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El Dorado [10]
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Speaker 2Now, what's my night terror?
Somebody in my room on top of me in bed, trying to kill me?
Speaker 3Why is that?
Speaker 4Well?
Speaker 2I mean I was scared.
I was scared of the dark.
I was scared to go to the bathroom.
This carried over into college.
Speaker 3Why is that so?
Speaker 2I've talked to detectives, talked to trauma therapists.
Nobody knows how to fix this night terror of stuff, and nobody knows why is it the bad guy in the room try and kill me?
Speaker 5Do you feel like the bad guy is your dad?
Speaker 3Yeah?
Speaker 2My dad planned these things, premeditated these things.
Was he practicing that murder in our house?
Was he practicing Cornerherston closets?
Speaker 6You're wondering if that feeling you had was maybe him actually in your room in the closet.
Speaker 2Yeah, some sort of suppressed memory where I was scared shitless from my dad.
Who's to say he wasn't doing something in my bedroom.
I just would rather know, Like for me, I need to know, because once I know that I can deal with it.
You can divorce a spouse.
You can't divorce a father.
You can't just divorce your dad.
Speaker 5Did a part of you feel like you wanted to make it better somehow.
Speaker 2I wanted to help him, Like I'm mad at you when one second and I'm worried you're cold and dealing with this blanket and this cold sell like I love you, I still love you.
Speaker 1Do you still love him?
Speaker 7Oh?
Speaker 2Yeah, I mean I told him that, and the letters early on like I love you and I don't know what's wrong, and I don't know why you did this, and I wrote it and I was like, I'm so sorry, Like I'm so sorry.
Something must have happened to you.
You're just thinking, something awful must have happened to you to turn you into this, and I'm so sorry.
You know that you're alone and that we're not with you.
Speaker 8Someone killed four members of a family.
Speaker 2Hedge vanished from her home suddenly last weekend.
Her phone lines had been cut, her door left open.
Speaker 8You see the victim playing there with plastic bags over their heads, strangled.
Speaker 9You could tell it was a plan scenario.
Speaker 10Well, police have said no more about the contents of the letter.
It does contain some sort of threat and implies the killer may strike again.
Speaker 11He's gonna play with these victims.
He'd get him to the point of death and then bring them back and then brings them back to the point of death.
Speaker 3From My Heart Podcasts and Tenderfoot TV.
I'm Susan Peters and This is Monster BTK.
On August eighteenth, two thousand and five, Judge Gregory Waller sentenced Dennis Lynn Raider to ten consecutive life terms.
The sentence, a minimum of one hundred and seventy five years without the chance for parole, was the longest the judge could deliver.
The next day, August nineteenth, two thousand and five, Raider was taken from the courthouse to the Eldedo Correctional Facility in Butler County, Kansas, just thirty miles from Wichita.
Our news station covered the caravan from departure to arrival, and we were on scene for the last sighting of Dennis Raider outside prison walls.
Speaker 6He is getting out of car right now.
He's in his orange jumpsuit.
It looks as if his feet may be shackled.
He's walking in the prison right now.
They knocked in the door and there he is there.
He is inside that's it.
Speaker 3Closure is difficult for the families of Raider's victims.
It may never come.
But on that day in August, at the very least, we reveled in the peace of mind that came with the closing of his cell door.
Speaker 10Unfortunately, through all of this and through the things that he has done, everyone was willing to listen because everyone wanted to hear from the man that committed these crimes.
Now I think everyone is sick of what he has to say.
Speaker 3The reason we know so much about Dennis Rader is because of his narcissism, his intense desire for publicity.
And while US locals had had our fill, there were others who saw immense academic potential in studying Raider's mind.
Speaker 12When this opportunity came up, I had just completed a book where I had looked back over the past century of mental health experts who had taken extra time to really learn about an extreme offender from the offender's point of view.
And I was in a prime position then to do exactly the same thing.
I had role models.
Speaker 3Throughout this season, we've heard the inside scoop on Rader from forensic psychologist Catherine Ramsland in twenty ten, she began a professional relationship with him, which culminated in the book Confession of a serial Killer.
The Untold Story of Dennis Rader, the BTK serial Killer.
Speaker 12I did not approach Rader.
What happened is when he was arrested in two thousand and five, someone else had approached him to write a book.
She worked with him for five years, corresponding thinking she was going to do this, and I saw her on Facebook and said, whatever happened to your book?
