I want to know your stands on when you're in the interrogation room, because you know, over the last five years that's been a lot of like interrogation room.

What it is coming out?

What is the interrogation?

They got him out here, working man.

You know what I'm saying, That ship up.

You know what I'm saying.

Some people wagging.

Some people you know have a no call in it back pocket.

You know they got a little back call in the back pocket out there their free car.

I don't know about that.

You cannot represent yourself.

You cannot trick these folk.

You cannot out talk these as you saying that you have the right to remain silent.

Yes, sir, because it's a lot just acting like nah, well now really were running a little trick.

Get your bucket.

Now I was sitting I'm running a little yeah, you know, I'm putting the game down.

What the for recording?

They double back checking?

It ain't no running, no game.

How you ain't up.

That's what I'm telling you.

Now, what we saying, responsibility is the highest form of manhood.

You know what I'm saying, It's the highest form of manhood.

Responsibility, accountability, the.

Fast even respected when you take accountability.

Please what it called the cell the responsibility?

Yes, they gave me a three point of my responsibility exactly.

They're gonna throw you right back down to the parts and ship coming out.

They're throwing you under the right the thunder door because you because y'all be the same keeping up all the ship.

Cap ain't now yeah, cap ain't now right?

You gotta read yeah, historian, you know what I'm saying.

Drinking.

They gave me the sun man you.

That's the number one thing.

And act like everybody act like they got respect on their name.

But when the ain't nobody looking, they ain't really having respect.

On their name.

I hear you keep mentioning noth Man, What did not mean to you?

Brother?

When you?

Yeah?

For sure, when you when you.

Hear his name come up, like in all of these trials and in all of this ship like what what what's your feelings on that?

Like?

Because ship?

But I see a lot of these dudes, I fuck with you.

I put.

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On the market.

You know the vise.

Man.

I got a legend from Atlanta in the building today.

Man, one of them ones, bloody jay, what's going on?

Brother?

Man?

What's up my brother?

Chilling?

Man?

How you being man?

Blessed?

Man, blessed?

Welcome home, man, I appreciate that, appreciate that.

How long you been home now?

Oh like five five month?

Okay?

About five month?

Okay?

But yeah, man, you've been home five months?

Man?

How is the game Welcoming you?

Man?

You know, welcome me with open arm.

Man.

You know that's what That's what happened.

When you are when you are stand up.

You know what I'm saying.

Man, When you're a real man, tent told you know what I'm saying, That's what happened.

You're a real nick Yes, lord, like you know, I don't like to say that.

You know what I'm saying.

Like like I said, just like a man, you feel me.

They respect that.

So you know, all the men respect it, you know what I'm saying.

And the real women.

You know what I'm saying, It's just been it's just been a blessing.

Man.

You know what I mean.

I'm able to always be me, you know what I'm saying.

I walk, I walk around.

Man.

I was in the club the other night.

I was by myself.

You know what I'm saying.

I was just getting some food high lit.

You know what I'm saying.

My man and women like from Atlanta, just and I thought to myself, like, man, you know, really a blessing to be able to do this.

Yeah, to touch the people, you know what I'm saying.

And that's what I get my That's how I rate my success.

Yes, you know what I'm saying.

The way it it ain't about you know what I'm saying.

It's just how people treat me, how people respond, you know what I'm saying.

How I'm able to move around the town.

You know what I'm saying.

Yeah, And to be loved.

You know what I'm saying.

I don't nothing else but just great love and respect.

Yes, you know what I'm saying.

That's what embraced.

You know what I'm saying, they embrace you and they having respect, having respect on your name.

Yeah, that's the number one thing.

And act like everybody act like they got respect on they name.

But when the ain't nobody looking, they ain't really having respect on they name.

You know what I'm saying, how you on some paper or anything and some probation?

Okay, how long is that for.

Arm and a leg?

They know what they doing.

That's what I don't like.

You know what I'm saying.

But God, you know, Lord Willard, you know what I'm saying.

They just passed the law.

You know that.

You know there's this game too.

You know what I'm saying for people who don't know, right, you know what I'm saying, cause that's how we missing, is the information?

Yes, Lord?

So uh you know for anybody that don't know, they fast a law in Georgia, well, if you stay clip conduct three years, you're able to get our probation.

You know what I'm saying.

It's dope, I ain't know that.

Do you know the name of the law that you just know it's in effective that's already past.

You know what I'm saying that, Yeah, So that's why that's why I was able to take it with knowing that, you know what I'm saying, I'm not.

I'm through that life and I'm rapping and them doing our legitimate business.

Yes, sir, we were just talking about, you know, going to jail and ship in the middle of any kind of run.

It's already a hard pill to swallow, you know what I'm saying.

But you in particular, man, you in the game where your respect, your name, your connections.

You in the middle of me just making a hundred million dollar runs.

So we were just talking about how that's even harder on you in.

Jail to know.

Man, damn man, that supposed to be me on them stages, on them TV, signing them deals.

How did you deal with that?

Man in your with your time?

Mm just God, man, and and and and me losing my my closest brothers.

I always looked at it like I could be dead.

Yeah, God saving me.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm seeing rapper dye.

You know what I'm saying.

So and I know the life I was living.

You know what I'm saying.

I know I know I know these my everyday people who who I lost.

You know what I'm saying.

This ain't nobody I knew knew of these my everyday people.

You know what I'm saying.

I still go through this now even when I come home, you know, Like you know what I'm saying, Like you receive the love from from everywhere else because you know what I'm saying, it ain't here no more at home because they not here no more.

You know what I'm saying.

My brother's not here no more.

My my every day people not here no more.

