Episode Transcript
What's that at the bed.
It's spooky.
Hey, Joky, I'm really sure it's dead.
It's coming this way.
Wait a minute.
I'm ghosted Ima Nandaz.
Speaker 2Plles.
Speaker 1Hey boo, it's me Roz and welcome to Ghosted by ros Hernandez, the podcast where I talk to people that I like about the paranormal.
However, we are making an exception today because I am talking to Alex LeMay.
We talk about that time we did a ghost hunting TV show together for eight episodes that was on Hulu.
Maybe one day people will get to see it again.
I have no clue, but the two of us, that's how we met.
And she is like a real deal paranormal investigator.
She's really into doing it.
She's got all the toys.
I mean, the thing with me in paranormal investigating.
Maybe I need to set the record straight a little bit.
I love talking about ghosts, love that.
I'm so fascinated by the topic.
I like paranormal investigating.
I will never do it if there's no cameras rolling, Okay, I have no interest.
Sometimes people will be like, you want to come do a ghost No, No, I don't, So I'm sorry.
If I've given anyone the wrong impression because they've seen video of me doing it.
I'll do it if there's a camera rolling, but I don't.
I don't love it as much as somebody like Alex.
Alex loves it.
Alex goes and just does it, and she buys haunted objects to have in her home.
You'll never see me doing that.
Okay, I'll hear about it.
I'll talk.
Oh, tell me about it for hours.
I want to hear every crazy thing that happened.
I am not I'm not going out doing that.
It's too scary for me.
And it's scary, but also it's like a lot of just like sitting waiting for a ghost.
And sometimes I've done it where you go to a place that it's like, Okay, these girls are ready, they are here, they've been waiting for me, and that that's that's a little bit more fun.
But at the same time, I'm like, oh, I hate this because it's so scary.
But I've also done it a number of times where I'm like, nothing is happening and I'm just like here with all these machines, and then I start to be like what what am I doing?
Like call a friend like why am I do I need somebody to talk to that bad?
Why can't I just let this dead person just sleep?
Like what?
Speaker 2What?
Speaker 1I asked myself A lot of questions in these moments.
I want to continue to do them on my YouTube because I do.
I love the experience of getting a cute outfit and going to these places and see what happens, because I genuinely do love being able to capture stuff and I love just the process of it.
But I also kind of hate it at the same time because I'm because I'm such a scaredy gud I really am.
But I plan to do more on my YouTube, so make sure you're following my YouTube, which is roz Hernandez the Haunted Doll.
And unfortunately, I did film one that Alex LeMay did a cameo on, and I act deleted everything and it is horrible.
It is so so sad because I spent a lot of time and effort and money and then, since I am not somebody that knows anything about how cameras work and I just try to pull it off on my own, I accidentally deleted it.
So that sucks.
But I'm not giving up.
I'm going to figure out how to never do that again, and I will be doing some work ghost hunting because I've been, I've been, I've been craving it, so look out for that.
Okay.
So on today's episode is me and Alex reminiscing, gigglin hearing some ghost stories, that kind of stuff.
I hope you enjoy my ketchup with my old pale Alex leamay on with the show.
Hey, dumb bitch.
Speaker 2Hey, can I say that when we get in trouble for that?
Speaker 1Try another one.
Let's do it again.
Speaker 2We can't talk like we do on the phone.
Speaker 1I think we can.
Hey a dumb bitch, Hey, how are you?
Whoor?
Speaker 2I miss you so much?
Speaker 1Ah, so funny.
I love to bully.
Speaker 2You, I know, but I love it.
So it's okay.
Speaker 1You're so fun to bully because you're just so sweet.
You're like sweet, You're like a goths, a goth sweetie.
Speaker 2Oh thanks, raz you're sweet too.
No, I'm not, yes, you can.
You don't want people to know, which you actually are a huge sweetie.
Speaker 1But because you're like some people are always to me like oh oh roads the spooky Queen is coming.
Oh she's spooky oo, and I'm like No, I'm not.
I'm not, but you're like spooky.
Speaker 2Yeah, it's lifestyle.