And she begged me to take it over.
I had to go through a process of being vetted by the victims' families and the attorney he had signed his life rights over to them through this other writer.
That took some time, a couple of years, and in the meantime I got to know Rader by playing chess.
We'd write some letters.
He wanted me to solve some codes because he wanted to communicate with codes.
So I began to just kind of follow his lead.
He would write very long, like twenty page letters, and embedded in these letters would be these codes and their meaning, and I had to try to figure it out.
Also, he wanted to communicate that way to keep the guards from knowing what he was talking about.
That's kind of the gatekeeper if you're not going to do the code thing or not.
Speaker 3Going any further.
Speaker 12And then as all the legal stuff got into place, we began to talk on the phone.
The very first time I spoke to on the phone an hour earlier, my father died, so it was very numbing, but at the same time it was a good weight into him because he remembered his father dying.
I think it invited some warmth and compassion from him.
As our first time we're talking on the phone.
Speaker 3It feels jarring to hear ramseland talk about building compassion between herself and Raider, but developing this relationship was integral to her ability to study him.
Speaker 12The third way we got to know each other was watching TV shows, which began to serve as metaphors for his experience.
He wanted me to watch Bates Motel and The Americans, and I wanted him to watch The Walking Dead, and so between those shows we would talk about the characters in ways that demonstrated some of the things he was trying to tell me, like with the Americans its Soviet spies embedded in American culture and raising a family and acting as if they're completely like everybody else, exactly as he was doing.
And he even thought of himself as a spy or Bates Motel, which is about the making of a serial killer, so whenever something would happen in one of the shows, he would use that to talk about his experience.
Speaker 3Ramsland wrote about Rader before she began working on Confession.
For instance, she mentioned him in her book Inside the Minds of serial Killers, but her coverage never went into this much depth.
Speaker 12Only when the opportunity came my way did I realize what a unique opportunity it was, because he was not like a typical serial killer.
He was an outlier.
I get a lot of questions from mostly high school students, asking what motivates a serial killer, and it's hard for me.
I just say it's not a criminal type.
They each have their own motivational spectrum, and you have to look at the factors in their development to understand why they're doing what they're doing, because it's different from one to another.
Even if you categorize them as sexually compelled serial killers, there's still a lot of differences among them.
I think looking at the raw ingredients of any extreme offender's developmental trajectory helps us with trying to understand at what points in their life did something change, did a trigger to violence become part of their perspective?
What were some of the factors and elements involved.
So RADA was an opportunity as an outlier to the thinking of the FBI to find out what's going on here, what do we need to know about this guy?
Speaker 3There were logistical challenges communicating with Radar in prison, As Ramsland said earlier, their letters and phone calls were monitored.
Speaker 12I told him we need to have a coherent set of codes if we're going to talk about some of these things.
And so I created the codes that we're going to use.
And I used a cave metaphor because he liked caves, and he had this whole thing about three being a magical number.
So everything I did, like three layers of soil, three types of plants, three types of gardening tools, things like that.
Speaker 3In the introduction to the book, she describes figuring out the code as one of the most complicated aspects of the project.
What resulted is a symbolic alphabet with letters A through W all representing different phrases.
Speaker 12A Bleeding Heart was going to be the victims so B one, B two, BH three that was going to connote whoever he was talking about.
Speaker 3Of her work with Rader, Ramsland says this type of research could be used to develop treatment programs for kids who might be at risk of becoming one of these offenders, and because of this potential, she emphasizes that its use is more that of a textbook than entertainment.
Speaker 12Is that a true crime book?
It's a book where Dennis Rader and I explore his life story together with clinical tools.
I call it a guided autobiography because he's not just blathering on about himself without any structure.
It's structured to benefit my field, criminology and law enforcement.
Speaker 3Reader's narcissism does make it difficult to discern his fiction from reality, but Ramsland's professional background and the relationships she built with him before starting the book allowed her to call him out on his lies.
Speaker 12I had the complete transcript of the police interrogation.
I had five years of correspondence from the other writer.
I had the whole DA's file.
So yes, I know he's going to play me if I can, but I have the objective background.
He's obviously going to be able to talk more about what was really going on at the crime scenes in ways that no investigator will ever be able to do.
But at the same time, he's narcissistic.
He does want publicity, he does want to be known in a certain way, and I have to keep that in mind as well.
But that's okay because that's data for me.