So that's why sometimes go out like like Mitch, I'll pay them for it.

Man, I just gotta feel the love.

Yeah, And that's what it be for me, you know what I'm saying.

So and but that's how I was able to get through it, man, Like it was a hard time.

I wasn't able to listen to music, you know what I'm saying.

I just had to regroup, and I think that what God wanted me to do.

Though, Like and you know, like I do.

I don't write music, you know what I'm saying, Like, I try, but I I'm a I'm a guy to go out the beats, tempo, energy of ide, you know what I'm saying.

So, so like if I write something, you know, what I'm saying might be poetry, just just journaling what I'm what, my thoughts here and my goal for the future, you know what I'm saying, or just you know what I'm saying, I just write it other than my kids or or my significant others.

You know what I'm saying, Just get it off.

But like it was hard though, man, you know.

And but but one thing I w I didn't let it do turn me side.

You know what I'm saying, that hate to my side.

You know what I'm saying.

I just I just knew.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm seeing my peers like my every day.

You know what I'm saying.

People I was in being with you know what I'm saying.

On on top, so I say, okay, and I know it can't fuck with me.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

I know I'm hard, like I ain't nothing on trying to figure out.

I know I got music, you know what I'm saying.

So so with that being said, I just knew I had to get me together, you know what I'm saying, because because I had to take accountabent for me.

You know what I'm saying, I put myself here for my decision, so I had to make better decisions moving forward.

So I'm able to you know what I'm saying, receive the blessed.

Where you do you think you were being greedy?

Like or was the rap money slowing down?

Mmmm?

Both?

Yeah?

Both always because you know, coming from place where I was coming from.

You know what I'm saying.

I grew up hushler.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying the street, So I used to fad money, you know what I'm saying, and uh, you know, and the rap money it was coming.

You know what I'm saying.

I was, I was getting shown.

I ain't even have a song on the radio.

I'm getting thirty five on or show, five thousand show.

I'm looking up, I'm looking to the homer like yeah, yeah, yeah, putting it on like I'm treating it money like it lick money.

But I had to realize that really ain't it is highest coming.

But he likexact yeah, yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying.

We're on that future money.

Yeah.

But but you know it's just like like I said, though, like I at first I did have one for then one with it.

I didn't know how big I was, Like I didn't.

I was never wonder just buy into all the hype.

You know what I'm saying, I'm dealing with the same people I'm dealing with every day.

I'm in the same areas I'm in every day.

So I but when I go on the road, like to see it, like like like Miam and my little brother freely free dread.

You know, he always come to me like Broyo, stupid.

I don't even know what you're doing, dude, Like he you don't even see it, Like what you mean?

Like bro, like you're rapping up, nigga, what I supposed to do?

You know what I'm saying.

You know what I'm saying.

But I get what he was saying.

Then like now I'm like, this is what we're supposed to be doing, right, this is what we're planning to do.

It's just going record.

And how I looked at it, like I want this nigg big.

I'm looking at myself.

I supposed to be the biggest.

You know what I'm saying, I supposed to be this.

You know what I'm saying, that's just my expectations.

Yes, you know what I'm saying.

So and then part of it too is probably like yo, I got more work to do, so I can't really appreciate this because I.

Want to get content.

That's exactly what.

Yeah, sometime when a niggas feel like I got a hundred recks, I can lay down.

He never get to me, you know what I'm saying.

So you you probably looking at it like that too, because even with me, like you say, when you always with the same people, they ain't gonna blow smoke up no niggass or make a nigga feel like Just like with me, I'm usually by myself, so I don't be really understanding my reach, you know what I'm saying.

But nig like the other day, so I post a clip me and doctor Umar, Doctor Umar kind of going there, dyon.

I get a phone call from Don mm hmm.

They he kind of sad like like man, I love you, man, I love what you do.

Like Dion kind of going there.

I mean Umar kind of going there.

I'm sick and this and that.

I'm like a man.

I fuck with the O G prime man.

That's prime man.

With Dion.

I'm talking about that.

A lot of this this is some comfort from people don't even know man, the power of Dion.

Like I'm a h fanatic.

Dion Is is him.

You know what I'm saying.

And you know, look bucket at my bid.

You know what?

Okay, Yeah, that's you know what I'm saying.

Shout out to the boy man.

Man.

That shit hurt my feelings though, just to hear him.

Just be like loan, Bro.

We everybody love you, Bro.

Don't let them people come on your platform and kick kick my back.

And even though I'm but even though I'm holding him down in the clip though, sure you know what I'm saying.

I'm saying now that ain't nothing you talking about Umar.

This shit ain't hitting no nothing.

That man trying to save his family, his kids, Da da dah But Umar pushing the pro black shit they're trying to Yeah you did you know what I'm saying, Yeah, he tripped.

He pushing the pro black shit, talking about he left the hb c U and dah da da.

I'm saying, Bro, he got a family of the feld.

It's still a raise man.

So when they called me bro hert my, I'm talking about heart my and I don't usually get cocaine.

Nobody pulled my coat tail.

I don't give a fuck who it is.

Don't call me by nothing I'm doing because ain't nobody depositing it into nothing?

Don't withdraw from this ship?

Right?

But it was Dion, I got so much respect for dude.

I fell back, I said, Dion, broh my bag.

Bro, how that felt though?

Like you know what I'm saying?

Yeah?

Yeah, that how that made you feel?

Like?

Have you ever talked to him before that?

He we done talked in passing, but he had pack Man called Okay, you know what I'm saying, So peg Man on three way don how connected?

But like just the awallness to be you know what I'm saying.

That's how I just I fucked with him so tough, Bro, I'm talking about it hurt my feelings because I ain't no nigga throwing salt.

