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5 | Bully
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Speaker 2Previously on Crook.
Speaker 4County for six months, he proposed to me.
Speaker 2Kenny, got engaged, called it off only a few months later.
He realized, at nineteen years old, what am I doing?
Being a gain aged?
The cops organized a few phony busts.
Speaker 1So I took two of those and the girls would come with me and you know, a little party.
Speaker 2Everybody be laughing, having a good time.
And a robbery at the club turned out to be an inside job.
Speaker 1Why Danny was working, He had someone come in and robbed the place, so of course Dan's gotta put up his arms, take the money and leave.
Speaker 2Danny had to go, and Kenny was asked to step in.
Speaker 1Got him in the car and drove him to one of the chop shops, dropped him off there, and whatever I did with him from.
Speaker 5There, I don't know.
Speaker 2I'm your host, Kyle Tequila, Welcome to Crook County.
Speaker 6When we were growing up, Dad was the coolest guy in the whole town.
Everybody wanted Dad as their dad, but they didn't know what was going on at home.
The game that they played for me and Ken was really bad.
There was a loud violence.
Speaker 2Episode five, Bully.
Speaker 7You can begin to listen to that crowd.
Speaker 5They know they can tell.
Speaker 6Slowly, but surely, the nineteen seventies are disappearing.
Speaker 7The nineteen eighties will be upon us.
He first nineteen in America.
Speaker 8We have a brand new decade.
Speaker 7It's a whole new beginning.
Everybody, please kiss your loved one, Come.
Speaker 8On, fish, your loved one, your husband, your sweetheart.
Speaker 7I don't want the last next years, everybody, let's hear it.
Speaker 2Everybody seen Nixon, Watergate, the end of the Vietnam War, a global recession, gas shortages, rolling blackouts, crime waves, record unemployment, and the ominous shadow of the Cold War, the nineteen seventies was a decade steeped in anxiety and uncertainty, and the curtain had been pulled back on the American dream.
Hell, even Disco was dead.
History may label this decade the Great Awakening, but for Ken, now in his mid twenties, it felt more like some terrible dream.
And while the world was racing toward the glimmering promise of the nineteen eighties, Ken stood still feeling nothing at all, no comfort, no hope.
He was simply numb.
After they hit on Danny, the bosses knew they could count on Kenny for heavy work, and when the calls came, there wasn't so much of a question as a demand, and Kenny had no choice but to comply.
As the pressures of his new reality mounted, he withdrew further and turned a cocaine to numbs pain.
In this world, emotion was a weakness, and sympathy could get you killed.
If he wanted to stay alive in his new role within the Outfit, he would need to dig deep down to the darkest part of his soul and abandon the light forever.
Speaker 1I could be a pretty nasty for anyway, I was recruited into doing some hits.
Okay, so there was another part of that.
So not only working and running whorehouses, I'm doing occasional hits on the site, all right, ordered hits our own people.
Speaker 2Rogue.
I asked him what he means by going rogue?
Speaker 1So what these guys would do.
These guys are the guys that would fuck up.
They'd steal, they'd rat, they were just bad seats, or they were or they were overly aggressive, or they became dangerous.
They became rogue, meaning they lost control of what they were doing.
They just started getting violent and you know, could start bringing the heat down on this particular outfit that I worked for.
So we wanted to keep the heat away.
So if somebody became rogue, somebody needed to do something about these people.
My job was to be the heat, be the heat for my particular outfit.
You know, I got a reputation though after a while, where you know, if they knew I was coming, he were running.
Speaker 2I remembered something he used to tell my brother and I when we were kids.
He would say when he was young that he was the bully of the bullies at his school and if we ever saw someone getting bullied at our school, that we should step in and stop it.
He was quite proud of this bit of parenting advice, and to be honest, I was quite proud of him too.
I always admired him for it, and to this day I think about those very words.
