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How you are now in June to Perspectives with Big Bang.

Let's get straight to it.

Protect your energy, protect your heart, protect you at all costs.

Welcome to Perspectives Bank.

Today, I got my dog the Queen.

I'm gonna call you baby d Dombnique, baby D in the build.

How you doing?

I'm awesome.

How you feeling?

I feel amazing.

Where your energy at?

This is what I always ask.

Energy is at an all time high.

I'm in this place of rebirth and growth, and I.

Feel good what they consist of.

So I'm transitioning from security.

I'm going into vibe creating.

I'm focusing more on my mentorship.

I'm just seeing what's next for me.

So I'm really excited about life right now.

Okay, let's let's go back to your journey.

Let's start from the beginning first, before you jumped off the porch.

Okay, let's see.

I am originally from New London, Connecticut, small small, small town, only black girl in my school.

My dad, he was in the Navy, So we end up in Virginia.

Now I'm with the black kids.

So you know, I went through this weird identity crisis.

Almost I was too black for the white kids and too white for the black kids.

Wow, I really didn't have a place, so I want to say till maybe like twenty five, I struggled trying to figure out who I was.

I went from the private school, good girl to the trap like thugging, thugging, thugging.

So that's how I ended up in security, got into a fight, lost my nurse and license.

The club owner was like, hey, you beat these charges.

I seen you.

I got a job for you, and it just it took off from there.

My first client was Beanie Siegel.

Randomly.

He met me at a club.

His sister had problems getting in, and.

I, yeah, I did what I did.

Listen.

They was giving her so much hard times.

I'm like, do you know who she is?

Like you got your mind?

I'm walking her inside.

I bucked on my boss everything.

Oh oh, I.

Thought you to my beans.

No he was.

He was performing that night and they had left his sister at the door trying to let her in and not buck and he walked a inside.

He's like, you brought my sister and I'm like yeah.

He's like I like.

You you got something to you?

And I'm like Oh, I ain't think nothing of it.

It's been a story in my life.

I do things that are major and don't think they're major.

But from there, he was like, I want you to drive from me.

So I drove for him that weekend and people were like, Bean's.

Got a girl driving him around.

She got to crazy and just took off.

So he was in Philly with him too.

No, I was just here.

It was just in Virginia.

Okay, yep, And that's what he was saying.

He was staying.

No, he came into the show.

Okay, okay, I came and performed.

At the club, and I'm sure to him it was nothing.

But for me, I opened the door.

Oh yeah, yeah, he gave it.

Let you it solidifies it to yourself.

Yeah.

So yeah, so you went to the military.

No, my son is in the military and my dad was in the military.

Oh, I didn't go.

How are your son, he said, we're about to say seventeen.

He's nineteen.

Now he's a big boy.

He's in the Marine Corps.

So I'm super proud.

It's your only kid.

Now I have another son.

He is on a federal vacation.

Okay, it's been there since he was sixteen, he'll be home in September.

In an adult ADULTA okay, and you say so he ain't had to whoop no ass at the private school.

Oh god, no, I was scared to fight.

I didn't know I could fight.

I didn't know I could fight.

So I got hit in my mouth and it was like, oh, this girl just I had never been in a fight before.

Wow, first fight ever in my whole life.

I was twenty four years old.

So how did you start, Like when you become became like security, how did you how did you bring that out?

You know what I'm saying getting hit at all time?

Yeah, that one time it unlocked that dog in me, I guess, and it was like it, don't play with me.

Don't play with me.

Ever, I ain't big for no reason.

And it was crazy because I transitioned from being overly aggressive to being kind of calm and quiet with my aggression.

But when I first started security, Oh please, I would knock and everything lose.

Why Yeah, I was like I'm not just a pretty girl, like, don't play with me.

So how you how you think just your military upbring with your dad being in the military, how you think that shaped Like?

So for me, it was more my mom.

My mom and my father that got married when I was like eight or nine.

He's my stepdad, but I consider him my dad.

But my most influence came from my mother.

My mother was a cractions officer.

She worked her way up the ranks.

With that.

It's always been hustle and grinding work, male dominated fields.

It doesn't matter that you're a woman.

So that's where I really got that from.

My dad gave me the discipline and the training like early he you know, developed my love for firearms, hand in hand combat, that type of stuff.

But my core came from my mama.

Okay, and your mom is black, your dad is.

Blackm it's Panamanion.

And my biological father is Jamaican, So.

Yeah that Jamaican ja.

So how did that play a roleing like you'll come up?

So my biological father was not in my life.

Unfortunately I didn't get to meet him.

He died before I did.

That played a major significant role for me in life.

I like I said, my identity crisis, I'm like, my daddy didn't give a damn about me.

He ain't cared nothing about me.

But let me prove my point, Like you should have been around, and that was the driving force for a lot of things I did.

I rebelled a little bit, you know, because I felt like my mother wanted, you know, the pretty private school girl, the debutane, and that didn't really fit me.

So I felt like, yeah, like I think I identified more with my daddy.

I think I'm one of them.

So yeah, it was like really finding figuring out who I was.

So so when you finally figure out who you was, what role did you want to take on?

I figured out who I was when I became a mother.

That really put me in a perspective like, Okay, this role means more than any other role that I've played over the years.

I've decided that I'm a nurturer.

I'm a protector, but I don't have to be angry to be a protector.

So I've learned how to lead with love and grace and I'm more gentle.

So yeah, I think one thousand percent I'm a protector.

I'm a nurturer.

I'm like the Amazon women.

I'm one of them.

That's what I was created to do.

So So what you did, because you got two bulls, what you did to make them respect you?

So my oldest son I did not raise.

I had him very young.

His grandmother raised him.

But my youngest son, that's not my best friend.

I found that with boys, when you communicate, it makes life a lot easier.

I didn't have to beat on him and you know, be rough with him.

We was, for lack of better words, we was nigga and nigga.

Amen, it's me and you ain't nobody else.

I understand.

We got different makeup.

But we got this.

We got this like I'm not gonna lie to you.

Don't lie to me.

And when I say, that's that's my dog, my youngest son.

We're two peas in the pod and I thank God for that.

Like our relationship is tight.

He don't lie to me about nothing.

And I can strongly say.

That, how long you been in Atlanta?

For about to be five years?

Okay, So so did he?

He came to Atlanta, which that's why he got in trouble down here.

No, my oldest son, he got in trouble in Virginia.

My youngest son has never been in no trouble.

Oh so who uh?

Which one is in my oldest son I didn't raise.

He's in jail.

Yeah, which one is in the Navy Marines, a marine son.

Oh okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, So you're oldest is how he's twenty one?

Now, okay your young nineteen?

