.

They was picking them on top of their shoulders.

They were like them around them doing a lot of it's not a game.

I've been to some of those that nothing that they can do is very I'm gonna say.

I remember and Melissa for we gonna kill me for this, But I was with Melissa for it when I with me to this to the mill ready I was hosting, and she was like.

I don't want nobody bother them.

I don't nobody next thing, you know, we on the stage.

Yeah, because they're able to like lift you up.

It don't matter how big you are, they're gonna flip you up.

They're gonna do all kinds of stuff they like they're gonna say they dig on fire, they do all kinds of stuff like they'd.

Be putting bubbles in their body.

We gotta radio.

I'm gonna have invitation for you three ladies.

Bring the guys to New York.

I'm gonna have a special invitation.

Have your lady's phone roll.

You gotta service collab with that.

I would love to bring the I would bring them a SAP.

I would have brought it on site.

Thing deft service, dancing freaks like the guys collab.

They would eat that up.

But I want you period, you know, I'm gonna want they might put that.

They got to try and put it.

That.

When I was there, I was like, why would you like they'll take the dis out and they just no.

And then then one of the guys, I remember, he had his dick pierced, and I wonder how that feels when he yea, I will say this one he said that it felt good.

But then at one point, because I actually interviewed him after this, and he was saying that when he was performing one of the chicks, I ripped it out by accident.

Like a month.

Yeah, he was down for like a month after they ripped it out by accident.

So I think it's a little bit of my life.

Yeah, they get wild.

Well I don't.

I haven't seen none of my dancing fricks with any parancing so on they dicks, but hey, they might be hiding that for later.

So I don't know.

So shout out to my dancing freaks.

Shout out to the dance I can't wait.

What piercings do you have?

Do you have any piercings?

Like I used to have my nipple peers, but then when I went to jail, I took it out.

Not in the last time, for like some years back.

But I never had a kuccie peers.

I never have a listen.

I just want to be I can't do all of that.

Yeah, infections and piercings and ship scares the funk out of me.

How how was it getting your nipples pairs?

You had your parents too.

I just recently took.

Him out after too many years.

Why you took him?

Just like first?

You know, initially I did it because I was dancing, and it's like when you naked, it's like you.

Got to do something else, you know, like I do my hood piers.

I had my taint piersie piers.

Yeah, yeah, I had my I had like both, So I did all that I have my No, it wasn't ainful, but it got in a way like the hood piercing.

They would get in the way.

It would be a distraction when I know when I would get hit, it would be in a way.

Sometimes I would have to like move it after you do.

That way too much.

Yeah, but my liple percing.

So I had them done way back then, and then when I got my breast done the second time, I took them out and I don't know if you remember Jazzmin water World, but she was like, if you put them damn piercings back in them titties, this is like putting a bumper stick on the bentley.

Do not do it.

So because she just was like they were so they looked so good that I would ruin.

Them with the piercings.

So I listened to her and I didn't put them back.

In years ago, I was in a relationship and the guy that I was with mentioned that he likes it.

So for his was his birthday Valentine's Day, I surprised him with my nipple spears.

So I've had them in since then and then recently, maybe not even a year ago.

A few months ago, one of them was a little irritated, so I took it out overnight, and when I went to put it back in, it and I won't get it redone, gonna get it redone, And I never.

Got it redone.

And I just got so sick of one being done and not the other that I just took the other one out.

Literally, probably like a month ago.

Wo.

I love the nipple.

It's so sex, it's so sexy.

It's very sex.

I don't have mine peerents, but thank you.

Sometimes I look down and I'm like, oh, I'm like, but I'm not gonna do it again.

Yeah, I'm not gonna do it again.

Soon you might go, maybe you might, because I might.

I'm thinking about it.

I feel like I'm liberating from anything that people say about me, Like your own boss, that's what That's.

What comes with that elevation and the girls, and yeah.

The almost don't have to really answer to nobody, Like it's just well I have to answer to my husband.

Well yeah, no, you know, you know I don't have to answer to her.

She better stay her little young self.

She is so amazing.

She truly changed my life, though better change my life, and my husband changed my life.

Yeah, I love that for you because you know, sometimes people cannot like have the when you got with Ballistic, people think it's not gonna last on Who's.

This, Who's that?

But you prove people wrong.

You know, they say he left me.

They say he left me because they say about me like that he left me because and we be laughing at home.

He's like, did you see the babe?

And I'm like what I'm like, they say, they'll go on my twin and say, I'm be fucking Ballistic all night and a weekend and he's sucking my pussy.

I'm like when he's highly doubt it, but okay, because you don't be at the studio hours.

Yeah, he's breaking I trust my husband.

Might not trust them their husbands, but I trust my husband.

Do any of the girls ever try to get on him?

And you know, because sometimes people can get very vindictive and be like, what's what the fuck I do?

Especially if they get picked up the show you talking about, like Johnson's Cabaret the Cabaret Girls.

