Being born without his right hand, man’s resentment and monstrous self-image deepen as family and doctors intervene to fix his condition, leading him to question what would truly make him whole. 

Today’s episode featured Ryan. If you’d like to reach out to him you can email at ryan.a.20918@gmail.com

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Content/Trigger Warnings

medical trauma, amputation, explicit language. 

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