I even taught that same lesson to my own kid, defend the weak and have the courage to fight against those who would fight against you.
And now, more than twenty years later, here is my dad telling me that he was hired to apply a version of that logic to the metaphorical bullies of the outfit.
At least that's what he's telling me.
It is very possible that he's just softening the blow about the kind of people that were in his crosshairs.
I mean, does it really make me feel any better that the only people he killed were bad guys?
Honestly, the answer is yes, it does.
But the simple fact is I will never really know if any of this stuff is true.
All I can do is take him at his word.
Speaker 1Whether it was a hit, whether it was a beating, just depend on what the punishment was called.
Now, I never decided what the punishment was.
I was always given the punishment on a little piece of paper by a guy named He always gave me my assignment big fat.
Speaker 2And now let me introduce you to the next character in our story, a feared boss within the outfit and a man who would make an enormous impact on the life of young Kenny.
Paul Taglia, which I will remind you for the safety of everyone involved, is not his real name.
Speaker 1I would get a phone call, get on the phone, meet me, and I knew exactly where.
Speaker 2To meet him.
Speaker 1And I'd meet him in a parking lot and one of the houses were there, one of the whorehouses were there.
I meet him at a parking lot.
I'd walk up to his big fucking Cadillac and he'd rolled on his window, hand me a little piece of paper, and then he'd drive away.
And on a piece of paper was where the person was going to be, the type of car he drove, and license plates, and that would and that What all that did was made me do more work.
But it kept them even, kept them more and kept them further away from the hit.
So because now I had to do all the leg work, So I'd have to go look for the car, look for the license plate, wait for the person, get in there, scope them, watch them.
Okay, that's so I got to hit.
I gotta hit that guy right there, based on the license plate and the car description.
Okay, so I know I got a description a guy I have to hit, and then I would do my due diligence for about two weeks, follow him around, get a pattern, and then after I figured out how I was going to do it, and I always did it one way.
I would uh, I would do it.
It's all that was to it.
It didn't happen a lot, but it happened to people.
It happened enough for it and or it really bothers me.
It really bothers me a lot.
Speaker 2I don't like to talk about this.
I don't want to talk about that shit.
Man.
Speaker 1First of all, I'm trying desperately to forget all this stuff.
A therapist is probably gonna tell me, no, you need to spit it out and then deal with it.
Well, I think I've already dealt with it, but I'm still trying to bury it because it because it's not a pleasant thought.
It's not something that I'm very proud of at all.
And I got don't take a quick break.
Speaker 9Yeah, I gotta.
Speaker 2Swallow over so stupid, we decided to break for the day.
He's exhausted, and honestly so am I.
There's so much to unpack here and I don't even nowhere to begin.
I started recording these interviews back in twenty seventeen, and it was apparent then that his health was failing him.
Since then, he's continued to decline, and I honestly don't know how long he has left.
He recently showed me an entire backpack full of prescriptions he's taken for a dozen or so conditions.
He's pale, swollen, shakes uncontrollably.
His legs are covered in red marks and bruises, and he's a hard time walking.
He's about the furthest thing you can get from the Fearless Mafia, heavy of his youth.
What the hell happened to this man?
How was he able to do the things he did?
What kind of person is my father?
And what kind of person does that make me?
Speaker 7Look at this guy?
Speaker 5Man?
Speaker 9How are you doing?
Speaker 5Bud?
Speaker 2Goodness to you?
All right, it's been way, way too long.
I'm back in Chicago visiting my uncle, rich Ken's twin brother.
Speaker 4Long ago.
Speaker 6Yeah, I got married and well I left school in oh seven, and I moved to Atlanta all right, pretty.
Speaker 2Much came back like maybe once and there was too much shrama, and so I never came back.
Speaker 6I left high school, never even looked over my shoulder.
It's like, fuck you, I'm out.
Speaker 2It's his birthday, that's right, Yeah, you remember that.
What it's like in two days?