Okay okay, okay, okay.

Yes, oh so so the baby boy he had in his business?

Yes, he he don't play.

I'm so impressed with him.

I feel like I did a good job.

So what's some things you do to try to mend your relationship with your oldest son?

Since we talked more, I really had to wait till he turned eighteen.

I joke and say I'm a baby daddy because I'm on child support.

Wasn't allowed to see my son.

If you don't want to be with me, you can't see your son.

Like yeah, mother, And it was like, oh you don't want to be a wife, you can't be a mother.

And from seventeen when I gave birth, until maybe about two years ago, we didn't have any conversations, any interactions.

He went to prison.

I knew nothing about it, and a friend of mine was locked up and he called me like, hey man, Malachi in here.

I'm like, what what you mean?

And from there I hit the JPay like you know, I don't know how you feel about me, but I'm here whatever you want to know.

Don't ever think I didn't love you, never gave you away.

I never chose one child over another.

I pray for you every single day, and by the grace of God, he was receptive by.

You going through that in your own life.

Did that kind of give you a little forgiveness and grace to your dad?

A lot?

A lot.

I think a lot of times when we mature and we really look at our parents as humans before parents exactly, we're really starting to understand everything's not cut and dry.

It's not always what you think it is.

You know, they think they feel just like.

Us, and shit happens.

Yeah, So why you tell my son when they were younger, like, when you get your own, bitch, you gonna say.

Change?

Yeah, so so so so basically you got forgiveness.

You gave forgiveness through won't and forgiveness.

Yes, yeah, that's something I live by every day.

I tell my son, I tell my friends, I give the grace that God gives me, and it makes it a lot easier for me to understand people and tolerate people, because good people do bad shit, you.

Know, So what you what you feel like the main thing you gotta do to like not winning him over, but to get him to understand and not resent be honest.

Yeah, even when honesty is embarrassing, when it's painful, when it's awkward, when it's uncomfortable, honesty trumps everything.

And it's like, you may hate me, you may never want to talk to me again, but you can't say I lie to you.

That's real shit.

You're gonna respect me.

The truth gonna make him respect in fact, So back to the to the bodygun.

What's the most like the weirdest moment you had.

Oh gosh, let's see.

The weirdest moment I had was recently I shot Could Have Been Love with Drewski and we were shooting an elimination scene and Meatball she's, you know, well known in the influencer community.

She was a contestant on the show.

And she was like, I got a pee.

I got a pee And.

They're like, no, we're filming, We're a filming.

She's like, fucking I'm about to pee.

She's stood right there, Pete, right at the pool ten fifteen people plus production and.

I'm like this girl, just Pete.

Yeah, it made.

It into the edits on the show, and I'm like, did she really just stay in here and pete?

But it was hilarious, and one thing I appreciated about her she understands that comedic response.

So to her, She's like, I'm gonna make y'all laugh, And I'm like, girl, so.

What was that moment that you had a little fear like spooks you?

I recently had that moment.

I think a lot of times I turned off emotion for work.

That's what's made me so good at my job.

People always connect women with overly emotional responses, so I've prided myself I'm not responding emotionally.

But recently I had a random drive by happened while me and my client were getting food.

He wasn't the target, he didn't have anything to do with it.

We were just, you know, end of the event, letting our hair down, and these young guys came through sprayed us up twenty two shots in like thirty seconds.

They were shooting at y'all.

No, they were just shooting.

They were shooting.

I believe that they were in the wrong location, to be honest, because what we were doing had nothing to.

Do with anyone anybody else over there though.

It was people like neighbors.

It was a guy walking his dog stopped at the taco truck.

You know.

It was it wasn't an event.

It was just, you know, a gathering of folks.

And in that moment, I immediately went into crisis response.

And I looked down and my friend was shot, my client, which is also my friend, and he's bleeding out.

He started turning gray, started falling asleep, and I was like, oh, yeah, no, not on my watch.

So I pulled a bullet out of his arm, put a turn achin on him, started singing the ABC's started praying, yelling at him, wake up.

We ain't going to sleep, what you're doing, what we eating when we leave here?

And it was like.

I was terrified because all I could think was I can't let this man die on my watch.

Fact, I've never had a situation with a client where it got to that level.

I've been in plenty of shootouts.

I've had plenty of times where I've had to get a client to safety, but I've never had this happen.

And it's like, you're scared, but you can't be scared because me being fearful make me make a mistake.

I can't make no mistake because I got to make sure he go home.

Do you think that that incident played a part of you just ending that journey right now?

I have been back and forth with whether or not I wanted to leave security for a while, because it's what I'm known for, it's what i'm good at, it's my comfort zone.

But it's like, okay, God, you keep giving me these signs.

Now you've given me a drastic sign.

And I feel like a lot of times people don't pay attention to the little signs.

They wait till it gets big, and I don't want it to get no bigger.

So how do you know when it like just being by the good?

How you know when to have empathy or when to use for us a chill or let him have it?

Like?

How do you determine that?

It's instinct?

It's like parenting.

It's like you never really know exactly what to do, but you know what to do.

Right your baby fall down and skin his knee.

It's like do I cuddle you up?

And baby?

You do?

I tell you all right, It's a situation like that, Like, especially being a woman, I have to be very, very careful with how I come across, because if I'm too aggressive, you're gonna shut down.

Now I'm that angry black bitch with the attitude problem.

And if I'm too nice, you're gonna think you can fuck me.

So it's like you just you just have to fill it out.

You have to know.

You have to learn people.

One of the most important things about being a bodyguard.

You have to know body language.

You have to understand the stuff that's unspoken.

You have to notice when people look a certain way, when they move their bodies a certain way.

Instinct.

Yeah, so how is it dating?

Like?

You know you can?

Who got a and shit?

Like?

How did it work?

Well, nigga know you got a piston?

Ye?

You blucking how did it go?

Dear man watching?

I'm not.

You get mad like nigga.

We can hit it then and.

See what's so funny is I'm the opposite.

I've learned, like I said earlier, when I learned how to turn off that microaggression, I've learned how to calm my energy and be soft and be feminine.

My friend and I have this thing right now, we're living the gentle life.

I don't raise my voice and I'll argue dating is rough because most men either they think I'm a lesbian or they think I'm like baby D baby D like it's.

Like, no, it's not that it's chasing.

No.

No, so it's hard.

And then then like recently, I got into a thing with a guy because I value my business.

I value work.

I'm hustling.

I got plenty of time to lay up, but I got more time for this.

And before I waste time smiling in your face, I'm gonna go get you some money.

Unless you want me begging you for some money, I could pull one of these, you know, typical nowadays.

Girl moved, I need five hundred.

No, I'm gonna go get to it.