That'd be crazy because he's part of the show.

But listen, it's a virgo.

He's very judgmental.

Melissa is just mental.

He and you know, but listen, got a lot of he was.

I was watching the episode of Taste the Beat the other day and I said, Nigga, why the fuck is she talking about all your holes from the past?

Like the whole first episode.

I keep hearing him talking to the chef about his hold.

My oh, I had this hold this, and I'm looking at who are you?

Who are you?

Like?

You never talked like that in front of me.

So but Liistic is a good looking guy.

They like him.

He had a lot of bitches in the past, you know, And I'm sure they still be trying to talk to him.

Listen.

I I'm not gonna ever say my husband's not gonna achieve because who the fuck?

Am I right?

But I just feel like he got a lot to lose and he will not be disappointed me.

He'll be disappointed Bonnie Bella.

You know that's nice, man.

Listen, haven't.

Higga you fuck you fuck the bitch.

I'll go fucking nigga.

But that that's not the problem.

The issue at him is the baby, you know.

That's the issue at him.

How do him and Stevie get along or do they do?

They have to communicate with each other.

I mean, you know, everybody's like, hello, Hi, how are you doing.

Hi?

I mean, we have a baby involved.

It's not like you can do like a lot of nonsense.

And I don't want to show that to my kid.

And we supported me and my husband had supported Stevie tremendously.

He's been through a lot, just we and we always showed support.

My husband has done that.

We've done that.

So I mean, it's just like a mutual respect and us.

We don't write, we don't It's not like, you know, we don't see each other either, because that you know, we in Florida's I don't know where he'd be at, but but him and body talk.

All the time.

She talked to her brothers and sisters, which I don't know he got maybe I think he's.

Got five outside of body.

I know he's got five.

No, I know he's got five outside, but that'sn't it five?

Definitely five.

But outside of that, I don't know, you know.

But I mean, listen, I know how any grudges shut out to shout out to city, I don't have anything.

I think part of what it is is like you gotta be grateful for things that happened in the past because you wouldn't be.

Where you are right now without them.

Absolutely.

I met Stevie and within freaking two weeks he told me to meet Mona.

Yeah, and that was you were gold for Mona.

Yeah, you were God Frona.

I feel like you were probably the most iconic person to come out of that franchise and still to this day, I think.

Atlanta franchise.

Yeah.

I cannot believe that I am witnessing for Shida Oh God Yandy because I commented on something.

I saw earlier, they saying they were like the King and Queen or something like that.

No, No, not that they could have that big pin the motherfucking That's not what it is.

That's not what it is.

No, that they're going that had forth at each other that way in the sense of like we're two one women and we're sitting.

Up here because we got two dolls out of the leach and you know, they were good friends.

That's what The whole thing, the fact that it has come to this witness I'm like, they cool.

Yeah, I'm really like I just you know what I want.

I want her to retire from love and hip hop like I want to living hip hop, and I also want you to retire from.

You know that can actually come get me to produce a nice, clean show with young fresh meat that are entertaining.

Because come about you you, it's like it's time for elevation.

You can't keep being the same thing.

And people don't want shows because people know.

People don't want clean shows.

Want clean show.

Atlanta.

And it seems like it doesn't end.

It's like whenever.

It's no breaks in between seasons though, but it's like they're always filming, They're always on.

It's always like I feel like it's no, it's not, That's what I mean.

And the thing is, listen, the VH one is just doing their job.

Virecom is just doing their job.

They're paying the people to come and tell their story.

So if you want to come and tell your story in whichever way you're you're able to tell your story.

You're telling right.

And so I just personally, if my nigga was doing all that, I'm not gonna be in the building to witness it.

Not my husband, like my boyfriend, maybe I beat your ass, bitch, fuck you and fuck that bitch my husband.

It's like you gotta send some type of boundary where you have to like know how to walk away and not money is all good money.

That's why I watch away from love and hip hop because after I have Body Bella, my BD was doing.

Too much and it was so stressful.

I'm like, nigga, fuck, get away from me.

You're like, y'all gonna drop me too, y'all gonna make me like change my beauty, keep getting high on drugs, keep doing weird shit.

And I'm not talking about Viacom.

I'm talking about y'all know what that situation.

I'm talking about dad situytion right, because I'm not I've made a lot of money from right.

Come and respect them, and they gotta respect me because I'm out here still doing my things show.

I'm not throwing them under the bus.

I'm just saying certain people from the characters have to grow up and do better because we're showing.

Our little girls, all little Spanish girls, all.

Little Black girls, all little even the white girls, Chinese girls we're showing.

Don't mean I'm not fully time.

I'm black, Yeah, black, that's what Chinese girls.

It's all of us.

So it's like we got to do better and I'm not perfect.

I do got a lot of ship going on.

In the cabaret.

But you got to remember the camera.

Rat's twenty one over to come see me on my shows.