I didn't care if he told the truth or he lied.
Speaker 3All of that data.
Speaker 12There are more layers than just what a killer says, So it's not really about asking that person a whole bunch of questions.
To get into who they are.
You have to watch their behavior and the inconsistencies and the oddities.
For example, on a scene in The Americans, there was a really brutal scene where they put a burning car tire over the sky to get him to say something, and Raita was furious, just furious if that was on TV, Like, Okay, you're a serial killer, You've done terrible things to people, and this is a fictional scenario.
Why are you so angry?
When we started playing chess, he told me not to cheat.
Really in your whole scheme of morality, that's what matters to you.
That I'm not cheating at a chess game.
To me, that's all very interesting behavior, because what is he showing me about what matters to him?
Speaker 3On certain issues, Raider was more defensive than others.
Speaker 12If it was something in which he had no real investment in how he wanted to present himself, then he'd sort of laugh it off.
Yeah, you caught me, or something like that.
One time he was talking about how much he loved his son.
I said, well, you know, you used your son's car during your cat and mouse game.
He was away in the navy, And I said, what did you think your son would feel like when you were arrested and they found out his car was the one on the surveillance video.
His first response was, well, I was never going to get caught.
I never even thought of that.
Then he got upset with me because I was questioning the narrative that he loved his son.
I was basically saying, saying, that's not a very loving thing to do to your son.
What you did to satisfy yourself is not a loving thing to do to the family you say you love.
And he got angry, and his response was to write a very long letter justifying everything I would tell you the members of his family don't feel that loved because he destroyed them, destroyed them, but he doesn't see it that way.
He thinks they should just get over it and reconnect with them.
That's how he views it.
But that's again that notion of a very shallow emotional processing of the world.
He thinks that what he's done does not have that much enormity and shouldn't and that they're his family and they need to forgive him and get back in a relationship with him.
That is how he thinks.
Speaker 3It's hard to imagine a world where anyone could forgive Raider.
I think for the average person, it's common to wonder whether these types of violent offenders experience remorse, And when I think back to his court appearances, I know that Raider doesn't.
Speaker 12These days, when Raider looks back, he regrets, it's not the same as remorse.
He regrets hurting his family, He regrets that he's in prison, that he missed out on a lot of life.
He sometimes thinks about religion, but I think for the most part, he does not believe that there's an afterlife, that he will have to face some kind of judgment.
The killer part is essentially well, how he identifies that, he embraces.
Speaker 3That there is a thread that ties everyone together.
Who is still to this day interested in Dennis Rader.
It is the desire to understand why he did it and if we could stop something like this from happening again.
For Larry Hatteberg, his BTK days didn't end when we covered the caravan to El Dodo.
Speaker 11I wrote to him in two thousand and five, and I did get three or four letters back from him.
When I got the first letter from Denis Rader, the postman stopped out front, came up to my door, rang the doorbell, and he's holding the letter by the edges like it's a horrible thing, and he said, I just want to tell you I'm delivering this to you and I hate every moment of this.
That is an appropriate response to receiving a letter from Denis Raider.
Speaker 3In one of the letters, Rader had an eerie request for Larry.
Speaker 8He said, look, Larry, I love your show.
We used to watch Haddiberg's People all the time when I wasn't incarcerated.
In here, he said, I want to be on Hadiberg's People.
Haddeberg's People was the series that I did of great people in the community.
So I wrote him back and I said, Dennis, the fact that you've killed ten people tends to negate any of the good that you've done in the community.
And he didn't write me back after that.
Speaker 3But in the last few years they've restarted their correspondence.
Larry's received letters from Rader as recently as the end of twenty twenty four.
Speaker 11The reason I stay kind of involved in it, and the reason I will occasionally write to BTK is that we still to this day do not know what caused BTK to become a murderer.
And there are a million teachers there with kids in their classroom, and they know something is wrong with a child, but they don't know what to do.
They don't know how to do it.
So the question becomes, how do we identify these children who are going to grow up to become a BTK.
Until we have those answers, the BTK story will never be dead, even if he dies tomorrow, and that's why I stay involved in it.
Speaker 3On the other side of things, there are those who've decided it is better not to indulge their curiosity when it comes to Denis Raider.
Here's Bob Smiser, a member of Raider's former church, Christ Lutheran.
Speaker 4I really wanted to go see Dennis in prison, not because of anything I could ask him, or anything because he'd lie to you, but to see who he is strip that facade of Denis Raider facade.