When I'm finished.

Then I'm gonna lay up and do all that cut ship.

Let me handle my business first.

That doesn't go over well.

It don't no what you think?

Sin's your apart though.

My character, I'm transparent.

I don't lie.

It's just that big aries on march aries, big aris.

Oh you say you just don't tell lies?

No to nobody.

I may lie to the people.

Get pulled over and asked you right here you've been drinking, Say yeah.

No, sorry, but my daddy taught me a lot of people.

You fear, I don't fear anybody.

That's real ship.

Lie to the judge.

Yeah, that's it.

But other than that, you like me.

What I'm lying to you for.

Exactly Now, that's real ship.

That's a bar.

Hello.

So what let me ask you some you have had one of these as an alema.

I don't know what it is with Southern men.

No shade to the Southern men, but I don't know what it is with Southern men.

They feel like you get a little spicy.

I can knock your side, your.

Head and it's cool.

Not Jack.

You said, yeah, I thought you said one of my holes.

I said one, I said, one of the holes like women?

Oh yeah, No, I rarely have problems with women.

Most of my problem were with men.

In the club.

What you do to them?

Fix them?

Right on up?

You thought it was so so like when you you worked in the club.

I have.

I've worked in quite a few Atlanta clubs.

I stopped doing clubs about a year ago.

But when I first got here, nobody knew me, and I used my connections with well known you know, security teams and bodyguards here to get me in the door in certain clubs.

I did kod you know, I ran it up running.

I ran through all these strip clubs around here.

I did a couple, you know, regular clubs.

I did Oak for a while.

Shout out to ant A lyric I love them daily.

But yeah, and it was never the girls.

Never.

I could literally be sitting mine of my business, not even involved in what's happening.

And the dude be like, what you finna do, big bitch.

Sir, oh, and then it's over from there.

They always want to try me.

It was one of the moments.

Oh, we have Future that night and it was loaded.

This was like at the peak peak future time, like Future had Atlanta on a lot.

They was charging ten k for sections like loaded, and dude, you know how these folks are when they feel important.

Yeah, you move the fuck out my weight, bitch.

Huh.

I'm like, yeah, nobody's coming this way.

If you're not Future, you're not walking past me.

One thing I've been known for with security, I'm I don't play.

I don't care who you are.

I don't care if you're a millionaire, I don't care.

You could be Kevin las If I said you're not walking past me, you're not walking past.

Sorry, I'm gonna embarrassed.

Please don't And I don't know who do was, but he attempted to spin on me and it hit the side of my shoe, and before my brain told me to, you know, de escalate, I laid his ass clean on the ground.

I'm gonna sue you.

Your god man, you went from against the seer.

Yeah, he was gonna sue me.

I'll wait on it.

So, so you're saying you about to be a speaker, Like, yes, what's gonna be your main topic?

I've been doing it for a while now, it just hasn't been on the big scale that God has put in front of me, like some doors have opened for me to really be heard.

But when I say I've been through everything, you can imagine when they say, you know, God gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers, like I'm the poster child.

I've been through domestic violence, my youngest son came from sexual assault, mental health problems.

I've been evicted seven times, I've been to jail thirty times.

Thank God, I'm not.

A feeling like God always snatches me up before it gets too bad.

And now that I understand that it's because he wants to make me relatable.

I could sit down and have a conversation with anybody about anything.

And it's like everybody nowadays is preaching this.

You can do it.

You see what I've done.

I'm still a work in progress.

So watch me for real, Watch me and understand that where you at is not where you have to stay, and it's nobody's fault that you're there.

Don't blame other people.

That's the biggest thing that I preach to folks.

Where you are.

Your choice has brought you there, and your choices can pull you out.

But if you continue to point fingers, he ain't gonna go.

Nowhere's still standing.

So you're saying you don't been through hell and back, man.

And what's so bad?

As I did it to myself, I didn't have to go through a majority of what I went through because you know, according to everyone, I was raised right, two parent household, private school, My parents got money on top of money, very well off.

Chose to jump off the porch.

I chose to start thugging.

I chose to sell drugs.

I put myself in those positions.

So it's like, yeah, I drugged myself through hell, that was your journey though, Yeah, it was thankful.

Do you regret anything nothing.

I don't regret anything, Like when I say I don't regret anything, even the moments when I was sitting in Hampa City jail praying they didn't tell my mama because my mother works in the courts.

I don't regret it.

It made me who I am.

How you think you gained the respect of like your coworkers.

By being solid.

I'm not the one you can pay for a gun.

I'm not the one that's fucking promoters.

I'm not the one you know, backdooring people for contracts.

That's never been me.

What I say is what I mean.

I lead with love, but I'm not emotional.

And like I said.

This cold, I lead with love, but I'm not emotional.

Y's and ship you say what?

None?

Go ahead?

I was saying.

So it's like, you know that typical woman thing, female security.

I mean, they're supposed to show up with nails to the God's lashes, fist full of makeup, not doing no work on the phone, flirting or I'm extra angry, extra rough, and it's like I'm right in the middle.

So I bake the men with this pretty shit and be like, oh she's so pretty, she's so nice, and like oh wait sure and play yeah I don't do.

So how do you How do you keep a woman from not being like just say, vincent a girl.

You know most women be kind of like, uh, she nig, she probably on that.

How do you like?

What's your approach to people?

Period?

I'm always friendly and relatable.

When I see, you know, the group of black girls walking up, hay.

Girl, your haircute?

How you doing today?

I didn't notice I did it until Aunt said it to me.

He's like, you greet everybody that comes to the door.

When I was working doors, it was never let me get your ID.

Hey, how you doing?

How You're not going go in here and turn up?

Ain't it?

And they're thinking I'm just being friendly?

But me and now I know what you look like, I know what you have on.

I've heard your voice.

I paid attention to your body.

And it sounds crazy to say, but even three four hundred people in the club, I know who you are.

So when they call and they say such and such happened, and that's what she got.

And I know exactly who you are because when you walked in last night.

Well, you walked in that night, I spoke to you, I looked you in your eyes.

We had a brief little interaction and that's helped me a lot.

So I know.

With just with the journey you got, I know it's probably do you got people that you mentor do you got people you talk to and try to help?

Shout out to Mama Camp.

She was dropped in my path and I've been working with her with wifey Me Mama Camp.

She has an outreach for young ladies and she's given me the opportunity to sit in with her girls and talk to them, and that's on my path what I and it's been amazing.

It's been fulfilling for me, Like I've touched in with some things that I didn't even know I needed to heal from.

But I love it.

Yeah, you wouldn't baby it to mentoring nobody if you ain't been through shit.

That's the word, right.

You can't so everybody be looking at their past and blaming themself for what they went through.