And it felt like he felt like, you know, I'm a player.

You know where I come from.

I come from what y'all come from.

Don't let him do me like that, he y'all say, Even though I ain't letting him do it like that.

I felt that when they started talking about his health, it killed me.

I'm talking about killed me dead.

When they start talking about his health, I couldn't even stand it.

Bro, I'm like Dionne, bro, I got so much love and respect for you.

Bruh, I'm taking that down.

I ain't even fucking with that.

I'm taking that down.

I fuck with you the long way, just on some real man the man.

Black Man.

Shit you did?

Yeah, King the King shit man.

And so it's sometimes you don't know your reach, bro, What made you know?

What?

What cities or what environment tells you that all this shit going on?

Like before you went in?

What when did you kind of notice?

Like because again, these your these your guys you were just talking about.

You dropped the tape with Thug for you went in.

These is regular nigga to you.

So when a young ni get a Thug feature or future feature or Loochi feature them young fitting like Superman, you is keen to King.

So it's a little different.

What environment kind of opened your eyes to that?

Mmmm?

Like what you mean like like I knew?

Yeah, when you knew what you're going in?

Was it a show or was it motile shows?

Or is it a bag that you got to say?

What they didn't gave a nigga?

Right?

Yeah?

Like when it when it first hit me, like like I'm like, damn, I'm rapping out like this shit going on.

Like I remember one time thives and uh, I was locked up and locked up on a violation.

There was some like some little quick little sixty days I had to go do for o bation.

You know what I'm saying.

It's been the story of my life.

You know what I'm saying.

But it's imparadive.

I changed the narrative.

Yes, that's why were able to talk about it now.

But yeah, man, you know I came home man free my brother woe.

He told me like, hey boy, I don't think you understand.

Yeah, I think I had just dropped on I think it was black Limber two.

I think it was getting in blood.

I think it was getting in blood.

And he was like, I don't think you understand blood.

Like you're rapping though, My god, the fuck up?

What you mean?

You know what I'm saying.

You're like, oh, bro, you've been locked up.

Bro, Like I'm riding them here, you like you you're going did my first like time out, I'm finna go to the maor I went to side the cab or something.

Man, this is on it man, Man, brother got on her knees man in front of me, didn't like blood it.

Get what he doing?

My buddy looking at me laughing, I told Joe laughing, man, yeah, yeah, yeah, like I told you.

I like, he's like blood.

I was like, man, you tripping.

Uh He's like, he's like, I'm just like, I'm looking at another lady.

Come up, she had a baby with her.

You take it to my baby, told hit me.

I was like yeah.

And then another time after I was in Crucial, I did a uh No, Crucial, that's that was the mecca.

That that the mecca, Like if you haven't anything going on, they got a staff it.

They got a staff it.

You folks got the word word.

And then Crucial, yeah you got something going on.

So I already had the h you know, I think, I know, I'm not sure.

I think around the time getting the Blood, but I did the U.

I did the honest rem and the car I'm just bloody they did.

They played the uh they played the honest No no, no, no, no, that's what it was.

They played getting Blood.

Then I think they played the I'm Jay blooded, the freestyle I did over the underbeat, and I ain't know they had it first of all, I ain't know nobody had it.

I just threw it out there.

They with the planet.

They were worded it.

Then when the future song came on, they were still saying, I'm je blood on top.

Of yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah, and that's in crucial.

They gotta come with it.

Yeah, Pluto, Yeah for sure.

That the Wilson Yeah yeah, he wanted them super ones.

He's standing at the top of this ship.

Yeah, three thousand yeah, yeah, yeah.

So you fuck with three K and I just I was just talking to Guapo.

He was saying that three k W wasn't on his top five.

I'm like, bro, three K one number one yeah yeah, and his reach that nigga breaches pathetic.

Man at the heart of lyrics.

Yeah, so you fuck with lyrics more than what you fuck with the vibe or the lyrics.

If you got to prove if you got it.

If I'm just getting in my car now, you know the vibe.

You know, me coming up and noning what music was my brother, my older brother.

You know what I'm saying, my big brother Jack.

He put me down, like, hey, then what music is?

Yeah?

Play that outcare Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like, this is what RAPPI are, right, here real yellow think of all that.

You know what I'm saying.

He wanted to want show.

If you don't have that in bending, I don't think you should be doing music.

Yeah, that lyrics ship is hey didn't get what I think because of the South took so long to take hold and now we got it.

It's it belonged to the South and now.

But at first them nig whooping niggas, punchlines and metalporth you had the respects some of that ship, some of that ship make you do the ugly face like, man, what do you say?

Rober jay Z fan too Yeah, jay Z three thousand, little Wayne that had like them My lyrics is like right, I can't be it.

Felt Yeah, it felt good though with when the niggas when from the South started being able to hold their own with with jade oh, because it felt like for so long they were running off on niggas.

You know what I'm saying.

Yeah, then we started being a hold on You got yes, lord, so got that.

Just show you you know what I'm saying.

Music speechs man, Yeah, I got that tet it on me for shure, for shure?

What so you went down this time for what?

What?

Was the actual charge.

They hit you with trafficking gang activity.

But so trafficking did they catch you with something or they just had a red up what we had a you know yeah, but uh yes lord, but you know I had a probation on you know that led to them coming to you know what I'm saying, My my my residents, and I had some pounds of pounds of marijuana though, and uh the Mountain walls they caught they charged me with trafficking.

And then it was so crazy, like it's the same officer that sent me to the Feds who came back on this charge.

Like you know what I'm saying, so conspiracy this y'all run, you know, but this is what's going on.