He's twenty one over, and you should be twenty one over to watch my show.

If your parents is not watching, you literally got you know.

So I try to do us I can.

I don't.

We don't have eighteen year old plus coming to my shows.

They can't.

Yeah, right, you know what we take, we take her, we will will end up in paces.

We got on thongs.

We we're drinking on stage with my smoke apone.

I don't smell tobacco, but up boy joint.

You know what I'm saying.

We might bring the deal do on stage.

We got fight on stage.

You just got to be to be able to handle that, and you got to be twenty one plus.

But I just feel like it's a lot of shows out there right now that just they don't care and they don't care.

And you know, I with the investment that were that was made to me for me to be able to put my show, uh, the dancing fakes and takes the beat on that platform, I'm taking that platform and I'm keeping it clean.

Yeah, I like that.

No one wants to watch that the difference because.

Everybody don't want to see people fighting all the time either that's what people they Drama doesn't always have to mean physical fights a fact.

It doesn't always have to mean that that's that's a fact.

And with the impact, it was like it was.

Drama, but there wasn't no physical fighting.

It was kind of weird because I didn't know it was gonna be drama a.

Into a year.

But it was my first time doing reality TV, so I did not expect them.

I'm thinking, okay, now they're gonna squeeze drama in and.

They just they just have to do that.

I'm like, oh no, what everybody have to do a job?

Yea mm hmm.

Camera made their job because they be in the bed.

But I want to tell you, okay, I just want to let you know she's saying this about you.

That's part of it is Also you don't want to look stupid, so you feel like, I know she's about to come at me, so let me make sure that I go in there like ready, so I don't look crazy.

And editing, because sometimes you feel like in editing like you're like, damn, this.

Ain't really they do what they want.

Edit what you give them.

Yeah, but I'm saying that certain things will get left out.

You know, I'm going to ask you about that too, because now you're the boss of Jocelyn's Cabaret, and I have seen certain women saying like they didn't put this part in.

This happened and it was edited out.

How is that?

How is that?

Okay?

So I'm I live in Miami.

I live in Western Florida, like for a lot of.

Them, a lot of them, a lot of them, And but I live I live in for a lot of that, so I'm not in California.

When the actual network is editing my show, I get a cut and I do my notes, so I don't have the bandwidth.

Sou's network is handling all of the cutting, and they gave me the best cuts and I approved them.

And that's that so for me and for the ladies, because a lot of the ladies so away.

Why didn't let that bart up?

Because don't nobody give a funk about you reading a bitch for death?

You read a bitch every day and that's why we got other storylines.

So we gotta constantly make it fit in and time.

It's a timeframe that we got to keep with them.

We gotta keep the viewers engaged.

There's so much that goes along.

So a lot of the ladies, Oh they got favoritism and this and the other.

No, not thinking about you that much, right, You know when I think about you, that if you fall through the cracks, which is very easy doing the reality TV, if you fall through the cracks, then there's nothing done for you.

There's nothing done for you, you know.

So I mean the reality starts a really difficult thing.

You know, you have balance, like trying to make sure you're spicy and interesting but not playing yourself too at the same time, and trying to stay on because it is still like very competitive.

You want to make sure that you're bringing in the viewers.

And I think that sometimes you could go from being the character on the show that is like most liked and supported to being the villain.

I think I've always I've always tried a defense with that, not you.

But I'm just saying like me, like I feel like I've always tried to defence with that.

But that's just who I am, right, So, yeah.

You can't be liked by everybody to be yourself.

So it's like for me, if I've always feel like I've done it organically.

Exactly genuine.

I speaking from someone who knows you.

We spoke about this off camera, speaking from someone who knows you, it's always genuine.

When I see you on You're so sweet.

No, you didn't tell too, and that I'm really upset about that.

I'm really upset about that.

I'm about to fight because I feel like they should have let me finish my job, and I wasn't there.

I wasn't the aggressor.

Like if I would have been there aggressaror then okay, kick me out, fun her go home.

But I was in there aggressor and not shining too much light on the on that situation over there, because we know that over there.

Is a mess.

It is.

It's one of those things like you just get punished for something that somebody else did, and you know, I could have been petty about it, but you.

Took him to court.

I could have took him to court.

You were doing so well on the school.

I could have called my lawyer and say, pull up on the school over there, wherever the fuck it was, I don't even remember past Georgia, pull up, pull up here, and I could have put the bitch on the PJ.

We could have been there having in business the next but you know what I said, I said, you know what, just go home.

You got bigger fish to fly, You got bigger fish to via comments.

Your friend there, not your enemy.

Why is she gonna be mad with me?

So I kind of just walked away and kind of took it, you know, kind of just took it.

You know what I'm saying.

It was like, what, that's what they want me to do, even though I wasn't there gressary, If that's what they want me to do, I'll do that.

So you felt like the opinion was, I mean, what they ended up their decision was unfair, basically.