Speaker 4Isn't it today?
Speaker 7You probably should?
Speaker 2Oh?
My god, nice going, Kyle boy.
Speaker 6You look like your dad.
Speaker 7That look?
Speaker 4That look?
Did I just give you the Ken look?
Speaker 2Look?
Speaker 4Holy shit?
Is it going to give you the chills?
Speaker 7And that's a Ken look too.
Speaker 2I am my father's son.
We spent some time catching up and cracking jokes about my old man.
Speaker 4What's the project again?
So what's a podcast?
So what's the deal?
Speaker 2I can tell Rich is a bit hesitant to dig up the past like this, and I get it from what I've been hearing.
It's not like they had the happiest childhood.
Speaker 4My name's Rich.
Speaker 6I'm the oldest twin Ken's fraternal twin brother by how long.
Speaker 4Six minutes?
I believe it is.
Speaker 6And since I came out first, I've always said that the problems I have with my my back of my neck and stuff for your dad's fault, because you know he was stepping on me that whole time.
Speaker 4In the womb.
Speaker 2They were the firstborns of the family, followed by younger brothers Stan and.
Speaker 6Matt Stands five years younger than myself and your dad, and then eleven years for Matt.
Speaker 2He tells me there was a joke in the family that Ken must have had a different father.
Speaker 6Because Ken and I are so different.
We don't look the same, we don't act the same.
I mean, there was nothing about us at that point that was even close to being twin material.
So yeah, it always pissed off Mile though when we would say that, what's a family joke?
Speaker 2So she's probably like, wait today, now.
Speaker 4There was.
Speaker 6You know, that's kind of funny because you know there was some kind of half truth meaning behind our thought process.
Speaker 1But you know.
Speaker 2That's interesting.
If you remember from episode one, Kenny was kicked out of his house by his mom for accusing her of having an affair, which she was and which of course started off this whole chain of events that led to Ken joining the Outfit in the first place.
I asked Ritch what he remembers I.
Speaker 6Was out So when I came home, I walked through because I would always come in the basement door.
And when I walked into the basement door, I heard screaming and yelling from the kitchen.
So as you walk up the stairs, you walk right into the kitchen on you know, one end of the kitchen was Mom with Dad's forty five, just screaming, bloody murder and pointing to gun, just shaking, you know.
And Ken was in the ollow corner of the kitchen, just you know, in the back.
I don't remember anything that was said, just a lot of noise and stuff.
And I walked up to mother and she's like this, I just stepped right in front of her.
So now I got a gun pointing right at my chest.
I grabbed her hand, I lifted them up so her hands are now over her head and I'm holding her hands on the gun compared to Ken said you should leave, and he.
Speaker 2Left and that was it and he never came back.
Wow.
Wow, WOWOW.
I loved my Grandma Adele.
She was the sweetest old woman you could ever meet.
She loved science and history and Native American culture.
The stories of her younger years are full of intrigue and adventure.
She moved out to California in her late teens and was one of the first women ever to work at NASA.
She then took a job in the FBI and was only one of a handful of women there.
She was a trailblazer and painted beautiful landscapes inspired by all her travels that filled the walls of her home.
She taught me how to play piano and to appreciate the wild beauty of nature, and to picture this saint of a woman pointing a gun at her teenage son is completely unbelievable to me.
But if I've learned anything at this point, it's that nobody is exactly who you think they are.
And apparently my sweet old grandma wasn't always so sweet.
Speaker 6Did she ever tell you the stories about her brawling in Chicago and stuff, the street fights everything?
Speaker 4Never heard about that?
Speaker 5Huh?
Speaker 7Yeah?
Speaker 6I remember my telling me that her and her friend's pals whatever would go out for the street fights, and the girls would take towels and they would wrap up their boobs, I mean, like tape them down, you know, so that there was nothing hanging out there, nothing to grab on, its nothing to get hurt.