But you wouldn't baby to be great if you won't.

You know what I'm saying exactly.

I truly believe that that's why I do this ship right here.

It's like, I'm just telling my story.

Man, you know what I'm saying.

Yeah, and you can't.

You can't get to it if you ain't went through it as well.

Walk up on you.

You said those exact words a long time ago.

You said that.

Literally, those are that word you said.

You can't get through it if you ain't go to it, if you ain't been through it.

That's facts, huh.

And I had to run it back and I was listening to you talking and you were like, yeah, I've been through this, this, this and this, but here I am and I wouldn't understand you.

If I hadn't been here.

You and I couldn't have a conversation.

I couldn't look you in your eye.

And I'm like, damn, bank said something.

I felt that.

Yeah, I don't remember saying it, but it's the truth.

I'll never forget it.

Hey, let me ask you something, what what do the ultimate healing look.

Like for you?

The ultimate healing for me?

Hmmm?

I think that's when I actually slow down and give myself my accohlades.

Everybody praises me, and it's still weird for me.

Like my friend tells people she saved my life.

And in my mind I didn't.

Do anything, or I have people like shell Jeezu's guard.

I need the best female security guard out here.

And I'm like, oh, even down to people telling me I'm pretty, I'm like, I'm all right, Like earlyer, I'm freaking out because I don't know how to do makeup.

So I'm freaking out, like.

I gotta find a makeup ARTI I can't go on bank show without makeup.

And my friend was like, you're pretty, you don't need I think healing for me is when I get to the place where I'm able to tell myself like you did it, You're you're dope, you're her.

Yeah I can say it, but I.

Don't feel it yet, So I fuck with that.

I fuck with that.

What about what does like a stable uh stable mental health look like for you?

Like I think I'm there, I'm catching myself.

You ain't never caught yourself like age just cho oh here, Yeah I never did that.

I never had those checks with myself.

And now I'd be like, you know what, relaxed, Ain't that serious?

So that's your regiment?

Yes, what else do you do outside of that?

I pray, I pray a lot, I talk to God all day.

I'm sure you know the super Christians will tell me I'm wrong, but I'll smoke a joint and talk to God.

I might cut.

They can't tell you how to talk.

I mean, like, Lord, they got me fucked up down He says, come as you are.

God says in the same Bible that they preach to us to come as you are.

And I don't think that means clothing.

Man, I might hear God with the police.

I'm having bra What the fuck man.

These folk?

So?

Yeah, I just I pray, I meditate a lot, I do yoga.

I just I've learned to calm my energy and relax myself.

So, so do you feel like so?

You do?

You don't you feel like you've discovered your strength?

I finally have.

So what would you tell a person that's trying to discover this stream?

Be patient with yourself.

Yeah, you don't match up to anybody's standard.

That's something I also struggled with growing up.

You know, so and so did such and such.

You know how black mamas are because so.

And so got honor rolling, y'all saying get honor roll this year, and that stuck with me, and over the years, I always compared myself to others, and I would say to people who are on their journey, it's your journey.

You don't measure to anybody.

You're not on anybody's timeline.

It's between you and God.

The faster that you block out those outside influences, the better off you'll be.

When you're finding yourself, you go to get by yourself.

You gotta get stone cold.

For me, it was hiking.

I'm hiking up the Cocker.

Mills and I'm coming to the one on the twenty three years.

Always watch me the one.

Watch everybody come to the next one.

The next one.

I'm gonna hand you on machilae.

Don't be worried about it.

But no, like seriously, that's what it was for me.

I've always had cheerleaders around me, yes man, people telling me how great I was, ignoring the fact that I was mentally in one unstable because I benefit them.

Yeah, And once I got tired, keep going to jail, you keep getting put out.

I got tired, and those people who are tired understand that your journey has not ended by far.

It's time for you to get by yourself.

Trying to secure yourself.

That's the one.

That's the one.

So if you just had the like your mission is to basically help people that come from where we come from get through it, right, Yes, So how would you describe your message?

My message is that of internal healing above anything.

My message is loving yourself before you can love anything else.

My message is being honest with yourself.

I am straightforward, I'm cutthroat, I'm raw.

I'm not gonna dress it up for you.

I'm not gonna sprinkle sugar on it.

We're gonna get down to it.

And that's where I'm at.

I'm unapologetic and transparent.

So anybody who comes to me, anybody who needs me, anybody who wants a vice from me, be prepared to be honest with yourself.

Before you're honest with me, you're gonna be completely naked in front of me.

So that's my message, full transparency and honesty.

People do a good job of hiding who they are.

So you see them on the outside looking in and you think they got they shit together.

You don't know when they go home, they eat, they gun every night, they just don't pull the trigger, or they don't want upside their wife head, or they get so drunk they just sleeping with whoever to feel something coke up, they nose, they down bad.

But when you see him, they got this suit on, smell good.

They driving it two hundred million dollar card that duck and the Repo man parking at their homeboy house.

So no, we're not doing that no more.

How do you keep u How do you keep from contradicting yourself through temptation?

I do?

I don't stop it.

That's who I am.

If I pretend like I don't follow the temptation or contradict myself, how real can I really be?

Why am I going to hide who I am just because I'm on a platform I can stand up to the comments in the blogs.

I don't give a damn about that.

You watching me fuck them?

That part, you watching me fucking and feeding beans, That's what my daddy say.

I'm not gonna hide who I am.

I'm flawed.

You do fucked up shit every day.

You don't feel like, uh what you think?

People most misunderstand about you.

They think I'm rough.

They think I'm rough.

They think I'm misunderstand They don't think I understand.

They think I'm just so linear, so harsh.

They think I'm the angry black girl.

None of that.

What makes them think that?

Now when you first meet me, you're gonna be like, wo shit, you didn't get that.

But most people set me.

Most people don't meet me in the setting you met me in.

Most people meet me with a bulletproof vest on.

But most people meet me in that capacity or you know, my day job.

I work for the State of Georgia in a position where I have to be sterned.

So it's like they meet me in those capacities and they don't think.

They don't think I have a heart.

I think I'm just just a dog.

It's like, no, far from that.

What's your proudest moment?

I've had so many.

My most recent protest moment was my son graduating from boot camp, going into the Marine Corps and accomplishing a goal he'd wanted to be a marine since he was eight years old.

Like I told you, we've been evicted seven times.

I've been a jail in front of my son, and I've heard over and over he's going to turn out like me.

My instability, my mental health is going to mess his life up.

He's not going to graduate, He's not you know, so many things he wasn't going to do because he was coming from a single parent household.

He's a product of a rape.

He didn't have, you know, a father around, just me and him, and I'm bouncing him here, there and everywhere.