I think in prison you would have finally got to see him as he really is, and that interested me.
Ultimately decided against it for a variety of reasons.
Speaker 3Do you think you if you went to prison, could you talk to him as Bobby an old friend.
Speaker 4I don't know that we'd talk as old friends, but we would talk about his mom and dad, those kind of things.
Those conversations would be fairly simple, they'd be fairly easy, and they'd be natural.
If there's anything left of the dentist raider facade or is he just BTK?
One hundred percent of the time.
Speaker 3Bob poses a good question, is there anything left of the dentist Raider?
For sad?
This is something Carrie Rawson's been trying to figure out for the last two decades.
It took her years to sort through her complicated emotions after her father's arrest.
Speaker 2For like the first nine and a half years.
I was totally shut down.
I was hiding who I was.
I'm in like this megachurch outside Detroit, Michigan, where we moved in two thousand and three.
I'm leading Bible study.
I'm in this mops group with young mothers of toddlers, and I'm not telling people who I am.
My picture had never been out there in connection with my dad.
I didn't have social media at the time.
I had gone through the worst day of my life, the worst thing I could imagine.
I'm a trauma survivor, an abuse survivor, and I'm not telling anybody about this.
The most I would say, well, this bad thing happened to me.
It's really hard to sit in Bible study on a Tuesday morning and the woman next to you is saying like her worst day of our life is a dishwasher broken or kitchen flooded, and I'm literally having to leave the room and cry in the bathroom because how do you even drop dad into that.
Like even with trusted friends of mine, I would try and they would tell me stop talking, you're giving me nightmares.
I was so shut down those first nine and a half years because I was scared.
I was scared of this man in their arrest photo.
I was scared of what he had done.
I was even scared of other family members or some lacko coming after me.
Speaker 3She learned to compartmentalize to separate the father she'd known from the killer she'd been introduced to.
Speaker 2With my father, I have to put Dad in BTK.
When I interviewed with doctor Phil, he was helpful.
He did a timeline and he put photos of my normal life above the timeline, and then underneath he put crime scene photos and photos of my dad after the arresting things BTK things, And he said, stay above the line as much as you can, because that's safe and sane.
When I was talking about unleashing all the BTK stuff, I didn't do it in a healthy way.
I just pulled it all out.
And so when I went back into therapy, she goes, okay.
Now, for the first time, I got to go put it in order.
So we took the Wichita Eagle book by Winslow and three other journalists, and I took it into trauma therapy for months.
My paperback was like dogyard covered marked up in pen.
I had to go line by line through that thing in therapy and I couldn't even do it in order.
I couldn't handle the seventies, and so I started with hedge and I worked up through in the ninety one, and then I went back to the seventies.
And so when I was done with therapy, Dad was strictly BTK to write, and I had to go back and then separate that and go back and find Dad and then find me.
Speaker 3Once Carrie had found herself again, she realized her story might be able to help others, so she took a chance at sharing it.
Speaker 2I started talking to the media in fourteen.
I mean, it's rare to get somebody like me, a family member of these guys to talk.
It sets off your PTSD.
You know, there's shame in it too, because we've been beat up in the media.
We've been beat up by people commenting and social media, some of us going to hiding, change our names.
I thought the answer was to hide, but hiding meant tearing more insight.
It's like when you band each a wound two tide.
It's festering and rotting underneath because you're not letting it.
Speaker 3Get air or light.
Speaker 2When I started speaking up, I realized not only was it healing, me to talk about it.
I was getting an inbox full of people saying I was reaching them because I was talking about something in forgiveness, or they were a soldier that had come home with PTSD and they had identified with me in my night terrors or my fears, my anger, or family members of criminals that were going back and forth between they still love this person, but they were angry at them, and how do they deal with the media.
Something I was sharing, something I was saying people were identifying with and it was helping them.
Speaker 3While Carrie was working through her trauma in therapy, she kept her distance from her father.
Their communication ebbed and flowed, and there were several years where she had no contact with him.
Speaker 2We stayed in touch with letters off and on.
I had forgiven him in twenty twelve.
I had wrote him that night after five years of no communication, and we had been talking back and forth in letters.
Speaker 3More.
Speaker 2He read in the witch Tight Eagle article in fifteen called for kipnesses and tidy, and he said, when he read that article in the Eagle, he realized at that moment more the impact is what he had done to our family, and he did fill it and he said it caused him to shed a tear.