Basically before they went to their street fights.
Speaker 2Oh yeah, she.
Speaker 4Was a badass.
Speaker 6We're talking knives and clubs and all sorts of stuff, you bet, Oh yeah, yeah, sweep my ass.
Speaker 4You didn't grow up with.
Speaker 2Her, Okay.
So if Grandma was some sort of fearless knife fighting street pirate, then I guess you can argue that a hot temper is just in our blood, and Ken was just to chip off the old block.
Speaker 6Anything could set him off, anything, blind rage, out of control could not stop him temper, And until he got past that rage, you couldn't stop him.
It's like he didn't even know what he was doing.
Speaker 4Practically.
Speaker 2He tells me a few old stories, like Ken punching out a gym teacher in high school, or stealing Rich's car at sixteen and disappearing for a week, apparently driving it all the way to California, and.
Speaker 4I was gonna have him arrested for car theft, you know.
Speaker 2And then showing up like nothing happened.
Speaker 6Hey kids, Hot, eh raight, what's going on, buddy?
Speaker 4Thing's fine.
I'm like, fucking an asshole, you stole my fucking car.
Speaker 2And stories of cruel violence.
Speaker 4He shot me once, he stabbed me once.
Speaker 2That was fun.
He just stopped there.
You have to tell me the story.
Speaker 6It was a BB gun, but it was a BB gun that could go halfway through a two by four.
I still have that BB gun, by the way, it's downstairs.
Speaker 4You still have the BB in your flash.
And all that we dug out is that way.
Speaker 2So did the stabb income because he did.
Speaker 4That was a different That was a different time.
Speaker 7No.
Speaker 6He he stabbed me with a needle.
The needle was probably about eight inches long, and he just, you know, in his blank rage wisdom.
I was walking up the stairs and he just came up behind me and just stabbed me right.
Speaker 4And he asked, what.
Speaker 2I'm beginning to doubt my dad's bully of the bullies claim.
The story has always been he was the bully of the bullies, and you would beat up like the bullies at school.
And as you know, he's the protector of the innocent at school, he.
Speaker 4Particular through the innocent.
He was a freaking cycle.
Speaker 7Protector of the innocent.
Did he tell you that the.
Speaker 4Bully he was the bully?
Yeah, he was a bully.
Speaker 2Yeah, this one hurt.
I know it may sound silly after everything else we've heard, but this one positive character.
Trait was something I held onto my whole life.
It was foundational to the image I had of my father, and to learn it was complete bullshit.
It's a fucking hard pill to swallow.
Speaker 1You know.
Speaker 6As he got older, I'm sure he learned how to control it and use it to his advantage.
But you know, as we were growing up, just totally out of control.
There was a lot of pain in agony, and yeah, there was a lot of violence.
Speaker 2Violence, both physical and emotional, was a constant part of their daily lives.
The father would beat the kid's bloody wap.
Speaker 4Right across the head against the wall, knock me up.
Speaker 2And their mother, as we've learned, was just as cruel, and.
Speaker 6She picked up a kitchen chair and she was going to crack me over the head with it.
Speaker 2They would starve their kids while mom and dad ate a nice meal.
Speaker 6I remember eating dog food because I was so damn hungry, Or when i'd give the dog a treat, I would.
Speaker 4Bite the ends off and I would eat it before I would give it to the dog.
Speaker 2I was hungry, and at times two things so horrible my uncle won't even speak of them.
Speaker 5You know.
Speaker 6Some of the torture stuff I wouldn't.
I'd never speak of it ever, Yeah, because I don't really want, you know, mom and Dad to be portrayed as you know, animal child abusers.
Speaker 4Even though it was kind of like.
Speaker 6That, you know, we probably would have been taken away, you know, in today's day and age.
You know, I'm sure we would have taken away if somebody had said something.
But that's not how it was back then.
Speaker 4I Mean, the.