Fair, very unfair.

But like I said, I could have done a lot of things.

But why, I don't see.

I was at that point, I was still building the cabaret when it happened.

I was still actually building the cabaret to be successful the Johnson'scavarety Tour, not just Johnson'scavarety TV show, but Johnson's Cabaret Tour.

I was also putting together the Dancing Freaks, and I was also putting together Takes the Beat with these investors I had a lot to lose, more to lose than anything.

If I'm going there to go, I'm not gonna listen.

I can't do that right now.

So I kind of just took it and just say, you know what it is.

It is what it is.

That's maturity.

And also you're right, when you have stuff to lose, you move different when you know if you have nothing to lose.

I always feel like those are the most dangerous people, people who don't have shiit to lose.

If you are, they are because they'll do anything.

Because who in the.

Right man would attack somebody doing fucking school college?

Black college, a black college.

We ain't talking about no regular college.

We're talking about black This is where you want to do that at that's you.

Hey, we could fucking talk all day, bitch, set your ass over there.

But certain things were said that was so that bothered the person so so much that they just have to, you know, and.

Go for the gusto.

Now that people's two colors always come out.

That's how I always feel too, Like sometimes I don't have to even do nothing, You're gonna do it to yourself.

Like when you keep on talking and doing certain things, it may take some time.

But everybody sees people's two colors at some point and they no better fuck with you have to.

It's what you where you're getting now because people really like who the fuck you are because you just do weird shit and say weird shit.

So a lot inspired after that, but transpire after that.

But I'm still doing my thing.

I'm still owning things.

I'm still chatting in the world, performing and selling out shows and sitting here with the Lift Service with the most beautiful ladies.

I So it's like they could do whatever, but that don't mean I will stop.

Yeah, And I want to ask you when earlier you were saying how you're doing things different this season, I want to ask what that is like when you're saying with Jocelyn's Cabaret, season six is different, what is it that you've changed, when you're like, as we're watching it, we're gonna see that things are a little different.

I wasn't gonna spell the tea, but I guess I could tell it to y'all.

I signed some artists under the umbrella of Johnson's Cabaret, a couple of the ladies.

Okay, so we got a new.

Music coming from some of them.

They came on there for those types of opportunitytunities.

Yeah, and so I switched it.

Up a little because and I don't want to tell you too much, but switch it out with that a little bit.

And that lite happened because it was a lot of conflict between the dancers and the girls that did music and this and back and forth and stuff, and you know, just a lot of conflict.

It's like it's like almost nobody knew where my mind was at.

But my mind is always going to be on the money.

Yeah, business minded.

That's what my mind is going to be on.

So I think a lot of my ladies and you'll see play out during the season.

Oh, it got ugly.

I can't wait.

It got really ugly because they couldn't believe that I would do that.

And I'm like, I've been telling your holes from day one.

This is an umbrella and we all are up underneath that umbrella.

And you and you, the minute you start trying to get out of there umbrella, you're gonna get wet.

Yeah.

So we want to stay dry, we want to stay getting paid, and we want to make it make sense.

I look at you, go, Cody's women holes affectionately, Like.

I'm like, oh, I feel like that's like a Southern thing.

I feel like we call a car ho.

Wait, you know what I'm saying that that looks that you're fine?

Like you know what I'm saying, Like, I feel like that's just Southern lingo for real.

We don't really mean it as the way other people take it.

Can we talk about these hoesy and cockroaches?

Though?

Alright?

Can we take it?

Can you?

What was that show factor in the fear factor?

No, like that's like a little baby roads They look I don't want to I will take pregnant.

They they're actually protent.

They were too juicy.

They're actually protent.

They're actually potent, Like they're actual be like good for the body.

Cultures that don't do it.

Listen, if I needed that protein for what I'm trying to get done to the body, then I gotta do what I gotta do.

You know, I feeling in another way, lie, you gotta do that.

But this got a lot of its sweet apple I guess, I mean chickens okay tofu.

It was just they was like I cannot blame the guy.

I don't know if I could do it.

The guy, fidy gay, you're lying.

In the road.

I want yeah, and you you know what if your road.

Maybe he's at a pregnant road.

How he struck the dick from the back.

They gotta be long enough, the right the grown nigga.

You had a grand ass, would the going ass?

I don't know.

You ain't fresh fresh you had a nigga booty I have.

It's a power trip when you try that.

I never girl, because are you happy?

Body?

Girl?

But god, girl ship like a man.

You got lady ship.

You know they think, but you know they can go ahead and watch it out really really really good.

But like you're not doing that.

I mean, think about to think about guys when it comes to cleanliness, those that that indulge in that activity because they make sure that they can't because they know that they want it.

They like it.

They asked for it.

They asked you for it.

They asked for it, your maid.

I've done it three times, and each time it was with somebody that was no.

There's no absolutely way that.