Speaker 1I feel like that's more you Like, I'm looking at your backdrop right now.
You're very into like Victorian lots of the color black, lots of like lace and candles and that kind of a spooky thing.
Speaker 2Yeah.
I wanted to kind of look like a dungeon in here, a little medieval.
You had some haunted dolls.
Speaker 1Oh okay, we're gonna have to talk about these haunted dolls.
So okay, anyone listening.
It's very possible that you would not know about this.
But the two of us, for five minutes, hosted a TV show together.
We were part of a cast of five GBTQ ghost hunters.
We did a TV show is called Living for the Dead.
It was on Hulu.
If you're looking for it, I can hear people typing living for now.
Just stop.
You won't be able to find it anywhere.
It's not streaming.
They removed it.
But it did happen.
I know it happened.
We were there.
Speaker 2Yeah, there's two of us.
Speaker 1There is a fan base for it.
I like to think of it like it's a cult, as a cult following and it's like you had to be there.
There were definitely people that were there and we love them that watched it.
And now there's clips.
There's clips on my YouTube, there's clips on your YouTube and our social medias.
But with it not being around, it's kind of fun because we can kind of act like and then there was this other crazy thing that happened, like we can, I guess, kind of play it up because no one can verify.
Speaker 2Yeah, I can say whatever we want now.
Speaker 1Yeah, it is interesting because like the last time you were on, the show was just coming out, so we were like promoting it and then then it came out and then it was available for a few months and then it disappeared, which is sad.
But I don't know, we should just like talk about that, yeah, because people ask me questions about it all the time, and I don't know how I feel when it's brought up, Like I have like great memories, but I'm also like so sad that you can't see it anywhere.
And here's the other thing people need to know.
And I don't blame the average human being for not knowing this kind of thing.
But we were just two people that were on the show.
Okay, we don't know anything else.
Like people will be like, when's the next season?
What happened, honey, I don't know anything.
Speaker 2We have no clue they pulled it and didn't even tell us.
The whole reason we even knew it was taken off Hulus because somebody had texted me who went to go watch it.
Speaker 1And they couldn't find it.
Speaker 2And was like, what's happening?
Speaker 1Yeah, I mean, how do you feel when people bring it up?
Speaker 2I mean, it's complicated because I'm proud.
I'm proud that we did this thing, this body of work we worked so hard on.
But at the same time, there's nowhere for you to see it, and I'm not sure why they haven't released it, maybe to be or somewhere else to be streamed.
It's just a big question.
Speaker 1I love to be too, That's the thing.
I am so proud of the work we did, and we had a lot of fun together we did.
I remember when before I did Living for the Dead, I would interview people that did ghost hunting shows, and I always had like all these questions that were like not about the ghost hunting.
Like I would always be like, what kind of snacks do you guys eat when you're shooting or like what do you do?
Like are you all like staying in a hotel and then you like hang out of and like so now that I've done it, it's interesting because that part of it people don't see, but that's such a huge part of the memory I have of it.
Was like the fun we would have go into the strip club.
Yes, well we did an episode in a strip club, a haunted strip club, but we also went to the Mail strip club.
Speaker 2Yeah, we did, and we've been back a couple of times.
Speaker 1You and I.
You and I are male strip club regulars.
I love the male strip clubs.
Actually I was at a mail strip club in Portland and I got recognized from Living for That.
Speaker 2I love that.
Yes, how did you feel about that?
Speaker 1Complicated?
Yeah?
One of the male strippers was like, oh my god, you were on that show.
I watched that show and he's like what's it?
What was it called?
And I'm like Living for the Dead.
And then he was like, okay, now I gotta go dance up on the pole and he's good.
But then he told all the strippers like all the other ones, and then they were like watching the clip, the infamous clip from the show and one of them was like, he goes, did you do a skit with a ghost?
And I was like a skit with a ghost?
I'm like yeah, because I think what he meant was like he saw the clip or whatever.
I don't know.
Anyway, we love strip clubs, you and I we do.
Speaker 2We definitely do we get into trouble.
Speaker 1We do, even I what should we talk about ghosts?
Speaker 2Well, we have a couple questions that we were asked.