Speaker 2Amazing thing is is I don't I don't see you as having any of this volatility and in his violence.
Speaker 4And like that.
Speaker 2D he never struck us.
Speaker 4That's amazing.
Speaker 2He never struck us.
Speaker 4Yeah, he made And that's another thing that so bizarre about this.
Speaker 2It's like, why again, why we never even like, you know, I've seen him beat up a guy or two or three or five, But.
Speaker 6Did he tell you about beat the guy up and left him on the hood of his car?
Speaker 4Do you know why?
Speaker 2That one?
Speaker 6This was when we were working at the bar up in Northbrook at the hotel.
Ken and I were both working there, and you know, they had cops that would come in and they would be the security, you know, part time job stuff.
And he was telling me about this quality had that there was a guy passed out on the hood of his car in the middle of an intersection, and oh, okay, fine.
Well the next day I'm talking to Ken and he's telling me about this guy who he dragged out of the window of his car, beat the shit out of him, and left him on the hood of his car in the intersection.
Speaker 7I'm like, oh, that was you.
Speaker 2What's interesting about this incident is it would have been in those early years after Ken joined the outfit, so it's very possible it was mob related.
I asked him if he knew what his brother was into at that time.
Speaker 4I knew that he was definitely dealing drugs.
I knew that he was.
Speaker 6Working quote unquote in a whorehouse.
But I never got into any of those details.
Speaker 4I really didn't want to know.
Speaker 6You know, it just it wasn't my lifestyle.
You know, it was nothing I really cared about.
You know, that's what you want to.
Speaker 2Do, that's what you do.
Speaker 4You could see why he could be.
Speaker 6An enforcer because he just had that mentality, very violent mentality.
Speaker 5I should have word more in you were a man?
Speaker 2Oh high?
Yeah, yeah, I don't need to worry about some contagione.
Speaker 5Nice to meet you.
Speaker 7Well, I have met you several times, but you.
Speaker 4Were a child, I was a baby.
Speaker 7Huh.
Speaker 9Yeah.
Speaker 2This is Maureen, my dad's high school girlfriend.
Speaker 7Thank you for having me and doing this.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know what you're doing here.
Speaker 5Your father wouldn't tell me anything.
Speaker 7He was very short and said, I don't have time.
I will tell you.
Speaker 2Everything, all right.
Speaker 7Well that's true.
Speaker 2I will tell you everything, and hopefully you'll tell me everything.
Maureen.
It was a name that would occasionally echo through our childhood home.
She was like this mythical creature who at the very mention of her cursed name would send my mother into fits of rage and jealousy.
And I just I feel so bad that she.
Speaker 5I know, oh how much time she spent hating me, hating him, thinking, you know thoughts.
I'm a woman, I know how women think.
And if there's one regret that I have is that I feel bad that your mom thought Kenny and I were having interfere And we never did, never, ever, ever, ever, not since we were high school sweethearts at sixteen and seventeen years old.
Speaker 3Tell me about it.
Speaker 5We were just we were like the movie Grease.
You know, it was like sort of like John Travolta and Olivia Newton.
Speaker 2John, No, stop stop, stop, stop, stop stoping.
No, I'm not doing this again.
First, my dad is John Travolta from Saturday Night Fever.
Okay, fine, but now you're telling me he's John Travolta from Greece.
I just I can't.
I'm not going to do it.
Okay, let's move on.
Speaker 5He was cool, He was a real cool kid.
He was my first boyfriend.
Speaker 7And it was fun.
Speaker 5We had fun, and we had good times, and of course we wanted to grow up and get married and have a household of kids and just didn't work out that way.
Speaker 2I have a million questions for Maureen because she has a truly unique perspective in all this, as someone who saw a softer side of Kenny during those formative teenage years.
Speaker 5I don't think I've ever loved anybody as much as a friend as him.
You know, they say that you've got if you've got five good friends on one hand, you're a lucky person.