They say they like I play with the balls under the balls you are.

That's cold play with my ball.

I did not know that you did that.

You made us the nudges.

That's the for that's to go to right there you you know, down there and they just do a little.

Have you ever done any strapping any I want to know that.

I've never done this, but that's my that's my like unfulfilled fantasy, and my boyfriend not with this.

So I'm probably never gonna be able to do it.

But but you Mary, he still would never do it.

What no, I'm saying, like, if you're gonna get married, then your chances a lot gone.

Yeah, I mean him.

So I don't want to say this, but I will say, like, you know, never say never, right, didn't you say that earlier?

Yeah, but that's different.

I say that, never say never.

I mean, yeah, no, I haven't really.

My husband is a strong African man.

You know, he got a big old when I say, that's what the bits be on here.

But it's only one person that gonna touch that dick because that's me.

You never wring another girl into this situation.

I would, but he probably wouldn't really, and I would like somebody he asked him.

I don't know, because well we talked about it, but like it would be something random like out the country or something just like.

It want like we're in America doing like just weird freaking ship, you know what I mean.

We don't even got time for that.

We got a kid.

We'll be home and we're planning for a baby.

I'm trying to like really get collect all his lute, but she's like, collect for a baby, Look like are you So I'm I'm unfortunately.

Well, let me not say that.

I love I love my I love my people that buy tickets, and I chose some of my tours someone sold down, so let me take that back.

But I say unfortunately because I wanted to go in the hiatus earlier.

Because now I'm.

Going on tour October, November and December and then going back home to get some nutting me so I could get pregnant.

But I was trying to change it with my husband and my manager and Melissa.

Shout out to Melissa.

She she's Melissa's my best friend, she's my you know, Melissa, she's my baby's god mom.

She's friends with my husband and we've been friends for over fifteen years.

But she put all my tours together.

It's just her and me and my husband, and she does all the touring.

So I called her about a week ago, and I was like, mm, I don't know if I want to go on tour.

So it's already done.

Witch what we got money?

She's like, you know you want to go on tour.

I was like, I because I want to get pregnant.

I went home.

I stay at home for too long, which was only two weeks, because I was on tour last year from twenty twenty four to twenty twenty five, I did eight months.

I did fifty places in eight months because I only do the weekends because I got Bunny, So I Friday, Saturday, Sunday.

I'm home on Monday, so it takes me a little longer.

So I got home and then I went straight to California to film six and six.

So I didn't even It's like I'm been working for the backs like fifteen years.

And I was like, oh, I kind of don't want to do her.

But she was like, you gotta do her.

But then she was like, but if you don't want to do it, we'll gold figure it out.

And then I went home and then my husband to her.

My husband, you know, they massage me really good.

They'll tell me what I want to hear.

But then behind the scenes, They're like doing like this both for them, and then I always end up.

Doing what I have to do, you know, so I wanted to just go like straight into just fucking having a baby.

Well, after tour, after tour, most of the holidays is a great time to get pregnant.

Yeah, baby, I do it, like as Joobie bad Baby.

Still do a virgo?

Baby, I feel like because you could.

Yeah, it could be their burgo if I still get pregnant while you're on tour.

No, I'm drinking, girl, Please take drinking.

I was smoking.

Well.

No, I saw Calani on the cast and not talking about you too.

I think that was so key.

If I wasn't married, I would everything about her is ever shout out to her.

I can't believe she did that for me.

I don't talk to We followed you on Instagram, but we don't talk.

She doesn't text me, I don't text.

It like a relationship.

But for her to go to cast and I and be like, you need to have the Puerto Rican princess her that touched my heart.

She's right too, he need to have you up there, you will, But it was her after like he don't know who then was and He's always like he don't know.

I say, with the girls with the you know, the homies, was like, you don't know, Johnson be doing like a show me dad baby.

They was singing the song.

I was like, yes, I fuck with the young niggas because they know what am you know?

And I was actually surprised.

I was like you from New York Girl, New York fun with you.

I'm trying to tell you.

Let's say you can't pay a million dollars for that type of shot.

Yes, yes, If you had to bring three girls from this season Adjasment's Cabaret of Casana, who would you bring?

None of them?

No, not three?

Abe?

Are you kidding me?

Why would I bring them girls over there around greatness?

The girls haven't worth enough to deserve that.

They don't deserve that.

And that's the problem right there, that you asked me the question, because you know, I fuck with you.

You're my baby, I fuck with you, and I respect you.

But the fact that my bitches think that they worked.

Hard to do that to get up there with me, after me being doing this job for fifteen the fact that they think I will put them on that type of platform with everything that I've done for them.

Everything I've done for that.

I get this bitious fifty to one hundred thousand dollars every season I paid them.

I pay this.

I paid these whole five hundred dollars for it.

I want to have fucking songs.

It driving them all over the world.

They get winnings, they get paid for, and they get pay from the show.

