[{"_1":2,"_309":-5,"_310":-5},"loaderData",{"_3":4,"_13":14},"root",{"_5":6,"_7":8,"_9":10,"_11":12},"theme",0,"baseURL","https://pocketcasts.com","locale","en","region","global","routes/_app.podcast.$podcastSlug.$podcastUuid.$episodeSlug.$episodeUuid",{"_15":16,"_17":18,"_19":20},"podcastUuid","8d034840-ca7a-013d-ef18-0e2c841e8133","episodeUuid","2e0e1bac-2a83-4ed2-9209-11a77e417048","dehydratedState",{"_21":22,"_23":24},"mutations",[],"queries",[25,303],{"_26":27,"_28":29,"_297":298,"_301":302},"dehydratedAt",1775259369419,"state",{"_30":31,"_282":283,"_284":285,"_286":-5,"_287":6,"_288":6,"_289":6,"_290":-5,"_291":-5,"_292":56,"_293":294,"_295":296},"data",{"_32":33,"_34":35,"_36":37,"_38":39,"_40":41,"_42":43,"_44":45,"_46":47,"_48":49,"_50":16,"_51":52,"_53":54,"_55":56,"_57":56,"_58":59,"_275":276,"_277":278,"_279":78,"_280":56,"_281":6},"url","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971","title","Call of the Father","slug","call-of-the-father","author","Manly","description","Call of the Father is intended to encourage men to open their heart space in order to heal and grow into full acceptance of themselves. As we learn accountability for our belief systems we also become more loving, accepting, compassionate and desirable as fathers, friends, leaders and lovers. This podcast features raw, authentic conversations and stories about a journey of Personal Growth.","description_html","

Call of the Father is intended to encourage men to open their heart space in order to heal and grow into full acceptance of themselves. As we learn accountability for our belief systems we also become more loving, accepting, compassionate and desirable as fathers, friends, leaders and lovers. This podcast features raw, authentic conversations and stories about a journey of Personal Growth.