You know what I'm saying.

You on that list, You on that list list.

You know what I'm saying.

You the move right there.

You got to move.

Like I said, I'm always hold myself account Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

If I didn't have that in there, you know what I'm saying, but for permissible use only, you know what I'm saying.

Trying to explain, and you're a big boy rapper niggas the pine.

For my safety, I don't like to be going in all these different spots.

So I I had just at the time, I was just getting it at once and just you know what.

I'm saying, right, yeah, for the show, Like I think we gotta remember that too.

Now, this ain't no fake ship like and I'm gonna see it because I ain't on no paper or nothing.

But it's some of these police out here, man, they really be talking to niggas.

Bro.

Once they risk you at a young age, you be about seventeen, they know you kind of getting busy.

Man, I'm gonna get this.

Yeah, they know that.

It's a system.

Yeah, a white man game.

Good, know what I'm saying.

So it's a system.

Man.

We go so deep before that though, you know what I'm saying.

They go back Luther game all yeah, yeah, like let's talk about it.

Revolutionary suicide, yes lord, yes, lord.

So this is what they do this.

You know what I'm saying.

We got they put a cap on that.

Yeah now, but but did you did you?

Because he got another trick they run Sometimes you don't even I know you got the probation violation one get you know, see, that's.

The game they give me.

I knew, but This is what I didn't know.

I didn't know I was still on this old federal probation.

I had a federal probation.

I mean no, not feller, but state probation from what it was like two thousand and ten, was from like twenty ten, and I had to when it did FED time.

So I'm thinking the FED over rule of state.

Right, they came and got me out of stay.

Yeah, I had.

I had heard nothing from them the whole four years.

I did my FED time.

When I get out there, I get it.

I know it's I get a car boo boom, boom, I get a knock at the door.

They told me I was still on uh state probations.

Oh so I'm like, oh, how this going?

Damn?

Did the lawyer look into that door?

Is that legal highs that I called?

They said everything that they said.

See them little poles, I be tombut.

They had a little shit.

Look like one of my friends right now, Jill Man.

I hate it because he getting older, but he was at a at a halfway house transitional home is what we call it.

And yeah, he was at one of them, but he had been out for a while.

I don't know if you were having trouble finding somewhere to live.

I don't know what the situation was, but he would live in there.

Now he go the thing.

They usually would let you when your people come see you stick your head out of the door or something.

They just want to make sure you there, you still live there.

I'm here with the way they're pull on off.

Now, what they're doing is they coming in and checking the spot.

So they come in to the to the thing, check the ship.

He got a little gun in there, a few more things.

They send him back.

So it's them slippers like that to be counting, you know what I'm saying, Like even for you, I just that's a that's just a that's a hard pill to swallow.

My you're in the middle of a run, because you was on a run.

Like you say, what was the name of the tape you dropped with the UG at that time, black Portland, black Portland.

I had just dropped my own tape called Dark Knight, you know what I'm saying, dedicated to my brother Nack.

Cause it was you know, it's just you know, it was it was a it was a weird time.

You know.

I was at I was at you know, I was you know, I was just flowing as a rapper and in the streets, you know, I was going through it.

You know what I'm saying, my personal life, right, you know what I'm saying.

So, and it was just a weird time and you know, and I just that's why my musicis come out high and come out and this shit really my journal, this shit saved my life, right.

You know what I'm saying.

I don't have damn about no probation, parole, none of that, cause I was standing on this.

You know what I'm saying.

They they not you know what I'm saying.

The reason I say I don't give a damn about it because I'm doing right right.

You know what I'm saying.

I don't have nothing to hide.

My life, my book, My my life's open book at that point.

You know what I'm saying.

What you wanna do?

You wanna come meet me at the studio?

I gonna go to my son football practice, football game.

Yeah, family time, and I'm moving by myself, you know what I'm saying.

So with that being shed, you know what I'm saying, like, like, man, it just it just time out for the bullshit.

And I know this this run like they say, did run personal?

You know what I'm saying, because it ain't no, it ain't no wars.

I'm still this, you know what I'm saying.

So you know what I'm saying, Like and and the music is on the way, you know what I'm saying, Like I'm dropping already.

Like so, yeah, I just were listening to you dropped two videos since you've been back.

Yeah, I want I just watched them junk.

Did I hear you keep mentioning that?

Man?

What did not mean to you or my brother, my everyday brother.

Yeah?

You know what I'm saying, Nut was a was a pieeup in this in this music thing we're doing.

You know what I'm saying that that was a motivator with me in my transition from the street to music.

You know what I'm saying, Like, Net was one brought me up to to meet bird Man.

You know what I'm saying.

During the time everybody was around No uh, Thug and look Thug and Corn RP Corn Corn, Yeah, r P Nutt too.

Yeah you know that.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Nut life, no life.

So you know we're just and uh, you know, Net was the one who introduced lucha to fly.

You know what I'm saying.

He was he was He was starting his own label, big bitch.

You know what I'm saying, Like me and Net was grinding together.

You know what I'm saying, Like who's going to we was?

We were making the work, you know what I'm saying.

So you Net was a very instrumental man, you know, part of my life.

You know what I'm saying.

He was a a young o G.

You know what I'm saying.

Shot to put some on my head.

You know what I'm saying.

I'm older than that.

You know what I'm saying, Like I put it on her head.

You know what I'm saying.

And we respected each other.

Mind.

That was a like his mama say, a junker giant man.

You know what I'm saying.

Shadow was a real player man this time man pillar in the city.

Yeah.

You know what I'm saying.

It hurt.

You know what I'm saying.

We'll never get get a get a player like that.