These specially are making two three hundred thousand dollars after me.

You budgeting your money the wrong way, got none to do with me.

You see what I'm saying, because I'm giving it to you.

I'm being very, very given with then.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm very and and SU's got the money, so I'm always make sure that my top bitches get paid and the bitches get paid.

I don't want to hear a ship, you know what I'm saying.

But I'm not doing that.

I'm not doing that.

I've done enough, and a lot of times I feel.

Like they don't they don't deserve me and what I bring to the table, because you know they they I've never had nobody to do anything for me like this at this type of level.

I've never had nobody.

Well, yeah, might be there too.

Men to Mona, but then from there it was all me.

You know, he was against me, you know, with the nonsense.

So it's like, I've never had nobody do this for me.

So I'll be a little bit more appreciative and a little bit more you know, supportive of of the cabaret or or or the show itself.

But some of the women are supportive and they go hard for you.

Yeah, do they do.

They go hard for me, They do, they do, But I go harder for them.

Mm hmm.

And I want to get the same fucking treatment I wanted that.

I want that me and unfortunately they don't give it to me.

But that's okay because once they step full of my network, they're gonna on my show because.

That's not my network, that's a Limbu's network.

But once they step for on my show on the camera rat, they work for me forever because I get that shipping perportunity.

So you can die today home and I'm still getting paid at your motherfucking raggety ass tomorrow, you.

Know what, You know what I mean?

So I do it a certain way, and I am a certain way for a reason, because I feel like a lot of people they take advantage ladies.

They take out we're for young ladies trying to make it in this big word that is ran by me, like you gotta stay your ground.

And so I don't feel like none of them deserve that.

No, absolutely, no, no, I do not feel like none of them serve that.

Maybe in the I don't know, ten years, okay, ten years from now, but no time from now.

No, no, no, no, they have an unfair advantage over the newbies.

Absolutely not, because the ojis are so disrespectful sometimes where it doesn't allow me to just like completely fully had their backs.

They so it's like you're in the same competition as the new host cause you've been stabbing me on my back.

You know what I mean.

They talk again, they talk amongst each other, and I hear and I see, and they always get back to me, you know what I'm saying, And I don't believe everything, but I know they full of shit.

Yeah.

I feel like it's because they think they knew you longer kind of thing.

So they yeah, they feel like, you know what, I've been around longer, we knew Johnson Longo type of thing.

But it's gonna had to move because they've done other seasons use sometimes having that like background experience of like they did it, so they know when they.

That makes them But and that makes some of them look worse when they do dumb shit, cause it's like, damn, bitch, you been here for a minute, you ain't get it right yet.

Like and a lot of them.

I like that.

That's what I'm saying.

I'm excited to see the ones that are artists and the music that's coming from the new seat.

Excited for that, I am.

I had one last week in Miami, and you know, my husband gave her five songs and she's done them.

Ay five songs songs.

Yeah, that's a project.

Yeah, we're working rapping and so because I don't have no time to waste.

Yeah, you know, I have no time to waste this Davy's coming soon, you know.

Well, not even that I have no time to waste in life.

I'm like, I am limited.

I you have a limited time on a daily basis, and I have a limited time on earth.

I don't know where I'm going to pass.

I don't want to pass.

I'm sure everybody's scared to pass.

I don't want to pass.

For me, I live every day when knowing that I have a child, and I'm like, damn, I got to do the best I can to stay healthy and strong to see her get older.

You know, one thing I had to learn recently was how to protect my assets and how to plan for that, right because we don't want to think about that, but you have to, But you have to.

You have to think about like, if something happens to me, I want to make sure that it's not a mess afterward, you.

Know what I mean.

And also like thinking about my parents, I want to have like a sit down with them and be like, even though I do want to think about that, to be like, do you have your ship in order?

Right?

But you have to because it's inevitable.

That's the only thing we promise is when.

They's the only thing we're in promised death.

It's a hard conversation to have.

Though, but it's a tough pill to swallow, and that's why a lot of people, I feel like a lot of people like commit suicide.

I feel like some people have so much stress.

It's a thing to not know when you're gonna get sick or when you're gonna die.

That's a real thing that living in everybody's mind, right, and the constantly live in mind anything happening, and you can really get hit by a.

Car like anything.

I think about that ship too.

Sometimes I'd be like, oh my god, it's like annoyance to think about.

But it's like it's the only thing promised for real.

That's the fact, and.

That's why people got to really care for mental health.

It's really the mental health is a thing.

People don't think it is what it is.

It's a thing.

It's a thing.

Motherfuckers just walking around every day like everything all good, but she ain't s good.

No, your mama just died, your daddy just died.

Money, the kids got to go to school.

You gotta pay for the food.

You gotta do this that.

What have you a ballistic ever done?

Like marriage counseling or anything?

Are couples?

We should?

Well you did, dude, Yeah, well we did boot camp.

But I just can't.