Speaker 1Oh I did post?
Okay.
I asked my Instagram followers as did you do you have any questions for the two of us?
And listen, my followers aren't necessarily like journalists or anything, so I was kind of thinking that they were going to be like who hooked up with who when you were shooting?
Like I thought they were going to come for like the tea, but instaid they were like, what's your favorite piece of ghost hunting?
I'm like, okay, now, now like let's like I want to I wanted to be a little juicy.
It's ghosted.
I don't know what kind of questions did you get.
Speaker 2I got a couple of good ones.
Speaker 1Okay, give me.
Speaker 2Somebody asked about deleted scenes and if there are any good ones that we remember?
Well?
Speaker 1Who knows what deleted scene?
First of all, there were a lot.
There's eight hours of deleted scenes because all eight episodes are not available, so it's all a deleted scene.
Speaker 2That's true, all seasons with deleted scene.
At this point, what was.
Speaker 1The one that I was like, I wish that they would have showed, Oh, I know what it was when, because I didn't sleep at the one place exactly.
Speaker 2What I'm thinking about.
Speaker 1Is that one.
Yeah, that was the final episode we had done after two months or whatever of traveling around staying in haunted places, and I was so over it, over the sleeping and haunted places part of it, Like I You're over why you no?
Easy?
Easy?
The only thing that I really did not like was sleeping in haunted places.
That was like that was a very big thing for me, and like, especially at the time I was vegan, Like I kind of go back and forth with like vegan and vegetarian, and like being in tone upon Nevada to go to the clown Motel, there was like no options for me.
This one had a side dish of asparagus and toast, and that was what I ate the entire time.
I was there terrible.
Yeah, the food was I think I very quickly ended up just like because I ate a lot of doughnuts and stuff that I don't think we're vegan, but whatever.
Yeah, So that that scene one of my favorites.
That's the first one that comes to mind, which was after this long shoot, they said we had to sleep at this place because not all of that, not every single one we had to sleep at.
The final one was one that we had to sleep at, and I was like, there's no way, Like, I cannot do this again.
We had already spent the day there and I got sick being in the room that I was supposed to sleep in.
And I don't know if that was ghosts or if I was just nervous, or if I just was eating bad at that point.
I don't know, because I did gain weight throughout it because I was just like stress eating so much.
But anyway, I luckily was able to finagle it where I could sleep at a non haunted hotel for that one, any of us could have, but the rest of you are into ghosts crawling up on you when you sleep, and so you didn't care.
But I do call me crazy.
I don't like that.
So I was able to be like, listen, I ain't doing that, Like I want to sleep in a real hotel.
Speaker 2Yeah.
Well, Also another thing is that you didn't tell us that you weren't staying there.
There were a few of us that didn't know, Like I had the idea that you were going to leave until the next morning.
Speaker 1It was a surprise, and I kind of I kind of did a version of this in my YouTube series The Haunted Dolt.
But I made like a pillow RAS in the bed and I had a fake ponytail that I put in the head of the pillow, and I made it look like I was in the bed and I snuck out.
Speaker 2She had her her shoes at the edge of.
Speaker 1The bed, high heels with the pony'sail.
Yeah.
Speaker 2To set the scene, it's the next morning.
It cuts into us all waking up talking about how we were sleeping and stuff, and we have on the screen all the security cameras and in the corner we're all like, where's Ras.
And you can see in the corner the security camera of your room, it's this outline that looked like a dead body.
The way you were laying like it looked very much like me legs spread out two shoes in different directions.
The hairpiece on the pillow, and.
Speaker 1I don't think I ever saw it.
I don't think, but I know that Juju went into the room trying to figure out why I was still sleeping, and she learned that I was a pillow and not really me and so.
And that's what was so funny, was Juju being pissed off and finding my my cheap ponytail.
I mean, I feel like maybe I did see footage of this.
I don't know, but I just remember, Yeah, that was a scene that I thought was so funny.
Speaker 2It was hilarious because she goes up there.
She's like, oh hell now, roll just don't sleep and went up there to see what was going on and she snatches the hair piece it is around.