And it's like, no, the best parts of me are in that kid.

Yeah, So I get it, cause it's like Nigga asked me, Yeah, that's me living again right now.

Like Nigga, that's a product of me.

Nah, I get that real shit.

So it's like, yeah, yeah, you shining for.

Us, that's the one.

Real shit.

That's the one what made you laying on Atlanta?

Like what made you stay here?

Who?

I had a few clients here, nothing that was consistent.

And God, forgive me, Mama, I love you.

I'm sorry.

I lied to my parents and told him I had a job here.

Shit, you did eventually barely.

And it's so crazy.

The job that I told my parents I have is the job that I do.

Now.

That's how full circle God went for me.

Like I typed up the employment letter, the whole nine yards and I just left.

I knew that if I stayed in Virginia, I wasn't gonna do nothing.

I had gotten into some shit I got into a shootout and I thought I killed the boy.

Thank god I didn't, but I thought I killed the boy.

And I came here not even a week later, left all my furniture in my apartment.

Fuck On paid for Airbnb in Lakewood.

He'd never been to Atlanta ever.

I'd never come here before, like literally never been here before, paid for the airbnb, lied to my parents, told him I had a job, put my son in the car and came here, no plan, no nothing.

And I was like, you know what, I'm not leaving.

This is it.

Yeah.

That's why I can say, out of all the cities in the world, would make Atlanta different.

It was close, and I knew that Atlanta was a place for black women.

When it came to business.

Everybody told me that, like you you pretty, you speak well, Atlanta's where you want to go.

They love black women in business in Atlanta.

And I'm like, all right, We're going to see gas.

Ran out and had no more money for gas.

I'm here, hey, like being in the club, Like, how hard is it not?

The guy dam just started vibing out, like while you're at work.

It depends on the DJ.

I've got some moments with Atlanta DJs.

I'm like, oh he's rocket, Like no, Dominic, you at work, You're at work, relaxed like and then.

Like camp k Camp is like a brother to me.

I love him dearly.

He hits a stage, I'm over there like shoddy as still wait.

Wait wait no, no, no, no, no, yeah what what?

What?

What artists that you meet that you kind of fanned out on.

Like I fanned out over jay Z Real real Bad and I don't think he probably doesn't know who I am?

What nothing?

Him and Gilly stand out over Gilly real Bad in Detroit.

I actually got to tell Gilly like like, I told you one of the smartest people I've ever met in my life.

And you you've molded me.

But yeah, when I met Jay, I had the pleasure of doing the artist compound for the very first Something in the Water and Pharrell brought Jay and I had to go around and make sure that each artist had security.

And he looked at me and he was like, you do security?

And I was like, he's like, you're a pretty girl.

I lost my ship.

What he couldn't tell me nothing.

I'm like, jay Z told me I was pretty, can take it to me?

So yeah, damn.

So you say it depends on the DJ.

How they racking.

I like that old Atlanta music.

No LIKEE you would think I was from here like I love Kells bounced music.

I'm a crazy Guat fan, like Gucci Man got the soundtrack of I was literally my plug was coming down here grabbing beans, and whoever he was grabbing them from was giving him Gucci Man mixtapes.

He was giving me the mixtapes when he was serving me.

So I'm really riding around my town listening to Gucci Man like you couldn't tell me I want from Ze six.

So yeah, they get to play that on the letter ship.

Gut Lila at your way too.

Virginia loves Gucci back then.

The old Gucci held out there too.

He was really our soundtrack.

So that's the first thing come to your mind with his don't see it, Guba, let me see what about?

So you would never leave what you ever leave?

Atlanta?

I think I'm a rolling stone type.

So I think when God tells me it's.

Time to go on the slide, where would you go?

I'm looking at San Francisco.

I like it there.

That's a long asway.

I'm one of them.

I'm drastic.

Like if I say I'm going, I'm going, and I'm not going to South Carolina, I'm out of there.

Where your baby station at.

He is in North Carolina right now.

He's getting ready to go overseas.

So it's like what they say, Mama got to have a life too.

Nah, for sure.

You say, so what you gonna do?

Are you gonna do like speaking like live audience or what you're just gonna do online?

How my goal?

My goal is to get to a platform where I'm invited to speak for large groups.

I've done it a few times, but it's never been like a paid thing.

But with what I'm doing with these events and you know, cure they calls vibe curators.

Now that's the title.

With what I'm doing with that, that's something that I feel like will put me in a position to travel a lot.

And I also I don't do as much bodyguard work, but I got one or two clients that I'll stick with forever.

So who you look at, look look at you know, like in that space, it's like, yeah, I can see myself being like this person.

Truthfully, nobody.

I don't want to be like anybody, not.

Like them, per se but how they come off like et that nigga to me e T and Ikey Johnson, them them niggas.

You know what I'm saying.

I can listen to them niggas all day, but I don't want to be like them niggas.

But but you know what I'm saying, it's just like because it's hard for me to feel some shit.

Yeah, you know, tell them always like he ain't to my ship, but that nigga e t Everie Tumls and goddamn Inca Johnson and passed the key on.

Like I'll be like, yeah, now passed the key on for sure.

Yeah, I'll be like, yeah, them niggas on one once.

And I love Sarah Jakes Roberts.

Oh yeah, I love My Mama bought me a book of hers and I read it two, three, four times over.

I love Sarah Jakes Roberts.

I will say it's not that I don't lead with the most high you know God, But I don't want to be a preacher, nah, because.

You ain't got to preach out the Bible to be a preacher.

If you if you if you motivating a person, that that's changed.

The preaching ain't never changing lives right.

So if you if you speaking, if you speaking the word, if you're speaking the real word, you change a line.

I'm about to get some words, and first word come to your mind.

I want you to say the first I'm Geese words, and then you say the first thing come to your mind.

Okay, you ready?

Trust my son?

Lies?

Everybody breakups?

I love them.

Toxicity, niggas, standards me, boundaries needed, frequency.

It's the highest point of energy.

Passion.

You gotta have it to live.

Spontaneous another you gotta have it to live.

Dms, stay out of mind.

Manipulation.

Everyone manipulates, gas lighting.

I still don't know what that means.

Just being real me neither forgiveness essential social media.

Hated and love it.

A I hated and love it fifty fifty.

Let's not do that.

Get me out of it.

By nancial freedom, hoping for it.

Expectations, don't have them.

Elimination gotta go asap, baby daddy, fuck them, linger, don't Obsession depends on what it is.

Moving on.

Hurry up, do.

It, revenge, don't do it?

Healing essential Really shit, baby daddy, you say, fuck him absolutely?

Why gotta give him the grace?

I gotta practice what I preached.