He didn't get helped you, no comment, no help me.

But what I do appreciate, just just toller and I appreciate what's his name, doctor ish?

And you know they gave us some good advice.

Okay, so did they do something what that type of advice would you say is good for married couples.

Oh, it's you know, married couples.

I'm going I'm going to be married to this man, going on four years in October eleventh, that's my anniversary.

But a lot of given take that's their advice because if you if you, if you constantly just want to take.

And you're not giving, that's an issue.

And me and Blissa, we give and take a lot, give and take a lot, give and take a lot.

We're like constantly giving and taking, giving and taking, giving and take it.

And that's the advice.

You gotta give and take it.

If you start getting gritty with your giving, or he start getting greeted with his giving, it's going to stop the flow.

The flow is to give and take, give and take, given to and understand each other, understand each other, talk to each other.

Nobody's perfect.

We're not perfect.

All me up, Aunless.

They be curzy to each other, I thought, But then we're right back to being like married, like you got balance within the minute.

For each other.

He seemed chill.

I don't know, but it seemed like you're the firecracker and he the chill one.

That's why I was kind of shocked when I've seen him Black On the other episode, I was like, oh my god, he yells.

He's on the cabaret.

Was that the cabaret when you got yo at.

The boot camp?

That was the book camp when he was yelling at me.

Yeah, yeah, I was like, oh my god, he was yelling at me.

But I mean it was just listen, I was I fed.

I fed some random that was at the pool, some fruit.

But Ballistic is like that.

I'm actually really scared out of my husband, like I'm not gonna do I'm not gonna do certain ship.

I'm not doing certain ship because I get let me, let me stay away.

Definitely scary, yes, I kind of like just.

But yeah, he's very He's a very scary person.

So I wouldn't think that because he's not scared for me or the kid or a home.

But he is just not nothing to with He will fucking he is.

He's a man.

I couldn't see you being with somebody who wasn't scary.

For people, you need the protection, and.

I feel protected by him.

I feel very protected, and I feel like he's the best thing that happened to me outside of Bonnie.

Great Listen, I just want to take a minute as where you know, coming to an end of this episode to think about like everything you've said today, like thinking about how Ballistic is the best thing that happened to you Besides Bonnie.

You have Bonnie, You're boss, you own your show, you have two other shows that you've done to deal with.

You've got artists that are signing to your lab.

I mean.

It's the elation and the evolution and the growth and just we see it.

You know.

I feel like I work very hard and I'm I don't want to be mediocre.

I would tell my kid, but like, girl, draw that picture again.

It's not fit to be videocre.

You did that last month?

What will you know what I'm saying?

And I just, like I said, coming from the slums of pr Like what else do you look forward to out started?

Just like being excelling at like you know.

What I mean, Like that's my thing.

I want to excel, like if I do leave to meet my maker earlier.

Because I'm I'm a God believer.

I actually believe in God, and I used to be a Bible thumper a lot more than I am now, but I'm finding myself back just praying a lot and just more believing in God and just just just is that prayer like it's a little different from what it used to be.

I don't know why, but it's I guess when you are so blessed to be here, so.

Lucky to be around, like, Wow, you're still thriving, you're still alive, you didn't die from an other dose.

You're still here, You're married, you got a kid, you're planning another one.

You're giving opportunities to all these young ladies, even though they said whatever app about me, they talked shit about me, But this bitches was just in the strip club all this show selling as Now you're on national TV.

Now you're no Now you're flying the party even coming.

On and by the way, you're flying to Paris and you're doing your adjacent's cabaret out there.

That's a big tour starts and huge.

Yeah, it starts in the UK and it ends in Atlanta.

It's amazing.

I took it last season.

I did fifty places.

This season, I told them, well, I told y'all, I tried to cancel the tour.

I'm trying to have a baby to have to do it.

So I did thirteen of them so far.

I don't know if I'm an Adams man.

I don't know, but but I do.

London love us.

Like the last time we were there, like a few months ago.

We were there like six months ago.

It was like two thousand people there and it was crazy.

They knew all the songs, which is crazy because like just rather dealing when people so much some of my songs is like how you know that song?

That song is so old or whatever the case may be.

But they actually listen.

So to be able to start out there, it's pretty cool because it's like, I mean, I'm not signed to like a major major label where it's like they're putting shit together.

It's literally my best friend list and putting the tour together and my husband putting the music together, and I'm.

Going to perform me.

You know, they do all my buckings, they do all the you know, they they obviously they I used to do a lot of them more negotiating with Levy myself.

I feel like that was not a good way to do things.

So they got yeah, it was.

You know, says that people come to you right directly and you agree to shit that you gotta like take yourself out of it.

Oh no, I'm having a career.

I'm a fighter, so I'm like, fuck you kids, my black ass.

So it's like I started letting them come in and do it.

But I feel like now I'm taking back on troll on my just just everything again.

