Sexting disasters, dirty maid fantasies, and thirty years of steamy monogamy—Renee shares how a conservative Christian upbringing doesn’t mean a boring sex life.

📈 STATS | 49 white female, she/her pronouns, monogamous, married 30 years, conservative Christian, raised Southern Baptist, based in Texas.

⏰ TIME CODE

00:00 Growing up Southern Baptist and curious about sex

05:47 First kisses, forbidden Playboys, and early experiments

14:12 Learning about pleasure, fumbling through firsts, and saving herself for marriage

21:23 Wedding night anticipation and discovering what real sex feels like

26:58 Marriage, pregnancy, and surviving the no-touch years

31:36 Talking to her kids about sex and learning to loosen control

38:17 Sexting her husband—and accidentally her boss

45:09 Staying sexy, confident, and connected through compliments and humor

50:43 Exploring oral sex, communication, and learning together

54:45 Warm-up needs, hunting analogies, and the art of slow seduction

1:01:22 Butt play curiosity and texture sensitivities

1:07:18 Rough sex cravings, tenderness, and trust

1:13:52 Discovering shibari, tattoos, and writing erotic messages on her body

1:20:14 Azula the bad maid—dirty talk, role play, and long-term passion

1:27:46 Fantasies, two-men dreams, and sexual self-acceptance

1:34:57 What she’d tell her younger self: chill out, love your body, and have lots of sex

🤩 TOPICS | Accidental explicit text messages, adult magazine stash, altar call guilt and purity messages, anal exploration, bedroom confidence after decades together, body acceptance and self-love, boss text mix-up, breathy throat play, Christian evangelical upbringing, church shame vs pleasure, communication before intimate acts, complimenting your spouse, condoms and lubrication, conservative family expectations, cowgirl and doggy-style fun, deep-throating practice, devotional marriage mindset, dirty language during intimacy, dominance and surrender dynamics, fellatio techniques, first-time intercourse nerves, forbidden curiosity and desire, forgiveness after sexual mistakes, gag reflex training, giving and receiving pleasure, handjobs and manual stimulation, housekeeper roleplay scenario, husband-and-wife experimentation, ink and body art attraction, kegel exercises and pelvic floor, kinky experimentation in marriage, lingerie and panties play, long-term relationship desire, lubricant preferences, marital intimacy routines, married couple exploration, massage as warm-up, missionary position variations, MMF threesome fantasy, oral pleasure tips, parenting and sex talk with teens, porn literacy and ethics, primal energy and playful roughness, religious deconstruction journey, rope art and light restraint, safe words and consent check-ins, saliva and spit as lube, sensitive testicles care, sex toy curiosity, shower make-outs, spanking and sensation play, swallowing semen, text-based erotic storytelling, thirty-year partnership desire cycles, throat comfort techniques, trust-building after mishaps, vanilla to spicy progression, vibrator experimentation, vintage romance mindsets, virginity fears before marriage, wife-led seduction cues.

Originally released May 2020.

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