My oldest son's father is in his space of healing.

He ain't where needs to be yet.

He's still very bitter.

Like I said, I feel like a baby daddy.

I pray that at some point he matures and we get to a better space.

But fuck him.

So if you, if you would ever write a book, would it be about your life or would it be a self help book for other people?

It'd be about my life.

I'd sprinkle some self help in there, but it would definitely be about my life.

Well, your book about your life would be self help because you would have to say how the things you overcame right?

So what do you read?

Books?

I read all the time.

What's your favorite one?

John Grisham is my favorite author, so anything by him.

Rick Ross's book, I listened to that on tape for a while.

Gucci Man's book, I listened to that over and over.

I'm not real big on self help books.

I really prefer biographies.

The autobiography of A Side of Chakur is my number one favorite.

Book of all time.

What it is about outside of Chakour.

She was in the Black Panther Party.

She was a cues of killing a State trooper.

She didn't do it.

You know, they put the bounty on her head.

She was on the FBI's Most Wonderless for years to ported her to Cuba.

But she's another one that don't play.

She don't play by her people.

She's not gonna play with you.

She ain't scared of you.

If she gotta up it on you, she gonna up it on you.

And you're not gonna play with her.

And you tell me how the nigga got you?

Tell about up and what kind of pistons you got today?

At FN S nine, what's that?

I love?

Fns are my favorite.

I got a little tiny wrists and then lightweights.

Sold about No, I hate them.

Why somebody needed to tell these kids sticks or make everything inaccurate?

You use a stick, it's by the time you get to shoot and it's hot and bullets going everywhere, you're not gonna hit your man.

He needs shooting enough of them.

They need shooting enough of them because.

They think they look cool.

I feel like that's what it's the visual effect.

You got this.

Going.

Now you're dealing with somebody who really shoot.

They're gonna your ad now right?

What about those switches?

I can't stand them.

I can't stand them sticks and switches irk me.

I don't like them like my fn on eighteen shots, I only need two or three, if even that.

But then again, they're doing drills.

They're not doing what our generation did.

Ain't nobody walking nobody down?

Yeah, they in the car perked up driving past.

They don't how the gumption and the balls to walk you down.

Yeah, they're not like us.

Yeah, you're right, so you're saying, but damn don't switches deadly though.

I can't stand them.

That's what we hadn't with the incident.

When you asked me about my fear, it was a switch.

Oh for real?

So you couldn't get off.

I was hot too, make it where you can't get off hot?

Yeah, gotta get down.

Yeah.

My immediate instinct was to clear everybody out, make sure everybody was safe.

Yeah, retaliation was not everybody.

Why you hate how how they down the street.

So I'm supposed to innocent, and I'm supposed to endanger more lives by shooting when they down the street already they came through with a switch.

What I'm supposed to.

Do, yeah, niggas is making sure they get away.

Yeah, shooting and running scary.

Ain't nothing gangst about it.

Damn.

So do we adapt?

Yes, I'm saying, do we do?

We get us a switch, mindus sweat?

What do you do?

It's a double ashed sword.

What do you do?

Because it's like, I don't agree with it.

I think switches you scary as hell.

You pull out a switch, But at the same time, you're not finna do nothing to me?

So what do I do?

Do I continue to infect my population by matching your energy or do I be a victim.

Case twenty two?

Yeah?

If you change one thing in the world, what would it.

Be people's patience with each other.

I think that if people had more patience and gave more grace, it would lead to understanding.

When you under an overstand it changes the dynamic and the trajectory of a lot of things.

Why you think people don't lost patient though, Well, did they ever have it?

I don't think they ever had it?

And I think, like I told you, I love and hate social media.

Social media has made it easy for assholes to find each other.

It's easy to find a group of jackasses who think just like you, and once you get enough of them, you feel validated.

So what you need patients with other people for I got fifty niggas over here who think just like me.

Why gotta be nice.

To you or understand your journey or give you grace.

I just listen to the people who telling me I'm right.

Facts.

Fact, social media is this shit is a gifting, a curse.

You're right, because the way it going now is like you need it.

Yeah, once you don't enter that world, you gotta stay in that motherfucker.

You gotta keep it going, you know.

What I'm saying.

It's like you behind.

I don't know, man.

I think the world just evolved.

I think.

And I was just thinking about this on the trail this morning because I went I went hiking in morning, and I was just thinking, like when this shit just start.

It's always been bad, It's always been crime has always been niggas, Hating has always been niggas.

But the weird shit started when COVID passed.

Ever since then, people been passing that like unexpected, people been dying.

But like after that helicopter dropped, then COVID then god, damn, just all type of shit, just like damn back to back.

What year was that?

Twenty twenty COVID was twenty twenty when I moved here.

I moved here in November.

Google work year COVID passed.

I think he passed in twenty twenty.

Yeah too.

Yeah.

So it's like, because you know they said that the world's supposed to end it in what year?

Two thousand, two thousands?

We was all up at night on January thirty first, nineteen ninety nine.

Let me tell your first ninety nine, like, oh, what's gonna happen?

Y two k he was.

When January YEP started the yell.

So it's like, I think twenty twenty was the beginning of the end.

Yeah, I can see that.

I can see that.

I don't think our generation is gonna see the end, but it's coming.

How do you think the en't gonna be?

Like, let's go to conspiracy theory.

I've been back and forth between the Big Bang theory and then just dying out extinction theory.

I can't.

I'm kind of on the fence.

What's dying out intention extinction?

Like we like the dinosaurs, We're just gonna slowly die out, and.

It's gonna be the AI here, the computers.

The Christians say it's gonna be the rapture.

I thank yd man.

It's gonna be some of that.

It's gonna be a new fight.

Yeah, the big Bang theory.

Yeah, I think that's what's gonna happen.

Trump gonna suck around, do it for?

He leave mass casualties because.

He want them niggas that are gone and pushed the bunch to show them, folks just because I'm saying, like he temperament is fucked up.

I know he'll Gemini like me.

He'll crash all the way out, all the way out, like fuck it.

Y'all need to think that.

Why you keep on getting you two weeks pool?

After the two weeks up?

What do we do?

Yeah?

Now I got to show you.

He keeps saying, I'm gonna do some ship.

Y'all don't want the world ain't gonna want.

He keeps saying that what he What that mean?

Y'all?

The folks gonna suck around and find.

Out what that means?

Joe, what that means?

Quick?

What's y'all think?

Bro?

Mean bullshit?

Whatever he talking about?

That right?

He talking about showing the niggas some ship they ain't never seen before.

That means wipe your country out.

When people say ship like that, you better you better take heed.

Those is heavy words.

American bullies too, very very much.

We've been bullies like little Nigga in them country life.