But in that same letter or in the next letter to me, he's back being a narcissist, trying to control whatever he has.
Speaker 3Left, and the only thing he has left in this world is his physical body.
Speaker 2He's very scared of his own death, ironically, and we told him after he died, we would have him be cremated and we would scatter his ashes out in the floothills because we can't have a gravestone for him, and we wouldn't want one anyway, would just get to face.
And we've had to tell him over and over and over and over again in letters.
So now Harry is in fifteen telling me in this letter he knows he's had this massive impact on my family.
And in the same letter he's saying, well, you guys aren't really communicating enough, and you're not sending me money.
And there's this woman in Arkansas, she's in my fan club.
I think maybe I'll just sign my papers over and she can have my body and give me a gravestone, because that's all he has left right is his dead body.
So he's literally holding it over my family.
Speaker 3Raider isn't the first serial killer to have a fan club.
Black market memorabilia has been popular for killers like Ted Bundy, Richard Ramiers and Jeffrey Dahmer.
Here's Catherine Ramsland.
Speaker 12Even when he was doing the cat and mouse with police and he would see this stuff being covered by the local TV station or the newspaper, he imagined that he had a band club that he had to please.
And I think he still feels that way today.
I mean he's slowing down, he's tired.
Speaker 9We talk about that.
Speaker 12He wants to cut back on all the correspondence, and yet if he gets new correspondents who feed into this need that he has, he keeps them.
Speaker 3No one person, of course, can reverse the horrific damage done by Raider.
A genuine apology from the killer would even fail to do so.
But unfortunately that doesn't stop us from wishing it could all be undone.
Speaker 2I want my dad back.
I want the seven families to have their families back.
I don't want the generational impacts, community impacts, the thousands of people he's impacted, the detective's live, Sea's run.
If you could wipe all of that out and just have the ten living people back and have life, that would be ideal.
But you can't do that right.
There's no time machine, there's no time loop, marble whatever.
This is reality.
I can't change anything.
I can't help who I am.
But I can do something good with what I've got, and this is what I have, so I do it.
Speaker 3January fifteenth, twenty twenty four, marked fifty years since the tragic O Taro murders.
Speaker 5I can't believe it's been that long.
Yet it feels like yesterday.
Speaker 3Charlie O Tarum the eldest O Taro Ship.
Speaker 5The pain is still there, the intensity of the anguish and the grief is still there, but I've learned to push it aside when it gets overwhelming and embrace the good knowing that I am where I'm at today is because of the full turnaround of all of this.
I got my life back when he got caught.
Speaker 3Over the last few years, Charlie's turned his pain into a platform, giving speeches at prisons throughout the country.
Speaker 5I'm doing well, and I only hope to do more good work in the future, and I'm gonna use this fiftieth anniversary as a catalyst.
If I can to do the work that I started doing, it makes me feel better, It makes me feel good to take all the stupid stuff I've done in my life spin it into a lesson for the guys to learn from my mistakes.
I've always believed it's cheaper to learn from other people's mistakes, and if talking to other people about what I've experienced helps them deal with whatever trauma or victimization they've had in their lives, then I'll continue.
I don't live for the poor Charlie thing.
I live to honor my promise to the Lord given my life.
So you know, I'm not a great Christian, but I try to be a good one.
And if I can keep one criminal from getting out and hurting another family, then I will continue to go to jails in prisons and reach out to the guys who are getting out.
Speaker 3And he tries not to dwell on the trauma of his past.
Speaker 5I live with the memories of my family in a good place.
I don't like to think of them the day they died anymore.
I like to think of what we had before, going to the beach, being together, going to church, all those goods.
And for me, the past is good for two things and two things only in that's fond memories and lessons learned.
Speaker 3Jeff Davis, son of Dolores Davis.
I go to a similar sentiment when we're calling his own mother.
Speaker 7I know I'll see her again, so that in itself brings a lot of hope.
I'm not getting a younger and there'll come a time where I won't be here, but where will be We'll be with her.
We had a lot of good, little, average everyday kind of time that we spent before she killed her.
We just talked and laughed and shared the stories and made fun of show and stuff.
She used to say, Are you comfort from that?
She knowing that I know, I know what the future holds, and I know what the past was, and those are all positive and that helps.
After thirty two years, even the worst wounds start to score over.
