In this raw and unfiltered episode, William shares his full iboga experience, from terrifying visions and ego death to profound healing, emotional breakthroughs, and a complete shift in how he sees humanity. Was it hallucination… or contact with something beyond this world? You decide. 🧠 What We Cover • What iboga really is (and how it differs from ibogaine) • Why it’s being used to treat heroin and meth addiction • PTSD healing in war veterans • The 30-hour psychological breakdown • Visions of “hell” — and realizing Earth is the hell • Ego collapse and confronting selfishness • Seeing ancestors and African spirit imagery • The mysterious “Doctor Iboga” entity • Why service to others became the ultimate lesson • How it transformed his relationship with his daughter’s mother • Nervous system reset & behavioral changes • Why he believes this should be initiation into manhood This isn’t spiritual fluff. This is brutal honesty. If you’re curious about plant medicine, addiction recovery, ego death, iboga vs ayahuasca, or the deeper meaning of spiritual awakening — this conversation will challenge you. ⚠ Disclaimer Iboga is a powerful psychoactive plant and can carry serious medical risks, particularly for the heart. This episode shares a personal experience and does not constitute medical advice. 💬 Question For You Do you believe these experiences are neurological… or spiritual? Comment below. 00:00 – Hallucination or Otherworldly Contact? Is iboga just brain chemistry… or something beyond the veil? 02:15 – What Is Iboga vs Ibogaine? African root bark, extraction differences, and why it’s trending beyond ayahuasca. 08:40 – The Addiction Miracle: 30 Hours vs 10 Years How iboga resets dopamine & serotonin receptors — heroin withdrawal without detox agony. 15:30 – PTSD Healing & The Netflix Veteran Story Why war veterans are turning to iboga when therapy fails. 21:00 – The Heart Risk & Medical Dangers ECGs, liver tests, and why iboga isn’t something to take lightly. 26:45 – The Ceremony: Shamanic vs Clinical Approach Bone throwing, ancestral invocation, and African tradition. 33:20 – The Come-Up: Body Vibrations & Rocket-Ship Sensation The moment reality begins to dissolve. 38:00 – I Went to Hell Flames. Suffering. War. Greed. Then the realization: “It’s Earth.” 46:15 – Ego Death & Humanity’s Selfishness The brutal confrontation with “me, me, me” culture. 55:40 – The Day of Tears Why he cried for an entire day after the journey. 1:03:20 – The Spiritual Lesson: Service Over Enlightenment Why helping people matters more than mystical experiences. 1:18:00 – Doctor Iboga & The Shared Vision The mysterious African entity multiple participants encountered. 1:27:40 – Loops, Life Review & Escaping Daydream Consciousness The repeating patterns and psychological insight. 1:39:10 – Healing My Relationship With My Daughter’s Mother Acceptance, respect, and moral awakening. 1:51:00 – Nervous System Reset & Behavior Change Two months without biting nails. A calmer mind. 1:58:00 – Why Some People Laugh… and Others Break Why iboga hits people completely differently. 2:02:00 – Will I Go Back? Future intentions and unfinished psychological work. Music by Ashes of Truth