He wondered for a kind You know what I'm saying, Get your shirt off your back.

You know what I'm saying.

You know that was one of the last things he said to me before we love it.

Say hey man, we gotta get together.

Man got this pay man, we got you know, we got we gotta we gotta make it helpen.

You know what I'm saying.

Right, so they do it.

You know what I'm saying, Say yeah, man, when you don't live.

Yeah, for sure, when you when you hear his name come up, like in all of these trials and in all of this ship, like what what what's your feelings on that?

Like cause sucker ship.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like I ain't hurt.

Yeah, like I said that my brother.

This ain't no nigga.

It's my everyday brother.

Like so you know, but you know we're gonna leave the streets in the streets.

You know what I'm saying.

Industry be the industry.

It's it's two different things, you know what I'm saying.

So, but long live nut.

Man.

I think, uh damn near ed video.

I see a nut you somewhere around for sure.

Like I'm saying, in videos that's on online and on YouTube and all that you somewhere around.

Damn.

Then everyone in the videos that I have never seen, it ain't manyhing you know man.

Yeah we were there.

Yeah, like a bay man, you about to read your history books.

Man, come this time, we were there.

You can't tell us anything.

Man.

You know what I'm saying.

Yeah, you know saying, yes we was there.

Man, yeah, planet, you know what I'm saying.

Moving around.

You know what I'm saying.

So I respect cap ain't now Yeah, cap ain't now right.

You gotta read your history book man.

Yeah, a historian.

You know what I'm saying that power man.

Yeah, yes, man, I you know, I see a lot of you know, I had somebody that was trying to come through.

I kind of pushed it away.

But I see a lot of these dudes.

I with you, smooth.

Yeah, I pushed.

But indeed, nigga, I want to know your stands on when you're in the interrogation room, because you know, over the last five years there's been a lot of like interrogation rooms.

What it is coming out interrogation?

What you mean I went in there long my seat exactly.

That's what I'm saying.

So that's what hey.

Man, to those that don't know, like I said, always say all we missed the information.

Yoursel to my white n to my young brothers, my young kings.

It was some of the old fool.

Oh you just don't know.

Hey man, plead the fifth.

Hey man, I can't speak without my lawyer present.

They're gonna cut off the tape, they're gonna close, they get and we're gonna go.

Yeah, show me my bed.

Man.

You know what I'm saying, we got Hey man, if you can't afford a lawyer, you telling me you cannot represent yourself.

You cannot trick these folks, You cannot out talk these You saying that you have the right to remain silent, Yes, sir, stop snitching.

Amen, amen, because it's a lot of just acting like now, well now really running a little trick on the.

Get your fucking I was sitting.

I'm running a little yeah you know, I'm putting the game down.

What the for recording?

They double back checking.

It ain't no running no game.

How you hot wa ain't know?

That's what I'm telling you.

Drinking dress, gave sad hold the.

Man you like the bloona, the cookie all the ship in one day.

I put it out talking about come on man, I'm just eating man.

What the phone?

Man?

Man?

Right?

Man?

But that's the thing like and and so you know, it be so many and it's simpulate.

It's simpulate.

Man, you do the Hey man, I'm gonna tell you something like that.

Man, this o g rule.

Man.

People don't like to say rude, dead real nigga head this cap, that's the fuck nigg this ship.

It's rules in this game.

I always I was just on another partcast and it made a lot of uproll about it.

But get what.

I'm gonna keep preaching it.

Hey man, if you do the crime, do the time, do something you can handle.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

You can't handle the crack time we don't do.

First of all, get your job.

I'm we we push it, We push it, push it for the legitimate.

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, but stop bringing all the folks down.

Man, that ship is so prothetic.

Stop playing with them guns man, they carry a lot of time all back.

You're busting that gun.

I'm telling y'all your nigga.

You know I say, everybody don't have the game.

Hey man, you used that fire.

Hey man, I'll back staring at a ten.

Whatever that ain't probably ain't hit nobody that just don't put it out.

Yeah, yeah for ship.

Might you know what I'm saying.

Some people wagging some people.

You don't have a call in it back pocket.

You know, they got a little back car in the back pocket out the free car.

I don't know about that, but I'm talking about to the one that that's from my cloth.

Hey man, that ship carry time.

You carry time.

So when if you're doing it, you know what I'm saying.

I hope it be Bouyt some money and some of your family.

And since you can handle you know what I'm saying, don't buy no more.

You get to man, and.

They'll do that man, just to try to fit in and be around.

Yeah, man, they know they can't hold their water.

Yeah see yeah, man, get out, hey man, you get out of jail, free car, they got them.

Yeah, they got him out here working man.

You know what I'm saying.

That shit fucked up.

Yeah yeah, yeah for sure.

And they hurt the nigga.

Card too, because it beat nigga right up under you, you black man.

They nigg were right up under me with their bullshit.

Man, listen, man calling them folks got their number much.

I want to put you down on them, I can't.

Yeah, I don't know about it.

Yeah, it wasn't presented to me, right whenever y'all we coming back there.

But police asking about your police how you know you look at that nigga?

How you know I didn't get that deep in the culisator.

I ain't gonna lie, they asked me one time.

I kept saying, I don't even know what going on.

They let it go.

I told him for I cannot speak without my lawyer present.

Man.

Yeah, it was over it.

They get this motherfucker out of here.

Right some people they know he ain't got there because for me, when they busted me, they brought a detective on the scene of the Why they going through shit and ship?

They try to man, Look, man, man, I still don't know.

First of all, my game was I don't even know what this is.

Listen, so y'all didn't even got me admitted to this.

So why are we moving past this ship?