","category","Education\n Self-Improvement\nReligion & Spirituality\n Spirituality\nKids & Family\n Parenting","audio",true,"show_type","episodic","uuid","fundings",[],"guid","76157f97-bf30-52c0-b0f5-644d8ff08a4d","is_private",false,"transcript_eligible","episodes",[60,79,88,97,106,115,123,132,141,150,159,168,177,186,195,204,213,222,231,240,249,258,267],{"_50":61,"_34":62,"_36":63,"_32":64,"_65":66,"_67":68,"_69":70,"_71":72,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":78,"_15":16},"37d4c9e2-d303-4e76-afc1-95ab304de4aa","A Real Hero rises from the depths of adversity to save themselves. This is Love!","a-real-hero-rises-from-the-depths-of-adversity-to-save-themselves-this-is-love","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/18249455-a-real-hero-rises-from-the-depths-of-adversity-to-save-themselves-this-is-love.mp3","file_type","audio/mp3","file_size",23402834,"duration",1945,"published","2025-11-25T09:00:00Z","type","full","has_generated_transcript","season","number",23,{"_50":80,"_34":81,"_36":82,"_32":83,"_65":66,"_67":84,"_69":85,"_71":86,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":87,"_15":16},"678950da-e8aa-4320-bbce-f6aa5fdf3d0f","Synchronicity: Divine Proof That Belief Is Energy And Power","synchronicity-divine-proof-that-belief-is-energy-and-power","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/18161520-synchronicity-divine-proof-that-belief-is-energy-and-power.mp3",23607174,1962,"2025-11-10T09:00:00Z",22,{"_50":89,"_34":90,"_36":91,"_32":92,"_65":66,"_67":93,"_69":94,"_71":95,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":96,"_15":16},"6aeea89d-2704-4544-83a9-6f58afccc1f5","Being vulnerable about my need to be seen and cleaning up my intentions to achieve authenticity!","being-vulnerable-about-my-need-to-be-seen-and-cleaning-up-my-intentions-to-achieve-authenticity","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/18103876-being-vulnerable-about-my-need-to-be-seen-and-cleaning-up-my-intentions-to-achieve-authenticity.mp3",19407699,1612,"2025-10-30T10:00:00Z",21,{"_50":98,"_34":99,"_36":100,"_32":101,"_65":66,"_67":102,"_69":103,"_71":104,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":105,"_15":16},"0fc1868d-4b4c-4c0e-a1fa-520ea915da85","I am NOT enough AND neither are you…","i-am-not-enough-and-neither-are-you","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/18044378-i-am-not-enough-and-neither-are-you.mp3",20621332,1713,"2025-10-20T19:00:00Z",20,{"_50":107,"_34":108,"_36":109,"_32":110,"_65":66,"_67":111,"_69":112,"_71":113,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":114,"_15":16},"c2a94f44-e32f-4cd4-8cab-364649525819","Showing myself love by burning bridges and sinking boats I was afraid to rock!","showing-myself-love-by-burning-bridges-and-sinking-boats-i-was-afraid-to-rock","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/18001134-showing-myself-love-by-burning-bridges-and-sinking-boats-i-was-afraid-to-rock.mp3",21708215,1804,"2025-10-13T08:00:00Z",19,{"_50":18,"_34":116,"_36":117,"_32":118,"_65":66,"_67":119,"_69":120,"_71":121,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":122,"_15":16},"Getting to the next level requires an honest and vulnerable conversation with myself.","getting-to-the-next-level-requires-an-honest-and-vulnerable-conversation-with-myself","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17487977-getting-to-the-next-level-requires-an-honest-and-vulnerable-conversation-with-myself.mp3",19871858,1651,"2025-07-11T03:00:00Z",18,{"_50":124,"_34":125,"_36":126,"_32":127,"_65":66,"_67":128,"_69":129,"_71":130,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":131,"_15":16},"e32c6c18-79c4-44ba-84d0-231cce7641e8","One day you will realize you never really loved her! Reevaluating the victim and the villain.","one-day-you-will-realize-you-never-really-loved-her-reevaluating-the-victim-and-the-villain","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17361830-one-day-you-will-realize-you-never-really-loved-her-reevaluating-the-victim-and-the-villain.mp3",16911471,1404,"2025-06-19T02:00:00Z",17,{"_50":133,"_34":134,"_36":135,"_32":136,"_65":66,"_67":137,"_69":138,"_71":139,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":140,"_15":16},"182af379-b200-4277-8c7a-6587e53b53e7","Healing out loud in order to break cycles and create new beginnings for myself and my kids after divorce. 