They like, what the fuck?
Speaker 1Because then I so hard that I came back overfresh the next day, having slept not with ghosts, and I get busted by everyone else.
Speaker 2Yeah, she said something like whose cheap hair pieces?
This came down the stairs?
Speaker 1Oh that was nice, But what about ghost stuff?
A lot happens when the cameras aren't rolling like PARANOI normally.
Speaker 2It's true.
Speaker 1I remember when we went to that funeral home place in Cleveland.
I remember shooting stuff there that was like so scary that I think because a time or whatever we never got to see.
But like just being alone in this like old crumbling building that allegedly is a portal to hell or whatever the hell and I'm just like in the pitch black, can't see anything like that really scared me.
Yeah.
Speaker 2Oh, I remember when I was in the cloud room.
I was laying in the coffin by myself and you were, I think, on the stairs and there was that huge bang that scared literally everybody.
Speaker 1Didn't the door fell over or something like.
Speaker 2Not just fell over, like the whole thing came crashing down, and it was so loud.
Speaker 1There was like a metal door that wasn't attached to a wall, but it was like I think it was like against a wall or something, and it fell in a way that was blocking the stairs.
And those were the stairs that I would have had to go down to get to where you were.
And we were all so scared because we heard this noise.
And then when I went down the stairs to go see you or whatever, there was like a full door that was just wait, can we talk about your ear infection.
Yeah, yeah, episode we did you decided because you're crazy, Yeah, to lay in a real human coffin.
Speaker 2Yeah.
Well it was one that they showed the bodies it like you would rent out at the mortuary, and it was on another floor and I was like, hey, you know what would be cool is if you guys put that in the room.
I'm going to investigate in I want to investigate inside of it because that cloud room was originally the showing room for all the coffins and stuff, so it made sense to me to put that in there as a trigger object.
And of course the producer were like, yes, we'll do that, no problems.
So they carried it up like tooth or they know.
They carried it down tooth flights to the cloud room and I laid in it.
And I didn't think that there would be any issues doing that, but apparently there was because the next day I woke up having like an ear ache, and as the days progressed, I ended up having to go to urgent care for an ear infection.
And when they when they got in there with the thing to see, she literally gasped and I was like what, She's like, hang on, I need to go get my colleagues.
So, like a couple of the people come in and they're talking about She's like, you have mushrooms growing in your ear And I'm like, you're you're actually kidding me right like, and it was on the side that I was laying in the coffin.
She's like, no, actual mushrooms.
I've only ever seen this in textbooks.
We want to show everybody else if that's okay, like all the other staff members, so they know what they want to see it.
And I was like, okay, sure, she cleaned it out and let me see the mushrooms that were growing in my ear, but like, did you.
Speaker 1Make a necklace or something.
That's the kind of thing you would do.
Speaker 2Shouldn't let me keep it.
But I had like nightmares that I was gonna be Grand zero for like a zombie apocalypse or some kind of weird mushroom was going to start growing in my brain and controlling me.
I have some weird nightmares after that.
Speaker 1That is so I mean, no offense, but gross, Uh.
Speaker 2It's gross.
It was weird.
It's very weird.
Had two different medications.
It took weeks for that to go away, so who knows, Like.
Speaker 1What is that like a dead body?
Dead body juices were like in your ear?
Speaker 2I don't know.
Okaycuse when you think of fungus, do you think of like decomposing bodies?
You know?
Speaker 1Oh, the most scared I ever was the entire time we did this was when we were at the scariest place we went in Bisbee, Arizona.
We're at the Copper Queen Hotel.
Scariest place I have ever been in my entire life.
Back because you're, yeah, crazy, we did a Oiji board.
Oh yeah, that didn't make it into the show.
I don't think no.
But first of all, it looked sickening, like we had like candles everywhere, and I've never been more scared in my life.
Speaker 2Everybody was freaked out.
Speaker 1Like truely, it was so scary, and Ken, who knows about seances and whatever, it was like, let us in this Ouiji board session.
Speaker 2Let's set the scene for everybody listening.
So we're on the bottom floor.
Okay, they've moved all the furniture out.