They trying to move past this and say, man, but what we can do is, man, we can't do nothing.

We don't have no conversation.

We're giving out real game for sure.

It's a funk.

They're gonna be in the comment right now trying to oh, y'all, I need to talk about the game.

Y'all talking about rule that ship on the ply.

You lame, you lame in the mother.

I can't respond to all this.

I we want to.

I'm gonna say it now, fuck.

Your show, fuck you, and you know what too, it's watered down.

And let me say this too.

If the rules don't apply to Sevillian's exactly so you but now the flip Savinian quick though.

But I'm saying I'm talking about niggas, not people and women that's not in the game.

They live a square life, right, you know what I'm saying.

They don't count, right, of course they don't.

So so we only spent y'all to understand this type of lifestyle.

These are, this is the water play is in this lifestyle.

And the people that were formally in his lifestyle as myself.

You see what I'm saying, because we legit were legit business man.

You know what I'm saying, it's our job to you pass his game down.

That's why that's what I am That's what we're doing.

So I just want to I just want to say that for sure, man, man, and I respect and I understand it because I understand now like it's gonna be more more more squalls on on the Instagram and YouTube more than than the people in the field.

In the field and get what they starting to make me feel like it don't apply, like and they ain't nothing new street.

They signing Dunn Man, y'all need want now what we saying?

Responsibility is the highest form of manhood.

You know what I'm saying, It's the highest form of man whod responsibility?

Accountability the fast even respected when you take It's called accountability.

Please?

What are called cell responsibility?

Yes?

They gave me a three point oh fuck you my responsibility.

They respect it?

Telling about so what that tell you?

So you know what I mean want I'm knowing.

I be wondering how they feel when they looking at a nigga he telling on everybody fuck with.

I be wondering how the police deep down when they get on work.

I know they saying, but we got us a fuck nigga on the hook.

Boy, we got us one.

This little don't got no more.

Than the police.

That exactly.

They're gonna throw you right back down to the part and ship coming out.

They're throwing you under the thunder door because you because y'all be the same keeping up all the ship show.

They knew it show dude on the street.

They knew keep popping up the same boy, And we came here and did that and gave that niggas you s and some motherfucking Chinese food and ship.

You know what I mean.

They getting money?

They doing Hey man, this ships?

Put that bro Why I tell my children, Look, man, I am not already sweaty hard.

So you little nick got the sweat.

Do not go that way.

And if you go that way, I'm disowning you say that because I went that way out of necessity.

You know what I'm saying.

I had to go there.

It's the only route.

You know what I'm saying.

We didn't know nothing else.

I still damn there as I as I done.

Got to a point where I'm at now and and know everything I know, I can look back and say, well it was a few other routes, but yeah, always coming up it was like man, it felt like man, and got no committed.

I was a convicted feeling that feel.

You know what I'm saying.

I called it on robbery.

I am you know what I'm saying like this just need to hear that though, But you know what I'm saying, just check the stats man.

Everything line up.

You know what I'm saying.

So, but it just it just now they I see they have changed a lot with the feelings and stuff like that.

But I couldn't get no.

I really was trying.

I know what I'm saying, bro, And they tell you to walking straight path and it's like, I ain't gonna lie.

I'm trying.

I'm trying.

But the but the only the only other thing I speak to me is getting money in the street is do something with the money, yep, because that shit is coming.

You will be really getting it.

And the only thing you will be doing is building up a lot of bills in the street.

Got their bag to pay a lot of bills.

They'm nothit shining.

You don't own nothing.

You just paying her bills, your mama bills, four five cars and the party got a condo.

You just got a lot of shit going on, but you don't own nothing.

To that point.

Man, information, Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

It's it's so many resources now that internet work.

Man, and they open up the book, man, open up these books.

Yeah.

Let's say you want to hide something from black man, put it in a book.

So you know what I'm saying, that's what that's the nswer I want to push, Yeah, and that I'm gonna push.

You know, I want to get back to these schools and let's get back to read and writing and cursors.

You know what I'm saying.

That's what I'm telling them.

It's old yeah, but you know that's that's just that's just the most ship I be on.

But like just just reading man, so much power and reading man, and it's just you know, they I'm trying to get on the e book thing, but I can't really get with it.

I'm old school, you know what I'm saying.

Like, I like the books so like because it just slows your mind down.

You know, we get the life moving so fast, pressure beyond you.

And I noticed that when I was locked up, and you know they had me an isolation damn.

So you know what I'm saying, how long are you doing isolation?

Two years?

Like?

Shoot, they're trying to break a niggas spirit by myself in the room.

You know what I'm saying.

That's why I'm thanking God man, I'm able.

You know what I'm saying that you're still saying that motherfucker with your marble still in tank.

Whoa man, God is real man, God, And now I'm putting nothing on You can't handle anybody going through something, man, Just no, God not.

Gonna put nothing on you.

You can't handle man.

You know what I'm saying because I'm old clothed, but I get looking at them wall like, yeah, get taller than the man.

Yeah yeah that yeah, yeah, yeah, see what we can do going laughing.

We pressure on that man, but oh yeah, we ain't coming back hot yeah yeah yeah, right yeah, yeah, what you got going?

Yeah on the wall man, you know, done that fifty times.

That's ugly on that isolation move.

That's what I'm saying, man, Like, I think black men are warriors, man, because when you go through that ship and still come out, you still popping.

I ain't lost none of my sweat.

That'd be the first thing I be looking to see.

Boy, did they break a nigga?

Yeah?

Yeah, said yeah natural man, Yeah this in me and yeah, said shout go right to what you You know what I'm saying, I ain't going backward.