2nd interview with my daughter.","healing-out-loud-in-order-to-break-cycles-and-create-new-beginnings-for-myself-and-my-kids-after-divorce-2nd-interview-with-my-daughter","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17294530-healing-out-loud-in-order-to-break-cycles-and-create-new-beginnings-for-myself-and-my-kids-after-divorce-2nd-interview-with-my-daughter.mp3",44045154,3665,"2025-06-06T20:00:00Z",16,{"_50":142,"_34":143,"_36":144,"_32":145,"_65":66,"_67":146,"_69":147,"_71":148,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":149,"_15":16},"0e0203fb-81bb-4ff1-b679-b220ba58df72","Mentoring teens to see red and green flags in romantic relationships.","mentoring-teens-to-see-red-and-green-flags-in-romantic-relationships","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17231246-mentoring-teens-to-see-red-and-green-flags-in-romantic-relationships.mp3",32408407,2695,"2025-05-27T08:00:00Z",15,{"_50":151,"_34":152,"_36":153,"_32":154,"_65":66,"_67":155,"_69":156,"_71":157,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":158,"_15":16},"0446eeeb-959d-4e09-8b3d-89b0ff3b5c64","When you’re Breaking Cycles, not every day feels like a win!","when-youre-breaking-cycles-not-every-day-feels-like-a-win","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17156217-when-you-re-breaking-cycles-not-every-day-feels-like-a-win.mp3",12560135,1041,"2025-05-14T08:00:00Z",14,{"_50":160,"_34":161,"_36":162,"_32":163,"_65":66,"_67":164,"_69":165,"_71":166,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":167,"_15":16},"5e2857d0-d06a-44d7-acb9-2f295ea1ad13","Jealousy does not come from a love vibration, therefore it can only be a red flag!","jealousy-does-not-come-from-a-love-vibration-therefore-it-can-only-be-a-red-flag","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17107468-jealousy-does-not-come-from-a-love-vibration-therefore-it-can-only-be-a-red-flag.mp3",21405344,1778,"2025-05-06T09:00:00Z",13,{"_50":169,"_34":170,"_36":171,"_32":172,"_65":66,"_67":173,"_69":174,"_71":175,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":176,"_15":16},"eb6b7d1a-6fa7-45be-83ac-7b5e5188476d","Love vibrations cannot exist where bitterness resides! Tribute to Lisa A Romano.","love-vibrations-cannot-exist-where-bitterness-resides-tribute-to-lisa-a-romano","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17088160-love-vibrations-cannot-exist-where-bitterness-resides-tribute-to-lisa-a-romano.mp3",18650260,1549,"2025-05-02T18:00:00Z",12,{"_50":178,"_34":179,"_36":180,"_32":181,"_65":66,"_67":182,"_69":183,"_71":184,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":185,"_15":16},"9c047051-09c1-454c-9a4f-67a4e9581fdb","Love yourself by setting and enforcing boundaries. Bullies don’t respect cowards.","love-yourself-by-setting-and-enforcing-boundaries-bullies-dont-respect-cowards","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/17026057-love-yourself-by-setting-and-enforcing-boundaries-bullies-don-t-respect-cowards.mp3",21450169,1782,"2025-04-23T06:00:00Z",11,{"_50":187,"_34":188,"_36":189,"_32":190,"_65":66,"_67":191,"_69":192,"_71":193,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":194,"_15":16},"dac81897-deaf-4a5f-9239-2c99de9ab3d4","Dwell in the past to heal and find gratitude!","dwell-in-the-past-to-heal-and-find-gratitude","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16985273-dwell-in-the-past-to-heal-and-find-gratitude.mp3",11953228,991,"2025-04-15T20:00:00Z",10,{"_50":196,"_34":197,"_36":198,"_32":199,"_65":66,"_67":200,"_69":201,"_71":202,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":203,"_15":16},"47d579d5-e81e-4585-9108-12c3ca4b12bd","Love is the antidote for shame! Love yourself, love your kids, & break the cycle!","love-is-the-antidote-for-shame-love-yourself-love-your-kids-break-the-cycle","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16940935-love-is-the-antidote-for-shame-love-yourself-love-your-kids-break-the-cycle.mp3",17758440,1474,"2025-04-08T20:00:00Z",9,{"_50":205,"_34":206,"_36":207,"_32":208,"_65":66,"_67":209,"_69":210,"_71":211,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":212,"_15":16},"b0326352-c46b-460e-baa4-7a74f711f94d","Pure Intentions come from Love Consciousness; Integrity is a mask worn by narcissists!","pure-intentions-come-from-love-consciousness-integrity-is-a-mask-worn-by-narcissists","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16896382-pure-intentions-come-from-love-consciousness-integrity-is-a-mask-worn-by-narcissists.mp3",14887383,1235,"2025-04-01T10:00:00Z",8,{"_50":214,"_34":215,"_36":216,"_32":217,"_65":66,"_67":218,"_69":219,"_71":220,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":221,"_15":16},"d95cf4d0-92c3-4638-9ad0-d34c7d99e993","Fathers