The lights have been dimmed.
Speaker 1It's like in the lobby, right in the.
Speaker 2Lobby, the lights have been dimmed.
At this point in the episode, we've already come to the conclusion that there might be something darker here.
So we're kind of on edge because we've had that communication prior.
There are real candles, not the fake ones.
By the way, we have a beautiful circle of these candles that are in the entire room.
It's the circle that we've created with a spiritboard in the middle and a blanket, and we're all sitting there with their hands on the board.
So it was a gorgeous scene.
Speaker 1And we all we all had had experiences at this point, we were all very like convinced that this place is haunted.
We had already heard stories that like there was some kind of darkness going on in this place.
Yeah, and Ken told us like, keep your fingers on the plan chat the little movie thing.
Speaker 2And whatever you do, don't leave the circle.
Speaker 1Yeah, And we were like getting freaked out, getting some answers whatever, and then like right at the perfect time, we heard like bam, like the loudest bang on the ceiling or wall or something in the room.
Speaker 2It sounded like a car hit the side.
Speaker 1Yah, the building.
It really did.
Speaker 2I've never heard anything that loud, so loud.
Speaker 1And so of course we all lifted our hands up off of the thing.
Speaker 2Oh, it was so scary that the producers and everybody ran.
They booked it.
There were a couple of camera men that stuck around, but the producers ever be booked it around the corner and they went down to the bar like they ran.
So we're how scary one.
Speaker 1We've all broken the circle.
We have all kind of like, you know, moved our hands away.
And I'm telling you, when I heard that bang, it's a feeling I have felt very few times in my life where I was like, what is reality?
What is anything?
Oh my god, this is when the demons come and take over the universe.
Like I don't know what the hell is going on.
And then all of a sudden, so the producers come in the room.
We're all like what was that?
That was crazy?
We're trying to figure it out.
People are like hitting the walls trying to like recreate it.
Speaker 2Yeah.
Speaker 1Then this life on the ceiling that was like way up on the ceiling turns on and we're in like this pitch black candlelit room and it turns on and the crew member guy that had put that light up there on a ladder earlier, he was just like so freaked out.
He's like, I don't know how that could have turned on.
You would have to like touch it and press the button and whatever, Like it can't just turn on.
I can't activate it any other way, Like it's you have to touch it to turn it on.
There was just multiple people at the same time being like, what is reality?
This is the weirdest thing I've ever experienced, And it was so scary.
Speaker 2It was so freaky.
That was one of my favorite moments to happen for sure.
Speaker 1What's another question people gave you.
Speaker 2Did we have any weird dreams of the locations, assuming we were able to sleep?
No, I can't think of any.
Oh I did at the Cloud Motel.
Speaker 1Well, the Clown Motel.
I slept with you.
Speaker 2Yeah, for part of it when I was there for the first two nights though, I didn't sleep at all.
And I don't know if I was dreaming or if I was awake, because at that point I was like delirious.
I was staying in the most haunted room at number eleven, and I kept seeing this like tall guy with suspenders on in the corner of the room.
I'd like wake up at two am and there was just this man standing there.
It was terrifying and there's nowhere to go.
So I ended up staying with you.
I think I stayed with Juju one night.
I was like being tormented mentally there.
That was scary for me.
Speaker 1Yeah, I hated it.
And that was the first thing that we had done.
Yeah, I was like, are you fucking kidding me?
I had to do eight weeks of sleeping in these places.
This is awful.
Speaker 2Yeah, it was an experience.
Speaker 1When everyone else is awake, I had the time of my life, but when it was nighttime, I can't sleep.
Speaker 2The way that you.
I remember coming into your room being like, okay, cool, we're gonna There was two beds so we could share a room because I wasn't sleeping alone anymore.
I wasn't sleeping at that point, and iver you put sleep unless all of the lights were on.
She slept sitting up against the bed, which was almost very creepy to experience, because I'd look over and you'd.
Speaker 1Be like, first of all, you sleep walk, which is very creepy.
Speaker 2But you were sleeping, like sitting up ready to go in case you needed to leave.
Speaker 1Or beam with my shoes on.