Speaker 4And he's one of them.
Speaker 2He's been we've been good friends.
I asked her about Kenny's fabled hot temper.
Speaker 5I never saw him with a temper or being aggressive or anything like that.
Speaker 2Or if she was aware of the abuse the brothers were victims of at home.
Speaker 5He didn't want to be at home.
He didn't like being there.
He liked being at our house.
My mom would come into my room at ten or eleven o'clock and say, we're in someone's in the backyard.
First, I looked out the front window, and I see his car, and I go in the back.
He used to take a tent and tent in our backyard and sleep.
Wow, I didn't know that.
Yeah, yeah, my mom said that she had seen it a few times, but it was too late to wake me up.
And then that was and I went in there.
Speaker 2And I was like, what are you doing?
He said, I don't want to go home.
Or if she knew of his ties to the mafia.
Speaker 5There would be no way Ken would do any of those things.
Everybody adored him, They loved him, They cared about him, and they trusted him.
Speaker 2She goes on to say that she only recently heard about it from Kenny's mother, Adele, when he.
Speaker 5Went over to Calibournia.
She started calling me and telling me all these things, and that's when I found out about the mafia.
That's when I found out about drugs.
She said, well, you know he was junkie.
I said, no, I didn't know that, but now I do.
I guess.
And she also told me that he murdered someone.
Oh my god, I can't believe cute people.
Speaker 2Oh my god, how did he get that way?
She's crying and takes a moment to collect herself, and then suddenly she remembers something from long ago.
Speaker 5Did he ever tell you a story of Kenny Mindelki, the boy that drowned?
No, it was his best friend.
Speaker 7They were all.
Speaker 5Set to go scuba diving.
There were like five boys, and I had to work that day, and my parents had to work at the restaurant.
There was no one to watch my four siblings.
And I said to Kenny, said would you do me a big favor and watch the kids?
And he said, I'm already written signed up to go scuba diving with Mendelki and the rest of the guys.
And I said please, and he said, okay, I'll do it.
So he stayed home.
The equipment that he was to have used was given to Mendelki, his buddy, and Mendelki's equipment failed and he was like, he's dead and it should have been Kenny.
That should have been the equipment that he should have used.
Speaker 2And it was really bad.
Speaker 5But that was the first time that Kenny had to deal with death of a friend of a good friend.
And also he felt guilty that if he would have gone, you know, Mondelki would have lived.
And he and then he took off.
And I think now that I think in in hindsight where him taking off.
He took off in his car and he was gone for like two days after the funeral.
Right after the funeral, nobody knew where he was.
Richie went out for like a day looking for him.
I think he ended up in Iowa or somewhere.
Speaker 7He just ran.
Speaker 5He just kept running and running and running until he probably ran out of money and gas and came back and probably be the start of major issues because that was hard on him, really really hard.
Speaker 6You know, I'm glad you brought up workout martial arts stuff, because that's something I actually completely forgot about.
Speaker 1Well, how do you think I could have done half the shit I did if I didn't have all that martial arts training.
Well, that's what I want to talk to mom about that I had years of martial arts training, years martial arts training.
I was a beast.
Speaker 2It was widely known around the family that Ken was a fourth degree black belt.
There were legends about his prowess on the mat, how even defeated his own master at one point.
Even the style of martial arts he practiced sounded exotic and dangerous to us as kids.
Speaker 1Was that Chung mu kwan was a really soft form.
It was it was comfortul it wasn't a hard form.
Caught it bullshit well, almost like a.
Speaker 2Dance dance like movement.
Chung mu kwan.
I had never heard of it before and never had a reason to look into it until, of course, I started down this insane family rabbit hole of mine.
I wasn't expecting to find anything interesting at all, to be honest, but when I learned the history of this mysterious brand of kung fu, I was absolutely shocked at what I found.
Speaker 10Many students are attracted to Chung mu kwan because the training looks impressive.