We've been bullies.

We've been kicking it during other people countries like yeah, we're here.

Like and y'all know what we got, like how we do one can ask like they don't make none of them bon then what's going on?

Like we gotten don't make them?

Yeah, we said how they had a rest of country going for that though.

It ain't no different than when we was in school the bully told you you can't sit at this one's table, and your ass ain't sitting there because you ain't want to get spanked.

You got people that will fold, and you got people that's gonna stand up.

But you got some sneaky agg country like Kim Young You them Nigga got damn they got that ship like them Nigga readly he.

And not he's another Trump fuck with him if you want, Yeah, like, yeah, okay, bring that ass over here and see what's gonna happen.

And Nigga still testing the motherfucking m damn man, don't damn.

I think it's I think I think it's I don't want to talk it up, but I think it's about that time.

Yeah, because you got to think about it, bro, I think the world ended aass time.

The first world they had playing, they had the Jetsons.

You gotta think about the Jetson, Bro.

Everything that was on the Jetsons is here now.

Facts, we got automated cars, chats, heck.

Yeah, watch the rocket exactly.

Everything that was on the Jetsons is here now.

And we couldn't even see that as a kid, Like that ship was y'all still.

Rolling phone smacking the side of the TV.

Yes, man, this ship different now, man, this ship is all digital.

And the thing that's trippy about it is how easily we adapted.

It was a smooth transition.

Yeah.

When I think back, like I used to play Oregon Trail on real floppy disc and I'm over here buying a PlayStation five, Like it's nothing, not really understanding just how much goes into that transition and that technology, Like y'all took me from Star sixty nine to this iPhone.

And I didn't even notice from payphone from a BP.

The pay phone with that quarter call like oneck, I'm ready to come pick me up from the skate.

Yes, already, because you better not let it ring do when your mama got to pay.

Yeah, real ship though, that's crazy.

But I think even though it's it's it's evolution, I think shit was better than.

I definitely agree.

Nobody don't know how to get nowhere without GPS, nigga gpad to go right down the whole food that ship across the street.

I sometimes I wish that we could go back to how things were when we were in nineties.

I'm a nineties kid.

I was born in eighty five.

Take me back there.

I liked it back there.

And then when you ask the motherfucker brother, just go to white GPS.

I want to know what time I'm gonna get done.

People just don't want to think no more.

No no, And you don't have to.

You don't have to think anymore.

You can ai whatever you need to say, whatever you need to do.

You can DoorDash your groceries.

You don't got to leave your house if you don't want to.

You don't now today's society.

You don't ever have to talk to another human being face to face if you don't want to.

You can see your doctor over the phone, get your groceries, pay your bills.

You don't have to go outside, tell a doctor.

Yeah, you don't have to interact with humans at all.

What they setting us up for?

Hmmm the robots that take over.

The One thing about it, they already know what's nicks.

They knew this ship is going on now years ago.

They're sending entertainers into space.

They ain't doing nothing, no reason you think they're mm hmm.

It's probably a little cute round trip, but they're going up there.

They're doing that to make us comfortable with it.

I think they're gonna put prisons in space, I really do.

And why the hell I love you dearly Katy Perry.

What the hell Katy Perry in space for?

You know what I'm saying, It's probably just like an amusement.

Feel comfortable?

Oh that said, My my favorite celebrity just went to space.

Oh I can move to space too, Katy Perry?

Did it?

Them folks got on their submarine too.

We ain't hurting their na back from there.

I don't think they went to space, I don't think so.

I think they went up and came at now Man and played some ship on the streen.

On the side.

They just shot up for they could.

I mean, that's not too far fasted neither.

They feed us bullshit every day.

Yeah yeah, them folks ain't letting no nigga, no regular nigga going on space because how you breathing?

And ship I don't know they could because shit in them card damn show drive by theyself.

Yeah, I man, I was supposed to take a uber the other day and they asked me, did I want the way more car?

I've been trying to get it.

How you get it away?

You gotta be able to get the motherfucker in the city.

Bruh.

I've been trying to get it from here.

I don't want to pull it up on my phone.

You can't.

It won't shut.

I gonna got no parts.

Yeah, well, I'll be seeing around around, but.

They're right there about the Capitol building.

Yeah.

I was by the Capitol Building when I did it.

Mm hmm.

I'm not doing it.

Let me know how it works out for you.

I want to get on them.

Put me a text, so let me know because I'm not doing that.

That ship is that ship smarter than a nigga drive ain't had not one accident.

I'm terrified I want no parts because in my mind, the car gonna be like hello, Dominique, I don't like your attitude today and like me in that ship.

Ship.

But think about it, nigga, these your car is smart enough to do it.

They just ain't leating, you know it is.

My mother came on like I almost hit hit the like slam and break with her.

Are you okay, mister Holst?

They put this shit in make you uncomfortable, don't it.

Yeah, So that means you can already hear me if you want to hear me.

Yeah.

I don't like that because I wrecked my truck and motherfucker we're talking to me the whole time.

Like what the fuck going on?

It did me that way in February, I wrecked a rental and it was miss Johnson, this is such and such and such and such.

Please stay calm, authorities around them.

We already on the way.

Yeah, I'm like, what hold on what It's.

A cold world we're living in.

Don't move your seat belts, stay seated in the vehicle.

I'm like, yeah, nah, cold world live were living in.

We gotta keep living.

I don't like this.

So you think aliens are already here?

Yeah, they've been here.

I feel like Aliens was here when we when this shit started.

I don't.

I've always felt like that.

I feel like they look like us, they behave like us.

You would never know they don't.

They're not green with big bug eyes lurking in corners.

What y'all think?

I know this, she's getting off the top of what y'all thinking?

Area area?

What is area fifty one?

What y'all think over them?

It exists?

Now?

Know?

Is this what you think there?

I'm big on that government secret conspiracy thing, and I believe it's some ship in the area fifty one that if it was to ever like, I feel like there's some real bad diseases being held in the area fifty one.

I feel like shit like the Likeness Monster, all that kind.

Of weird shit.

Yeah, yeah, I think they're doing experiments down there.

I don't even think it's so much of like a museum type just artifacts.

I think they're doing experiments down there.

Trump willin't telling it, and they've been found big.

He released that the JFK, the JFK tapes and documents paper.

Yeah, what they said was in it.

Everything they detailed down the JFK assassination.

I just started reading those.

But the MLK tapes read them documents.

They dropped.

He dropped what they say.

It's such a big conspiracy.

I'm like, of course we knew the government killed I'm okay, we knew the government killed Malcolm X.

We knew that.

But the people they used.

I ain't finna spoiler for you.

Go read it.

I don't really be reading, like I'll be listening.