Speaker 2Yes, you were ready, you were sitting up.
Speaker 1I had a to go kit or whatever, like it was a state of emergency.
At any point, I was ready to leave because I think they told me that the room that I was supposed to stay in there had I don't know, people wake up and they see a man sitting in a chair staring at them or something like what the fuck?
Yeah, no, tell us a ghost story.
Speaker 2A ghost story sound weird?
Speaker 1You?
So you do like haunted dolls?
Speaker 2I do?
I do.
Speaker 1You're one of these these people that we talk about all the time on this show.
So what's your situation with the haunted dolls?
Speaker 2I got a couple.
Honestly, I don't think haunted dolls are very common.
I don't think it's a thing that happens as often as people think it does.
I have one specific doll that I came into via estate sale, and I wasn't looking for dolls, but I went to this estate sale and this guy had a box full of stuff and it was just a bunch of envelopes and a doll, and I asked to buy the whole lot and took it home and realized that like, I had bought someone's entire family history.
And when I got the box home, I started like going through things.
Stuff in my room started moving on its own, Like I had books falling down off my bookshelf.
What Yeah, like weird things.
And I would just brush it off because I'm I don't know, unless it's I can see with my own eyes that's moving by itself.
I will always think, Oh, someone slammed the door too hard and that's what caused it to fall over, you know what I mean.
I just want to be skeptic unless I know for sure.
But too many things started happening.
As I was going through this doll's history, and I pull out this picture, which I'll send to you so you can have it.
But I have a photograph of this family and there's a little girl in the picture holding a doll, and it's the doll that's in the in the box, and it's dated like nineteen oh eight, nineteen twelve something like that.
It turns out that her family were all Freemasons.
So I have a bunch of Freemasonry history.
Speaker 1Do you have secrets in there?
I feel like those Freemasons.
Speaker 2Yes, I have a bunch of weird pictures.
I also have what I think is potentially a story there with her, and I'm researching a lot, Like I can't say too much because I don't know for sure, but I'm doing a lot of research trying to figure out who she was, what her life was like.
But that doll in particular has so much energy, and anyone who's met her is like, oh, there's something going on there.
And the doll has the necklace of the little girl in the picture on from the early nineteen hundred.
So I have just this incredible collection.
Speaker 1Whip her out.
Speaker 2She's not here.
Speaker 1Where is she?
Speaker 2She's at this place downtown Mesa at the haunted museum called East Valley Paranormal.
So you can visit her.
Speaker 1Okay, are they keeping her in a little terrarium like like Annabelle.
Speaker 2She's got her own box that I gave her.
It's very beautiful.
Speaker 1She have like one of those hamster water bottles.
Like that's what That's how I feel about Annabelle.
They keep her in there like she's a little pet.
Speaker 2They do, they really do.
I want to release her and free her, so I think my goal to go hang out with.
Speaker 1Her release Anna Bell.
Speaker 2Yeah, I want to go hang out with her and have a tea party.
She deserves it.
Something fun in her life.
Speaker 1The two of you would get along.
I think, I think so.
Speaker 2So this doll is downtown Mesa.
You can visit her.
All of her stuff is on display.
It's really cool.
They're doing a lot of research with the Mesa History Historic Foundation or I don't remember exactly what it's called to try to like figure out what her history was with the family, and her history in Arizona and how she got here.
So we're still discovering.
Speaker 1All of that.
Had they had anything weird happened since having her?
Speaker 2Yes, So there is another doll that she came with that I didn't think was haunted, that I also included with her, and they're in the setup together.
It's her and this other very old doll from the nineteen hundreds, and they have audio of two little girls talking and it's on I have it on my phone.
I can send it to you.
But there's two little girls talking and I think that's them.
Speaker 1What were they saying?
Speaker 2I can't really make it out.
Speaker 1They're like this bitch with the mushrooms in her ears, Like gosh, she's gone.
It's weird ass bitch with the mushrooms growing out her damn head.
Speaker 2Maybe that's why I'm so weird?
Is this just infiltrated inside my brain.
Speaker 1Like that before knock it off?
Yeah?