Yeah, but that's what I think.

That's what they're trying to do, though, is you know what I'm saying.

Some of that is meant to break a nigga, change the old mentality is whole, get down to make him like a damn near like a road by scared to death.

It just ain't scared straight man.

I know somebody like that right now.

I don't go through that.

They do it.

They do it though, but now you know, you know what I'm saying, like it just you know what I'm saying, just lessons, man, You know, everything is a lesson man, meant to learn, you know, Like they say, it's meant to rehabilitate.

You know what I'm saying.

But I disagree with that.

It's doing that to a certain steff.

I don't say.

I think it's punishment.

It ain't rehabilitation, Yeah, because rehabilitation is after you get into a wreck and you're going here and you're doing they hippy, you get your legs together.

Yeah, Like, don y'all in here trying to break a nig so long.

They ain't got no te They don't even know how to unlock the phone.

I had.

A nigga was asking me, man, just did fifteen years long?

What a man?

What the fuck?

How'd I changed the oil?

What an old thing?

Get in the car and like a regular little fusion or something.

He ain't know what a thing as.

You know what I'm saying.

Nigga's soon left behind.

Man, in that beach buck, it's surviving there.

You know what I'm saying.

But get out here and beat That's what I'm saying.

The breaking nick down.

Man.

You get out here and you be falling behind so much that man.

My other story.

Man, this dude named teet up Man T Boss T Boss you Florida man, it was at You know what I'm saying.

I don't know where you're at.

Man, I hope you all right.

You know what I'm saying.

What's the bed for you?

But uh, he had did twenty They had did like twenty five years.

He had been locked up like the late eighties, early nineties.

And he came and he was just looking where.

He's a run everyday.

I see him running every day.

You know what I'm saying.

Cool, older cat, you know what I'm saying.

You know I see him look at nervous.

I said, we're wrong, man, he said, bloody man, I'm about to go home, man, he said.

He said, I got a name in here, right, I made my name, man, I got bodies and here me expect me from being in here.

I got to put my mind down the hill.

Man.

I got them eight k's and ship out there.

I don't know nothing about that ship.

Yeah right now, he said, he said, Man, he said, Man, I got go on this.

Goddamn what you do?

You know, He's like, Man, he said, I'm about to go out there and try it.

Man, But if it don't work, man, you know, you know I kind of you know, I was jacking.

You know, I'm kind of new to the Sisters.

I was looking at him like, man, this nigga.

You know you hear about ship like that.

You know what I'm saying, Redemption ship for sure.

You know.

I got away from him.

I walked my roller like now, but you know, be all right.

You know I had to go sit on that for a minute.

I'm like, it's a real do that's a real thing.

But this shit really going on like this, Like you know what I'm saying.

That why I'm thankful for my for my support as to my family too, man, you know, and the real you know what I'm saying, the real people in my life.

You know what I'm saying.

They helped me get through the old time, right man.

Check all your people, man, send them some magazines of the world, some pictures.

Yeah.

Man, just keep saying if they got the money, man, even if you ain't got no money to cent them.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying, keep them, keep them updated, man, keep them.

You know what I'm saying.

They you know what I'm saying.

Cause niggas forget about you, and then soon you.

Get home, my nigga, Damn, y'all gonna do me like, yeah, man, I'm talking about I'll be seeing that ship from Afarther's why sometimes even when the rap niggas come home, like, I don't be respecting.

I'd be saying, bro, y'all go to running right up on the nigga.

They never spoke on your behalf when you was in jail.

They never tried to tell these squad blog I don't talk about it, like, hey, bro, that ain't even real.

They ain't have going, but y'all run right up on them.

Man, I just be I don't be respecting it.

Man.

You gotta you gotta really, really really be grateful for the people that when you go that rounde or you go down that road, the people that's still out here trying to hold your name up, speak on your behalf, you know, add add position to your narrative.

You know what I'm saying, and just help people understand now, bra ain't no crab shot.

He going through that because of such such, such and such some you know, because they'll label a nigga red shot or dummy that I don't like telling my story like or let my mouth.

You know what I'm saying.

I got an og as a pop.

You know what I'm saying.

You know what I'm saying.

I think that what separate me from a lot of people.

You know what I'm saying, My pops right, you know what I'm saying, real player, you know what I'm saying.

Real o g godfel Man.

He always taught me.

Man, you know, let let other people mouth praise.

You know what I'm saying, not your own.

You know what I'm saying, last longer.

Yeah, and I believe that what you just speaking show.

I always tell people, man, when they when they know men, I tell I knew from when I was run around and they just don't know.

Like, make sure you tell the story, but don't let them down.

Yeah, for sure, you know what I'm saying.

Make sure you get on the real You know what I'm saying.

That why I always keep my you know what I'm saying, my circle, I keep it like man, this on the phone last night three hours.

We our like chopping it, shopping it like bro, my tripping.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

Who keep me grounded?

Oh geez, you know what I'm saying, Yeah, my head straight exactly.

That's what we were talking about for you before you got here too.

It's like I'm telling you, man.

And also it's like a gift and a curse, and sometimes the gift is a curse.

You see what I'm saying.

But I know that you being in the middle of your run, bro, and still ain't Now I.

Don't know nothing.

By no interrogation room.

I ain't trying to slip out this bit.

It beat bro, trying to get back at you.

You see what I'm saying to this little light start righting may backs and they won't get back home my nigga, man, BBLI shitting, they don't want no another nigga dive and then that.

Shit fuck you mean?

But that's what I'm saying.

That's why it's honorable because again, responsibility and taking accountability is the highest form of manhood adulthood really, you know what I'm saying.