have a calling!","fathers-have-a-calling","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16856281-fathers-have-a-calling.mp3",17517893,1454,"2025-03-25T12:00:00Z",7,{"_50":223,"_34":224,"_36":225,"_32":226,"_65":66,"_67":227,"_69":228,"_71":229,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":230,"_15":16},"6f3b0bad-4386-460c-9954-60e546ea02a0","How I overcame the pain and bitterness from betrayal","how-i-overcame-the-pain-and-bitterness-from-betrayal","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16814161-how-i-overcame-the-pain-and-bitterness-from-betrayal.mp3",17981572,1493,"2025-03-18T08:00:00Z",6,{"_50":232,"_34":233,"_36":234,"_32":235,"_65":66,"_67":236,"_69":237,"_71":238,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":239,"_15":16},"74bdc39c-b1de-4e87-9a52-f6bb14d9980b","Desire for emotional connection led to faking orgasms with my wife!","desire-for-emotional-connection-led-to-faking-orgasms-with-my-wife","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16777708-desire-for-emotional-connection-led-to-faking-orgasms-with-my-wife.mp3",21211590,1762,"2025-03-12T06:00:00Z",5,{"_50":241,"_34":242,"_36":243,"_32":244,"_65":66,"_67":245,"_69":246,"_71":247,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":248,"_15":16},"6b5a0f27-54a5-4a53-bb4b-d26278b3a727","Connecting with our emotions creates a powerful energy that heals!","connecting-with-our-emotions-creates-a-powerful-energy-that-heals","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16736750-connecting-with-our-emotions-creates-a-powerful-energy-that-heals.mp3",22698374,1886,"2025-03-05T03:00:00Z",4,{"_50":250,"_34":251,"_36":252,"_32":253,"_65":66,"_67":254,"_69":255,"_71":256,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":257,"_15":16},"09f5f67b-c9d6-4901-98b2-e2014bb191cb","What if challenging your beliefs could change your life?","what-if-challenging-your-beliefs-could-change-your-life","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16701551-what-if-challenging-your-beliefs-could-change-your-life.mp3",25807030,2145,"2025-02-27T04:00:00Z",3,{"_50":259,"_34":260,"_36":261,"_32":262,"_65":66,"_67":263,"_69":264,"_71":265,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_76":6,"_77":266,"_15":16},"f458ab37-7360-4fd3-a8d3-2e6ec9a2b71c","The Narcissistic Parent, the Scapegoat Child and Me (The Cowardly Codependent)","the-narcissistic-parent-the-scapegoat-child-and-me-the-cowardly-codependent","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16650119-the-narcissistic-parent-the-scapegoat-child-and-me-the-cowardly-codependent.mp3",15110558,1254,"2025-02-19T01:00:00Z",2,{"_50":268,"_34":269,"_36":270,"_32":271,"_65":66,"_67":272,"_69":273,"_71":274,"_73":74,"_75":56,"_15":16},"8def5f68-4072-4147-8fdf-6c19cb71d536","I finally found the Love of my Life on Valentine’s Day!","i-finally-found-the-love-of-my-life-on-valentines-day","https://www.buzzsprout.com/2449971/episodes/16600225-i-finally-found-the-love-of-my-life-on-valentine-s-day.mp3",20586508,1710,"2025-02-11T06:00:00Z","episodeFrequency","Weekly","estimatedNextEpisodeAt","2025-12-03T08:00:00Z","episodeCount","hasSeasons","seasonCount","dataUpdateCount",1,"dataUpdatedAt",1775259369284,"error","errorUpdateCount","errorUpdatedAt","fetchFailureCount","fetchFailureReason","fetchMeta","isInvalidated","status","success","fetchStatus","idle","queryKey",[299,300,16],"podcasts","detail","queryHash","[\"podcasts\",\"detail\",\"8d034840-ca7a-013d-ef18-0e2c841e8133\"]",{"_26":27,"_28":304,"_297":306,"_301":308},{"_30":305,"_282":283,"_284":27,"_286":-5,"_287":6,"_288":6,"_289":6,"_290":-5,"_291":-5,"_292":56,"_293":294,"_295":296},"

Today I am being honest with myself about where I really am after all the healing work I’ve done and how it affects what I’ve attracted. I need to show up for myself and be what I want and my inner child needs.

Podcast recommendation: Healing and Human Potential by Alyssa Nobriga

",[307,300,18],"episodeShowNotes","[\"episodeShowNotes\",\"detail\",\"2e0e1bac-2a83-4ed2-9209-11a77e417048\"]","actionData","errors"]

Getting to the next level requires an honest and vulnerable conversation with myself.

Episode Description

Never lose your place, on any device