Can I show you a haunted doll?
Speaker 2Yes?
Please?
Speaker 1It's time for the dolls are living.
So I go to eBay dot com and I find haunted dolls and I want to show you one.
Have you ever bought one from eBay?
No?
Have you ever considered selling yours on eBay?
Speaker 2Uh?
Sometimes I've thought about it.
Speaker 1You should.
Speaker 2I don't have that many.
Speaker 1I think about it all the time, just selling a bunch of writing backstories.
Anyway, here's one for you today.
I would like for you to meet Saraphin Jihashaw was Saraphin?
You got it?
Ras?
There she is?
Speaker 2Oh, she's cute.
Speaker 1I feel like this is more of like a figurine than a doll.
Speaker 2Ooh is that a mailbox?
Speaker 1She has a mailbox.
I feel like this is like from a Christmas display or something, because she's wearing like a fur trimmed coat and she's like she's mailing a letter to Santa or something.
I don't know though maybe for her lover.
She's just like, you know, white lady in a pink coat and there's a little mailbox in front of her.
However, she comes with a bio.
It says, this is how it starts out.
It goes, She does not ask, she does not beg She claims there are demons who torment, demons who deceive, demons who destroy.
But Saraphin is a creature of more intimate hunger.
She does not invade with violence.
She enters with heat, she consumes with pleasure, and she leaves you wanting more.
Her mailbox gleams pure gold, sealed, unyielding, no hinges, no slit, no keyhole.
It's not for messages.
It is a monument, a symbol that she is always watching, always listening.
Okay, So basically it goes on to tell you that she will she'll have sex with you.
Wow.
Speaker 2I love the descriptors.
I hope someone talks that great about me one day.
Speaker 1It says that you can write her a letter, and it says, pour yourself onto the page.
Desires too twisted to voice, fantasies, too dangerous to name, honest, be dirty, be desperate.
Fold the letter, Lay it beside the vessel before midnight, Sleep naked with your heart open.
Speaker 2I buy this one.
This one got me.
Speaker 1This sounds like one you're you'd be into.
Speaker 2I want to meet her?
Speaker 1Yeah?
Basically, uh, you just write her a letter, you tell her what kind of kinks and fetishes you're into, and she'll, I guess, slide into your bed and uh seems like whatever you're into, she's here for it.
Speaker 2Yeah.
I would just want to have a sleepover and hang out and just talk about all of the secrets she's been told, because I know she's probably got some good ones.
Speaker 1Oh my god.
See that's what I would do.
I wouldn't want to sleep with her or whatever sexually, but I would be like, girl, tell me stories like the tea I want to hear about, like the freakiest person that's ever bought you off eBay?
Yeah, how does this?
Speaker 2Like?
Speaker 1Did people buy her and then when they've tried everything, whether then they're oh, now I feel bad for her.
Speaker 2Well, she must like doing it.
Speaker 1I don't know, but that's saraphin.
She's going for eighty eight dollars and eighty eight cents.
Can I play you some ghost voices?
Speaker 2Yeah, let's do it.
Speaker 1It's time for EVP or ev please.
Okay.
So I go to YouTube and I get Electronic Voice Phenomena aka EVPs ghost voices, you know, speak and say and stuff.
And I got two of them for you today, Alex Lamay, and I want you to tell me what these ghosts are saying, then I'll give you an abc D.
The correct answer is what the person that posted it believes it's saying.
Speaker 2All right, let's do it.
Speaker 1Okay.
This first one is from Eerie Cupcake e that's the person's name.
Cute.
I don't know the luucium, but can you tell me, please, my dear, what this ghost is saying.
Okay, so there's clearly been some editing.
How does it end up where it gets that robotic sound?
Speaker 2Yeah, like digital artifacting.
It just gets saved and corrupted.
But it kind of sound like someone said don't touch it or.
Speaker 1Something, don't touch it.
Speaker 2I don't know, though, it sounds really crazy in my headphones.
I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1I think maybe you're getting flashbacks from going to the mail strip club, a male stripper saying don't touch it.
Just look, that's not.
Speaker 2What they were saying.
Go to church.