I'm just there, like you know, especially trying to do what I do, which is fucking make TV shows.

You know.

And I'm very proud of myself for doing this because you know, when I brought it to let me, let me, was like, nah, I'm straight.

And to be able to get other people to invest in your shows.

Yeah, it's big, like you're doing something wrong the right they were leave in you.

And you know, I'm excited for people to see taste the bea dancing freaks.

And you know, being ready to collab in on dancing freaks.

It's gonna be so fun.

So you know, it's one of the things where I'm just I'm here for the growth.

I don't know, you know, I could wake up to Moro and say fuck everything right, I'm just gonna go and live a quiet life, but.

I can't see that for you know, right now what I do.

I hope you're proud of yourself.

I am.

I hope I am.

I am because we get so busy and we do so much that we don't really get time to take back to sit back and be like, damn, I did that.

I'm proud of me.

You know when it's different hearing it from other people, But when you have that pride within yourself and within your doing and you take the time to say, bitch, you did that and patch yourself on the back.

I really hope that you take the time to do that, because you deserve it well.

But you know me for twenty years, you know I do.

But shall pay myself in the back and the pussy in the cause good.

So No, I'm been proud of myself, and I have to be proud of myself because you can remember, I'm fighting against a lot of machines.

I'm fighting again against the record labels.

I'm fighting against the TV network works.

I'm fighting against a lot of people, and it's little old Johnson, and I don't think a lot of people take the time to see.

How much fighting I've been doing for the past fifteen years.

Would you do a major label deal?

No?

Absolutely not, absolutely not.

They're even like fifty million dollars because I make two three million dollars just on a tour.

So I'm not doing that.

You know, you got to give me fifty million dollars for me to be like, because what I do do is math.

I'm real good my accounting, I'm real good.

I'm hand song, I'm doing math on the daily.

I'm a good budget.

I want to be here right now.

Look at this beautiful looking this expensive.

If I was just sucking out my money, yeah, not handling my money accordingly, you know, and you have to budget pretty soon.

Bounie Bella is going to be the account.

She gotta saving everything.

She'd be like, I'm like, she gotta say for everything.

So she understands money.

She's very good at math.

She's really good at the best a math.

She's the best at math.

So you know, I just I'm like you, ladies, I want to keep thriving.

Yeah, well you're there right yeah, and congratulations, thank you, welcome you here.

I am glad you did.

I'm glad I found you.

It's so cute you do music.

Yeah, I see you out there, and she really don't.

I see you on Twitter all the time.

Here that stand up all right, y'all.

It's Lift Service.

Dassin's Cabaret, the new season six is out right now.

But you heard about everything else we got going on, So just keep us updated so we can make sure we're with the mooting always.

I love you, ladies, Thank you for having me, Thank you for bring all my agans on board.

Thank you guys for always listening to me and supporting me.

I love you, ladies, and we love you too.

This is the first place I stopped by.

Doing fashion week good and I heard time dressed up for you ladies.

Yea the show.

Y'all?

Yeah, okay, okay, l glovely bracelet you seen the money he.

Lets you already know.

You know what I actually got him, Like I want to say, like a year ago, I think those were so god I did.

You're right?

Yeah, like I do.

Girl, so girly and dainty.

I love it very expensive, has so much amazing vintage hand me down.

And when she's old.

Man, when she goes in my in my in my classes, she tells, is this one person that's there?

She's like, has your pessont been treating you good?

She's talking about me, She asked the person if the peasant has been to her worker?

Is your worker tuning you good?

She's talking about she's the person, our worker, and she's her mom.

She's like, I'm getting real, mom.

I'm like, Buddie, are you She's hilarious.

I cannot this.

She is hilarious.

You guys are gonna enjoy tasting people.

I love seeing you and her on social media together.

So that's I love all the all the like the Shade room, and they always support Bonnie and I and and the neighborhood talk always just you know, trying to bring that light because obviously I've done a lot of fuck up in my past.

But for them to bring that light, it feels good to me because I can share my baby with the world and she's perfect.

You know, you know, she's she's amazing.

She's she's like she's a little girl.

She's like she's everything I would I was supposed to be, right, you know that's that?

Yeah, sure you feel Yeah, your God is amazing too.

How did your girl?

Are you ready for this ground?

Because remember she was like twelve, she's twenty eight?

What yeah she is twenty eight?

Yeah, no fucking way, twenty age.

She has her career, she she's living on her own and just a whole grown lady.

She's the girlfriend yeah, for doing that, you know, making sure that she becomes a beautiful young lady.

I can't believe it because you look twenty eight like you o the same age.

That's crazy.

She's a whole grown lady.

I'm sure you put your let me stop.

Yeah, ifac, I'm gonna call her.

That's insane.

I want to see her.

I want to that's insane.

That's well.

Jasline always a pleasure.

We love you and thank you so much, thank you, thank you for coming up today.

I love, love me,