The schools say that by developing a strong mind and body, you not only learn self defense, but also learn to understand yourself and find fue happiness.
A school brochure says Chung Mu Kwuan is an investment in life.
Speaker 2I found this investigative news report from nineteen eighty nine about Chung Mu Kwan.
It's fascinating.
Speaker 10There are ten Chung Mu Kuan schools in the Chicago area and a dozen others across the country.
They were founded here in the late nineteen seventies by John C.
Kim, a former maintenance man who promotes him as a.
Speaker 7Martial arts master.
Speaker 10His followers say he has supernatural powers.
Speaker 5His powers are phenomenal.
Speaker 8They made him seem like a god to us.
Speaker 10We talked to dozens of former students and instructors who've been with Chung Mu Kwan over the last twelve years.
Most of them asked us to disguise their identities.
They say they're afraid because the schools they were at thrived on an atmosphere of intimidation and violence.
Speaker 3Our investigation found.
Speaker 10That some of the schools have also exploited students to take their money and to take over their minds.
That's why experts call it a cult.
Speaker 2So not only is my dad and the mob, which is bad enough, by the way, he's also in some goddamn kung fu mind control cult.
Jesus fucking Christ.
He's either an evil genius or the unluckiest man alive.
Speaker 10Experts say that some Chung mu Quan students seem to be subjected to a form of mind control that begins the martial arts training, for example, constantly repeating a movement or holding poses for long periods on orders from their instructor.
Speaker 2Okay, let's stop there for a second.
Now, listen to this clip for my dad.
You would do a.
Speaker 1Form for an hour, hour and a half.
It's all you would do, is a form, A form?
Is this movement?
So constant movement for an hour and a half.
Speaker 11What happens is that they go into an altered state of consciousness.
In that type of altered state, they're very susceptible to suggestions.
It's the same kind of thing that takes place in a hypnotic trance.
Speaker 2Now, let's go back to episode one.
Well, my dad talks about mentally preparing himself for a hit.
Speaker 1I sit in my car and I do what I always do.
I breathe, I make myself aware.
I heighten my senses, my sight, my smell, my hearing.
I don't know how I do it, but I do it.
As I'm listening to the music, I feel my senses start to kick in.
As they kick in, the moment arises.
The moment always hits me.
I don't know how it hits me, but I know when I'm ready for the.
Speaker 2Moment, and there it is.
This whole time, I've been struggling to understand just how he could take that enormous leap from doorman to hip man, or how he could jump back and forth so easily from mob life to family life without us ever even coming close to knowing.
Speaker 11What happens is that they go into an altered state of consciousness.
It's the same kind of thing that takes place in a hypnotic trance.
Speaker 2Not a trance, not every trance.
I think it was the perfect storm of terrible childhood, abusive parents, hitting the streets as a kid, no prospects finding a father figure, which just happens to be in the outfit, and then you introduce Chung Mu Kwan and it's meditative mind control techniques, but.
Speaker 1You know it taught to you know all the points, all the all the all the points that can name kill, temporarily put somebody out of business.
I always had that advantage.
I had no fear at all, and that really got me through a lot.
Speaker 2Next week on Crooked County.
Speaker 1He was fucking up made guy or not, he was fucking up man, and eventually it was going to catch up to him, but I took care of it myselfe.
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Speaker 2Crook County is a production of iHeart Podcasts and Tenderfoot TV in association with Common Enemy.
All episodes are written, produced, and hosted by Me Kyle Tequila.
Executive producers are Donald Albright and Payne Lindsay.
Original score by Makeup and Vanity Set.
Main title song is called Aloha by the band Starry Eyes, and credit song is called no Show, also by the band Starry Eyes.
Sound mix by Cooper Skinner.
Thank you to Orrin Rosenbaum and the excellent team at UTA for their support and to my fearless attorney, Wendy Bench for her guidance.
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Speaker 9Shower show.
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