You use AI.

All you gotta do is copy and paste and tell a how to transcribe before you and you can listen to it.

Fu Hey I he do that yep, Like make it the audio.

So you're saying, they saying that they just like Trump released, like they shmacked him.

One thing I respect about Trump he's a truth teller.

He may be a jackass, but he's gonna tell Like he lies about his own ship, but when it comes to that government cover up ship, he's gonna tell you the truth.

He's gonna snitch on everybody else, yes, but he's gonna tell you about everybody else, and he put it out there clean like here, y'all want to read about it.

Here go this is laught for you.

He about to do a lot of shit about.

To shake a lot of shit up.

Some are good, some are bad.

I feel like when it comes to fiscal stuff, financial stuff, he's a little bit more a debt for that.

Politics is not his thing.

Money politics.

Yes, what's the definition of politics though secrets and lies?

Yes?

Yes, give the people what they need, not what they want.

And it's like what you think people want or what you think people need.

I never really been big on somebody else telling me what's good for me, So I don't do well with politics, because how the hell can you tell me what I need or what I want?

Who died and made you.

The person that knows?

Like, how can you tell me what's good for the well being of a hundred million people?

Y'all know me?

They done killed motherfuckers and and made theyself that you gotta think, man, I think civilization would be totally different, man if we would, if we would have had enough nuts to say, wee fin and running and ship niggas was just.

Too scary back then or some what wrong with them?

They put us against each other?

Easy, correct, easy, that's it.

I get sharing down the street, a nice house with some green grass.

I give Rachelle concrete y'all.

She don't like sharing and be the same.

Yeah, we ain't no different.

You're putting me against my neighbor.

I watched it the other day.

They say they first they were there, they had the house niggas and the field niggas.

Then they created a ship called a boulet like this, the upper echelon niggas.

So you automatically looking down on the nigga niggas.

You know what I'm saying.

It's like niggas fucked up.

Now we hate Yeah, so now it's just niggas hate niggas and white folks hate black people and just put us through us through a loop.

The sixties they put us against each other.

The nineties they put us against white folks.

The nineties it was the man.

Everything was the man.

Oh yeah, the nineties giving niggas excuse me these bombs.

Everything was the man.

The white man did it.

The white man.

The reason why you can't get a job.

The white man, the reason why you left your baby mama with these four kids, and now you're in the streets.

It's the white man.

My grandma generation, it was one against the other.

You too dark.

You gonna pass this brown paper bags we don't like you darkies.

Oh nah, that shit was like that coming up in school.

Man two became on niggas like, you know, the light skinned niggas head of the barge and all them niggas in style.

So goddamn Nino Brown hit with you know what I'm saying, Michael Jordan.

Niggas like that stuff.

Oh yeah, hold on some chocolate in their life after that.

Shout out to Brandy.

She the one that made us cool.

Oh yeah, she did for her.

Oh yeah, no.

I used to pray to be light skin and short like, and then that we're gonna I don't know, every day.

Be praying like, please Jesus, just make me light skinned.

I want to wake up.

Damn man, I think, I think, So, what's how do we fix it?

We can't.

There's no band aid.

It's no quick fix to none of this ship.

I feel like, just like you said, we're on a decline.

We peaked already.

We're on the back end of this ship.

Ain't no fixing it.

It's gonna get worse.

Only thing that you can do is fix your immediate circle of influence, the people you can reach out and touch.

Ain't no saving this world.

You better, save your community.

The best you can save your family, instill them true values in your family, and allow your family to go out and be great, build a legacy.

Other than that, it's over with.

I agree, I don't know.

It's it's co world we're living in.

But the thing about it is coming up before we got here, before we start getting lit or getting grown.

Them went through the same ship and they probably thought to worry about then who knows, but.

They say what the tutsiro pop.

The world may never know.

We're not gonna see it.

So all we can do is in fact our legacy.

All we can do is parents, is take the best parts of our parents, give that to our kids.

I hope that they do the same with their kids.

Were on the back end.

So what's next for Baby d Well Dominique?

Which one you're gonna be moving forward?

Man?

I'm still Baby D.

She ain't gonna nowhere.

I'm always gonna be Baby.

She's a part of me, you know.

But I don't know what's next.

And I love that.

I've always known what's next.

I've always micromanaged, I've always tried to put things into perspective in my life.

And it's like now I'm okay with saying my mental is good money.

All right, kids, good, let's see what.

Happens everything that comes next, extra and.

Dine in the line.

I pray that every day I pray that God keep me in my divine in the line place and allow whatever I do to glorify Him.

So ship see what's next?

Nah?

For sure?

Man, letting them folds know what to tap in.

With you at pistols in a lip gloss.

Don't put an E on that end when you hit the pistols and lip gloss.

I don't do Facebook, So Instagram, that's it.

Pistols and lip gloss, pistols and limp.

Yes, I carry pistols and I got plenty lip gloss.

You see, I got big old lips.

So how that gonna work though, with like being in a relationship like nigga know you got a pistol?

Yeah, baby, you know.

When I'm not around, when you're not around, I'm like, But when you are around, I goodna put up.

I'm around cutting up what happened?

Oh, now that's different.

I'm gonna let you do your big one as a man.

But if I see a situation where my man is yeah, nah, because now, baby d and now I'm looking at you like you a client.

I'm gonna protect you at all calls.

But the Amazon women were the same way.

They didn't play by their men or their children.

I'm gonna let you be a man.

I'm never gonna supersede you as a man.

Get them.

You know I've had one of them.

You got to go, baby, you soft?

You know what I'm gonna do with you.

I'm gonna tell you shut up.

You might cry.

What are you putting it down?

Though?

Get a chance to put it down.

He ain't know he was off yet, I shouldn't me.

I'm you better know it.

Smell it on you.

You can't hide it from me.

I'm like a drug dog.

So you can't.

So you can't, so you can't be in a relationship with us.

What I'm gonna do with you, I want a man like my father, and nothing soft about Michael.

He's soft with his wife, he's soft with his daughters.

He ain't gonna play with you, and I need that.

I'm like Jill Scott.

You gotta be able to tell me what the dude.

Pistols and lip class y'all make sure y'all tap in with baby d Man, I appreciate you, and I thank you, dope.

I told you when I first.

Mentioned and did now you stuck with me.

No.

In fact, I'm gonna tell you to get them if you me and you in the car, get the baby, say last.

I got too many feelings.

Dollar like they just put it up.

I got it bad.

Y'all go like to strive and come and hit that bell man for reminder to the Big Fat Network.

I appreciate you, thank you for having me, no for showing me playing.

Carpet is out for you, red cap now and I'm a step Another FA episode of Perspectives with Big Bank.

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