So that ain't even got no gym do on it.

Like if you've done something, man, don't drag another niggain with that.

You know what I'm saying.

That's how life is bro and that's what I'm preaching.

But another thing that you were talking about the book shit, I'm finding myself because I listen to books every day, but I listen to them.

I go to sleep listening in the books.

That's why you know I'm having high level game because you know, it's a high output for me.

So I gotta have some in tape.

So what I'm saying.

But the other day I grab a book and try to read it, not listen to it, and I found myself kept drifting off that I said, oh man, they have got me stuck on the electronic ship.

It hurt my feelings.

I was doing that too.

Though you read Old Child, What was that ye care?

Really peace?

Yeah, that's really your you flushing, you getting your getting thoughts and that that needed.

Uh, you know what I'm saying, you put you in the deep thought.

That's what I That's what I kind of like about it.

I'd be thinking about something in the book might have just trigger something your ideas.

It's just that time and that that that piece that sident.

Man, you know what I'm saying.

You know what I'm saying, piece be still.

Yeah, my comprehension though, Like I didn't like the fact that we fu up.

Yeah, I didn't like that we fucked up.

Man, I'm saying, Damn I read.

I didn't like that.

Because I can listen to it and I'm digesting it.

It's going through.

I'm understanding because I got my little pad right there.

I'm right down as I'm reading as at days say, I'm writing ship down there right there.

That's the reason how I can keep up with ship and say that in the Bible.

Man, write it down, make it plain, Yeah for sure.

And then sometimes I just pull that out and read it and just be like, Okay, that's what I was reading yesterday, That's what I was on.

Okay, Oh, that's what I got from that chapter, this and that.

But nigga trying to read that ship and drifting off.

I'm saying, me think I gotta go sit my brother some books.

And yeah, my brother, I just told I just told me like I got to go sit on some books, like right, order some book when I get out.

There, Yeah for sure, because that that's what's gonna help a nigg like get through that ship.

But I think, yeah, when you in there, you ain't got no choice but to comprehend.

Right it fucked up?

Like but man, like that should just taught me, like, isolate myself sometimes.

Yeah, take my damnself at least I can open it.

Yeah, but just take that time to yourself.

Man, you know what I'm saying, because.

Yeah, exactly, and learn because sometimes I ain't gonna lie.

Some niggas come out there jail with more game, more understanding, but you can do that out hear.

I need black little boys to know you ain't got the way down there to get out let together?

What that what the laugh was?

Ut?

Yeah, okay what it was time niggats tied in them booked to right.

Look at what nigga fu nigga by the Buddyes, gonna laugh over here, Yeah like that that pain.

Yeah, you start kicking food that ship man.

Yeah, it's always getting bad news in that junt too.

That's what a nigga respect to.

Like, I was just watching the pe wee long way nigga locked up.

And the birthday man.

Man, man, I'm.

Saying they feel like every time a nigga get locked up, like even with dirt, dirt go down and two three they they start pressing the line.

It's like damn bravery time you go to jail, feel like the Long Way with you.

My neighbor in loved with Red because if had a hold on before I got out, old about my old probation.

But they ended up that was I was just so thankful to be because I was you know, when you in the prison mode, you be in that mold like yeah, they get it on whatever it's gonna be and that and you know when we're young, we're talking to what it say, uh hope for the bit it spent path for the worst the world the word you saying.

So they was on some ship like they were trying to give me two more years for what for the for the violations got violated by uh probation, my federal probation.

I had called it dirty and then you know what I'm saying, by catching his charge.

But God worked it out, man, they let me go.

You know what I'm saying.

Then I'm thinking it to fizz.

So you know I'm already here they go this man, I ain't even yeah, hey boy, hey man, you're not Yeah, but Jake, God just showed me like he always got something for me.

Now for sure because I wasn't locked over one time.

Say, hey boy, I said, I just pray God, but judging the good move go.

He say, you know, well, fear but God can he?

Man?

I know that that but you know what I'm saying, like we believe its man.

You know I'm a believer man, Yeah for show me too.

Yeah me too.

Me not very you know what I'm saying, religion, but on spiritual facts facts.

I believe in a lot of things, a lot of different religions.

Do you know?

So you now yeah, not for sure.

You was in there with long Wait what he what he was on?

How how he was feeling keeping his spears man, you know, basically keeping shout the fun laugh.

He's working out though, doing a lot of working out, just keeping his mind strong.

Man.

Yeah, I'm saying free long way man for real.

Yeah that that that's just sick man, I'm talking about it just feels like when you go down there.

Then his case was sounding funny, they I think they threw some crazy numbers out there, big and like they was on some But that's how they do when they come like they said, my people plugged with chop.

Oh man, we don't know no chop oh you know what I mean.

But that's the kind of ship they throw in the mix just for the public perception.

They try to.

We got another one off the street about create Pitty.

One.

Yeah, uh uh, surprise them king pinin It was only all me.

Yeah you see, I'm saying, yeah, so but uh whatever they who got signed apprecier that Oh yeah, what's that?

Preacher?

Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, boy got money making sit you know the the movie.

You know, yeah, hey if you know, you know kind of thing.

You know what I'm saying, Yeah, yeah, yeah for sure.

I think I think you gotta you gotta bright future.

Man.

You just gotta like you can't you can't jump off.

It's treading me or though.

You got to stay on this month, this run right here, you know what I mean?

You gotta break wide.

And I know they trying to handicap you because your situation.

They won't allow you to be around Luchi, right.

Is that?

Is that what I understand you know what I'm saying.

Yeah, he won't.

He can't be around me.

So is it you can't be around him, or he can't be around you?

He can't be around me.

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