Speaker 3As for his thoughts on Raider, I'd.
Speaker 7Like to say I've forgiven him and all that kind of stuff that I'm supposed to do.
I haven't.
It's just something that I think about.
I just haven't got there the way I justified this.
I don't think about him at all.
He's a little insect, just skitterers around in his eight by twelve style, still thinking everybody thinks he's cool.
He thinks all the guards like him.
That's how delusionaling is.
He's not worth my time thinking about.
Speaker 3In the years I've known Steve Raulford, son of Shirley I am, I've watched him have a rougher go at it.
Have you been able to forgive yourself?
Speaker 13Forgive?
No, to deal with myself?
Yeah?
I don't think.
Oh I forgive myself.
I tried.
I get drunk, I get fucked up trying to forgive myself.
Speaker 9It.
Speaker 13Don't worry.
Nothing works.
It's all right.
That ain't working.
Speaker 3You know, you were six years old.
You had no idea.
There's no reason to feel any amount of guilt or anything.
Speaker 13Yeah, that's what people say.
But I can't help I feel.
Speaker 3Did BT k ruin your life forever?
Speaker 7Yeah?
Speaker 13He he fucked me for life.
Speaker 3In twenty seventeen, Steve himself was serving time in elderat the very prison that holds his mother's killer.
How did that feel?
What did that do?
Speaker 13I could know that I was in the shame fucking provent of him and couldn't get to him.
I think I ride in my bait and cried every fucking not not I do sometimes now, but I'm a strong moved.
Motherfucker you are.
Speaker 3You're still around, and you're still surviving, and you're still trying.
You're still trying, Steve.
Speaker 13Well, I can't succeed.
I'll go back to our game.
Speaker 3It is nearly impossible to find silver linings in the wake of these tragedies.
But I take a little comfort knowing that through all of this, Charlie and Steve were able to develop a brotherly relationship.
Speaker 5I met Steve at the Monteu Williams show.
We're giggling to each other.
He gave me a two dollar bill and I gave him an eighteen ninety something silver dollar for friendship.
Because I went one way, he went the other.
He's like my little brother.
Speaker 8Now.
Speaker 5I worry for him, and I pray for him, and I'm happy when he's happy.
I care about him because I know what he went through.
He didn't have the opportunities I had.
He was a lot younger when stuff happened to him.
I was blessed to have been raised with a solid childhood.
Steve didn't have that.
Speaker 13After I heard my backbones said, I've been here, Susan Peters, Charlie, he number two.
We have a bond and I'm wacom back.
Speaker 3You share something in common, you and Charlie.
What is that?
Speaker 13Both have lost?
He lost more than dude, but chilled lost and we connect.
Speaker 3In twenty twenty three, it had been a long time since Dennis Raider's name made the news, but seemingly out of nowhere, a cold case in Oklahoma got new legs.
Speaker 2Just confirmed within the last two hours.
A sheriff's office out of Oklahoma in Park City today searching the former property of BTK serial killer Dennis Raider.
Speaker 3In a breaking news alert.
None of us were expecting BTK was back again.
Speaker 9Our case close to home is in Pahusco, Oklahoma, which is Osage County.
We had a young female cheerleader sixteen years of age that came up missing from a laundromat in downtown Pahusca in nineteen seventy six.
Her name was Cynthia don Kenney.
I'm the under Sheriff of Osage County, Gary Upton.
In December late December of twenty twenty two, Sheriff Verdin couldn't sleep one particular night, and he woke up at three thirty in the morning and decided, if I can't sleep, I'm going to watch some TV, and so he tuned into Netflix and he watched a episode of Catching Killers, and it was the episode titled Bind Torture Kill BTK.
After having watched it, the wheels in his head started to turn and he started to think about the distance between Pahaska and Wichita and Park City and determined that two hours away was close enough that this might be a guy that he should at least look at.
Speaker 3Sheriff Verndon took a trip to visit Raider at Eldaredo.
Speaker 9He spent three hours talking to Dennis Rader in late January, but did not reveal the reason for his visit.
At the tail end of that interview, Dennis Rader, unsolicited seemed to offer up a tidbit of information.
Rader said, you know, I have a fantasy that I wish I could have lived out, and he asked Sheriff Verdon if he wanted to hear it, and he goes, I've always wanted to kidnap a female from a launder maat.
I'd sit outside the laundromat and I'd wait and watch until she was in there alone, and then I would go in and I would grab her and just take her.