Speaker 1Yes, that's another thing that a stripper probably said to you.
Speaker 2I don't know what I hear.
Speaker 1Well, here's some options.
Did they think it was a two damn tight, B so damn tired, C slow down time or D you are so my type.
The last one they think it was B so damn tired.
Speaker 2It really does sound like go to church a little bit.
Speaker 1Wait, let's listen again, Candy here so damn tired.
Okay, here's another one.
This one is from a person named Bob Nicks, and they wrote that they were at an eighteen hundred's County museum in northwest Ohio.
They went to a porter party as they were investigating, and when they out there, they heard a voice say I see you so I think.
Then they went to the bathroom and then they turned on the recorder because they were like, I want to hear from that ghost, because I heard a ghost.
Okay, oh my god, what is this ghost saying?
Okay, it's a little mickey mousey?
What whoo?
Speaker 2And he goes, I have no idea, but I definitely hear the Mickey mousey the peeping cooper.
Speaker 1Did they think it was a Hi Steve?
Oh fuck, I thought you were my friend, Steve.
Did they think it was B stop please, I got something to tell you.
Did they think it was C?
I see I talked to you earlier, or d hi, queen, I funk with a queen like that.
Okay, it's one of those.
Speaker 2It's the Steve one.
Speaker 1Hi Steve, Oh, I thought you were my friend Steve.
They believe it was see, I see I talked to you earlier.
Speaker 2I would make that.
Speaker 1Okay, Okay, I hear that.
Speaker 2Okay, fun though, Hi Steve, Oh you're not Steve.
Speaker 1Oh fuck, I thought you were Steve.
Alex A pretty much like that doesn't fine, That's that's the end of you and I cool.
So please stop calling me.
Speaker 2I will call you in like an hour.
Speaker 1We need to go go hunting together, you and I.
We actually did go a couple of weeks ago.
We went to a location together and we filmed it, and the genius who was in charge of filming was me and I accidentally deleted everything.
Speaker 2Yeah, it's okay.
Speaker 1Though it was not good.
It was not good.
You and I had a great time together.
We had some activity, for.
Speaker 2Sure, oh yeah, and pizza and pizza.
Speaker 1We only did it for a couple of hours.
I don't want to like build it up too much because it's yet another thing you can't see that we're talking about.
But it just means that we have to do it again.
Absolutely, we absolutely must do it again because it was really fun and it's nice to do these things with you because you are crazy and you are not very scared of this stuff, and I am scared of this stuff, so it's nice to have you around.
Speaker 2I think we're a good dynamic Alex.
Speaker 1What do you want the people to know while you got them?
Speaker 2Oh?
Well, I'm doing some investigations with some friends on my own on YouTube under it's Alex Lamay, so you can check me out there and on Instagram under it's Alex Lamy as.
Speaker 1Well, gay and people can look forward to you and I doing it one day together.
Speaker 2Yes, thanks for having me on again.
Speaker 1Ron Hi, Steve, thanks for doing this.
I'll talk to you later.
Speaker 2Sounds good bye.
Speaker 1Bye, all right, shut off all the power.
Thank you so much to Alex LeMay.
Yeah, I wish I wish you all could see the TV show that we were on.
I don't know what to tell you again.
I was just I was just on it, so I don't I don't know anything else.
I don't know who for you to tell that you want it back, like people will be like, who do I need to tell I don't.
I don't, I don't even I don't know how any of it works truly.
Maybe one day, well you'll be able to see it again, but until then you could enjoy the clips and the memories because it was a really special project.
Okay, well, I love you all, both living and dead.
But if I didn't ask you to haunt me, don't haunt me came back.
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Associate producer is the alarming Christina Chamberlain.
This episode was mixed and sound designed by the eerie Edson Choi.
My guest booker is the petrifying Patrick Kuttner.
My theme music is by the spine chilling Brendan Lynch Salomon.
Artwork by the Spooky Vanessa Lilac.
Photography by the terrifying Elizabeth Karen.
Executive produced by the chilling Karen Kilgariff, the spooky Georgia hart Stark, and the frightening Danielle Kramer.
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