After that, Sheriff Verdon went to Wichita Police got copies of evidence and journals, and we used that intervening time to meticulously pour over those journals page by page, taking notes, connecting dots, seeing how something from one page related to another page.
In a spiderweb kind of passion.
Speaker 3What they found in those journals was big.
Speaker 9We see a lot that points him towards Bahuska.
The particular journal entry that we saw in nineteen seventy six called bad wash Day, and that particular journal entry indicated that he was going to try to do a breaking an entering someplace on seventeenth Street.
Pahusca has a seventeenth Street.
He indicated in that same journal entry that that was unsuccessful due to too much noise, and he moved on down to a laundermap.
He has a notation called C nine, the letter C and the numeral nine that indicates a chapter in his unpublished manuscript, and chapter nine was dedicated to all his successful kills, and those were his personal notes.
That was nothing that was meant for the eyes of the police or the media, so it wasn't a brag or a taunt.
Speaker 3From there, they got in contact with Kerrie Rawson.
Speaker 9To get her on board was a little bit of a uphill climb.
We started revealing little tidbits of information here and there to her, and she started communicating with the media about her skepticism in regards to us.
After a visit where we flew her here, we gave her a peek inside of Pandora's box and we showed her the information that we had.
We showed her journal entries that related to what we believed it was.
Then I think that she became a real believer and the idea that her father had killed more than ten people.
Speaker 3The Sheriff's department then went digging in raiders backyard for evidence.
This was the impetus for the new surge in media attention.
Speaker 9You can look behind me and you can see the sidewalk here that it has been dug up, and neighbors tell me that law enforcement have been sifting through there like they were going through gold.
This latest news surge is something that we as a sheriff's office didn't want.
It was somewhere in Park City in this second visit to his property that we were outed.
Since the cat was out of the bag, We've decided we just have to take our shot.
Speaker 3The Osage County Sheriff's Department had already made a trip out to Raiders property.
The house and Raiders tools shed, though were raised back in two thousand and six to deter tours and media attention.
Investigators went to the lot to look for personal effects and potentially a driver's license.
Speaker 9When we went there in April, we discovered that the city owned the property.
It was still flat and devoid of any construction, with the exception of a sidewalk that had been poured from the street all the way through the property around behind the houses to a playground.
It was a brand new sidewalk that was poured in twenty twenty.
So in April we did not have permission to tear up the sidewalk, but Park City police stood by while we dug on the edges of it, and it was then that we discovered the pantyhose.
It was tied in a knot that would be suitable for a bondage of either wrists or angles.
Speaker 3They had to get under the sidewalk.
Speaker 9So fast forward and when we have gotten permission to remove the concrete sidewalk once again, we had Park City on hand.
They removed the concrete and we discovered the Heidi hole.
It was lined with shingles and the inside of the hole had a lot of gravel.
We cleared all that out, discovered personal items that looked like trophies that would belong to a female, and we also found bondage material, chain clips, and a small length of chain.
It looked like what Dennis's talked about it as writing before.
Speaker 3Not everyone has been on board with this new series of events.
Not only was Kerry skeptical, but so was the Wichita Police Department.
Speaker 9At first, everyone kind of starts out wondering what our motives are.
Obviously, you know, even KBI, even OSBI.
Our next hurdle is our approach to the FBI, and obviously the ultimate goal is closure for the victims' families.
Speaker 3BTK still has not been confirmed as the killer of Osage County Cynthia don Kenney.
In twenty twenty four, Raider was absolved of the nineteen ninety killing of a Missouri woman named Shauna Garber.
This case had been reopened in response to the Oklahoma investigation.
The last updates police had on Kenny's case, we're in September of twenty twenty three.
To me, this case in Oklahoma confirms something I believed for years, that Denis Rader is one of the most evil killers in American history.
I've called Wichita home for over thirty years, and in my time here, we've been through so many phases of the BTK story, and every single time we think we've made it to the end of btk's reign of terror, it all comes spiraling back.
Over the course of this podcast, I've spoken with multiple people whose lives were upended by Denis Raider, but none of them are victims.
All of them are survivors.
Their example strengthens my result to keep telling their stories, their stories not of lives ended by BTK, but stories of redemption and hope things Denis Rader will ever have.
It is my hope that we can continue to build a compassionate community in spite of a seemingly never ending saga of darkness.
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